trace element love

The planned future has not been realized, and he is afraid that this little wish will be a mirage existing in his imagination if he speaks out.

Yan Luoxuan took his hand and kissed him a few times and said, "No, as long as you promise to go home, it will be realized, Yuan Bao, now is not the student days before, I have the ability to give you happiness and security, you believe me Once, okay, don't hide from me in front of others, avoid me, there is nothing wrong with our love, I want to take you to meet your parents, show you to meet my friends, do things that other lovers can do, I will give you time, Give me a chance, okay?"

"But now I've become very bad, very bad, I... I'm not Su Zhiyuan..." He was still thinking about using other bad adjectives to describe himself, and he wanted to let Yan Luoxuan know that he was no longer the person he was before, "You If it’s not Su Zhiyuan, then who are you? The eyes, nose, mouth, if it’s not him, then who are you?”

Su Zhiyuan raised his head and said, "Do you know what I mean? You have seen me lose control and go crazy, I will hurt you, it will be extreme." Yan Luoxuan hugged him tightly and said, "Then you are also my ingot, no matter what you become How about it, I only want you alone, Dr. Gong said that you are in good condition now, and you are actively treating and recovering, so you also have to give me a chance to recover, Yuan Bao, my heart beats and I need you, let's work hard together, shall we? "

In the quiet living room, Su Zhiyuan put his arms around his neck and nodded slightly, but Yan Luoxuan was overjoyed, hugged him and stood up and said, "Go back the day after tomorrow, and ask auntie to clean it up tomorrow, Yuan Bao, I won't let you down, this time No one can separate the two of us this time until death." The affectionate confession made Su Zhiyuan feel so inferior that he began to believe in the so-called forever.

Su Zhiyuan didn't have many things, so he packed them up quickly. Yan Luoxuan took the things downstairs and said, "If you don't get used to it, we'll come back later, okay?" Su Zhiyuan nodded, and the cup on the car After placing a cup of milk tea, Su Zhiyuan looked up.

"Drink it, it's hot." After hearing this, he picked up the milk tea and drank it. Yan Luoxuan smiled and continued driving without saying anything. Yan Luoxuan said, "You have the key in your pocket, open the door!" Su Zhiyuan reached into his coat pocket suspiciously. There was really a key. When did he put it in? Yan Luoxuan urged him to open the door quickly, looking at the bag of clothes He opened it without thinking about anything, and the lame cat ran over and meowed, and he immediately went to pick it up and rub it, it was delicious.

Yan Luoxuan put down the bag and closed the door and said, "Change your shoes and go in before stroking the cat." Su Zhiyuan obediently changed his shoes, and the decoration was the same as before. Yan Luoxuan went to the kitchen to cook, and he sat on the sofa cautiously. The kitten is here. After playing for a while, he couldn't help but want to go to Yan Luoxuan first. He couldn't see it here, so he put down the kitten and went to find someone. But when he got there, the hanging chair on the balcony attracted him. Opening the glass and going out, a gust of cold wind hits, the neighborhood is very quiet at night, sitting on the hanging chair and shaking a few times is quite comfortable, Yan Luoxuan came out to arrest him and went back, closed the glass door and shook his hand The hand said, "Is it cold, let's go, wash your hands and eat." He took him to the kitchen and boiled hot water for him to wash his hands. He washed his hands under running water, and the warm water was very comfortable. "When are you on vacation?" "Next week, the company will be on holiday next week. Okay, let's go out to eat." After wiping his hands, he took him to the dining table for dinner.

While eating, Yan Luoxuan's cell phone rang, Su Zhiyuan continued to eat, the cell phone was turned on hands-free, a thick and deep male voice rang out, "Yan Luoxuan came out to drink, damn, I've been very annoying lately" Yan Luoxuan put the chicken wings in his bowl and said, " Don't go, you can find Pan Junfeng, he's free." The other party was obviously dissatisfied, and raised his voice and said, "What are you doing? I can't even get an appointment with you recently, why? This is being taken care of before you get married? Sun Zijun is next to you? Let her answer the phone."

Yan Luoxuan replied directly, "Sun Zijun really has nothing to do with me, I have a date, don't keep mentioning her, the little crying bag will cry again later, you coax me? Su Zhiyuan, don't pick out the spinach." Yan Luoxuan This sound startled Su Zhiyuan, who listened carefully to their conversation. Picking spinach is a habitual action, "You must eat spinach, take a few bites." Yan Luoxuan coaxed him to put spinach into a bowl for him, and the person on the phone A dissatisfied tone said, "Who is Su Zhiyuan? Take it out and have a look. I don't care about things. Does this name look like a man?"

"He is afraid of strangers. I will take him out later. Don't ask me to come out. I have no time to take care of the children. I hung up and I haven't finished my meal." After hanging up, he served him a bowl of soup. "Don't think about it. Sun Zijun really pursued you crazily for a while, causing the whole world to know. If you want, I can let everyone know that you are my partner." Su Zhiyuan put down his chopsticks and said, "I can Don't you want to eat spinach?" "No, spinach has a variety of trace elements. If you want to eat spinach, don't be picky eaters. Just finish these few mouthfuls." Yan Luoxuan got up and poured cat food into the cat's bowl, Su Zhiyuan knew there was no need to discuss it He finished eating with a face of reluctance, and immediately drank soup to wash away the taste in his mouth. Yan Luoxuan praised him like a child, and then cleaned up the dishes. Su Zhiyuan asked to wash the dishes. He didn't want to be taken care of all the time. Yan Luoxuan Put the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher and turn it on and said, "No need, this dishwasher is pretty good, it's clean, go sit in the living room for a while, and I'll introduce you to my family later."

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30. Moments

◎Su Zhiyuan is on the bed in the master bedroom, looking at the huge glass window, with an excellent view and can see the river◎

Su Zhiyuan was on the bed in the master bedroom, facing the huge glass window. He had an excellent view and could see the river view. The gap between him and Yan Luoxuan was really huge. The man's competitive spirit was at work at this moment. How can we narrow it down? With this gap, Yan Luoxuan thought of Yan Luoxuan saying that they could celebrate the New Year together, so what about uncles, aunts and the others?I am used to not having any family members, but he does have one and treats Yan Luoxuan very well, how can I persuade him to go back for the New Year?

Yan Luoxuan took a shower, wiped his hair and hugged him from behind, "What are you thinking? Is it uncomfortable to be so fascinated?" After a burst of shampoo scent, Su Zhiyuan turned around and wiped his hair and said, "No, I'm not irritable, and I'm not disturbed, I haven't taken my medicine tonight." This is to tell him seriously that he didn't reject this place. In fact, he knows where his mood fluctuates. He doesn't mind the change of the environment, "Yuanbao, you smell so sweet, Haha, smell like me." Yan Luoxuan moved himself closer to his neck and took a sip, "When I'm on vacation, let's buy some New Year's things together and build our place." Su Zhiyuan took off the towel and said, "You Go back to celebrate the New Year, uncles and aunts will miss you."

"Then don't you miss me? Yuanbao" Yan Luoxuan hugged him aggrievedly, Su Zhiyuan nodded and said, "I think so, but I hope you can reunite with your family for a new year, it's very difficult." After finishing speaking, Su Zhiyuan Zhiyuan himself felt a little lonely. The word reunion was really far away from his life. When his parents divorced, he was forced to drop out of school, and he was taken to the hospital for compulsory treatment. All these experiences made reunion more and more distant from him. , because he can't get it, he cherishes it even more. He sincerely hopes that his brother Luo Xuan can have a happy and reunited family.

As soon as the curtains were drawn, the light in the room was very weak, and only one floor lamp was on. Su Zhiyuan lay on his side and continued to say, "I want those medals in the study room?" Yan Luoxuan squeezed his hand and said, "People You don’t want it here, you want those things? It’s sad.” Su Zhiyuan quickly looked up at him and said, “I just want to make up for it…” He hesitated to speak, blaming himself for talking too fast, how should we talk about this topic at this time ?Yan Luoxuan pulled the quilt for him and signaled him to continue. The doctor said that willingness to talk about Su Zhiyuan's situation is a good direction for him to trust and start.

"I couldn't find the medal from the competition in the third year of high school. When I was taken to the hospital, I didn't think about being hospitalized. I didn't even bring those things. I just wore a scarf. That was the only thing I had." Su Zhiyuan lowered his head and hugged his brother tightly. , a little uncomfortable, but still controllable, Yan Luoxuan hugged him back and kissed the top of his head and said, "It's all yours, Yuan Bao, you can do whatever you want" and touched his back to soothe his restless emotions "University When I was in college, I participated in various competitions. The freshman was too showy, and whenever there were competitions later, the courtyard would drag me to participate, and there was another time..." Su Zhiyuan listened quietly to the life he had never participated in, and heard Happily, sometimes the corners of his mouth curled up and he smiled, and when he heard that Yan Luoxuan was injured and sick, he was silent again, and he fell asleep after listening to it, feeling the strength of the hem of his clothes being grasped disappeared, Yan Luoxuan looked down She smiled and hugged him to sleep peacefully.

After Su Zhiyuan woke up, he lazily got up and opened the curtains. The river view outside the window made him feel refreshed. He yawned and got out of bed to wash up. Don't worry about not finding Yan Luoxuan, because this is his home. Peace of mind and comfort, when I walked out of the room, I saw a person and a cat on the balcony looking into the distance, Su Zhiyuan took out his phone and took a picture, Yan Luoxuan squinted at the building in the distance, thinking about how to take him back so that he would not It scares him, so don't act too hastily, turn around and go back to the living room to see Su Zhiyuan already pouring milk in the kitchen, "I'll go back to the company later, I'll order you takeaway for lunch, and I'll make dinner when I come back." Yan Luoxuan rubbed His hair, this height is just right, pinch his face again