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Said: "Eat, I'm going home after a big break this week, thinking that you didn't bring thick clothes when you went out last time, so I will send you a coat." "Then how long have you been waiting, and you haven't sent me a message?"

"I know what time your car leaves. I calculated it. I haven't waited long. Have you eaten yet?" Yan Luoxuan hugged him, pulled out the unfinished scarf from his schoolbag and said, "After the competition, teacher Take us to dinner, look, this is the scarf I plan to give you, it hasn't been woven yet." The gray scarf was half-knit, loose, and the texture wasn't pretty at all, Su Zhiyuan lowered his head and touched it. As he spoke, his body moved closer to his chest, and Yan Luoxuan kissed his hair and continued to weave the scarf in his hand. Hearing the familiar heartbeat, Su Zhiyuan didn't care about being first or not, he just wanted to be with him In the quiet atmosphere, Su Zhiyuan's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Yan Luoxuan heard kitten-like purrs.She put down the scarf and carried him back to the room, "Good night, Yuan Bao, sweet dream" kissed his forehead, took his clothes and went to the bathroom in the living room to take a shower.

16. New Years

◎At the flag-raising ceremony...◎

At the flag-raising ceremony, Yan Luoxuan accepted the award as the first No.1 in the provincial competition of No. [-] Middle School, and delivered a speech on the podium. The winter sun shone on the campus, and he looked across the crowd at the people on the stage. That heart is beating non-stop, this person who is so good belongs to him, only belongs to him, when will he be able to graduate, openly embrace Yan Luoxuan and hold hands with him in the name of a couple!Thinking of this, Su Zhiyuan made himself laugh, and became more and more daring by being pampered.

In the dormitory, Wang Fei first excitedly picked up the medal and said: "Nice, there is really no one in the third middle school who can win the prize in the competition. This weight is not bad." He weighed the medal in his hand, "The teacher in the first middle school estimated I regret letting you go, the third middle school took away all the glory."

Ouyang closed the glass door of the balcony, and the wind outside was terribly strong, "Fuck, it's really cold, the sun is only one o'clock in the morning, and when the sky is overcast, it will be extremely cold." The wind still blew the glass door rattling, Yan Luoxuan closed the door tightly and sat on his bed finishing the scarf. Su Zhiyuan was too cold to hold a hand warmer. Wang Fei put the medal and certificate on his bed and said, "I just want to ask, are you going to give this scarf to me?" Who? Who wants to weave it like this? It’s too ugly, and the stationery store over the school has ready-made ones.”

"Don't touch it, I wove it for Su Zhiyuan, not for you." Said frankly, Wang Fei looked down at Su Zhiyuan who got off the bed and said, "Have you seen it? This scarf is hideously ugly. Did you lose a bet with him, and he wants to punish you like this." Su Zhiyuan smiled, lay down and covered the quilt, and said, "Yes, if you lose the bet, you have to wear this ugly scarf." Yan Luoxuan tsk in displeasure With a sound, they tied a knot in the last circle. After finishing the gray scarf, they put the medals and certificates on the corner of the bed. They bent down and looked at Su Zhiyuan who was already lying down, silently folded the scarf and put it next to the pillow to lie down. down.

After getting up in the afternoon, the temperature dropped even lower. Yan Luoxuan refilled the hand warmer with hot water and put it on his hands, wrapped the scarf around him with a school uniform jacket and put on another coat and said: "Don't get too cold, these few days It’s going to be so cold, winter is coming, don’t get frostbite on your hands.” In the past, Su Zhiyuan’s hands were prone to frostbite in winter, it was red, itchy and painful, Su Zhiyuan also pulled his coat for him and the two went It was school, and along the way, Wang Fei felt that the atmosphere of these two people really couldn't be integrated into others. It was a strange but indescribable feeling. The scarf was wrapped around his neck several times. Although it was ugly, it was very warm. When we went to the classroom Everyone is howling, the doors and windows are closed, and for the place where there is no heating, the heat is generated by shaking the body, and the teachers did not force them to expose the school uniform to keep them warm.

After school, Su Zhiyuan's mother came to look for him and took him to the school's small restaurant. Su Zhiyuan didn't say a word, but poured tea for his mother and ordered some stir-fries. Su's mother's mental state improved a lot, and her face was ruddy, " Zhiyuan, I'm divorced from your father, I'm sorry, divorce at this time, don't think so much, I will always be your mother." Mother Su sighed, she was undoubtedly very sorry for getting along with her child Su Zhiyuan His, she put the card on the table and said: "You accept this, I will transfer the living expenses here regularly, the password is your birthday, your dad also said, you will have a better life with him , Work hard for the college entrance examination."

Su Zhiyuan looked at the bank card on the table and said: "Mom, take it, don't transfer it to me, I can make money by myself, as long as you are good." After listening to Su's mother, she lowered her head and shed tears. Su Zhiyuan put the tissue on the In her hand, Su Zhiyuan, who was shy and not good at expressing his emotions, hugged his mother's shoulder and said: "Mom, don't cry, I will always be your son, you are free." He patted Su's mother on the shoulder gently, He knows that adults' grievances can't be expressed in words sometimes, except for a hug, Su Zhiyuan can't give anything, Su's mother cried even more vigorously, when did it start, her son who seemed so indifferent was also silently observing her The years of cold and violent life are over, and I am free, "Zhiyuan, I will always be your mother." After the meal, Su's mother still stuffed the bank card into his bag and asked him to buy more. Some delicious food, don't be too tired, after a few pleasantries, Su Zhiyuan is going back to school, he looked at his mother's back, recalled those memories, at this moment he deeply felt that he really had no home, Those happy memories of childhood can only be memories.

Looking at the time, he thought it better to go back to the classroom. The lunch break was almost over. Yan Luoxuan was waiting for him downstairs. When he saw Yan Luoxuan, he wanted to cry even more. He wanted to express his emotions. Driven by this idea Next, he dragged him to the art building of the school. There were no students there anymore. He pushed a door open and closed it, pressed Yan Luoxuan against the door panel, hugged him tightly, and forced his cold cheeks Su Zhiyuan felt at ease when he touched his neck and smelled the familiar smell of shower gel or laundry detergent.

"Brother, I don't have a home anymore, my parents divorced, and I have nothing left." The hot liquid flowed onto his neck, and Yan Luoxuan hugged him tightly and said, "No, Yuan Bao, you still have me, you have to stay with me forever." Remember you still have me, you know? We won't be separated," Yan Luoxuan held up his face and looked at him, "We will always be together, we will go to the same university, we will move out and rent a small house, After graduation, we will make money together, buy a two-bedroom and one living room, live together with a little puppet, nine in the morning, five in the evening, three meals a day, ingots, don’t be afraid, there is still me in the future.” Yan Luoxuan drew a blueprint for the future to Su Zhiyuan , beautiful and sweet, Su Zhiyuan nodded and said, "Then where are we going? What major do you want to study?",

"And you"

Su Zhiyuan thought for a while and said: "I want to go to a school in this city, and R University is also good. Do you want to go? If you want to go to other schools, I can do it too." Yan Luoxuan followed suit and said, "It's very good, then we Just go to R University, the comprehensive strength of that school is quite strong, especially in architectural design, the gold medal major." The two talked about their future plans in this way, and returned to the classroom after a long time.

The students in the third year of high school are not only studying but also studying. During the winter vacation, they take an extra week of make-up classes before taking the holiday. This year's Chinese New Year, Su Zhiyuan's father took him back to his hometown. The two separated for the Chinese New Year, so they can only contact each other by phone. Every night, Yan Luoxuan It takes a long time to make phone calls with him before he hangs up. On the first day of the new year, Su Zhiyuan got up very early and turned on his phone. Yan Luoxuan had already sent him a red envelope for New Year greetings. Su Zhiyuan frowned, this guy They probably didn't sleep all night. Last night, they chatted late at night. The news was sent at [-] o'clock in the morning. It is already twelve o'clock. They probably went to bed. Su Zhiyuan also sent him a red envelope for New Year greetings, and took out The test papers have started to be written, and if he wants to catch up with Yan Luoxuan, he must not be lazy.

There are many relatives who pay New Year's greetings, but most of the time, Su Zhiyuan spends writing test papers in his room. The Chinese New Year in the countryside is still full of New Year's flavor, with continuous burning of firecrackers and New Year's songs. Su Zhiyuan stared out of the window with a pen in a daze. , I really miss Yan Luoxuan, I don’t know what he is doing, why don’t I just go see him, this thought flashed in my mind, Yan Luoxuan’s family members are all in this city, so I can see him when I go back, thinking about him I picked up my schoolbag and threw the test paper in, picked up a change of clothes, went to the living room and said, "Grandpa, grandma, I'm going home, I forgot to take a very important test paper there."

"Hey, you went back, and there is no one at home. It's better not to take it when it's Chinese New Year, and go back after the third grade of junior high school."

"It's okay, Grandpa. I'll be back tomorrow. I'll go to the station to see if there are any tickets." After speaking, he put on his shoes and ran all the way to the small station. It took many hours to get on the train. When he arrived at the station in the city, Su Zhiyuan switched to the subway and went downstairs in the community. He didn't inform in advance and didn't know whether Yan Luoxuan was going to pay New Year's greetings. After getting on the elevator and reaching the floor, he rang the doorbell on the opposite side. The man answered, feeling a little disappointed, and stood at the door waiting for a long time. When he wanted to make a call, the elevator door opened, and Yan Luoxuan came out with the phone. His expression was obviously surprised, and he walked over and squeezed Su Zhiyuan's cheek said: "Is this a hallucination? Yuanbao?"

"It's not an illusion, I'm here to celebrate the New Year with you." Su Zhiyuan pulled his hand away and said, after Yan Luoxuan opened the door and took him in,