Then he became my boyfriend

Shen Xi led Shen Yi to the bar from the outside, the waiter at the entrance of the bar saw it and was about to come over to guide them, but was dismissed by Shen Xi.

He promised Shen Fangming that he would bring people in himself, and he had to put on a show no matter what.

The two walked in together, and just approached the gate of the bar, they suddenly heard singing coming from upstairs, it was a low end note.

Shen Yi was stunned for a moment, then stopped on the spot, his pupils narrowed slightly, and was about to listen carefully, but the singing suddenly stopped.

Seeing him standing there motionless, Shen Xi felt puzzled, thought something had happened, turned around and asked him: "Cousin, what's wrong?"

Shen Yi was stunned for a moment, almost thinking that it was just an illusion, and he was not sure if it was an illusion, so he shook his head and said, "It's okay."

The two continued to walk upstairs, Shen Yi was very silent.

Shen Xi felt uncomfortable, and wanted to ease his emotions, so he smiled and said to Shen Yi: "By the way, cousin, let me tell you, there is nothing else to say about this bar. There is a good band, and the voice of the singers in the team I listened to a short recording that day, and I felt that it was a bit similar to Xiaoyu's singing voice before."

After Shen Xi finished speaking, she saw Shen Yi's expression darken again, and she immediately realized - he said the wrong thing again!

His cousin didn't find anyone. Didn't he say that Xiao Yu made him feel uncomfortable?

Shen Xi really wanted to slap herself again.

He felt that there seemed to be something wrong with himself tonight, and he didn't know what evil he had fallen into.

Why do you always talk about making things difficult for his cousin when you have nothing to do?

Shen Xi wanted to say something to make amends, but didn't know what to say for a moment.

At this time, the two of them happened to reach the entrance of the hall on the second floor, and a red-haired young man was coming out of the room.

He seemed to be in a bad mood, a little absent-minded, and didn't look at the road, so he bumped straight into Shen Yi's arms.

With a lot of momentum, Shen Yi was knocked back half a step.

Shen Yi looked down, and then, his eyes froze, and the blood in his body seemed to be frozen.

He looked at the person in front of him, and the fingers hanging by his side suddenly trembled.

Shen Xi at the side didn't notice it, he was missing something to make up for what he said wrongly just now, when he saw someone bumping into him, he subconsciously wanted to change the subject.

Without thinking too much, Shen Xi supported Shen Yi and opened his mouth to scold the young man.

However, after cursing, he was stunned.

The red-haired young man was scolded and neither apologized nor spoke, but turned sideways and walked past him.

Shen Xi froze for a moment, and suddenly felt that this person's face was very familiar, like a person.

But before Shen Xi could think of that person, Shen Yi seemed to wake up from a dream, suddenly pushed him aside, stepped forward and grabbed the red-haired young man's hand.

Then, Shen Xi heard Shen Yi's trembling voice, calling out in a hoarse voice: "...Little boy."

With this exit, the two of them froze.

Shen Xi finally realized who the red-haired youth looked like...

It's Kohane...

He paused there, looked at the red-haired young man, and was taken aback.

However, no one paid attention to him.

Shen Yi tightly grasped Jin Yu's wrist, he stood there, lowered his head and stared at the person in front of him.

At this moment, all the people and the environment around him seemed to be isolated from his mind.

In the entire conscious world, there is only this one person left in front of him.

Ever since Xiaoguai left the Shen family and broke up with him, Shen Yi has not been able to see Xiaoguai again for seven years.

During this period, he returned to the country several times, trying to find a chance to meet Xiaoguai, but failed.

At this moment, the person whom he had missed for seven years suddenly appeared in front of him, and he finally grabbed his hand.

Shen Yi couldn't control his emotions, and the hand holding Jin Yu trembled slightly.

No one knew how scared he was before that.

——I was afraid that Xiaoguai would not want to talk to him, and that Xiaoguai would never want to see him again in this life.

When he couldn't find anyone, he was very anxious.

Until now, looking at the real, real person who is close at hand, Shen Yi finally has a feeling of peace of mind.

He held his breath and approached slightly, wanting to talk to Jin Yu.

But Shen Yi probably forgot, Xiaoguai didn't want to see him.

Since you don't even want to see him, how can you be willing to listen to him?

Jin Yu suddenly pushed Shen Yi, this time with a lot of force, Shen Yi had to take half a step back.

But he still didn't let go.

He dare not let go.

Shen Xi, who was stunned by Shen Yi's actions, finally recovered from his daze.

He looked at Jin Yu up and down, his lips trembled a few times, and he asked in disbelief: "This... this... are you Xiaoyu?"

Jin Yu kept his head down when he came out, with red hair on his head.

Although Jin Yu was naughty and had an out-of-the-way personality in the past, he didn't have such a personality. He always had short black hair and looked very sunny.

So Shen Xi didn't recognize that it was Xiao Yu at all just now.

Thinking of what he said just now, Shen Xi felt at a loss for what to do.

For a moment, I became dumb and tongue-tied, I didn't know what to say, so I could only explain to myself intermittently: "This... I, I just... didn't mean you..."

Shen Xi wanted to cry when she said that.

Why did he say that just now!

He scolded him when we first met, it's no wonder that Xiaoyu still ignores him now.

Shen Xi regretted there, but Jin Yu had become calm.

With such a short pause, Jin Yu finally recovered from his fragility at that moment.

Those emotions that were not willing to hide in the corner, those weaknesses that popped up occasionally, were finally suppressed by him again, hiding them one by one.

He raised his head slightly, and glanced at Shen Xi first.

His eyes were very indifferent, as if he didn't know him, it was no different from looking at a stranger.

In the past, apart from Shen Yi, Shen Xi and Jin Yu were the closest and played best.

Shen Xi was one year older than Jin Yu, and always tried to make Jin Yu call him brother, but Jin Yu just didn't want to, and kept saying, "I only have one brother, and I can't call you brother, so I'll call you Xiaoxi."

"It's not big or small..." Shen Xi couldn't resist Jin Yu at that time, but finally he could only accept it embarrassingly.

But now, Jin Yu looked at him as if he were a stranger, not to mention calling him brother, even Xiaoxi.

If it is like this for him, it can be imagined for Shen Yi.

Now, Shen Xi didn't dare to speak out anymore.

Looking at Jin Yu's indifferent expression, Shen Yi's throat tightened for a while, and his heart was slightly sour.

Compared with seven years ago, Jin Yu has grown a lot taller.

Back then, 15-year-old Jin Yu was only 1.7 meters tall, and his forehead was just enough to touch Shen Yi's chin.

My favorite thing to do is to compare with my brother if I have nothing to do, how much shorter he is than my brother.

In fact, he is not short among his peers, but he still thinks it is not enough.

Every time after comparing his height, he found that he was still only up to Shen Yi's chin, and he would slump and look unhappy.

Then, muttering to Shen Yi: "Oh! I don't feel like I've grown taller at all. Brother, will I always be this short in the future?"

"That's too scary."

"Brother is so tall, but I am so short, others will definitely laugh at me when they see it."

Every time at this time, Shen Yi would smile and pat his head, and comfort him, "Why, it's because my brother is growing too, so I can't tell if my little boy is growing up. Don't worry, my little boy will definitely grow up in the future." tall."

"Is that so?" Jin Yu was skeptical after hearing this, but he had always trusted his brother, since his brother said so, then it must be.

So, he quickly regained his vitality, and said with a smile: "Well... When you stop growing, brother, I will compare how much I have grown. Maybe I can surpass my brother by then."

Shen Yi smiled and nodded at that time: "Well, when my brother stops growing, I will only watch my little boy grow tall. Tall."

But now...

Shen Yi lowered his head slightly, looking at Jin Yu in front of him, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

At some point, his little boy has grown so tall that his forehead can catch up with his eyebrows.

Already a tall and handsome adult.

And all this without his participation.

He didn't personally watch Xiaoguai grow up.

He failed to keep his promise.

In those years, the promises he made, and the words he said to Xiaoguai in those years, were ultimately destroyed by him.

The once sunny boy has now become deep and indifferent.

Compared with the face that was very thin before, the lines are very obvious.

Better looking and sharper.

He was completely different from the sunny boy in the past, and there was even a faint gloom between his brows.

He has red hair on top of his head, and a bright and unruly temperament wraps around his body, carrying a loneliness that seems to be abandoned by the world.

He and the little girl in Shen Yi's memory can no longer be reunited as one.

Seven years of separation finally created a huge gap between them.

There was a deep pain in Shen Yi's eyes.

It's not that he hasn't regretted it.

But from the time he pushed Xiaoguai's hand away, everything was like flowing water going east, gone forever, and there was no chance for him to start again.

He could only walk down that road, like sinking into an endless abyss, with no possibility of turning back, and he could only hope that he could find a way out in the abyss.

When he dreams back in the middle of the night, he will also dream about the scene from the past. He will dream that Xiaoguai is crying, and the tears fall from Xiaoguai's eyes, but they are scalding his heart like lava.

That kind of heartache woke him up countless times from his dreams.

So he studied hard and worked hard, just wanting to end everything that was bound early, to control his own life, to come back without any scruples, to stay by Xiaoguai's side wholeheartedly, to do his best Compensate the boy.

But he forgot that Xiao Guai didn't need him when he could.

Xiaoguai, I don't want him as an older brother anymore.

Jin Yu pushed, but Shen Yi still didn't let go.

His hand seemed to protrude from the magma, and Jin Yu felt his arm hurt from the heat.

He couldn't break free, so he didn't continue to use brute force.

He didn't want to hurt himself for this person again.

not worth it.

In this world, no one is worthy of him hurting himself.

Jin Yu looked up at Shen Yi.

Seven years have passed, Shen Yi's face has not changed much from before.

He was still so eye-catching, and he was still as handsome as before, but he looked a little calmer.

Also... more sanctimonious.

Seeing the expression on Shen Yi's face clearly, a ridiculous emotion suddenly surged in Jin Yu's heart.

Shen Yi actually showed such a look as if he cared a lot about him?

Who can show such distressed face?

If he hadn't lost his memory, he would have thought he had traveled back in time.

Can you stop being so funny?

He is obviously a cold, decisive and cruel person.

When Mingming pushed his hand away, his attitude was so cold and ruthless.

Now, she showed him such a regretful and loving expression and gesture.

Don't you think it's funny?

Don't you think it's ridiculous?

Jin Yu felt that he couldn't stand it anymore.

A dull pain in the heart.

He didn't want to continue to stand with this person, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back the hatred in his heart, and would do things that the current self would despise.

Countless times, countless times, he dreamed that Shen Yi could continue to be his elder brother, caring about him and taking care of him again.

Even, he once gave up his self-esteem for this, and paid a huge price.

However, it was useless.

When that person was cruel, he didn't even answer the phone.

Too……

He has already personally said that he is not his brother, so how can he pay back to him.

At this point, he finally understood that all this was just his delusion, it was all a dream.

That person had completely abandoned him, just like he didn't look back the day he left Shen's house, Shen Yi never looked back either.

He just didn't want him anymore, and he made up his mind not to want him completely.

and so……

In this world, no one else will take care of him, only himself.

In this world, he can rely on no one but himself.

Since Shen Yi doesn't want his younger brother anymore, then he won't want this older brother anymore.

"..." Jin Yu secretly took a deep breath, suppressing the emotions that had just risen up again, and then pulled the corner of his mouth expressionlessly.

He raised the hand held by Shen Yi, and said in a very cold tone, "It turned out to be Mr. Shen, I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention just now, did I bump into you?"

"I'm so sorry, where did you get hurt?"

As he said that, he looked at Shen Yi up and down with the eyes of a stranger, and asked: "Why don't you go to the hospital and have an injury appraisal? Don't worry, I will definitely pay for the medical expenses."

After Jin Yu finished speaking, he raised the corners of his mouth again, showing a very cold smile: "However, I have something to deal with now, please let go of your hand first, can you?"

Jin Yu spoke very politely, but his attitude was very alienated, as if he didn't know them. Although he was smiling, his eyes were cold.

Shen Xi opened her mouth dumb, and after hearing such words, she didn't dare to speak out at all, and finally only looked at Shen Yi carefully.

Shen Yi's face froze for a moment, pain appeared in his eyes, and his lips trembled slightly.

The little boy in the past never spoke to him like this.

No matter what happens, Xiaoguai will always find her brother immediately, hugging her brother's arm and acting coquettishly.

When following behind him, Xiaoguai would always call her brother sweetly.

But now, he can only hear "Mr. Shen" who is indifferent and rejects people thousands of miles away.

He thought he was mentally prepared, no matter how little boy blamed him, hated him, punished him, he would be willing to make up, repent, and accept.

But in fact, when he really saw Xiaoguai like this, his heart ached beyond restraint.

Being stared at by Jin Yu with such cold eyes, Shen Yi suddenly felt that the pain was unbearable, he lowered his head slightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "No, you didn't hit me."

After hearing this, Jin Yu sneered and said, "That's better, then please let go."

As he spoke, he tried to free his hand again.

But Shen Yi didn't let go.

He can't let go.

He fears.

Afraid to let go of the little boy and ran away.

I am afraid that he will never find anyone again.

I'm afraid that when the time comes, he won't even be able to hear "Mr. Shen".