What to do if you are too paranoid

"Let me talk first." Yu Duo clenched his fists, and with Shen Zhen's words, he inexplicably had more courage.

"In fact, I had a plan when I approached you!"

The mouth moved faster than the brain. After Yu Duo said this, his whole body was struck by lightning.

Wait, none of the thousand and eight euphemisms he conceived in his mind was like this!

After Shen Zhen heard this sentence, the expression on his face became much more serious.

Keenly aware of the slight change in Shen Zhen's attitude, Yu Duo pinched her tightly pursed lips with two fingers.

Now that he opened his mouth, Yu Duo simply bit the bullet and confessed all the ins and outs of the matter to Shen Zhen.

"Actually, I met you at Yuncheng University. I studied hard to be admitted to Yuncheng University to meet you."

The amount of information in Yu Duo's words was too much, even Shen Zhen had to react for a while before opening his mouth quite cautiously: "Is it because of me that you came to Yuncheng University?"

"Why?" The previous intersection between the two was zero, and Shen Zhen couldn't help feeling puzzled.

"You may have forgotten." Yu Duo raised his head slightly, first quickly glanced at Shen Zhen's expression, hesitated for a few seconds, and then stretched out his hand to grab Shen Zhen's right hand hanging by his side.

Shen Zhen allowed him to act, and Yu Duo was secretly relieved by this acquiescence.

"The cause of this wound is me." Yu Duo stroked the long scar on the inside of Shen Zhen's index finger with his fingertips, and his tone sounded much lower.

The warm fingertips aroused a burst of itching when the wound was slowly scratched, followed by a memory about the past that Shen Zhen had almost forgotten.

Shen Zhen looked at Yu Duo with some surprise: "Was it you who was in the alley at that time?"

"It's me." Yu Duo could still clearly remember the dangerous situation at that time in his mind.

He developed slowly during adolescence. Before the third year of high school, his height was only 1.7 meters four. At that time, he had to raise his head to see the top of Shen Zhen's head.

At that time, Shen Zhen was not as strong as she is now, and she looked more slender and thinner visually than now.The alley was dark and dark, Yu Duo could only vaguely see some outlines.Even so, the figure blocking Yu Duo's body still made Yu Duo feel more reliable than a high wall.

Shen Zhen's voice always gives people a sense of ease and reliability.

It was precisely because of this special feature that Yu Duo confirmed that the person who saved him in the alley was Shen Zhen when he saw the provincial champion interview on TV.

Yu Duo's thoughts fell into memories, and suddenly he heard Shen Zhen's smiling voice above his head: "It's so much taller."

His head was pushed down, Yu Duo raised his head in a daze, and bumped into Shen Zhen's gentle eyes looking at him.

"Aren't you angry?" Shen Zhen's attitude was too good, but Yu Duoxin couldn't realize it.

"What are you angry about?" Shen Zhen asked back.

Yu Duo frowned, counting the things he had done in the past six months.

"My own personality is very different from what I have in front of you. I deliberately made my personality for the purpose of," Yu Duo suddenly hesitated, gritting his back molars and continued, "I just want you to like it." I, and even lived in your house with the excuse of not having any money, making you think I was a poor little boy."

He spread everything out in front of Shen Zhen, and his heart suddenly became much more relaxed.

After waiting nervously for half a minute, Yu Duo's head was suddenly hit hard and soft.

Shen Zhen's tone revealed obvious helplessness and amused: "Are you stupid?"

"I'm stupid." Yu Duo admitted frankly, "I knew you went to Yuncheng University, and I was admitted to Yuncheng because I was almost exhausted in my third year of high school!"

As he spoke, Yu Duo couldn't help feeling bitter about the years of hard work: "I really worked so hard for you to see me at Yuncheng University."

Seeing that Yu Duo's tone became more and more aggrieved, Shen Zhen was at a loss instead. He hugged Yu Duo into his arms, touched his head comfortingly, patted his back, and finally praised several times in a gentle voice, "Duo Duo is great." "It's so amazing" that calmed down Yu Duo's excitement at the thought of being overwhelmed by test papers and exercises in the third year of high school.

"I've finished what I want to say." Yu Duo said in a muffled voice, covering his face against the skin near Shen Zhen's Adam's apple.

The two hugged in silence for a long time before Shen Zhen said: "Duo Duo, did you really not notice?"

"What did you find?" Yu Duo didn't want to use his brain at all now, he just wanted to let his mind go and nest in Shen Zhen's arms without moving.

"When you are in front of me, you have always been your true self."

Shen Zhen looked at the dim street lights on both sides of the cobblestone path in the courtyard, recalling the little things with a smile unconsciously on his face.

"Yu Duo who trains for the 6000-meter event in the sports meeting and I insist on training every morning, Yu Duo who is patient and gentle with the naughty Wang Feifei, Yu Duo who is kind and polite to grandma and Aunt Wang, who is lazy at home but often helps me with housework Yu Duo, Yu Duo who appeared in the hospital and came to accompany me when I was most helpless...they are all real, Yu Duo who makes my heart move."

Shen Zhen glanced somewhere inadvertently, saw a head shaking and swaggering, and suddenly said: "Bai Yucheng is also the one you asked him to help me solve the financial problem."

The inexplicable good luck that appeared on him before his rebirth now has a reasonable explanation.

Yu Duo nodded, deliberately brushing Shen Zhen's chin with her hair.

Shen Zhen raised his head slightly to facilitate his movements, "If there is a next life, I will find you first."

"Next life?" Yu Duo raised his head, his eyes were round and clear.

"I've always been greedy for you." Shen Zhen's eyes were dark, and finally revealed some inner obsession in front of Yu Duo, "How can I have enough for a lifetime?"

Yu Duo looked at him blankly for a few seconds, smiled and stretched out his little finger: "Then let's pull the hook!"

The two finished the chapter with their fingertips, and Shen Zhen said: "What I want to confess may sound like a fantasy."

He briefly told Yu Duo what happened between the two before their rebirth, and when he mentioned the car accident, Shen Zhen's eyes sank for a moment before he said: "I hadn't met my uncle at that time, Cheng Yu got the news first, yes I have doubts about my life experience, so I want to use a car accident to get rid of the hidden dangers on his road."

Yu Duo nodded. He hadn't told Shen Zhen that he was kidnapped by the Cheng family, but now that he thought about it, it really fit the character of the Cheng family.

But what he cared more about was the relationship between him and Shen Zhen.

"Did we also be together at that time?" Yu Duo couldn't hide his curiosity, he always felt that Shen Zhen was hiding something about the relationship between the two.

"Together." Shen Zhen's throat tightened, "It's just in another way."

Seeing Yu Duo looking at him all the time, Shen Zhen had no choice but to say: "The way I handled my relationship with you at that time was too extreme."

"You tied me up?" Yu Duo blurted out, seeing the change in Shen Zhen's eyes because of this sentence, although Yu Duo was more surprised, he also felt somewhat unreasonable regret.

"So you like this."

"No." Shen Zhen interrupted Yu Duo's thoughts.

Yu Duo stared at him for a long time, then suddenly leaned in front of Shen Zhen, and whispered in an ambiguous tone: "Brother, don't you think that's more exciting?"

He clearly saw that Shen Zhen's Adam's apple rolled a few times because of his words, and Yu Duo laughed a few times, before being caught by Shen Zhen again, with a hoarse voice: "If you want to try, it's not impossible."

"No, no, no." This kind of temptation was placed in front of Yu Duo, and he felt that he couldn't stand it for the time being, so he quickly cut off the follow-up development of this dangerous topic.

The boulders that were pressing on the hearts of the two of them were all let go, and they felt much more relaxed for a while.

Yu Duo's cell phone rang suddenly, and the bright light of the screen was particularly obvious in the dark place of the vines.

"It's my dad calling." Yu Duo glanced at the time on the upper right corner of the screen and guessed: "He should be back by this time, maybe he wants to urge us in."

The shoulders of the two touched together, and they walked around the huge bush of vines where they were hiding.

Not far away, a man in a suit stood on the cobblestone road in front of the fountain.

The man held the phone in one hand and was looking in the direction of the vines.

Yu Duo froze all over, subconsciously called out: "Father."

Yu Ya's eyes swept across the faces of the two, and stopped for half a minute on the hands they were clasping. Finally, their eyes fell on Shen Zhen's face: "Shen Zhen?"

Yu Duo quickly let go of Shen Zhen's hand, and was about to say something, but Yu Ya glanced at him.

Seeing that Yu Duo was honest, Yu Ya nodded his chin to Shen Zhen: "Come with me."