From cannon fodder to heartthrob after wearing a book

But suddenly received a gift.

Caught off guard, hard to perfunctory past.

Xue Jinzhao is unwilling to deny others, nor is he willing to deny other people's feelings.Even though He Zhaoran had already asked this question in the past, he still answered it.

"It's not your problem."

"It's me who has changed... How should I put it, love won't disappear, it will only transfer. You didn't do anything wrong, but I suddenly felt as if I had paid to this level, and it was enough to stop. There is no relationship that can last For a long time."

Xue Jinzhao tried to philosophize this question, and He Zhaoran stared at him intently, before smiling for a long time: "You never looked at me like this before. I didn't realize it at the time, so why didn't you say you liked me?"

"What's there to say."

Up to this point, it is not difficult for Xue Jinzhao to read his regret, and he opened his mouth to relieve: "Actually, He Zhaoran, do you like me? Actually, not necessarily. You just like to be a savior and love others, Su Qingran can't satisfy you. "

"Neither can I."

"But you don't need to doubt yourself, no one will love you forever, but someone will always love you."

Filled with chicken soup for the soul, Xue Jinzhao was about to clap his hands and leave, but He Zhaoran stopped him: "I want to go home with you."

"No, I haven't tried Zhou's mother's cooking for a long time, and I miss her stewed pig's trotters very much."

There is no reason to refuse.In fact, Zhou's mother also asked several times why she didn't invite that handsome boy to play at home. Zhou Chaoshen said it once and stopped mentioning it.

Maybe the two still have a relationship where they can visit the house?

Xue Jinzhao accepted this question after thinking about it, but he didn't expect that there would be a disturbance that he didn't expect later.

On the other side, Gu Jianzhou was also heading to Xue's house by bus. He hadn't seen him for several months, and his heart was beating fast because of his desire to see each other.

He is not an idiot, and he can feel the other party's heart gradually alienated after a few quarrels with him.

He knew that he would probably be pushed away by Xue Jinzhao, just like Ye Songge who gradually disappeared from his life circle.

He was powerless to stop it, but he still wanted to keep it.

After getting off the bus, he refused to stop at one step, and rushed to the door as fast as he could. He wanted to see Xue Jinzhao sooner and express his heart.

But when he was still in front of the door, he saw two figures walking side by side, Xue Jinzhao and... He Zhaoran.

In fact, Xue Jinzhao was only asked, "I heard that you want to enter Peking University?"

He just turned around and said, "What's the matter, can't you think about it?"

This scene happened to fall in Xue Jinzhao's eyes.

What does that feel like?How much does it hurt?

Gu Jianzhou remembered that when he was a child, he was playful and mischievous. He rode a bicycle down the stairs. He broke his leg bone and lay in the hospital for three months with a plaster cast.

At that time, he thought it was the most painful thing in the world, but when he saw Xue Jinzhao standing side by side with He Zhaoran again, even talking with each other with a smile, his heart really seemed to be torn apart.

Gu Jianzhou rushed forward recklessly, and grabbed Xue Jinzhao's shoulder: "I have something to tell you."

Facing the other party's pupils dilated from fear, self-blame corroded his heart like sulfuric acid.

"Long time no see."

Gu Jianzhou added this sentence again, and seeing the other party's expression soften, he relaxed a little.

"I have something to tell him, you go in first."

Xue Jinzhao sent He Zhaoran in, then dragged Gu Jianzhou to the bench beside Linjing Road in the garden of the community and sat down.

"What's wrong? What do you want to say?"

Xue Jinzhao was ready to listen to anything.

"I like you, Xue Jinzhao."

Gu Jianzhou's pretty face gave him a lot of preferential treatment, but he was tired of people who came for this face, and he didn't want to reap plausible sincerity.

He also didn't want to put pressure on Xue Jinzhao with tears.

"I may not be very good, not as good as He Zhaoran, but I can make money, a lot of money. I have made millions in the stock market in the past few months."

Xue Jinzhao looked at the other party, his fox-like face lowered his eyes, revealing a bit of obedience, he had no doubt that he would be held by the other party when he stretched out his hand.

"I can give you all the money, I can give you everything, can you like me?"

Asked questions that did not give hope, and heard the other party sigh, that breath would overwhelm Gu Jianzhou.

"I'm sorry, we shouldn't be in contact anymore. It's my problem. I should break up with you sooner."

Xue Jinchao got up, he had never had such an enthusiastic experience of wanting to show his heart to others, and he only felt fear and uneasiness in the face of such blood dripping.

"Gu Jianzhou, I never thought that things would turn out like this."

Xue Jinzhao began to regret it. He seemed to have accidentally ruined the plot of the book, and all the emotional lines were messed up.Zhou Chaoshen saw that Zhou Ye Songge was all around him, and Su Qingran lost his aura and love.

"From the very beginning, I didn't have that kind of thought about you. I just... want, really want... to be friends with you."

After carefully considering the language, Xue Jinzhao said all the words, and then looked at Gu Jianzhou: "Let's stop dating, will it be easier for you to let go of your feelings?"

"Why don't you hang out with me?"

Gu Jianzhou is not a character who easily compromises. He understands what Xue Jinzhao cares about, and bears it again and again: "What about Zhou Chaoshen? Why can Zhou Chaoshen continue to communicate?"

"If someone can be special, why can't it be me?"

"Where am I worse than him?"

Xue Jinzhao was thinking about how to answer him, but when he thought of Zhou Chaoshen, he thought of the letter in Apple, and thought of that sentence.

"You're begging for everything from a person."

I can't deny that my feelings for Zhou Chaoshen have also changed, Xue Jinzhao only thinks of a way to dissuade the person in front of him: "You have nothing bad to do."

"But here I am, I can't completely trust anyone, I trust Zhou Chaoshen the most."

"I trust him, I can't lose him, I think it's a good thing to be loved by him."

Xue Jinzhao was able to touch Gu Jianzhou's shoulder, and he moved away without a trace: "You are very good, but you are not suitable for me."

Zhou Chaoshen is better.

Xue Jinzhao added this sentence in his heart. For the first time, he felt surrounded by love, and felt that the world was brightened up.

"I think I'm fine now, and I hope you can have your own brilliant and successful life."

Xue Jinzhao looked at the little birds flying around in the shade of the forest and looked curiously at them from time to time, hesitating for a long time: "I don't know if it was right to approach you at the beginning, but I always hope that you can have a better life and become a touchstone" investment experts."

"Gu Jianzhou, I knew you were not an ordinary person the first time I saw you, go and become a shining person, don't look back."

Later, there was really no intersection.

The name Gu Jianzhou gradually came out of his life, no one mentioned it ignorantly, and they no longer took the initiative to contact him.

Only who remembers to please everyone who asks, remembers the hand that was not grasped in the end, and the bank card that could not be given out.

The author says:

Xiao Gu is offline... There are still two chapters to see if I can finish writing today, and I will keep it if I can't finish

38 - goodbye

◎Xue Jinzhao returned home after sending Gu Jianzhou away, and felt a strange atmosphere as soon as he opened the door. He took two steps inside, and He Zhaoran threw him a beggar

After Xue Jinzhao sent Gu Jianzhou away, he went home, and when he opened the door, he felt a strange atmosphere. He took two steps inside, and He Zhaoran cast him a look for help.

The opposite of He Zhaoran is... Zhou Chaoshen.

Zhou Chaoshen was peeling an apple with a fruit knife. He was obviously doing something he was used to, but this time the apple was cut into pits and pits, and he was in a bad mood visible to the naked eye.

Xue Jinzhao's heart tightened, fearing that he might cut his hands, he walked over and snatched the apple and knife from him, sat down next to him and began to peel it himself: "Why are you back so soon? I thought I would see you tomorrow."

"Do you care when I come back?"

Zhou Chaoshen turned his head to look at him, his expression was still indifferent as usual, but Xue Jinzhao could read anger and grievance on his face, he peeled an apple a few times and handed it over: "Here you eat."

Zhou Chaoshen took it and watched He Zhaoran take a bite of the apple. His gaze successfully made the latter shudder. After sitting on pins and needles for a long time, he still didn't last long enough to eat the stewed pig's trotters made by Zhou's mother.

"You scare people away."

Zhou Chaoshen sat back on the sofa next to him, and Xue Jinzhao patted his leg jokingly.

"Do you still care about him?"

Zhou Chaoshen leaned closer, watching his eyes poke into his heart, the light inside flickered, and Xue Jinzhao had no doubt that it would be shattered by his answer.

At this time, you can't make a joke, but answer the other party solemnly.

Xue Jinchao went to hold his hand, and he held it tight before answering him: "What do you want me to say?"

Xue Jinzhao kissed the back of his hand lightly, then looked up into his eyes: "What if I say, I like you?"

Zhou Chao looked deeply into Xue Jinzhao's eyes, his heart was about to be crushed, he really wanted to hug him warmly, but he withdrew his hand again.

He covered his eyes, not wanting Xue Jinzhao to see his tears. He held back, fearing that being too excited would wake up his dream: "Do you like me too?"

"Wait a minute, and answer me after the college entrance examination."

"I don't want you to say you fell in love with me because of impulse, and I don't want you to be held back by various factors and not make the right choice. You don't need to like me...but I hope you make all decisions from the heart."

Zhou Chaoshen's tears were quickly suppressed by him.

Xue Jinchao looked at him, nodded and smiled: "Okay."

Before the college entrance examination, Zhou's mother took them to the Confucius Temple, where she made a wish to be admitted to a good university.

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