The school grass fell in love with me at first sight

After returning to school for a week of classes, the first and second year students go back to school to register, and then the school really starts.

After registering, the homeroom teacher Xia Yu announced in the class meeting: "After the opening ceremony tomorrow, there will be a parents' meeting in the afternoon. You go back and inform your parents. If there is nothing particularly important, come as much as possible."

"it is good."

After notifying the class meeting, Xia Yu explained some other related matters and announced the end of the class meeting.

On the way back, Lin Xingyou called Lin Wenrui.

"Dad, we will have a parent-teacher meeting tomorrow afternoon, can you come over if you have time?"

"Tomorrow..." Lin Wenrui on the other end of the phone pondered for a moment: "Your mother said she would go."

"My mother?" Lin Xingyou said in surprise, "How can she come here like this now, it's not safe."

Yan Xi's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone: "Just sitting in the classroom, what's so unsafe? Besides, there are still a few days before the due date, so mother just pay attention."

"Mom," Lin Xingyou persuaded earnestly: "You should stay at home and rest. It's just a parent meeting, and it's not something important. Besides, it's not like you haven't held a parent meeting for me. Why do you have to Come here at this time."

Yan Xi said: "You have held such a parent-teacher meeting in your entire high school, and it was a parent-teacher meeting in the third year of high school. It must be more important than the usual parent-teacher meeting. Mom should attend whatever she says, and get to know your study situation well. It’s better to solve it in time.”

"...All right." Lin Xingyou knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he had to agree.And Yan Xi's words are quite reasonable, the parents' meeting really only needs to sit down, if the time comes, if you really feel uncomfortable, tell the teacher and leave early.

The opening ceremony ended the next day, and the two of them went home after lunch and returned to school to prepare for the parent meeting in the afternoon.

There are people everywhere at the school gate.

The two found a place where there were no people, and stood there waiting for someone with an umbrella.

"Xing Xing," Yu Sheng said suddenly, "I'll go in first."

"Aren't you waiting for your family?"

Yu Sheng lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I won't wait."

Lin Xingyou handed Yu Sheng the umbrella in his hand, "Then you go in first, I will wait for my mother to come before I go in."

Yu Sheng didn't pick it up, "Hold the umbrella, your mother may use it later." After speaking, Lin Xingyou turned around and left without waiting for Lin Xingyou's reaction.

Lin Xingyou stood at the school gate bored for a while, only to see his car appearing at the school gate. After the car stopped, he hurried up to support Yan Xi who got off the car.

After helping Yan Xi to the classroom, Lin Xingyou saw that the seat next to Yu Sheng was still vacant, he put the sun umbrella in the belly of the table, and was about to go out to find Yu Sheng, but before leaving, he still worriedly said: "Mom, If you feel uncomfortable later, you must speak out immediately, don't hold on, I will wait for you outside the classroom."

Although I have said it many times on the way here just now, I still don't feel at ease.

Yan Xi responded with a smile, "Understood, you go out first."

After leaving the classroom, Lin Xingyou didn't dare to go too far, so he had to take out his mobile phone to call Yu Sheng, but he kept reminding him that he was on the call, so he had no choice but to leave temporarily to find Yu Sheng, but he didn't see Yu Sheng after searching around. He had no choice but to turn back to the classroom. As soon as he reached the stairs, he saw Yu Sheng leaning against the fence in the corridor.

He smiled and ran to Yu Sheng's side, "I didn't see you just now, so I went out to look around."

Yu Sheng smiled, "Why are you looking for me, it's not like I can't come here myself."

"Then why did you take so long?" Lin Xingyou was a little surprised: "You obviously left for a long time before me."

Yu Sheng was silent for a while, "Something is delayed."

Lin Xingyou said "Oh": "Let's go and sit by the stairs, this will take at least two hours to finish."

Yu Sheng said "um", raised his legs and walked towards the stairs, Lin Xingyou followed behind.

After sitting for a while, Xie Chenqi and Su Yu also came over.

Xie Chenqi asked: "Brother Xing, do you want to go down and play, or you will have to sit here and wait for hours, and you will be bored to death."

"You guys go." Lin Xingyou took out the campus card from his pocket and handed it to Xie Chenqi, "When you come back later, help me go to the canteen to buy some snacks and drinks."

Xie Chenqi took the campus card and went downstairs with the people around him. After a while, he appeared in front of Lin Xingyou with a bag of snacks.

He returned the pocket and the campus card to Lin Xingyou, "Brother Xing."

Lin Xingyou took the card and the pocket, put the card back into the pocket, "It's pretty fast, you."

"That's a must." Xie Chenqi raised his chin proudly, "I'm going down to play first."

"Go." Lin Xingyou took a piece of ice cream from his pocket, tore open the packaging and handed it to Yu Sheng.

Yu Sheng took the ice cream.

The two chatted while eating snacks, and sat there for three or four hours before seeing a parent come out of the classroom.

Yu Sheng stood up, patted his school uniform pants, "I'll go to the bathroom first."

"Ah."

Lin Xingyou put the rubbish together into a plastic bag and threw it into the trash can, and stood at the door of the classroom waiting for the others to finish walking before entering the classroom to help Yanxi.

Yan Xi asked: "Son, are you sitting alone, don't you have a tablemate?"

"Yes, I have."

"But mom didn't see the parents at your desk."

Lin Xingyou was a little surprised. He thought Yu Sheng was late because he was picking up his parents, but he didn't expect it to be so?

"By the way, your teacher Xia said that you didn't do very well in the final exam last semester. What's going on? Could it be that you were under too much pressure during that time, so you didn't do well in the exam." Yan Xi patted herself with some self-blame Lin Xingyou's arm, "It's also my mother's fault. I didn't take good care of you during that time. I'm sorry son. When the baby in my mother's belly is born, I will definitely make it up to you."

Lin Xingyou said indifferently: "Mom, I'm fine, it's just a test result, and besides, it has nothing to do with you."

"Is that too much pressure?" Yan Xi worried: "Son, don't put too much pressure on yourself. No matter how you do in the exam, your father and I will not blame you."

"Mom." Lin Xingyou smiled helplessly, "What kind of pressure can I have? There is no pressure, it's just that I didn't do well in the exam, and I will get back in the next exam. It's not a big problem."

"That's good." Yan Xi was still a little uneasy, "Why don't you move back home, you won't be able to eat well outside alone, you've lost a lot of weight."

What Yan Xi said about losing a lot of weight was entirely out of concern for his son.In fact, since reconciling with Yu Sheng, Lin Xingyou has quickly grown to his previous weight, and has not lost weight at all.

"Mom, I'm really fine." Lin Xingyou persuaded: "It's fine for me to live alone, and I'm going to move back. By then, Aunt Liu will definitely be too busy by herself. I get up too early in the morning, Going to bed too late will affect your rest, and you will also affect me, so let’s talk about it after I finish the college entrance examination.”

"Okay." Yan Xi had to compromise, "Since you don't want to move back, you have to take care of yourself outside alone. If you don't have enough living expenses, remember to tell your mother, and pay attention to your diet. Don't eat indiscriminately. Stomach."

"Ok, I know."

Lin Xingyou helped Yan Xi walk not far, and saw Yu Sheng not far away, "Mom, that's my deskmate." He pointed in Yu Sheng's direction and called Yu Sheng's name loudly.

However, Yu Sheng turned around and left as if he didn't hear it.

He yelled again and again, but he still didn't look back for the rest of his life.

Lin Xingyou was stunned by Yu Sheng's reaction, and it took him a while to recover, isn't he already reconciled?They were fine just now, why did they suddenly become so strange?

That familiar feeling spread in his heart, and he seemed to suddenly understand why Yu Sheng said to break up in the first place.

Lin Xingyou, who was still in high spirits just now, suddenly became lonely. He lowered his eyes and said, "Mom, let me take you home first."

"Ah."

After getting in the car, he kept sending messages to Yu Sheng, but did not receive a reply.After taking Yan Xi home safely, he immediately took a taxi back to Yu Sheng's place. During this period, he called Yu Sheng several times, but Yu Sheng didn't answer.

When I got home, I didn't even have time to change my slippers, so I hurried to the bedroom, and saw Yu Sheng curled up slightly on the bed, the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, and Yu Sheng didn't even cover him with a quilt.

He hurried over and pulled the quilt to cover Yu Sheng, and then tried to whisper "Brother Sheng".

No response.

He also took off his shoes, went to bed and lay next to Yu Sheng, hugged him into his arms, and gently kissed Yu Sheng's forehead, eyebrows, nose tip, and lips.

Yu Sheng in his arms probably sensed the movement, and finally moved, with his eyes closed, he stretched out his arms to embrace Lin Xingyou, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Xingyou hesitated and said, "I just... yelled so loudly, didn't you hear?"

Yu Sheng rubbed against Lin Xingyou's arms, "I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable just now, I didn't notice."

"Then why didn't you answer my call?"

"I didn't hear that." Yu Sheng reached out and rubbed Lin Xingyou's face, "Are you angry? Don't be angry, I..."

"I'm not angry." Lin Xingyou tried his best to calm down his emotions, and when his emotions were almost stable, he asked, "You... why did you break up with me?"

Yu Sheng suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Lin Xingyou in shock, and immediately recovered his expression, "What's wrong, I asked this suddenly."

"Did you hear what my mother said when she chatted with me last time?"

"……Yes."

"So you're breaking up with me?"

"Yes."

He just heard it, so he broke up.

He didn't know how to face Lin Xingyou's mother.

If she knew that Lin Xingyou liked a boy, she would probably be very sad.She was so gentle and taught Lin Xingyou so well. She should have been a star hanging in the sky, not by his side for the rest of his life.

Lin Xingyou is different from him, he can do whatever he wants by himself.But Lin Xingyou is not, Lin Xingyou has his own parents, not just Lin Xingyou who is alone for the rest of his life, he can't and can't let Lin Xingyou follow him to sink like this.

Lin Xingyou didn't understand Yu Sheng's words: "But it's my business to like you, why do you care about what she said."

"Because that's your mother." Yu Sheng said, "It's impossible for me not to care, because you are not just my boyfriend, you are also Lin Xingyou, your parents' son."

"But you are in a relationship with me, why did my mother just say a few words and you broke up?"

Yu Sheng pretended to be relaxed: "Because I don't want the future, I still like it, but we broke up because of the pressure from my family, so I plan ahead and split up in advance."

"What about me?" Lin Xingyou stared at Yu Sheng in disbelief, tears filled his pretty eyes: "Have you ever thought about me, because of my mother's casual words, you broke up with me, have you Haven't thought about how I feel?"

Yu Sheng said calmly: "After thinking about it, it is better to be uncomfortable for a while now than to be uncomfortable for the rest of your life. Maybe you will not like me after a period of time. Just let it go and you won't be uncomfortable..."

"Why do you make decisions for me?" Lin Xingyou complained in tears: "How do you know that I won't like you in the future? Have you ever thought that I will love you for the rest of my life? You really have the heart to let I will suffer for the rest of my life, let me live without you all my life, right? Yu Sheng, you are so cruel, you are so cruel to your stars. "

"Why am I not to myself..."

cruel.

"Is it in the future..."

"Yes." Yu Sheng looked into Lin Xingyou's eyes, "You clearly know the answer, why do you still ask? What else do you have to ask, let's finish it all at once."

If you don't make it clear now, it will be harder to make it clear later.

"Will you...will you say goodbye in the future?"

"No," Yu Sheng kissed Lin Xingyou's eyes, and said softly, "From the moment we reconcile, all the initiative is with you, Xingxing."

He suddenly remembered what Luo Sansheng said.

Who can say for sure what will happen in the future, since we can be together now, let's stay together well, maybe you broke up before his family knew about it.

You said you want to be with him for the rest of your life, but are you sure he wants to be with you for the rest of your life?You can't be sure, you can't guarantee that Lin Xingyou will only like you in this life, you can only guarantee that you will only like him in this life.

You didn't even think about the fact that his parents didn't agree with you being together in the future.

At least, you alone are free.

And the situation between me and Ah Xing is not better than that of Lin Xingyou's family, but aren't we still together?You can only take one step at a time.

Yu Sheng, I'm not talking about you. With your personality, it's not easy to meet someone you like. What's more, you still like him so much. Why are you willing to break up?

Do you think you can meet another person in the future and like him as much as you like?

For the rest of my life, why should you give up on someone you like because of those uncertain factors in the future? Take advantage of the fact that you like him so much now, just stay with him, and we will talk about it later.

Sometimes you are too rational, but when it comes to feelings, being too rational is not necessarily a good thing.

……

Lin Xingyou suddenly buried himself in Yu Sheng's arms and burst into tears.

Yu Sheng patted him on the back and comforted him: "The initiative is in your hands, why are you crying?"

"I'm just afraid that you don't want me anymore." Although Yu Sheng said that all the initiative is in his hands, but if Yu Sheng really wants to leave, what can he do.

"I won't want you, I won't want you in this life."

Lin Xingyou cried for a long time before he managed to stop crying, and it took him a while to recover. He opened his mouth and smiled and said, "I cried too hard, I'm a little hungry."

"Go out and eat." Yu Sheng kissed the tear stains on Lin Xingyou's face, "I'm a little tired today, so I'm not at home to do it, and it's just a good time to go for a walk together, otherwise you're still thinking about going out on dates all day long after you're in your third year of high school."

Lin Xingyou rubbed Yu Sheng's face, and replied "Yeah."