Then he became my boyfriend

Although it has been such a long time, although I have made up my mind that I will not think about it again.

But at this moment, in the hustle and bustle of the bar, watching the unfinished fireworks outside, Jin Yu couldn't help but think of what Shen Yi said to him on New Year's Eve seven years ago.

He even clearly remembered everything that happened that day, and how happy he was at that time.

At that time, he thought that he could stay with his brother in the future and be his brother for life.

It's a pity that he didn't know it at the time, but that was actually his last New Year's Eve in Shen's house.

On New Year's Eve that year, the Shens and his wife went abroad to work as usual, and he and Shen Yi were the only ones at home celebrating the New Year.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Jin Yu grabbed his brother's sleeve and went to the back garden to enjoy the scenery.

That year, there was a large-scale fireworks show on New Year's Eve in Nancheng, which started at zero o'clock and lasted for an hour.

When the fireworks are in full bloom, the whole night sky is brilliant and bright.

Those fireworks are dazzling and colorful, in various forms, and Jin Yu's eyes are simply dazzled.

He sat under the flower stand, looking at the sky without blinking. Shen Yi looked at him from the side. Seeing his dumbfounded appearance, he couldn't help but smile, and asked him: "You like fireworks so much?"

Jin Yu turned his face sideways, looked at Shen Yi, and nodded with a smile on his face, his eyes were full of sparkles: "Ang, I like it, brother, I think the fireworks are so beautiful, they really shine and dazzle."

He has always liked liveliness, everything bright and bright.

"I was thinking just now, if I could make a firework and write my name in the sky for everyone to see, how cool it would be!"

At that time, he was young and frivolous, and he didn't know what sorrow was. He just wanted to be a dazzling person and enjoy the glory that everyone was looking forward to.

And being spoiled by Shen Yi and growing up, he always said what he wanted simply and clearly.

Because, in his heart, no matter what request he made, his brother would always satisfy him.

It's a pity that this kind of fireworks in the sky is not so powerful, and you can't write in the sky. At that time, Jin Yu just thought about it.

After Jin Yu said that, Shen Yi looked at him for a while, and finally just rubbed his head gently, and said with a smile as if promising: "Well, brother will think of a way some other day, and we will definitely let our little boy see it. His name shines in the sky."

He smiled so softly and spoke so seriously that it was almost believed that he would keep his promise.

Jin Yu was overjoyed when he heard it.

I think my brother's mouth is so sweet!So good at making him happy.

...Unfortunately, he later realized that the sweeter the person, the more ruthless they are, and the more hurtful they are when they turn ruthless.

Jin Yu remembered this scene seven years ago so clearly that it was once the scene he would never forget the most.

However, times have changed.

Now, this has become his deepest nightmare, and it is the wake-up call to whip himself when he thinks about it in the middle of the night.

Therefore, when Jin Yu watched his name flashing in the sky, not only was there no excitement in his heart, but even a sense of absurdity emerged.

Did Shen Yi think that he would be very happy to see this?

Unfortunately, no.

He didn't have the joy of that year in his heart at all, and he wasn't moved in the slightest.

Seven years have passed, too long, everything has changed a long time ago!

After he has experienced so much, he is no longer the same as he used to be!

Now he will no longer be as naive, naive, arrogant, self-righteous, and self-indulgent as he was back then.

He is no longer who he was back then, and he has long lost expectations for the promises he made.

However, Shen Yi came to fulfill the promise he had made at this time.

This behavior looks more like irony to him!

He just thought it was too ridiculous!

He really couldn't understand why Shen Yi suddenly came to this trick after abandoning him for seven years!

Think he's some kind of pet that comes and goes when you call it?

When I want to treat you well, I will treat you well, and if I don't want to treat you well, I will throw you away.

Later, for some unknown reason, I wanted to raise you again, so I came back to coax you, planning to continue raising you as if nothing happened?

Just say sorry and write it off?

That sentence of sorry is too expensive.

...Of course, maybe he was thinking too much.

Maybe, Shen Yi didn't want to raise it at all, he just returned to the country in a good mood, and while celebrating his younger brother's birthday, he just teased and coaxed the dog he once raised.

As the outside became more and more lively, Jin Yu closed his eyes slightly, covering up the faint hostility in his eyes.

The parking area near the bar was congested, Qi Hui and Shen Fangming finally arrived, and the driver was looking for a place to park.

Shen Yi got out of the car first, and walked to the side of the road alone.He leaned against the fence on the shore of the lake, looking at the small island in the center of the lake in the distance.

The surrounding night was filled with darkness, so thick that I couldn't see clearly.

Only the bright fireworks in the sky and the gorgeous patterns composed of drones in the night sky are so dazzling.

There seems to be no difference from seven years ago.

He once promised Xiaoguai that he would give him such a birthday present in the future.

But seven years later, when the gift was actually sent out, the recipient was no longer willing to accept it.

Even...he probably didn't want to see him, the gift giver, again.

Shen Yi lowered his eyes slightly, covering the bitterness in his eyes.

Destiny always likes to play tricks on people.

It's just the staggering of a certain time and a certain event, the deviations are repeatedly superimposed and deteriorated, and in the end, it actually leads to a dilemma that is difficult to resolve.

Shen Yi pursed his lips, looked at the sky absently, his expression froze for a few seconds.

I don't know where Xiaoguai is at the moment?

He suddenly thought of something, then suddenly lowered his head and took out his phone, and opened a certain chat software.

Then, he looked at the profile picture on the phone that had gone dark and never turned on again, and stood by the bay in a daze.

The time passed by 09:30, which was the time when Jin Yu was born.

Then, Shen Yi lightly typed a line of words on the message bar: [Little boy, happy birthday. ]

This account was abandoned by Jin Yu after Jin Yu left the Shen family, so no matter who sent the message, Jin Yu couldn't see it at all.

But he sent it out knowing that there would be no response.

Of course no surprises.

As always, this message, like the six brothers before it, received no response at all, and fell into the sea after it was sent.

After sending it for a long time, Shen Yi looked at the phone, his face gradually darkened.

When Shen Xi arrived at the parking area, he was the first to see Shen Fangming and his wife who had just parked their car and were getting out of the car.

He hurried over, ready to lead the way for the uncle's family: "Uncle, uncle, mother, let me take you there, the birthday party is on the second floor."

But Qi Hui grabbed him and said, "Wait, there's your cousin, and he finally got him here. Xiao Yu's birthday is tonight, so he must not be allowed to run away."

After finishing speaking, he went to call Shen Yi who was still in a daze in the distance: "Xiao Yi, let's go, don't just stay there in a daze."

Shen Xi looked over there, and saw Shen Yi standing silently by the fence along the lake,

Shen Xi was a little surprised, he thought that Shen Yi wouldn't come to Shen Yu's birthday party, but he didn't expect to see Shen Yi.

Shouldn't my cousin go to Xiaoyu?How come here?

Shen Yi's expression was not very good at this meeting, and he probably was in a bad mood. He heard the sound as if he didn't hear it.

He just held a mobile phone with a silent face, looking at the Marina Bay in the distance.

His usually calm eyes were covered with a layer of gloom, with a little depression and loss.

Shen Xi glanced at Marina Bay involuntarily, but what he saw was the night sky where the fireworks had dissipated, without any superfluous traces.

Shen Xi didn't know what happened afterwards, a moment of strangeness and disbelief flashed in her heart.

Could it be that the light show just now was really a birthday present prepared by Shen Yi for Shen Yu?

No way?

Did he make a mistake before?

Has the relationship between cousin and Shen Yu really improved now?

Shen Xi was at a loss, guessed for a while, didn't have a clue, followed, realized that there was still business to do.

After thinking about it, Shen Xi said to Qi Hui: "Auntie, you and uncle go up first, I will bring my cousin up."

Qi Hui looked at him, still worried, but Shen Fangming was a little impatient: "It's all here, can you run away? And there is Xiaoxi here, what are you afraid of?"

Qi Hui glanced at Shen Fangming, and complained: "I don't want to make Xiao Yu happy! Let the relationship between them get better!"

Shen Fangming waved his hand: "It's okay, I can't run away."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head to look at Shen Xi, and said seriously: "You must take your cousin up there and let him go. You are the only one who asks."

"..." Shen Xi nodded, watched the two enter the bar, and then walked over to look for Shen Yi.

"Cousin? Let's go up together?"

After Shen Xi finished speaking, seeing that Shen Yi didn't move, she remembered the question in her heart, and asked in a low voice: "By the way, cousin, did you prepare a birthday present for Shen Yu just now? It's just over the Marina Bay..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because Shen Yi suddenly turned his head and glanced at him, which made Shen Xi startled.

Shen Yi finally got his attention back, he put away his phone, and glanced sideways at Shen Xi, his eyes were indifferent.

After that, Shen Xi heard Shen Yi ask back: "Who do you think I will prepare a gift for?"

After hearing this sentence, Shen Xi didn't need to think about it anymore, she knew that the person who gave Shen Yu a gift was definitely not Shen Yi.

Shen Xi didn't want to make him unhappy, so she quickly smiled, skipped the words, and asked something else: "No, no, I just want to ask, why are you here, cousin, where is Xiao Yu?"

However, after saying this sentence, Shen Xi wanted to slap himself—what kind of nonsense!

In the bar just now, Jin Xuan said that there was no whereabouts of Jin Yu, so of course my cousin couldn't find anyone!

He was stabbing his cousin in the heart.

Sure enough, Shen Yi fell silent again, with a look of frustration and melancholy on his face.

After a while, he said in a low voice, "Xiaoguai is not at Jin's house, I... haven't found him."

"..." Shen Xi felt bad for a while, and hurriedly tried to make up for it: "Xiao Yu must have gone on a trip somewhere, isn't this the graduation season, it's okay, and she should be back in a few days."

"..." Shen Yi frowned slightly, he didn't seem to believe this, but he didn't say anything, just nodded.

He glanced at the distant sky again.

After the fireworks ended, the night sky was dark, like an abyss without light.

Then, he turned around and headed down to the bar.