look sideways

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"But... Brother Ce, you missed the appointment..."

Su Mu murmured: "Love rises in the east and falls in the west...Love rises in the east and falls in the west...Love rises in the east and falls in the west..." In the end, he seemed a little crazy. Su Mu stopped and looked up at the sky. It was [-]:[-] in City A, and because it was winter, the sky darkened quickly. Su Mu recalled that night in Midsummer Night, it was very cool with a breezy breeze, but... After all, Chang Ye couldn't resist the trend of the sun setting, because the rising of the east and the setting of the west are the inevitable cause and effect.Declare that today is over.

"Jiang Ce... then our story is really coming to an end..."

From midsummer to cold night...

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If you didn't love me

Thenwhydidyoubreakintomyworld

Holdmeinyourarms,

The hurtful words you said when you finally left There is no temperature in my arms

Thereisa□□ellon yourclothes

These abreezeblew

Do you think of me

Think of my good

/if you never loved me

then why did you break into my world

hold me in your arms

You who left last said hurtful words

There is no temperature in my arms

There is a breath of your own on the clothes

sea ​​breeze blows

do you remember me

remember my good/

Coffee shops in cold winter have a habit of playing music in the early hours of the morning.

The soft and soothing music brought the singer's long-term hoarseness, lingering to the bridge, the fragrance of coffee, and the warmth of the store contrasted with the freezing outside.

People on the road come and go, just looking for a few taels of silver. There are too many things on the shoulders of adults in the world, and children are also starting to learn.

If there is one less person in this world, the earth will still rotate, and we will still live, but we will sigh when we see the news, and then go to our own positions.

The environment of the coffee shop is quiet, finding a shelter in this hectic world.

In this cold winter, a boy left...

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30. Extra Story - Jiang Ce

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The day Su Mu died was his birthday, that day was Christmas Eve, and that day was the day Jiang Ce got engaged...

When Jiang Ce heard the news, he couldn't believe it for a moment. Seeing his nominal mother's serious expression of not joking, Jiang Ce rushed to the scene without even thinking about it. The siren of the police car made Jiang Ce's ears hurt. .

When Jiang Ce arrived, Zhou Sheng was already there. Jiang Ce went up and punched Zhou Sheng: "Aren't you watching from the side all the time! Every time, it's the same this time!"

"I didn't! I tried to follow him, but... at that time he sent me a message saying that I would not follow him anymore, so I just left! I thought..."

Jiang Ce was not resenting him, but resenting Zhou Sheng for saying that he would treat Su Mu better if he helped him finish the play, and would not let him do things he didn't like.

But...how did Zhou Sheng do it!

"Zhou Sheng, didn't you say you want to stay with him! You said stay with him!" Jiang Ce planned to rush to Su Mu's side, but was stopped by the police. Jiang Ce calmed down under the persuasion of the police: " I'm sorry, policeman, I'm his boyfriend and we're getting married soon...can I take a look at him? I love him very much, okay..." At the end Jiang Ce's voice approached begging.

While helping to pack Su Mu's belongings as the deceased's boyfriend, Jiang Ce knocked a box, which was locked with a code.

Jiang Ce first entered Su Mu's birthday, no, he tried to enter Zhou Sheng's birthday again, no, Jiang Ce subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

With trembling hands, he entered his birthday, and with a "da", the box opened.

Jiang Ce pursed his lips, suppressing his turbulent emotions, and looked at the object in the box, it was a notebook.

Su Mu's notebook has a special feature. He never writes the date in his notes, but only writes his age...Eighteen, nineteen, twenty...Jiang Ce flips through them quickly. He has experienced and seen all these things. The problem is...

Jiang Ce's thoughts were broken.

A piece of paper fell out of the folder of the diary, which was a checklist.

Jiang Ce looked at it twice and felt that the person was not very well. The disease analysis clearly stated the five words "severe depression".

Jiang Ce bit his lip, his mouth smelled of rust.

It turns out...it turns out to be like this!Why?Why I don't know!

"Ah!" What have I done, why can't I explain to him well, why I want to make such a bet with Zhou Sheng, Xiao Mu...

I was wrong...come back please...

Jiang Ce flipped through and found a diary with a different format from what he remembered before.

December 12 Weather: Snow

Tomorrow is the day when Brother Ce gets engaged... Do you think Brother Ce's feelings for me are really a joke?Hehe, Brother Ce always said that I don’t remember this diary as a diary, is it alright now?Brother Ce?Does it look like it now?Hey, my handwriting is so beautiful, Brother Ce will definitely praise me... Only I can understand the dog crawling words written by Brother Ce...I won't divide it into paragraphs. Anyway, Brother Ce doesn't read it, I read it by myself Do you understand?Ah... so uncomfortable, why, to miss the appointment, didn't Brother Ce say he wanted to spend my birthday with me?Tomorrow is my birthday, forget it, Brother Ce is busy preparing for the engagement, he must be very busy now, I really want to die... Hehe, just kidding, the world is beautiful, Brother Ce deserves it.Ah... what am I thinking, if I really die one day, and someone finds this notebook while packing up my belongings, tell Ce, don't forget me, oops, forget it, just forget it Forget it, anyway, I can only increase the sadness in his heart.Well, let's divide it into sections, so as not to make you feel uncomfortable.

By the way, if you really want to say something to that person, please tell Brother Ce, let him work hard, live his life well, and have his own future well. That's all I have to say, thank you.

Also... I should have caused you trouble, sorry.

Well, it’s very tiring to write so much, so I won’t write according to the format, and I won’t see you again.

Jiang Ce silently put away the diary after reading it, but did not hand it over to the crematorium.

It's ridiculous to say that instead of participating in the cremation of his parents as Su Mu's boyfriend, he participated in his cremation as his boyfriend...

Ever since participating in Su Mu's cremation, people have said that the prodigal son of Young Master Jiang in City A turned back. Jiang's father not only found his other son Jiang Sheng, but the youngest son also became extremely smart. Jiang Ce's mother originally planned to give him another son. Jiang Ce was looking for a wife, but Jiang Ce evaded it by saying that a woman would prevent me from inheriting the family business.Mother Jiang couldn't say anything more.

People say that Jiang Ce's prodigal son turns around but they don't know that he changed his nature for one person's wish and took the position of the heir of the Jiang family...

From then on, the Jiang family in City A became better and better under the governance of the two brothers Jiang Ce and Jiang Sheng.

Xiao Mu... You see, I did what you wanted, when will you forgive me...

Jiang Ce has no wife in his life, and only has an adopted son by his side. I heard that he looks a lot like Jiang Ce's ex-boyfriend...

It's a pity... until after Jiang Ce died, that boyfriend didn't come to see him...

"Simu...don't forget to bury me with your other father after I die..."

That's right...the Jiang family has a son named Simu.

31. Extra Story - Zhou Sheng

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My name is Zhou Sheng. I have never seen my mother since I was born. I only have my father. Yes, I love him very much, but he keeps hitting me. I don’t know why he hits me...

I heard my father say that our family is rich, but... is it really rich... Why is the roof of our house collapsing and leaking... Is it really rich?

There is a tall building next to us. My father said that their family is poor and not worth it. Every time I ask him, he hits me...hitting me with a wine bottle...it hurts but I don't cry.Crying will only make him hit me harder.

Our family has no money, this is what I heard from others... Eh?But didn't my father say that our family is rich?I went to them to argue, and all I got in return was a beating...

There is an old man who is very nice. He taught me to read. I am very happy and study hard. He said that my learning ability is very high... I just told my father when I got home, and my father beat me and said : "Kill you bastard... study, study, do you want to leave me like that stinky bitch... eh? You just despise me for being poor!"

I yearn for the life in the book, I yearn for the outside world, I want to leave him, leave the father who only knows how to beat me.

Once an opportunity came, I heard that a professor from a big city came to our village for inspection, I went, I tried my best to make him notice me, he saw me, he noticed me...

He said: "You are very smart, would you like to go with me? There is no tuition fee."

I nodded.

The professor looked at the scars on my body and didn't tell my father, just put