trace element love

For people with families, having an extra child from the sky is hard for anyone to accept. "It's not inconvenient, but I'm not married, can I adopt?" Su Zhiyuan was a little nervous, and the other party explained, "Single people can also adopt, but they need to show some proofs, and this has to go through a process."

The formalities were not completed, and the child could not be taken away by Su Zhiyuan, so he could only go to the orphanage. Su Zhiyuan gave the money, and told them to treat Xiaobao better. Arriving at Rong Shuhui's rental house, it was a mess, with beer cans and hair all over the floor. He found a place to sit down, thinking about going to the funeral parlor to claim the body later, and deal with funeral affairs, he got up and went to the room , the windows inside were sealed with tape, it was stuffy and smelly, Su Zhiyuan turned his head and went to the bathroom and threw up, it was so uncomfortable, chatting on the mobile phone during this time, it was obviously not like this, Rong Shuhui was like this Send him positive and optimistic messages in his environment?How tiring is that?

Su Zhiyuan went back to the living room, opened the envelope and wrote every word how Rong Shuhui was broken. Postpartum depression made her feel so uncomfortable that she couldn't help herself. Sometimes, she will be full of hope, the handwriting on the envelope is blurred in several places, she wrote it down while crying, and the last paragraph made him cry uncontrollably.

[I'm sorry, Zhiyuan, you defeated the disease, but I couldn't win it. Little Xingxing has been taken care of by you. I hope you can share some of your good luck with him. I'm really tired. I thought spring was here , it’s not so cold, but I didn’t welcome spring, my world is still white and snowy, so cold and uncomfortable. I used to tell you that everything will be fine, but now I find it really disgusting. I didn't realize that feeling, I have no qualifications to say that everything will get better, I'm sorry, Zhiyuan, I'm sorry...]

After Yan Luoxuan finished the meeting, he turned on his phone and received his message. He immediately called back, but the line was busy and no one answered. He said a few words to Pan Junfeng and then walked to the parking lot. At this time, Su Zhiyuan called him back.

"Yuanbao, are you okay, I'll be over soon, wait for me"

"Don't, don't come here... I... hiccup... I'll go back tonight..." Su Zhiyuan cried and hiccupped all the time, he really didn't want Yan Luoxuan to come over, now he needs to learn to digest his emotions, and He didn't want Yan Luoxuan to see these scenes. Rong Shuhui had always been a neat, clean and beautiful girl. Even if he left, he didn't want the second person to see these dirty and smelly places. Yan Luoxuan was strictly forbidden to come here. Said, "If I don't see you at eight o'clock in the evening, I will go to find you, and I will wait for you at the high-speed rail station." After losing his ID card, he bought a high-speed rail ticket for Su Zhiyuan, looked at the time, Su Zhiyuan nodded in agreement, and hung up the phone Then I started to pack it up. When the landlord came over, he still had an unhappy expression on his face, and the deposit would not be refunded. Su Zhiyuan didn't say anything. When he saw her dead body in the funeral parlor, Su Zhiyuan cried with a low headache. It was really too painful. It took a long time to control the trembling hands to sign, the body was cremated, and after the placement, the funeral ended quietly. The high-speed train was running at high speed, and Yan Luoxuan kept sending messages. Playing back the memories of He Rong Shuhui, the death of a life turned out to be so simple, I suppressed tears, lowered my head and wiped it, but it still kept flowing, the girl sitting next to him handed him a tissue, not too much Greetings, followed by a reply to the boss's damn message.

Yan Luoxuan still saw Su Zhiyuan at the stipulated time, saw that his eyes were swollen, and it was as expected, so he embraced Su Zhiyuan with open arms, bowed his head and kissed his ear, without saying anything, he knew that as long as he When he opened his mouth, Su Zhiyuan couldn't stop crying even more. When he got home, Yan Luoxuan didn't ask any questions, and put hot water for him to take a bath, "Brother, do you know? These irresistible emotions really make people not hesitate Isn't it so fragile to choose to kill yourself?" Su Zhiyuan took his clothes and turned his back to him.

"Well, it's very fragile, but people can also be strong enough to embrace themselves in the face of despair, Zhiyuan, I didn't get along with Rong Shuhui very much, I can't understand your sadness, but I am very grateful to her, during your desperate days Here, pulling you away from the abyss of death, you can be sad, but don’t allow yourself to think about it, you vent your emotions to me, and I will bear it.” He hugged his body, trembling a little, frightened by his own thoughts If Su Zhiyuan had no one to take him with him at that time, would he have faced a cold corpse or a tombstone in the future? Yan Luoxuan rubbed against his neck, the warm body was not fake, Su Zhiyuan rubbed The back of his hand comforted him, he knew what his brother was afraid of, the world was impermanent, all one could do was live every day well.

A week later, after all the documents were processed, Su Zhiyuan and Yan Luoxuan took the child back together. The household registration was on Su Zhiyuan's book, and there was an extra member in the family. The two big men didn't understand at all. Yan's mother was very happy to move Yan Luoxuan doesn't like coming to take care of her. His mother's ingots here must not let him go too far. This will make a lot of fun less fun. I have always wanted to hire a nanny, but this request was ultimately unsuccessful.

This spring, Little Xingxing lost his mother who loved him the most, Su Zhiyuan worked hard to fill the gap...

36. Extra Story

◎Rong Ji Nian stood in the wall of the living room with a face full of disbelief, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and the lame cat was already very old◎

Rong Ji Nian stood in the wall of the living room with a face of dissatisfaction, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and the lame cat was already very old, lying lazily beside the child, Yan Luoxuan focused on cooking.

As soon as Su Zhiyuan came back, he saw this scene. He looked at the child, then at the man in the kitchen. After changing his shoes, he pulled Rong Jinian to sit on the edge of the sofa, "What's the matter with your face? Not today Going to the elementary school class reunion? Why did it happen like this."

The child didn't sit down, turned his face to one side and didn't speak, Yan Luoxuan brought out all the dishes and said, "Dinner is ready, go wash your hands and eat." So the family of three ate in silence.

After the meal, the two of them didn't talk, Su Zhiyuan finished the kitchen and went out of the living room, the two of them were gone, and when he went to the study, he saw Yan Luoxuan, who was wearing glasses and had a serious face, typing away.

"What happened to the year? Fighting with someone?"

"Well, I lost." Without looking up at him, Su Zhiyuan sat next to him and said, "Angry? You don't even want to see me?" Holding the Rubik's Cube around, the typing sound stopped .

He said even more vigorously, "Yes, we are almost 40 years old, ten years, time is really fast, forget it, I will move out with the calendar, so as not to make the big designer unhappy, no inspiration, no one can hide The ten-year itch"

Sighing, he stood up and wanted to leave, but was hugged and kissed fiercely by the other party. Su Zhiyuan was getting more and more incompetent now. When he kissed hard enough, he let go of him and wiped his lips, "Where are you going? That one?" The brat knows how to play dead now, he took the initiative to beat his classmate, and even lost the beating, he stopped talking when he got home, and went to face the wall by himself, and now it is my problem, and you are angry with me, Su Zhiyuan, can you It's so heartless, I don't want my brother if I have a son." After finishing speaking, he rubbed his neck aggrievedly, and moved his hands dishonestly.

Su Zhiyuan pressed his hand and looked at his cheeks. Time really left traces on them, but his heart didn't seem to have changed. "Brother, why don't I want you anymore? It's you who don't look at me."

"That's because you want an explanation from me, so I don't look at you. I don't know how much you have done for that brat Rong Ji Nian these years. You just know that you love him, and you don't feel sorry for him." I feel sorry for yourself, you are also my baby, how can I treat you differently?"

Rubbing his hand with a distressed face, Su Zhiyuan cared too much about the children, and was too cautious, because they were gay and had no mother by his side, so Su Zhiyuan always gave more and more things To show him love, this year's physical examination is not too ideal, the weight dropped a bit fast, I checked all kinds of things, but I didn't find anything, but this also scared Yan Luoxuan, the current him, in a word, let him eat more Rest, he can take care of that kid.

"The doctor said, I don't have a big problem, don't worry so much, besides, Ji Nian is very obedient, I don't have anything to worry about, you have to be more patient with him." After hearing this, Yan Luoxuan could only sigh, Su Zhiyuan's concern for him The degree is far beyond his own, so he can only start with that kid like this.

"Tonight, I'll go over to his place and have a good talk with him. Go back to your room and sleep first, okay?" Su Zhiyuan nodded and yawned. After working all day, he just wanted to take a good bath and sleep, and kissed him His forehead went back to the room, Yan Luoxuan put down his glasses, went to the child's room and knocked on the door.

Rong Jinian stood facing Yan Luoxuan, bowing his head in silence.

"Who are you showing your anger to now? Huh?" Yan Luoxuan picked up the letter spread out on the table, snatched it from Rong Jinian, turned his back and bowed his head.

"How do you solve the problem without talking? Then I'll find your godfather from Zhiyuan. After a busy day, I don't have to rest." He sighed and pretended to get up, "No, don't look for a godfather, I..." The boy pulled anxiously wearing his clothes.

Yan Luoxuan smiled and pulled him to sit next to him, raised his face and said, "Next time, in a fight, stand up for others and avoid your own risks. If you like others, you can't solve them with your fists." When the truth was revealed, the child's face paled Dodging with red eyes, "That girl is very cute, you can like her."