I just want to find a true love [entertainment circle]

◎Early death and premature birth? ◎

Xia Jinyan likes women or men, this question should have been asked long ago.

But Yiyi was afraid of knowing the answer.

A year ago in the gang chat, a girl asked this question, and Yi Yi remembered that the devil's answer was "nonsense, of course it's a girl", which led to the fact that Yi Yi made videos and chatted with all the demons, all with female voices , women's clothes, wigs and women's makeup, which made Yi Yi think that the prerequisite for Balrog to treat him well is that he is a girl.

Therefore, the goal that Yi Yi wants to achieve is to break the Balrog.

But he doesn't know how to break up a straight man, he only thinks about getting along for a long time or it's feasible, that is, the two get along for a long time, and the relationship rises to liking, then he admits that he is actually a man, and the Balrog who likes him will go along with it It bends naturally.

This is the ideal state and the perfect ending in his imagination.

However, to this day, he still doesn't know to what extent the Balrog has treated him.

Always be nice to him, and why?

Bet?Or, is he a pretty "girl"?

or something else?

From the perspective of a bystander, maybe these are nothing, just ask, and nothing is too long-winded.

But Yi Yi really likes Balrog, and liking someone means timidity, and he is afraid that if he asks some inappropriate questions, the other party will leave him and never return; thinking that if he keeps not asking, The other party will always be there, deceiving oneself and others.

Although escaping cannot solve the problem, it can make people content with the status quo. This is the reason that the cowardly Yi Yi uses to comfort himself.

To put it bluntly, Yi Yi felt inferior.

He has no money, no power, no relatives and no friends, how can he be favored by a high-quality boss?

The thought of asking this question suddenly rose again because Yi Yi was influenced by Wang Yanjin.

Wang Yanjin, who seems to be strong and invincible, has the air of a king, will be tired, exhausted, and needs to be hugged, but what about the Balrog?Does he get tired, tired, wants a hug?If yes, is there anyone by his side when he is tired?

At this moment, Yi Yi felt that he was very selfish.

His deceit and delay may bring him a good result, but are these what the Balrog wants?

he does not know.

But compared to Balrog's liking for women, he was more afraid that there would be no one around Balrog, who would comfort and hug Balrog when he was injured, sad, and tired.

Hovering between "do you have someone you like" and "what kind of person do you like", Yi Yi finally entered on the phone with red eyes - what kind of person do you like?

Sorry, please forgive my last selfishness.

After the message was sent, Yi Yi wiped away his tears and waited steadfastly, finally there was going to be an end.

1 minute, 3 minutes, 10 minutes, an hour...

Time flows so slowly, "tick tick tick" seems to fall on Yi Yi's heart, beating at the same frequency as the heart, and finally calms down.

Yi Yi clutched his phone and fell asleep anxiously.

In the early morning of the next day, the mobile phone that fell on the quilt lightly "beeped". The sleeping person frowned, but slept deeply and was not awakened by the small movement.

The owner of the villa 50 meters away looked here from a distance, put his phone away with a smile on his lips, stepped on the treadmill and started jogging.

Speaking of which, Xia Jinyan and Yi Yi are actually laughing at each other. Once they fall in love with someone, the boss will fall from the world of fairyland to the mortal world full of joy, anger, sorrow and joy. He will also be afraid and will Presumptuous self-deprecation and lack of self-confidence, after all, such excellent people as "Xia Jinyan" and "Wang Yanjin" can't please Yi Yi, so how can he, "Blaze Demon", be able to easily win Yi Yi's liking?

From the very beginning to the present, he has been the one who broke into Yi Yi's life forcefully, and never asked Yi Yi whether he would accept it or not, so he despicably gave Yi Yi the right to choose, Leave the most difficult option to Yi Yi.

Being so strong, he was also afraid that Yi Yi would reject him like he rejected "Wang Yanjin".

He thought, as long as Yi Yi is willing to take a step towards him, he will take the remaining 99 steps.

But this morning, after seeing the message, Xia Jinyan, who had slept soundly and was full of energy, knew that she had made the right bet.

Xiao Yi of his family really likes him too.

Looking at the villa next door, Xia Jinyan felt that there was a small hook in his heart, which made his heart itch.

I don't know how Xiaoyi will react when he wakes up and see the message, will he jump up for joy?

I don't know if Xiaoyi's smile at that time looked like the morning sun at this moment, dazzling and gorgeous?

I really want to see it!

Of course, Xia Jinyan also thought about it. He still dare not expose the fact that "Wang Yanjin is a Balrog". He couldn't ignore Yi Yi's obvious rejection of Wang Yanjin. Expose the fact that the two of them are one person little by little, otherwise it will not be worth the loss if it arouses Yi Yi's resentment.

At this moment, he seemed to have forgotten that he still had the identity of "Xia Yanjin".

**

Yi Yi didn't sleep well this time, he had many dreams, either the Balrog hugged a girl and "Sayonara" with him, or the demons pointed at his nose and called him a liar, or the Balrog snarled Ask him why he wants to disguise himself as a man and harm others...

The dream was messy and intermittent, but it can be summed up with one content - he cheated the Balrog by disguising himself as a woman, and everyone accused him, unwilling to forgive him, and finally left him.

Thinking by day and dreaming by night, this is the state we are talking about.

Yi Yi finally woke up from the fright, he opened his eyes with a cry of surprise, and saw the surrounding environment clearly, knowing that it was a false alarm, he couldn't help but wiped his forehead, and wiped the sweat with his hand, which was wet.

He looked up at the bedside alarm clock, it was just past seven thirty.

He sighed, got up to take a shower, went to the yard to pick some vegetables to cook porridge, and ate for half an hour before going upstairs to the bedroom to find his mobile phone.

Holding the phone, Yi Yi swallowed, and turned on the screen after he had made enough mental preparations. There was an unread message on it, which was from Balrog.

Double-click the information twice to enter directly, and when the screen jumped, he closed his eyes suddenly.

Heaven or hell is just a glance away.

Yi Yi took a deep breath, slowly opened his eyes, and the last message was four words.

--I like you.

Yi Yi heaved a sigh of relief, his heart was beating like thunder, and the "thump, bang, bang" was so violent that it seemed that he would jump out of his chest in the next second, but he still didn't dare to be overly happy.

What does it mean?Is that what he meant?

The nails that had just been trimmed last night pierced hard into the palm of his hand, and the pain spread to his brain, which brought him back to his senses in an instant. He let go of his clenched fists and buried himself in typing.

In one sentence, a dozen or so words, how long had he been tossing about repeatedly typing and deleting, how long had Xia Jinyan waited when he found out that his sweetheart had woken up in the villa next door.

The two people, who were less than 50 meters apart, were very nervous and tugged at their phones without daring to blink.

A tangled issue: whether to post or not?

An apprehension: what will he answer?

Having reached this point, Yi Yi naturally wouldn't allow himself to back down, he still sent the message after all.

There were two "buzzing", shaking in the palm of the hand, and it seemed to be shaking in the heart.

Yi Xiaoyi: 【If I say, I'm a man, will you still like me? 】

After reading it, Xia Jinyan suddenly smiled. It was not easy for an unnatural but hard-working smile to appear on this handsome face that has been expressionless for a long time and seemed to be paralyzed.

At the same time, it also means that the owner is really happy, unprecedentedly happy.

Fortunately, the man also knows that he can't lose the chain at the critical moment, can't make people appetite, and can't make people wait for a long time, so he replied: [I like you, it has nothing to do with gender. 】

After typing, send in seconds.

Yi Yi waited anxiously at the other end, paced back and forth in the room since sending out the message, and he caught a "beep" without his heavy footsteps, but was inconceivably caught by him.

He suddenly raised his phone and took a look.

unread messages (1)

Sender: Balrog

Yi Yi wiped his sweat-soaked palms and cell phone, wondering if he should go so fast?

Early death and early birth?

No, what if it's good news?

He wrestled with himself for 30 seconds, Yi Yi clicked on the message, and the line of words "唰" caught his eyes, and at the same time penetrated deeply into his heart, tears fell down uncontrollably.

Caught off guard, even Yi Yi himself was taken aback.

What's wrong with me?

Why are you crying all of a sudden?

Why can't I restrain myself?

Happiness came too fast, Yi Yi wept with joy.

The one on the other end was crying like rain, but the one on the other end was overwhelmed with joy. He looked down at the phone again and again, and once suspected that the phone was broken. What's next?Why not?

Nothing will happen to Xiao Yi, right?

Was it too much fun, jumping too high, bumping your head, knocking yourself out?

Or, does he actually not like me?

The big president was conflicted and anxious. He finally gritted his teeth and ran out sweating without even taking a shower. At that speed, everyone was dumbfounded and their jaws dropped. What's the boss doing?

If they didn't know that Yi Yi was safe and sound, they would have suspected that something happened to Yi Yi.

Someone couldn't help but uttered: "Tell me, what's wrong with the boss?"

"I don't know." The others said in unison.

Is the boss's gossip so beautiful?

Sorry, they don't want to die yet.

Curiosity is curiosity, they all know how to measure, anyway, they will know sooner or later, as long as there is life.

Xia Jinyan: "Huh?"

The person who asked the question: "!!!"

Fuck, I forgot the boss is also in the channel.

Others: It’s okay to leave!

The author says:

The author doesn't know whether others like a person like this, and can only judge according to the feelings of the author and his friends.

Please forgive me for any bugs.

2021.08.06