What to do if you are too paranoid

Shen Zhen sat up suddenly from the single bed in the dormitory, startling the roommate who was sitting at the desk playing computer: "I'm going, why did you bounce off the bed?"

He patted his chest in shock and reminded: "The first-year freshman will come in a week, and the counselor will ask the class cadres to welcome the freshmen in the group, but do you still have work with the tutor recently? If you delay Don’t forget to ask the counselor for leave.”

Shen Zhen rubbed her sore head, thanked her, and lay back on the bed.

Something is wrong, this is not a dream.

The phone calendar shows today is August 2022, 8.

He actually went back to his sophomore year.

Shen Zhen closed his eyes, his mind was full of the scene of Yu Duo throwing himself on him when the car behind hit him.

Why did Yu Duo go all out to protect him?

Obviously...he kept Yu Duoqiang by his side regardless of Yu Duo's wishes. If he died, wouldn't Yu Duo be happier?

Shen Zhen's head ached terribly, his back molars were clenched tightly, and the thoughts that kept tearing through his mind almost killed him again.

Breaking out in a cold sweat under the quilt, Shen Zhen suddenly woke up.

He went back three years in the blink of an eye after the car accident, what about Yu Duo who was in the same car as him?

Shen Zhen gripped the phone tightly, and quickly entered Yu Duo's WeChat ID in the WeChat search box. After clicking the search button, and looking at the personal homepage that popped up, all kinds of complicated emotions in his heart instantly condensed.

The black horse neighed to the sky, even if it was just a small picture, Shen Zhen felt the wildness rushing towards his face.

Worse than Mustang is the eight characters next to the picture frame.

Little Mustang Gale's... Dad?

Shen Zhen froze, her not sober mind completely stopped functioning.

This wild style of painting is completely different from the Yu Duo he knew.

Shen Zhen frowned: Did he search wrongly?

With a serious face, he clutched the phone for a long time without moving.

With a straight face, he exited the WeChat homepage, re-entered the string of letters that he had memorized backwards in the search box, spent a minute mentally building up, and looked again with a heavy heart.

The profile picture is the familiar raccoon cat.

The nickname is also his familiar "little cat and I will cheer up today".

Shen Zhen's eyes softened when he saw this string of characters.

Only his Yu Duo could be so kind and gentle to a stray cat.

Only after being treated excessively by him, a despicable person, was still willing to choose to protect him.

Shen Zhen didn't know if Yu Duo had also been reborn in the past like himself, thinking of some bad possibility, his eyes darkened.

Yu Duo can resent him and hate him, but he cannot leave him.

He is willing to make changes so that Yu Duo can truly fall in love with him.

He will not repeat the same mistakes and push Yu Duo into a desperate situation again.

This time, he and Yu Duo will have a better future.

Thinking of this, Shen Zhen felt a little relieved.

It's just that when he thought of the homepage that popped up from the first search, the smile on Shen Zhen's face stopped, and he couldn't help but feel a little puzzled.

The wild horse ran wildly in his mind, it was a wanton and free and easy that he couldn't grasp.

There must be a mistake.

He must have accidentally entered the wrong WeChat ID just now to jump out of that homepage.

Just at this time, the roommate saw a content pushed on the webpage and exclaimed: "This dark horse is too handsome!"

"The auction price is 180 million, and the buyer is Yu Wandong's grandson... Good guy, spending so much money to buy a horse, the hobby of the rich is really extravagant."

Xu Zhuo also frowned at Yu Duo's WeChat profile picture and nickname.

Seeing his solemn expression, Yu Duo looked down, not knowing what was wrong, and pointed to Bai Yucheng with his eyes, but unfortunately the other party was more straight than him, so he also didn't understand why.

Xu Zhuo also said, "Is this your new horse?"

Yu Duo has been obsessed with this recently, so he sat over and pulled out the big picture to show Xu Zhuoyi: "The appearance and ability are both good, not bad?"

Xu Zhuo also had a headache for Yu Duo who couldn't grasp the point: "That's not the point."

Bai Yucheng spoke to the side, and said to the bewildered Yu Duo, "Don't you understand what Yi'er means?"

Yu Duo asked for advice, and Bai Yucheng explained enthusiastically: "He wanted to ask you where you bought this horse. I remember that the seller had a few that looked good, and maybe they haven't sold yet."

Xu Zhuo also supported his forehead with a headache, "I mean, Xiao Baihua won't use a horse as her head portrait."

Yu Duo was still bewildered.

Xu Zhuo also said: "If you want the character to not collapse, you have to pay attention to the details at all times. Most of the failures are because the details are not handled well."

Xu Zhuoyi analyzed clearly and logically, the two listened carefully, Bai Yucheng shouted that he had learned it, and was curious: "Do you understand this so well?"

Xu Zhuoyi's expression froze, he changed the topic, and suggested to Yu Duo, "You change your avatar to a cat, cat or dog."

Xu Zhuo also said: "You have to change your way of thinking and habits from now on. Speech and behavior should be more positive, Xiao Baihua doesn't like being a father, and people who like Xiao Baihua generally prefer to be a father."

Bai Yucheng screamed strangely, but Xu Zhuo also blocked his mouth with fruit.

Hastily swallowing the pulp that filled his mouth, Bai Yucheng covered his ears and said shyly, "You guys are so shy. I won't play with you next time!"

Yu Duo: "...?"

He felt that he could argue, and when he was about to speak, Xu Zhuo added: "It's not good to be a horse father!"

Yu Duo swallowed the words that came to his lips.

I really don't understand, how can Xiaobaihua not match the wild horse?

The three of them stayed in the bar until early in the morning, Yu Duo and Bai Yucheng helped Xu Zhuo, who was unconscious from drunk, to the sixth floor, and put him on the bed. Bai Yucheng said, "I'll go first."

Bai Yucheng buried her face in the sofa, and waved her hand weakly: "Be careful, I don't have the energy to see you off."

Yu Duo pushed the door open and went out. It was still the peak time of the bar's crowd flow, and the elevator couldn't come up for the time being. Yu Duo turned to the next stairwell, intending to go straight down.

The second and third floors of the bar are boxes, and drunk people can be heard crying and howling even in the stairwell.

Coming out of the stairwell on the first floor, I happened to bump into a tall and thin boy coming out of the toilet.

The boy was lowering his head to wipe his hands with a paper towel. He didn't notice someone coming out of the opposite stairwell. He didn't notice for a while and almost bumped into him.

Yu Duo took a step back to prevent the two from bumping into each other.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The boy said quickly, when he looked up and saw Yu Duo's face, he felt strangely familiar.

He drank some wine and forgot his usual manners. He stared at Yu Duo for a long time, but he still couldn't remember where he saw this face.

Yu Duo noticed his gaze, frowned slightly, looked back for two seconds, as if suddenly remembering something, and said in a gentle voice: "It's nothing, just pay attention next time."

The tall and thin boy nodded, and asked stupidly, "Have we met before?"

Yu Duo looked delicate, and asked, "Have you seen me?"

"Looks familiar." The tall and thin boy scratched his chin, and he glanced at the book in Yu Duo's hand, "Ah", "You are also from the School of Biological Sciences of Yuncheng University, right?"

"What level are you at? I think you look familiar."

Yu Duo raised his eyebrows, made up one casually, and said, "Level 20."

"Are you also in level 20?" The boy was startled, "Then we are classmates at the same level, no wonder you look so familiar."

Yu Duo saw that his cheeks were flushed and he smelled of alcohol, "Are you here for a party in the dormitory tonight?"

"No." The boy waved his hand, his head was dizzy from the smell of alcohol, and his legs were also weak, so he could only lean against the wall, "It's a club activity, why don't you come over and play together?"

Yu Duo smiled shyly, as if embarrassed, "Is Shen Zhen here?"

"Shen Zhen has been working on a project with his mentor recently." The boy said, "Brother, what's your name, let's add a WeChat?"

"Okay." Yu Duo opened WeChat, and the two scanned the QR code to add friends. The boy stared at Yu Duo's WeChat homepage for a long time, and couldn't help but look up at Yu Duo a few times.

Yu Duo smiled: "What's wrong?"

The boy said: "Just give me a note about Xia Xiaojie, how about you?"

Yu Duo thought for half a second, and said, "Bai Hua."

"What." Xia Xiaojie was stunned, "Baihua? The name is quite unique."

Yu Duo said: "I see that you drink a lot, do you need me to send you to school?"

Xia Xiaojie's thinking was slow, and it took him a while to react before he said embarrassedly to Yu Duo who was patiently waiting for his answer: "This is too much trouble for you, I'll just go back with them."

Xia Xiaojie had almost rested, felt that he could barely walk back to the box, and said to Yu Duo, "Then shall I go back to the box first?"

Yu Duo nodded with a smile, and when Xia Xiaojie wobbled up to the second floor, he lowered his eyes and called to stop a passing waiter.

When Xia Xiaojie returned to the box, he collapsed on the sofa and couldn't get up.

He can't drink enough, drank a glass of white, and now he has double images in front of his eyes.Others in the private room were still making noise, persuading them to drink and playing finger-guessing, and it shouldn't be over in a while.

Xia Xiaojie took out his phone and sent a message to his roommate: Have you returned to the dormitory yet?

After waiting for a while, when Xia Xiaojie was about to fall asleep in a daze, the phone buzzed and vibrated, and Xia Xiaojie squinted his eyes and looked at the screen.

Shen Zhen: I just came out of the laboratory, what's the matter?

Xia Xiaojie: The bar I just opened on Changjie, come and pick me up if you drop by.

Shen Zhen: Yes, send me the location.

Xia Xiaojie raised his eyelids and finished sharing his location, and told other members of the club that he and his roommate would go back later.

"Shen Zhen is here to pick you up?" A girl next to her listened, and suddenly regained her spirits, "Then I'll go with you."

Xia Xiaojie smiled: "You have bad intentions, I won't be with you."

The girl also laughed: "You are Shen Zhen's roommate, so do you know if he has a girlfriend?"

"I don't know." Xia Xiaojie put on his coat, "Shen Zhen can only take me with him when he rides a bicycle, give up."

Ignoring the girl's persuasion, Xia Xiaojie rubbed his forehead, opened the door and left the box.

When he walked to the door, Shen Zhen's phone call came in: "I'm here."

"I'm standing at the door, have you arrived? Why didn't I see it?" Xia Xiaojie leaned his neck and looked around, only feeling that there were stars in front of him, so he couldn't see clearly.

Shen Zhen: "I saw you, wait."

The phone was hung up, Xia Xiaojie slammed his mouth twice, really wanting to go in and ask someone for a glass of boiled water.

"Hi sir." A waiter came up and asked politely, "Excuse me, are you Xia Xiaojie?"

Xia Xiaojie didn't understand why, so he opened his mouth and didn't speak, just stared at him, wondering how this person knew his name.

Shen Zhen guessed that Xia Xiaojie drank a lot and didn't ride his own bicycle when he left the laboratory. He planned to come over and take him to take a taxi back to school.

Xia Xiaojie didn't speak, and the waiter stood by and waited.

Seeing Shen Zhen approaching, Xia Xiaojie held his head and said to himself: "I'm drunk, I don't know anything."

Waiter: "..."

Shen Zhen didn't care about what happened between the two, and was about to take him away when the waiter caught up and said, "Are you Mr. Xia Xiaojie's friend? Before his classmate left, I asked me to take a taxi to take him back to school. "

Shen Zhen glanced at Xia Xiaojie who was pretending: "Speak."

Xia Xiaojie, hmm, for a long time, seemed to suddenly remember, "Bai Hua asked you to call the car?"

The waiter was taken aback for a moment before saying, "It's a gentleman in a black sweater."

Shen Zhen took his expression into his eyes and stood aside without speaking.

Xia Xiaojie: "It's really him, I didn't expect this little classmate to be so enthusiastic."

Xia Xiaojie said: "There's no need to call, my roommate is here to pick me up."

The waiter was embarrassed: "But the car has already come."

Xia Xiaojie turned to look at Shen Zhen: "You came here by bicycle? Otherwise, let's go back by car."

Shen Zhen didn't plan to take him by bike.The two got into the car, and when Xia Xiaojie was about to fall asleep in a daze, Shen Zhen suddenly asked, "Who is Bai Hua?"

"A classmate at the same level as our school." Xia Xiaojie changed his posture and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"There are 20 students in the 268th grade of the School of Life Sciences, and 6 of them are named Bai."

Shen Zhen glanced at the confused Xia Xiaojie and said, "There is no one named Bai Hua among these six people."

Xia Xiaojie stared wide-eyed: "What kind of monster memory are you!"

Shen Zhen frowned, "That's not the point."

Xia Xiaojie said "oh", wondering: "That person didn't need to lie to me, he and I even added WeChat, not to mention he kindly called a car for me, it couldn't be because he had other plans .”

Xia Xiaojie is quite self-aware: "I want money but I don't have money and I want people and no one. What is he trying to do to me?"

As he said that, he turned his head and glanced at Shen Zhen's side face, "You can't just pretend that I am your roommate, and you want to get close to me by getting gloves from me."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Shen Zhen said helplessly, "Anyway, just pay attention."

Xia Xiaojie closed his eyes again, and after a few minutes, he muttered, "And that person looks familiar, I always feel like I've seen him somewhere before."

He took out his phone again and clicked on Yu Duo's WeChat. The circle of friends was only visible for three days, and the only message was only one word.

The kitten and I also want to cheer up today: Gale. [picture]

Xia Xiaojie clicked on the picture, and always felt that the dark horse in it was familiar.

"Strange, how come I even feel familiar with this horse."

Shen Zhen closed his eyes and fell asleep, and said casually, "Do you still know horses?"

Xia Xiaojie: "..." This sounds like a curse.

The car stopped at the school gate, and it took ten minutes to walk back to the boys' dormitory.

Most of Xia Xiaojie's alcoholism was blown away by the cool wind.

There was almost no one on the road, and Shen Zhen, who was walking with her, was silent, and there were only two footsteps along the way.

Xia Xiaojie was apprehensive, so he found a topic to bolster his courage.

"There is a girl in our club who is interested in you."

Xia Xiaojie brought up the topic, and waited for a long time, but Shen Zhen didn't respond. If it wasn't for the sound of footsteps not far away, he would have doubted whether there was anyone next to him.

Xia Xiaojie tilted his head: "Aren't you curious?"

Shen Zhen glanced at him: "I see."

Xia Xiaojie: "..."

He always felt that his roommates were different from the peers around them.

Shen Zhen is too mature, so mature that she is a little out of the world.

When everyone was busy playing clubs, Shen Zhen was already able to work on projects with her mentor.

When other people were still in short-sleeved shorts and slovenly, Shen Zhen was wearing a white shirt and suit pants, which made him look energetic and stable.

Shen Zhen's impeccably handsome face is too aggressive, but with this calm temperament, it complements each other and is even more outstanding.

Generally speaking, if a person can have one of them, it is regarded as God's preference, and now it appears on the same person at the same time, it means that God has spoiled him too much.

After all, Xia Xiaojie could be considered a handsome handsome guy in high school, but when he entered university, his good looks would not be enough for Shen Zhen.

Xia Xiaojie used to have a beautiful dream of finding a girlfriend in his freshman year, but after becoming roommates with Shen Zhen, he completely gave up on finding a girlfriend.

Xia Xiaojie was also curious: "So many people are interested in you, and I haven't seen you respond. What kind of people do you like?"

Shen Zhen paused, and under Xia Xiaojie's gaze, he really thought about it for half a minute.

Before meeting Yu Duo, Shen Zhen had never thought about this question.

After meeting Yu Duo, if Shen Zhen was asked to answer, he would always have only one answer.

Yu Duo.

Xia Xiaojie was full of anticipation, waiting for Shen Zhen's answer. Unexpectedly, Shen Zhen glanced at him and suddenly said, "Do you have the list of freshmen for grade 21?"

Xia Xiaojie was taken aback by his question, and reacted for a few seconds before opening his mouth: "There seems to be one in the welcome group, why are you asking this?"

"Send me a copy of the list."

Xia Xiaojie sent him a copy before asking him what he wanted this for in a daze.

Shen Zhen glanced at the list, and when Xia Xiaojie thought he had finished reading it, he turned back to the beginning and read it carefully again.

"Is this the full list?"

"Yes."

Shen Zhen raised his eyelids and looked at him: "Are you sure?"

Xia Xiaojie was puzzled by his question, and he was a little uncertain. After double-checking, he said with certainty: "This is the complete list."

Shen Zhen closed the file and left without looking back.

Xia Xiaojie was even more confused: "Oh no, what are you doing in such a hurry to leave all of a sudden?"

Xia Xiaojie chased with great difficulty, and after a long time, Shen Zhen's feet did not slow down.

"Wait for me!" Xia Xiaojie followed Shen Zhen out of breath, and came back to his senses, "No, haven't you answered what type you like yet!"

Shen Zhen: "I like little white flowers."

Xia Xiaojie: "?"

He looked down at the WeChat that he had just added tonight.

It just so happened that a new content reminder appeared in Moments.

The kitten and I will cheer up today: the little white flower outside the window. 【picture】

Xia Xiaojie clicked on the picture, only to vaguely see the courtyard under the bright yellow light in the background, which is as luxurious as European royal castles.

Before he could see clearly, the next second, it was shown that this circle of friends had been deleted.

After refreshing, Yu Duo reposted a circle of friends with the same text, but the picture was replaced with a small white flower on the side of the road.

Xia Xiaojie: "?"

Yu Duo was lying on the bed, talking on the phone with Xu Zhuoyi.

Xu Zhuoyi: "From now on, don't show anything over 100 yuan in your photos."

Yu Duo: "..."

He glanced at the layout of the bedroom and sighed late at night.

Little White Flower is too difficult!