trace element love

Are you awake?Wake up, we'll have lunch later." After speaking, he raised the head of the bed, Su Zhiyuan saw the computer and blueprints on the table, he rubbed his brows, Yan Luoxuan sat next to him and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?Shall I call the doctor over? "

"Yan Luoxuan, what do you mean?" He pointed to the information on the table, "I will accompany you, the company has discussed the project, and now we need to specify the details of the project, so I don't need to be in the office, I am here can work too”

"I don't need it, I can walk and move, I don't need you here"

"Well, by the way, your girlfriend who is on the top of your mobile phone sent you a message about your scarf. She bought a new one, apologized to you for touching your things at will, and also, she and Peng Zhibing have a baby, and she also sent a B-ultrasound I'll give you the picture, do you want to see it?" Yan Luoxuan picked up the phone on the bedside table, unlocked it and opened it in front of him, Su Zhiyuan gritted his teeth, the lie was exposed.

"Take a look, you can see his appearance from this picture." Su Zhiyuan didn't speak, Yan Luoxuan put his arms around him and continued, "I went to see Dr. Gong while you were asleep, and I begged him to tell me about your condition. Said I was your brother, he told me all about it" Su Zhiyuan suddenly got excited and pushed him away, looking at him with a livid face, did he know?Why tell him?Why not make a decent impression?It's nothing decent though.

"Su Zhiyuan, do you want me to die? Why didn't you tell me... I was the one who confessed back then, and I dragged you along. Why did you receive this kind of punishment? You came to blackmail me and take revenge on me." Ah, Su Zhiyuan, how could they... be so patient?" Yan Luoxuan knelt down and hugged him on the bed and cried bitterly. After he hurriedly brought the information, he went to the office to find Gong Junbo, as a family member to understand the illness, but those facts Every time the truth was told, a knife was stabbed in his heart. He listened to everything word by word. After returning home, he used his computer to search the matter on the Internet. He suddenly remembered He covered his face and let his tears fall, looking at Su Zhiyuan who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, he really wished he could die in exchange for going back in time, his precious baby in that bad hospital There, if same-sex love is an unforgivable crime, then why all the pain is on Su Zhiyuan, but he can enjoy the benefits of stable study and work alone.

Seeing Yan Luoxuan crying, Su Zhiyuan was a little flustered, he also shed tears, and habitually touched his head, reluctant to let Yan Luoxuan suffer, it was not his fault, Yan Luoxuan looked up at him and said, "Yuanbao... I'm sorry. ..I'm sorry." No matter how many words I'm sorry, they are all pale. They can't make up for anything, let alone change anything. He thought his emotions had calmed down, but he still cried in front of Su Zhiyuan.

"Don't cry... Yan Luoxuan... don't cry, I feel bad" Su Zhiyuan patted his head, feeling a pain in his heart, "You are not wrong, Yan Luoxuan, you are not wrong in anything, what is wrong is... wrong What is "?Su Zhiyuan couldn't tell, the previous doctor told him that the wrong thing was homosexuality, but Doctor Gong said no, he couldn't say these things to Yan Luoxuan, because he would be even more sad, Yan Luoxuan calmed down, stood up and wiped his tears "No Wrong, Yuan Bao, we are all right, don’t cry, I don’t cry anymore, let’s eat.” After finishing speaking, he got up and put the bed board, and arranged the noodles and dishes one by one, “Let’s eat, this restaurant’s The baked noodles are very delicious, and this sweet and sour pork, next time we go back, I will make it for you, and the one I made is also delicious.”

Su Zhiyuan took out a piece of paper to wipe the tears on his face, and he grabbed his hand and kissed a few mouthfuls, "Eat, get well soon, I will knit another scarf, tell me what you think in the future, Okay, if you want a scarf or whatever you want, I’ll give it to you, Yuan Bao, don’t push me away.” Gong Junbo even told him about the scarf. I was alone with that scarf. Last night, I had such a serious reaction, largely because of excessive emotional dependence, just like alcohol or drug addiction, and if you suddenly stop, a withdrawal syndrome will appear. , The patient will have a serious stress reaction in his heart, which will be manifested in his body.He stroked his hair, watched him eat, and Su Zhiyuan would also serve him food. He also wanted to appease Yan Luoxuan's emotions, because that scene just now was the last thing he wanted to see in his life.

24. Gifts

◎Yan Luoxuan really kept watch over him, working in the ward, sometimes when Su Zhiyuan fell asleep, he just ◎

Yan Luoxuan really kept watch over him and worked in the ward. Sometimes when Su Zhiyuan fell asleep, he would draw pictures on the paper with a pen and mark the proportions on the paper. When he was awake, he would talk to him. Junbo's lover came to visit him during this period, and entered the ward with a fruit basket, Su Zhiyuan's eyes lit up.

"Is it better?" Mo Qi put the fruit basket on the table, Yan Luoxuan poured him a glass of water, Su Zhiyuan nodded and said, "It's much better. Doctor Gong said that he will be evaluated again tomorrow, and he should be discharged from the hospital." Qi smiled knowingly and said, "It's great, you can stay at my house for a few days after you go back, okay?" Su Zhiyuan knew that he was worried about him, but he really didn't want to bother the two of them, so Yan Luoxuan said at this time, "No , Zhiyuan will go back with me, and I will take care of him, thank you for your kindness." Mo Qi looked at the young man, and asked Su Zhiyuan with his eyes. He knew from Gong Junbo that he was the key person to treat Su Zhiyuan. Su Zhiyuan lowered his head and said nothing, the nurse told Yan Luoxuan to go to the office to find Gong Junbo, and he got up and went.

It was time for the office, and Gong Junbo put the evaluation report on the table and said, "You can take a look at the treatment effect after hypnosis in the past few days, and his previous treatment report form, can you see it?" The change in the data is obvious , Yan Luoxuan understood what he meant, and Gong Junbo continued, "You are the key, Yan Luoxuan, Su Zhiyuan's emotional changes have a lot to do with you. In his subconscious, all his behaviors are based on you first. Secondly, he himself, over-treatment in the past, caused his heart to break down, but now rebuilding, it is actually a long process, he was forced to have a mental breakdown, you have to understand, if a person is physically injured, He took medicine to bandage the wound, and the medicine can speed up the healing of the physical wound. However, for things that cannot be seen, such as mental emotions, the medicine can only do something helpful. The biggest thing is to rely on himself and the people he trusts. , when he was not very strong, every move of these people would make him collapse again, and once again, I guess no one can pull him back."

Gong Junbo didn't speak any more, his subtext was to let Yan Luoxuan understand that if he didn't have such a strong determination, then he shouldn't cause Su Zhiyuan another injury, "I plan to discharge him from the hospital tomorrow, the last treatment is unnecessary, How will the situation be after going back? This is up to him to decide, well, you can go back." After the order to evict guests was issued, Yan Luoxuan didn't stay there any longer. When he opened the door, Yan Luoxuan said, "Thank you, Doctor Gong" He can tell the truth so that he can clearly understand what happened to Yuan Bao.

When Yan Luoxuan went back to the ward, Su Zhiyuan fell asleep again. The medicine made him drowsy, and his brain reaction was also slow. His Yuanbao survived so strongly. He held his hand and rubbed his cheek, "From now on, I will never Alone, Yuan Bao, I will always be here." Su Zhiyuan no longer needs to take IV drips, but the eye of the needle was bruised, which made people feel distressed. At night, he couldn't eat some noodles, and his whole body Sick, Mo Qi was obviously in good spirits when he came here at noon, but it was different after he slept. It was raining outside the window, and he felt a little unhappy. How should he plan for tomorrow after he is discharged from the hospital?Maybe being in the hospital is fine, so you don't have to worry about tomorrow. When you think about it, you can't help but glance at Yan Luoxuan who is busy on the sofa. Before the other party notices his gaze, he puts the quilt on his head and immerses himself in his own world inside.

After he woke up, the surroundings were quiet, and a black fluffy scarf was placed next to his cheek. After looking at it for a few seconds, he sat up immediately with it, the stitches were still loose, and it didn’t look good at all. He leaned his nose in and smelled it. It was the smell of Yan Luoxuan's body. There was a little fragrance mixed with the smell of shower gel. He couldn't put it down instantly and hugged him. Yan Luoxuan's laughter interrupted his happiness alone.

Yan Luoxuan stayed up all night for several consecutive nights, and during the day when he knit a scarf after sleeping, and put it beside him while he fell asleep, wanting to accompany him to sleep, but it turned out that Su Zhiyuan was like a kitten who got his favorite toy Such a cute operation, he couldn't help laughing, the person's face turned red, he hugged the scarf and covered the quilt with his back to him, his mind was really dull, he only focused on the scarf, completely forgetting that he was in the hospital Yan Luoxuan was in the ward all the time Regarding this matter, Su Zhiyuan under the quilt was surrounded by a broad body, and with a force he tore off the quilt covering his head, "Do you like it so much? Su Yuanbao, you don't hug me when I'm here, you just like to hug me." Wearing a scarf? Hmm?" Su Zhiyuan didn't answer, but pushed Yan Luoxuan back with his elbow, with a hint of seductive charm that made his heart beat wildly.

"If you don't answer, I will take it as your acquiescence. I will give you a scarf. Can you promise to be with me? Su Zhiyuan"

"I didn't... I didn't acquiesce." Su Zhiyuan still hugged the scarf on his chest tightly, his tone was a little guilty, Yan Luoxuan said oh, and then pulled his scarf and said, "Then