Dear, Fourier

He left my mobile phone during the holidays, and we got to know each other, and your brother also introduced business from time to time, Fu Li, just ask if you can help me."

"I'll talk to him, but if he's not free, I can't bring him here."

Fu Li was talking about scenes.There are indeed mixed feelings in his heart, how many things did his brother do for him without his knowledge?This can explain why one's own schedule can have such good preferential treatment, and why one's own request is always given priority.Seeing that Fu Li was willing to speak, the boss quickly asked him to go back and ask after get off work today.

After Fu Li got off work, he went to the supermarket to buy vegetables. When Gu Xiangting got off work, he saw a table of sumptuous dishes made, thinking about what day it was. Fu Li sat on the table and asked Gu Xiangting to wash his hands and eat quickly. When Gu Xiangting sat down During the meal, Fu Li brought him a glass of wine.

"Congratulations to me for finding such a good brother. Why do you think I have such a good life? There is someone who has been silently doing good deeds without making a sound. He cleared all obstacles for me, right, brother?"

Gu Xiangting frowned and looked at Fu Li. After hearing something, Fu Li spoke in a strange way as soon as he came back.

"Tell me, what else did you do that I don't know about? Tell me all at once, introduce customers to tell the boss to take care of me, send a software to my boss unconditionally and ask him to fire Zhang Wencong, and what else, Gu Xiangting, what else did you do that I don't know about?"

Fu Li put down his chopsticks and looked directly at Gu Xiangting. Gu Xiangting looked at Fu Li who was fried, and hurriedly spared the table and sat next to Fu Li

keep coaxing

"I admit that I selfishly introduced customers in the past so that you can not work so hard and let your boss treat you better, isn't that okay? Is it wrong for me to treat my baby well? As for the software, it is also a matter of smooth sailing. I can use Uglier tricks made Zhang Wencong disappear, but I didn't, I just let him out of your life, I avoided risks, was I wrong?"

Gu Xiangting hugged Fu Li and rubbed his shoulders, like a wronged child who was blamed by an adult, Fu Li sighed and said, "Brother, I hope we can be more frank with each other, you don't have to do anything, I'm not The canary that was raised by you, I can adapt there by myself, you just need to be by my side, okay? Brother, if you do this, I will feel even more inferior. You helped me, and I can’t do anything for you. It made me loathe myself even more and felt like a liability."

"Fu Li, wait for me, I'll get you something"

After speaking, Gu Xiangting walked into the room and took out a thick notebook and put it in Fu Li's hand

"Look at it when you have time. This is a diary I wrote before. After reading it, you will know if you are cumbersome, okay? Let's have dinner first. I apologize for what happened before, but this apology is only for not telling You concealing your matter does not represent the matter itself and the starting point. Is it okay?"

Fu Li looked at the notebook and nodded. He is not the kind of person who doesn't know what is good or bad. He just hopes that his brother will stop hiding anything from him. He will never hide his feelings, especially the good things for the other party. The feelings are warming up, these are obviously good memories in the future, and should not be concealed.

But the heavy notebook made Fu Li feel heavy. This should be his brother's secret. Although Fu Li didn't say anything about the scene he saw in the hospital, it was indeed imprinted in his heart. Gu Xiangting's brother should have never lived in these years. He said before that you are so ordinary.

In order to let Fu Li read the contents of the notebook carefully, Gu Xiangting did not bother him in the past. When he went back to his room to rest, he also warned Fu Li not to cry and not to stay up late to finish reading, just read it slowly as a book.

[In the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, I bought a bus ticket and ran back to the countryside, but there was nothing left there. When I asked the people in the village, they would only say that his uncle took him to the city, and I didn’t know where to get it. In this way, my brother and I lost the only place of contact, the old house under the head of the banyan tree has only a rusty lock to lock the door]

[I met Zhang Wencong when I was leaving, he was still disgusting as always, he approached me provocatively, and said mockingly, "Yo, the young master came to find the little pervert, it's useless, the little pervert went to the city , I guess it will be sold to his uncle, what's the use of a single man with such a big boy, the other party will dislike him, why not sell it to those rich people with special hobbies", I can't listen anymore, I couldn't control the emotions that I had been controlling so well, I fought him again, this time it was worse than Xishan, because I kept repeating the movement of punching like a robot, I There is only one voice in his brain telling him to shut up]

[There are sounds of instruments all around me, motor wires are all over my body, my mother is covering her face and weeping, my father looks regretful, my grandparents are also very sad, and Sister Yang is beside me, I know that I am sick and recuperating at home During that time, I was often in a daze, doing nothing, and felt that I was just a shell. All my joy was taken away by Fu Li's disappearance. I knew that the world was so big that if I lost contact, I might never be able to see each other again for the rest of my life. 】

【This time the illness was very serious. I frequently trembled and flustered. I couldn’t sleep. When I closed my eyes, Fu Xiaonian was crying so badly that I blamed me for leaving him. He was full of scars accusing me and blaming me. I even vomited out what I ate. Sister Yang told me that if this continues, I will be forced to be hospitalized, and I can’t recuperate at home, because I will be tortured to death by those emotions, and I can’t adjust myself. Meet hope, did you meet Brother Fu Li when you stayed at home before? No, then you give up now, and you will never meet him in the future. He is also waiting in a corner for Brother Xiang Ting to find him , he is also working hard to find Brother Xiang Ting, so Xiang Ting, work harder and don't give up, okay?"]

[I claim to be smart, but I was also confused for a while. If this continues, it is even more impossible for me to meet Fu Xiaonian, because what Sister Yang said is right, I will die, and I will die before I meet Fu Xiaonian again. Sister Yang's words An idea was given to me, and I began to force myself to eat something every day and go out for an hour of running. This seemingly simple behavior took me a few months to adapt and persist, but sometimes it would get out of control. I started Go back to school, start studying hard, start socializing a little bit, I want to become outstanding, so that I have a greater chance of meeting Fu Xiaonian]

[Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I met Fu Xiaonian again, would he have a happy wife and children by his side?If this is the case, I will be his child’s godfather, and I will silently bless him and wish him all the best. If he is still alone, then I will do my best to protect him, take care of him, and let him have no worries every year]

Tears blurred Fu Li's eyes, and were carried by gravity and dripped onto the notebook. Fu Li never thought that Gu Xiangting would also work hard during his difficult life. His brother who is positive and full of sunshine and smiles also has this period. When it was dark, he put down his notebook and rushed into Gu Xiangting's room, and Gu Xiangting had already sat on the bed and embraced Fu Li, who was crying, with his arms wide open as if he had foreseen it, stroking Fu Li's hair again and again.

"Don't cry so hard, it will be uncomfortable later, it's all over, Fu Xiaonian, it's over, let me meet you now, and I can hold hands with you to the future, then the pain before is worth it"

"Show me quickly, this little face is crying, come on, blow your nose"

Gu Xiangting took out a tissue and put it on Fu Li's nose. Fu Li obediently blew his nose hard. The pajamas on Gu Xiangting's chest were all wet. Kissed Gu Xiangting on the cheek again, stroking his brother's face with both hands

"Brother, we will never be apart again, never again"

"Well, don't cry, go to sleep, I've made an agreement with your boss, we will go on a trip in June and give you a few days off, just treat it as a favor to me, and he agreed."

Gu Xiangting hugged Fu Li and lay down, pushed back the hair on his forehead, kissed him and hugged him to sleep.

Chapter 26

◎On June [-]st, I didn’t see Gu Xiangting early in the morning. It’s rare that he didn’t sleep late,◎

On June [-]st, I didn't see Gu Xiangting early in the morning. It was rare that he didn't sleep in. Fu Li got up and planned to make breakfast. When he opened the door, Gu Xiangting stood in front of him holding a bouquet of fiery red roses.

"I wish Fu Xiaonian a happy Children's Day, always happy and happy, and be a carefree child"

Fu Li took the bouquet of roses, thinking that today is June [-]st, what made him even happier was that he could go to the beach.

"Brother, it's June [-]st when we go to the beach, I haven't packed my luggage yet, wait for me"

After speaking, he wanted to return to the room, but was hugged by Gu Xiangting.

"I've packed everything up, wash up quickly, we'll go to Dr. Li's place later, and then set off again, the plane ticket is in the afternoon, so we're not in a hurry"

"I don't think I need to go there anymore. The last time I went, Dr. Li said that I was in good condition."

"No, Fu Li, it's a bit long for us to go this time, we have to go to Dr. Li's place, soon, be good"

Gu Xiangting kissed Fu Li, who was unsuccessful in bargaining, and went to the dining table to open the breakfast he bought. The last time he went to Li Lusheng's place, Fu Li took Gu Xiangting with him. Li Lusheng told Gu Xiangting about Fu Li's situation alone. It has improved a lot, and he has started to face his own body, which is a good start, so Gu Xiangting took Fu Li out for a week this time, and he had to go to the doctor for evaluation in advance. He knows how difficult this disease is to treat, so he must Be foolproof.

"A large part of Fu Li's situation is due to family reasons.