Dear, Fourier

Brother is sitting in the garden.

Gu Xiangting looked heavy under the smog, but his cold facial features appeared more mature and attractive. Fu Li walked over and opened the balcony glass. Gu Xiangting hurriedly extinguished the cigarette. When he wanted to stand up, Fu Li pressed his shoulders and took off his shoes. Sitting on his lap, reaching for the cigarette case on the table, after lighting the fire, he bit the cigarette butt and took a deep breath, puffing. These actions all told Gu Xiangting that Fuli knew how to smoke, and he was very proficient.

"Aren't you going to be with me anymore? I was frightened by my uncle saying something that shocked you, right? I started to hide and didn't want to talk, and then I fell in love with these nicotine things to paralyze myself. In the end, I even felt disgusted when we met. Gu Xiangting, you can just say it straight, I don’t blame you, they are all men, you just say it, why are you so cowardly?"

Fu Li directly slapped the cigarette on the table, and his palm was burned by the unextinguished cigarette, but he didn't frown at all, his eyes were red, and tears circled those big eyes.Gu Xiangting panicked when he heard it, and quickly picked up the burned palm and blew air, and pressed Fu Li's head on his chest.

"What are you thinking in your little head? Fu Xiaonian, I haven't scared you away from your biggest secret. What do you think Uncle Ye will say to scare me away from you? Do you still doubt my sincerity?"

Fu Li bit Gu Xiangting's neck fiercely and said: "Then why don't you talk, and don't ask you, just vent your emotions here with nicotine, do you know that guessing is a taboo when two people get along?"

"I know, I just don't know how to say it, Fu Xiaonian, back then you bought a bus ticket to go to S city and then came back lost, Auntie disappeared after knowing your feelings, making you completely an orphan without father and mother. Give me time to digest, Fu Xiaonian, my heart hurts so much"

Gu Xiangting's arm holding Fu Li was trembling when he talked about it, Fu Li became even more angry after speaking, and he directly clenched his fist and hammered Gu Xiangting's chest.

"Just because of this? Then when I saw that notebook and saw my brother who was always full of sunshine because of me, just because of me, when I became so sad, should I separate from you..."

Gu Xiangting blocked his mouth before he finished speaking. The kiss was so violent that Fu Li's lips were bitten. Gu Xiangting, who tasted the blood, stopped, wiped Fu Li's lips with his thumb and said, "Fu Xiaonian , don’t say anything to separate from me, I can’t hear you, you know? You can’t say these words in the future, never.”

"Then you can't say nothing like this, and turn your back on the horns by yourself, okay? Brother"

Gu Xiangting kissed Fu Li again to express his answer. The wind outside was also much stronger, and raindrops began to drift into the courtyard. Gu Xiangting picked up Fu Li and went up to the second floor.

"Brother, in fact, when I went to City S, I went near the station. I dared to walk too far. I was afraid that I would not be able to go back to the station because I had no money and didn't know the way. I thought I would be very happy when Fu Sheng died. No, I really want to go to you and say sorry to you. The things you said before you left were not sincere, but I couldn’t find them. I stayed for a day and then went back. I didn’t feel much. Really, my mother I found my thoughts, her reaction is too normal, no one can tolerate so many special cases, so I don't blame her, she is also relieved, she doesn't have to face this deformed family, she may be very happy now, with a She loves her husband, and maybe also has a child."

Listening to Fu Li slowly telling the past, Gu Xiangting also let go of his previous paranoid thoughts, thinking that it is stupid, it is all in the past, why insist on hurting the beautiful future of the present?He was laughed stupidly by himself, but Fu Xiaonian was smarter.The voice of Fu Li who said those words became smaller and smaller, and his words became more and more illogical, and he fell asleep again.

Chapter 28

◎On the last day of the trip, Gu Xiangting took Fu Li to the clinic opened by a good friend he knew before, although◎

On the last day of the trip, Gu Xiangting took Fu Li to the clinic opened by a good friend he knew before. Although he didn't mind Fu Li's health, he still wanted to give Fu Li a physical examination because he didn't dare to face it. He has never had a physical examination before, so Gu Xiangting brought Fu Li here this time. Because of the special circumstances, Gu Xiangting deliberately chose the agreed time to come here. After a series of examinations, Fu Li felt that he had become better. It seems that there is nothing to be afraid of. Why was I so afraid at that time?

"Are you tired, drink some water"

Gu Xiangting opened the bottle cap and stretched it to Fu Li's mouth. Fu Li took a few sips in this position and said: "Brother, it's amazing. I came to the hospital, and I didn't feel flustered or trembling. Look."

After finishing speaking, he showed off his slender palm with surprise written all over his eyes. Gu Xiangting patted Fu Li's head to express his praise, and the doctor told them to go to the consulting room.

"This B-ultrasound result came over. A normal male organ does not have any female internal organs, so strictly speaking, you just have an extra external thing, and there is nothing internal. Don't be afraid of yourself. Humans are fertilized by one There are many possibilities for the differentiation of eggs into embryos, and there are many more in medicine.”

"The blood test results will not come out so soon, and they will be sent to your mobile phone by then. The other physical examination indicators are also normal, which is very good. The complete physical examination report will be sent to you by then."

The doctor smiled and talked to them in a relaxed tone. Gu Xiangting thanked his friend and took Fu Li out of the clinic. After hearing the result, Fu Li was absent-minded and sat in the car without returning to his senses.

"What are you thinking? Unsatisfied with the result?"

Gu Xiangting pinched Fu Li's face, trying to read something from his expression, but Fu Li's expressionless face made Gu Xiangting feel uncertain.

"Brother, I think it's quite funny. After more than ten years of being called a little pervert, Fu Sheng also made things difficult for me and my mother because of this. The result turned out to be like this. If everyone's level is higher, I will not There will be a different family”

Fu Li's eyes were moist as he said that, the reputation he has carried for so many years is actually just one more external thing, he is still a boy, he is not the little pervert that Fu Sheng said.

"Well, I won't do it in the future. I will give you a different home, Fu Xiaonian. From now on, we will build our own warm little home together."

Once the major issue of the body is resolved, Gu Xiangting's heart will be relieved. Health can determine how old this road can be. He still wants Fu Li to live as old as people say, and he also wants to create a lot with Fu Li. ten years.

In the homestay, Gu Xiangting pressed down on Fu Li and kissed him lightly. The doctor's words also gave Fu Li great confidence. He no longer cared about his body and took the initiative to cater to...

……

After returning to G City, the days began to repeat every day, but Fu Li felt very satisfied and had expectations for life. Dr. Li also considered letting Fu Li stop taking the drug gradually, but this is a process, so there is no rush.

The sunflowers on the balcony are growing very well, and there is a pot of small succulents, but it is raining today, and it rains a lot in G City in June and July.

"Fu Xiaonian, come back with me during the Chinese New Year! Let's go back and celebrate the New Year together, okay?"

In the living room, Gu Xiangting leaned on Fu Li and refused to get off. A movie was playing on the TV, and the sound of the rain outside was ticking. Fu Li's drowsiness was interrupted, but if he wanted to walk for a long time, he couldn't escape it. For something, he raised his hand interlocking with his brother's fingers.

"After the year is over, let auntie and the others have a good year, brother,"

"Fu Xiaonian, my mother knew about it. She called me yesterday and asked me to take you home. She had something to do with her in the hospital last time. She couldn't talk to you properly due to her hasty schedule. She kept asking me for you. I didn't give the phone number, I was afraid that my little daughter-in-law would be scared away."

Gu Xiangting kissed Fu Li's hand and jokingly said, Fu Li pushed Gu Xiangting away and sat up, his eyes widened with surprise.

"Brother, don't fool me, Auntie and the others really don't mind? Don't lie"

"It's a puppy who lied to you, Fu Xiaonian, when did I ever lie to you?"

Gu Xiangting looked at Fu Li affectionately, "Come home with me, Fu Xiaonian, if Uncle Ye is willing, you can come over, let's have a good year together, let our Fu Xiaonian really have a good year together, okay?"

Fu Li buried his head directly on Gu Xiangting's neck, the hot and humid liquid flowed to Gu Xiangting's neck, and he patted Fu Li on the shoulder.Fu Li's nickname is Xiaonian because Fu Li was born on the day of Xiaonian, and He Wan'er hopes that he will be happy in the years to come, free from illness and disaster, but how can Fu Li live a good life in the past twenty years? This year, Gu Xiangting will bring Fu Li to celebrate the New Year together. He must fulfill his promise to make Fu Li worry-free every year.

"Brother, is this true, is it okay?"

"It should be true, not a dream. This year we celebrate the New Year together and have a family dinner. My parents are Fu Xiaonian's parents, and I am Fu Xiaonian's brother and lover."

Fu Li hugged Gu Xiangting tightly. It was still raining outside. Although he couldn't control his tears, his heart was calm and at ease, like a traveler who had been on foot for a long time and finally reached the end.

29. My dear, Fu Li

◎In September, Fu Li took Gu Xiangting back to the village, thinking about going back to see the construction in the village◎

In September, Fu Li took Gu Xiangting back to the village. He wanted to go back and have a look. The construction in the village was very good. There were many places for the daily activities of the elderly and children. A large piece of farmland was put into machine production. The banyan tree is still standing tall and straight, and half of the dilapidated house has collapsed. Gu Xiangting thought about rebuilding it. When the time came back, Fu Li would have a place to stay. Fu Li declined, at least now he has no ability to rebuild.