look sideways

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Su Mu didn't speak. Just when Su Mu was about to leave, Jiang Ling said lightly, "Why do you like men...I really hate you..."

He didn't know what Su Mu felt at that time. He felt relaxed all over. He knew that his sister didn't like him, so he didn't have anything to say...

He seems to have nothing to let go of now... Since he can settle his parents' worries in this world, it is good enough, no matter how it is done...even if it is done in such a dirty way...

Nothing anyway?Anyway, the impression left to the world is, ah!Su Mu?It's that prodigal guy.It's disgusting... Tell me, why would a healthy person do such a thing?

Ah... Anyway, he was already dead at that time, I don't know, ah... I'm already very tired, let's destroy...

Su Mu got up and approached Zhou Sheng, gently pressed his chest, and said affectionately, "Senior...do you want me?"

Anyway, it's dirty enough in other people's hearts...

So what if it's a little dirty...

19. Nineteen

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Su Mu got up and approached Zhou Sheng, gently pressed his chest, and said affectionately, "Senior...do you want me?"

Zhou Sheng was stunned for a moment, then inserted his finger into Su Mu's hair, raised his head and kissed him.

In the end, Zhou Sheng still did nothing.

"Mu... If you don't want to do it, don't do it."

"Huh? It seems that it doesn't matter if you do it or not."

Zhou Sheng frowned: "I will support you."

Su Mu lay back on his seat and put his hands on his face: "Forget it, senior, I don't want to trouble you anymore...you have helped me enough... anyway... what they said is right, I am suitable for selling body, anyway, I'm dirty enough..."

"Who said that!" Zhou Sheng said with rare anger.

Su Mu's eyes were slightly red: "Anyway, you all think so! Even Jiang Ling, me, dear, sister, sister hates me!! What else can you say! Why do they all hate me? What did I do wrong? They told me, I'll change it, but there's nothing wrong with liking men!!" He was in a bad mood, grabbed his hair and pulled it hard, his face turned pale and his whole body trembled.

"No, you're not dirty..." Zhou Sheng's hand covered Su Mu's and handed out the temperature, and Su Mu slowly recovered.

"Senior...I'm so tired...I'm really tired...Do you know? I haven't been resting very well recently...Bad things come one after another. I thought I'd finish my parents' cremation. It's over here, I originally thought there was nothing worse than this...but...why doesn't life let me go..."

Zhou Sheng got out of the car and slammed the door hard. Su Mu shook and buried his head on his arm: "Senior, don't you want me too?"

His car door was opened, Zhou Sheng grabbed Su Mu's clothes, dragged him out of the car, picked him up, opened the door and went upstairs to Zhou Sheng's room, Zhou Sheng gently put Su Mu on the bed, pressed with him.

"Mu...that's what you said...you have to bear the consequences..."

Su Mu had never seen such a fierce expression on Zhou Sheng's face, as if he wanted to eat him to the bone. Su Mu covered his eyes and waited...

"Mu...you don't have to do it if you don't want to, just close your eyes and leave it to me..."

"Senior..." Su Mu stood up, "You know, it's not the first time for me...I'm dirty..."

"I'm happy...can you manage it?"

The familiar feeling came back again... Su Mu seemed to be a small boat sailing in the sea, the waves hit the boat one after another, the weather was cloudy, and the chopping board of the boat was covered with water...

Zhou Sheng kissed the corner of Su Mu's tearful eyes, and led him to the bathroom. Su Mu turned over and rubbed against Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng's eyes became darker and bottomless.

He suppressed the desire/desire to wash Su Mu, and took another bath by himself.

"Mu..."

In the early morning, Su Mu woke up from hunger. He resisted the soreness in his body and planned to get up to eat something. He sat on the bed and waited until he felt comfortable before getting down. He had learned to be smart. If he didn't rest, he would I will definitely fall directly on the bed with low back pain.

After Su Mu rested, he was about to get up when he was pulled back by a hand and crashed into Zhou Sheng's arms. Su Mu's nose was sore and tears welled up in his eyes.

Zhou Sheng rested his chin on Su Mu's head: "Mu...what's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?"

Su Mu blushed: "No... I'm hungry..."

Zhou Sheng chuckled: "Heh, remember to call me next time if you have something to do, you can rest for a while... I'll do it..."

Su Mu looked at Zhou Sheng and nodded, and responded, "Yes!"

Su Mu waited for a while and saw Zhou Sheng bring the porridge. After he finished drinking, Zhou Sheng went downstairs and rubbed Su Mu's head: "Go to bed first. I'll take care of some things."

"It's about work again?"

"Well, it will be fine in a while, you go to sleep first."

"it is good."

Su Mu closed his eyes and felt not so tired, so he said to Zhou Sheng: "Senior, if you work here, I will go to my room. I have never seen you work in the study before. I miss you." I should be more familiar with this place..."

Zhou Sheng was stunned, took the laptop, stretched out his hand to open the folding table, put the things on the table, and shook Su Mu's hand: "Forget it, you just lie here! Don't move. Don't want to Sleep and watch me work, okay?"

"Well, I see, I will never bother you..."

Zhou Sheng started to sort out the plan, and Su Mu kept staring at him. When Zhou Sheng finished his work, Su Mu had already fallen asleep in his arms.

It's four thirty in the morning.

Su Mu opened his eyes and saw that Zhou Sheng had finished his work. He moved away from Zhou Sheng's embrace and rubbed his eyes: "Let's catch up on sleep..."

"Ah."

seven in the morning.

Su Mu got out of bed to cook, and Zhou Sheng went downstairs at ten o'clock.

After dinner, everyone did their own thing, and no one spoke about what happened yesterday.

"Senior." Su Mu said, "I'll go out later.

"

"Well, be safe and come back early."

Su Mu went out and went to the bar that the classmate introduced before. Su Mu thought: It's so early today, I probably won't meet Jiang Ce... so what?No big deal either...

Su Mu walked to the underground hotel, and the phone rang.

It's Zhou Sheng.

Su Mu picked it up: "What's wrong, senior?"

"Where are you?"

"Me? I'm in..." Su Mu was taken aback, "I'm in a coffee shop." Su Mu lacked confidence.

"Lie! I've seen you!"

Surprised, Su Mu quickly turned around and saw Zhou Sheng standing at the intersection.

Su Mu: "..."

"How else do you explain?"

"I... I just plan to deliver wine, be a bartender... I don't want to do anything? You believe me..."

Zhou Sheng pulled Su Mu: "Listen, Mu, I won't stop you from doing anything, because this is your choice, I am willing to believe you, but I will try my best to protect you when I can. When it's your turn, take care of yourself."

"I see, senior."

"Let's go." Zhou Sheng took Su Mu's hand and entered the bar. He walked to the bar and greeted a person. A man in a white shirt came over and smiled softly: "Zhou Sheng, I didn't expect you I'll also fall in love with someone." That person glanced up and down at Su Mu: "Why didn't I think you would fall in love with such a person?"

The man stretched out his hand towards Su Mu: "Hello, I'm Qian Tao and Zhou Sheng's partner. Nice to meet you. May I ask your name?"

Su Mu shook hands generously: "Hi, I'm Su Mu."

The big hand was holding the small hand, and Su Mu's palm was sweating. The hands that were clasped/crossed moved, and Su Mu's expression changed, and he broke free immediately.

"I'm leaving first, I still have work, you guys talk first."

Su Mu changed into the bartender's clothes and held the wine. He saw the classmate who brought him here was kissing someone else. That classmate was still restless, and the classmate could only bear it with tears.

Su Mu glanced and left.

When you are in prison, how can you still care about others? If you can’t care about yourself, you still manage others. If you don’t care about yourself, you might end up with two dead bodies. Being brave is based on being able to stand up for justice, and taking into account both identity and rights. , without these two things, no amount of help will only become two words - stupid!

"Hey, that waiter, bring us two bottles of wine."

Su Mu held the wine tray and evoked the waiter's standard smile: "Okay."

Su Mu lowered his head and didn't look at who was at the table. After serving the wine, he was about to leave when he heard a familiar voice. Su Mu was stunned, holding the wine tray with one hand in Su Mu's sight. The man chuckled and said, "Don't spill the wine again. You can't meet me anytime."

Jiang Ce...

Su Mu took the wine tray with both hands, and took a step back. Jiang Ce was stunned.

"Eh? This gentleman, this is the wine that the gentleman at the front desk gave you. He hopes to invite you..."

Zhou Sheng?

Su Mu took the wine with a smile: "Okay, please tell the gentleman, just say that I feel very honored."

"Ok."

Jiang Ce grabbed Su Mu: "What do you mean?"

"What does Young Master Jiang mean? Don't you get tired of playing with me?"

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know? Not only do I know, I also know the pet names given to me by Young Master Jiang, such as garbage? Broken shoes?"

Jiang Ce's expression changed: "You..."

"Master Jiang, let me go, I still have something to do..."

"Are you going to accompany that person? Su Mu, you are doing well..."

"No matter how powerful you are, you can't beat Young Master Jiang... After all, he was just like this early in the morning.