Break the high-cold personality

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What Tian Sique was doing after he left, and how the students around him reacted, Yi Shuli had no idea.

He was also absent-minded for the next few rounds of truth or dare.

It turns out that falling in love with someone is such a feeling.

When he approached, it was like an icebreaker heading into the frozen and snow-covered sea with its head held high. Everything in the world was split by him and receded to both sides, and he was the only focus.When in close contact with him, his body temperature is like fire, wherever he touches, it will be ignited, his breath is like wind, and when he blows it, it will start a prairie fire.

Yi Shuli's heartbeat was a little too fast.

Kissing the eyes is not as warm and straightforward as kissing the mouth, but it is more romantic and ambiguous than kissing the cheek.

This gesture can express more than admiration.

When Tian Sique kissed, his movements were very light, like a leaf carefully stepping on the surface of a lake, but when Tian Sique's breath fell on his forehead, the tingling sensation quickly invaded, making Yi Shuli's mind in that In an instant he was extremely awake, but there was nothing there. He clearly engraved the temperature of Tian Sique's lips and the slightly itchy touch, and played it in ultra-high-definition in a loop in his mind, causing the boiling heat in his blood to last for a long time. .

Tian Sique doesn't seem to be kissing someone he likes, but more like a knight kissing the faith he has guarded all his life.

Even if he doesn't look in the mirror, Yi Shuli knows that he is as red as a boiled shrimp at the moment.

He really wanted to know if Tian Sique was the same as him, but he didn't dare to look at him.

And when Tian Sique returned to his seat, it was as if someone had poured a bucket of cold water over his head.

He didn't regret his impulsive behavior, he even had the satisfaction of a kitten stealing a well-hidden snack, but he suddenly woke up and felt a little bit disappointed.

Like a little boy falling in love with the Barbie doll in the window, Tian Sique realized that he might be a freak.

And if the little boy has money himself, or has a pair of considerate parents, he can quietly own the toys he likes.

But Tian Sique could not.The "Barbie doll" he likes is a living person. They are so close that they look down almost every day without looking up, and they are so far away that there is a cognitive gap.

He can't even accept his own feelings.

If the person he likes is not Yi Shuli, Tian Sique doesn't mind announcing loudly to the world that he likes the same sex, and can endure all cold eyes and ridicule.

But because the person he likes is Yi Shuli, he is afraid that the other party will not accept it. In the end, the two of them can't even be friends, and he is afraid that he will accept it. This means that he is a freak like himself, and let Yi Shuli and He accepted those secular criticisms together, which Tian Sique could not accept.

Is this really love?Just like Tang Xiaodou's feelings for Tian Laoqi.

Tian Sique was suddenly a little uncertain.

He wiped his lips with his thumb, where the soft touch of Yi Shuli's eyelids still remained, and rubbing his fingertips, the memories rushed back quickly, and Tian Sique remembered Yi Shuli's flustered trembling when he approached again. Eyelashes and rolling eyeballs.

Tian Sique's heartbeat started to speed up, but when he thought of Yi Shuli's light red lips, his heartbeat missed again.

He thought absurdly that Yi Shuli's lips were so shiny and never peeled, so he should be wearing lip balm often, and he wanted to taste that taste a little bit.

Yi Shuli should also like herself, right?

He would kiss himself on the cheek, lean on his body, look at him from a distance and smile, and then run towards him with his tail flicking excitedly like a puppy.

But he acted too frankly, as if these were commonplace things.Thinking about it carefully, it seems to be true. It is normal for good friends to hug and rely on each other. It is not too outrageous to have occasional intimate behaviors that go beyond friendship.

Thinking of this, Tian Sique was even more lost.

Yi Shuli's unintentional action left a seed in his heart. The seed germinated, but no one took care of it. He could only stand blankly between the sky and the earth, bearing the sun and rain alone.

Tian Sique didn't dare to watch Yi Shuli's reaction later, he was afraid that if he watched too much, he would go crazy.

A young man in love cannot restrain the growth of his feelings.

That being the case, then quietly like it, anyway, there are occasional overstepping behaviors among friends, which is understandable.

So Tian Sique's feelings are like a little snail, whose head popped out because of the wet weather, but shrank back into the shell because of fear of stimulation, but still showed a little soft belly.

The rain outside the window stopped, and Yi Shuli fled away from the conference room on the grounds that it was too stuffy, wanting to go to the scenic spot to relax alone.

But before he stepped into the forest, Tian Sique grabbed his cuff.

Tian Sique shook his head at him: "It's dangerous, don't go."

Although the rain has stopped, the cloud has not gone far. It is uncertain when the thunder will explode in the ears, and then it will rain heavily.Moreover, the forest is covered with moss, which is very slippery after being wet by rain, and if you are not careful, you will fall down.The trees that have been struck by lightning and the hillsides washed by heavy rain seem to be safe, but in fact there is a risk of falling branches or rocks at any time.

Yi Shuli didn't know this, so he didn't care.But he still scratched his cheek and said, "I'll just look around and not go in."

As he spoke, his ears turned red again, because this sentence sounded like a scumbag saying "I just can't get in".

Why is my mind full of yellow waste?

Yi Shuli patted his face.

It's all the fault of Tian Sique, who got too close, which brought disaster to the country and the people.

Yi Shuli punched Tian Sique in the chest again, pushing him away.

Tian Sique was a little inexplicable and guilty, he thought about it carefully, and he didn't seem to have any outrageous behavior just now, so he tried to thicken his face, boldly stepped forward, and grabbed Yi Shuli's sleeve, "You and I Together."

Yi Shuli quickly turned his face away, pretending to let the cuffs slip down inadvertently, and tucked his hands in the sleeves to hold Tian Sique's fingers.

Later, as they walked, it turned into Tian Sique holding Yi Shuli's hand tightly.

This heavy rain had a great impact on the mountains and forests in early spring: the soil covered with layers of dead branches and leaves became extraordinarily soft, exuding a warm, decayed and fresh smell; some trees growing on the hillside Because the roots are exposed, they can no longer hold the ground firmly, and they collapsed, with dense and withered vines hanging down; there are also some trees that were unfortunately split by lightning.

There was a mess everywhere.

If Tian Sique hadn't grabbed him in time, Yi Shuli would have almost stepped on two little swallows with yellow mouths under the wild jujube tree.

They lay motionless on the withered yellow leaves, with their eyes closed tightly, their paws curled up under their bellies, their feathers trembling weakly in the wind, not knowing whether they were dead or alive.

Tian Sique squatted down without hesitation to check their physical conditions.

No obvious trauma, but dying.

Swallows build their nests with mud, usually under well-ventilated eaves or in caves.These two young swallows apparently met a pair of careless parents who built their nests on a tree. Maybe they were still on their way back from foraging at this time, unaware that the bird's nest had been washed away by the heavy rain and the children fell out of the nest.

Fortunately, the nests they built should not be too high, and there are layers of fallen leaves on the ground as a buffer. The young swallows were not killed on the spot, but the rain mercilessly plundered their body temperature, and they were already in danger at this time.

Tian Sique took off his coat, carefully dried their bodies with his sleeves, and then formed a bird's nest and wrapped them up.

Yishu carp is afraid that they are dead and have bred a lot of bacteria, so they dare not get too close.Although the rain has stopped, when the wind blows, the rainwater accumulated on the leaves and branches will still fall like broken beads. Yi Shuli took off his coat and covered himself and Tian Sique's head from the rain.

He asked nervously, "How is it?"

Tian Sique shook his head. Although he was in charge of feeding Xuanfeng since he was a child, he also helped feed pigeons after he arrived at Jiang Meng's house, but he knew little about the health of birds.He only knew that these two young swallows could still respond to external stimuli, which was proof that they were still alive, but their vitality was on the verge of completely disappearing, and he wasn't sure if they could be revived.

He glanced at the gray sky split by the branches, and told Yi Shuli truthfully that if the swallows were left here, they would definitely die, and it might be possible to save them if they were brought back, but there was little hope.

"Take it back," Yi Shuli made a choice without hesitation, "With my luck, they will definitely survive."

Tian Sique nodded in agreement.

He stuck the bird's nest made of his coat to his chest, kept them warm with his own body temperature, picked out some worms from the fallen leaves, cut them off by the middle, and put them next to the young swallows.

Because of his close proximity, Yi Shuli could see his series of movements clearly.He couldn't stand putting worms on his clothes, let alone corpses. If a piece of clothing was unfortunately stained by worms, no matter how many times he washed it, he would never wear it again, because the surface of such worms usually Nasty slime attached.

So he admired Tian Sique's behavior very much.

Tian Sique remembered that Yi Shuli had a slight obsession with cleanliness. He was afraid that he would dislike him. Even though he knew it was useless, after pinching seven or eight worms, he explained to Yi Shuli, "This is emergency rations."

The young swallows may have died while their parents were out looking for food. If they cannot be fed in time after waking up, it will undoubtedly make their lives worse.

"I know." Yi Shuli said, reaching out and pulling Tian Sique up from the ground.

They went back to the room and put the "bird's nest" on the low cabinet with the electric kettle.Yi Shuli paced back and forth in front of the low cabinet, like a father waiting for a child to be born, but his WeChat step count was almost maxed out, and the young swallows still showed no signs of waking up.

Tian Sique sat on the bed, his gaze followed him back and forth.

Suddenly, Yi Shuli stopped.

"I remember that at the fork of the trunk of the wild jujube tree, there seems to be a lump of brown stuff, could that be the swallow's nest?" Yi Shuli said, "Let's go back and have a look, in case the swallow's parents come back , we took their children, should we inform them so that they don't worry?"

Tian Sique thought that there was no need, because the bird's nest had already been washed away nine times out of ten, and the swallow's parents could guess that their children were gone when they came back and saw the miserable condition of the nest.

But he still nodded and followed Yi Shuli back to the scenic area.

As soon as Yi Shuli stepped into the forest, he lost his way, and walked in the opposite direction to the wild jujube tree where he found Youyan, but was grabbed by Tian Sique and brought him back.

When they returned to the wild jujube tree, Tian Sique looked up for a while, and found that the bifurcation of the trunk was exactly as Yi Shuli said, revealing an unusual brown color, which was very close to the trunk. Didn't notice at all.

After confirming the target jujube tree, Yi Shuli wiped his sleeves involuntarily and prepared to climb up.

The trunk of the jujube tree is rough, which is very suitable for climbing. Yi Shuli easily climbed to the fork. He saw the bird's nest built on the fork of the tree, half of which was washed away, and a big swallow stretched out. The wings lie there motionless, completely blocking the remaining half of the nest, and the chirping of the young bird can still be vaguely heard.

But the big bird didn't react, the wind left a tumbling vortex on its back.

Yi Shuli suddenly realized that this big swallow might be dead.

He was taken aback, and he loosened his grip on the tree trunk, and fell from the tree.

This height is not too high, and the leaves and mud will probably stick to his body when he falls, but Yi Shuli still couldn't help crying out at the moment of weightlessness.

However, the close contact with the earth he imagined did not happen, and Yi Shuli crashed into a strong embrace.

Tian Sique had already prepared to catch Yi Shuli, but he didn't expect that after he climbed up and stayed at the fork for a long time, he would suddenly fall, and the weight of falling into his arms made him stagger, almost Falling backwards, he quickly flipped his legs back to maintain his balance. Half of his calf was submerged in the pile of fallen leaves, and he felt a dull pain from the bridge of his nose.

He tightly hugged Yi Shuli's waist until he felt that his feet were going to be completely stuck in the mud and could not be pulled out, then he reluctantly let go of him, hugged his legs and pulled them out and backed away.

After the fear of observing the dead swallows at close range faded, Yi Shuli remembered the faint chirping of the young birds: "There should be at least one young swallow up there, but it...their parents may have died. died."

Tian Sique felt that his nose was a little itchy, he touched his nose, rolled up his trousers that were already stained with mud: "I'll go up and have a look."

Yi Shuli watched his nosebleed dripping helplessly, and hurriedly held him back: "Wait a minute."

Tian Sique: "?"

"Your nosebleeds are almost flowing into rivers, don't you feel anything yet?" Yi Shuli complained, took out a band-aid from his pocket, and stuck it on the bridge of Tian Sique's nose, "Okay."

Tian Sique: "..."

After what Yi Shuli said, he could indeed feel the heat flowing down continuously.It's just that he didn't understand why Yi Shuli put a band-aid on the bridge of his nose because he was having a nosebleed.

Is the bridge of his nose crooked?

Just as Tian Sique was about to touch his nose again, Yi Shuli blocked his turbulent nosebleed with a torn napkin.

Then stepped back a few meters away and looked at him expectantly.

Tian Sique had no choice but to do the important thing first.

Climbing trees is a familiar thing, and he soon climbed to the branch of the tree trunk. He could see that the big swallow lying on the nest was indeed dead. Its body was cold, and it was already showing signs of becoming stiff. .

Adult swallows are not afraid of rain, and rainy days are the best time for them to hunt, but young swallows are afraid of cold, and the cold spring rain will deprive them of their body temperature.Presumably, this big swallow must have found something wrong and wanted to make up for it and use its body to protect its children. Unfortunately, its body was not big enough to protect all of them, and it also encountered other accidents and unfortunately died.

Tian Sique gently pushed aside the body of the swallow's parent, saw a little swallow with a yellow mouth open, and the moment his eyes met, he pursed his mouth and stopped making a sound.

He put the body of the big swallow into his pocket, let the little swallow sit on his shoulders, and climbed down carefully.

As soon as he turned around, he saw Yi Shuli, who had already retreated, back under the tree, waiting for him with open arms.

As soon as Tian Sique's feet touched the ground, Yi Shuli put his hand down and quickly backed away—he saw Tian Sique bring down the big swallow.憷.

Even though he knew that Yi Shuli was reciprocal and wanted to protect him from suddenly falling into the mud, when Yi Shuli retracted his hands and stepped back, Tian Sique still felt lost for no reason.

Tian Sique knelt down, dug a shallow pit with his ten fingers under the jujube tree, and buried the big swallow in it.

"How is it?" Yi Shuli asked him from a distance.

"Fortunately," Tian Sique flattened the shallow pit, and piled up the dead branches and fallen leaves. "This young swallow is well protected. It will definitely survive."

"That's good, at least Big Swallow's death is worth it."

Yi Shuli breathed a sigh of relief, stepped forward again, took Tian Sique's hand covered with mud, thin feathers and dead leaves, and pulled him up.

"Let's go back."