Focus on the scene

◎I don't like girls◎

Xiao Nan was expelled from school, Ji Huai shared the same room with Xiao Nan, Ji Huai asked for leave and did not go to school...

These few words piled up together, no matter how you look at it, it makes people feel uneasy.

Jing Jie asked Liu Fei some more questions, but unlike Mr. Liao, Liu Fei didn't have that comprehensive information, so he didn't know what to ask.Jing Jie couldn't help but sat on the bed and frowned for a long time. Finally, Chen Zhi in the next bed couldn't stand it anymore and asked, "What's wrong?"

Jing Jie shook his head, got out of bed and put on his slippers, "I'll go out for a while."

"Oh." Chen Zhi nodded, "Don't close the door, I'm too lazy to open it for you."

"En." Jing Jie left the room, went downstairs to find a secluded place, and called Ji Huai.

Ji Huai answered quickly, and opened his mouth: "Miss me?"

Jing Jie responded, and then quickly got to the point: "Liu Fei told me that there is no school holiday."

"Ah..." Ji Huai fell silent.

"He also told me that Xiao Nan was fired." Jing Jie continued, "Did something happen?"

"Actually, it's nothing serious." Ji Huai said, "I didn't say anything because I was afraid you were worried."

"But now I know, so you want to tell the matter so that I don't worry about it and don't know what I'm worried about?" Jing Jie's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing Ji Huai's emotions.

Ji Huai did not go to school today because he had a formal conversation with Ji Changsheng and Duan Wenyan at home. The conversation went smoothly, whether it was about his change of major or his sexual orientation, the attitudes of the two parents They were all peaceful, which made him calm down, and it was rare to say a lot of things that were difficult to say before.

What surprised him even more was that Duan Wenyan apologized to him during the conversation, saying that there may be some problems in her educational philosophy, but she is willing to make up for these problems slowly, but this kind of compensation requires Ji Huai's effort. fit, otherwise the gap between them will be irreparable.

Ji Huai felt that what his mother said made sense, so he compromised, and promised himself that he would take a day or two every month to go home and live there.

Afterwards, Ji Huai felt that he had come out of a fake cabinet, and felt that his resentment towards his family for so many years was like a wishful joke.

But it’s worth thinking about coming out of the closet. The two parents have been in the mall for so many years. Ms. Duan has also studied abroad. What kind of people have you never met?It seems reasonable to accept it so quickly.

Ji Huai suddenly didn't understand what he had been worrying about all these years.

It turns out that the greatest enemy of man is not others, but himself, especially the infinite fantasy in his mind.

The things that have been worrying about for a long time passed through safely with such thunder and rain, Ji Huai felt a lot, and told Jingjie one by one.

Jing Jie listened patiently, and Ji Huai finally remembered Ms. Duan's advice, and said, "By the way, there is one more thing...my mother said that taking you home for a meal when you have time is also a way to get acquainted in advance. I didn't intend to tell them about me and you, but my mother guessed it was you, so I can't deny it."

"It doesn't matter, as long as you are fine." Jing Jie didn't care about these things, "But Xiao Nan was expelled from school, so there is nothing to worry about at all. You should be careful when you go home after school."

"Well, don't worry, the school is just a few steps away from my house. There are school security guards in front and community gate guards in the back. He can't do anything to me." Ji Huai paused, and then said: "At most, I can't Don't go wandering around the side street anymore, anyway, Uncle Zhou is living a good life now, and there is no need for me to bother him in the past."

"It's good that you know it in your heart." The stone in his heart fell to the ground, and Jing Jie breathed a sigh of relief, "Go to bed early, and go back to school tomorrow for class. Don't forget that you are going to be a student of Zhejiang University."

"Well, you should rest early too."

There is not much time left for sketching, Jingjie let go of his worries about Ji Huai, but he can't let go of his own book.

He doesn't like unequal feelings, or more accurately, he doesn't want Ji Huai to suffer.

If Ji Huai had already come out of the closet, it was impossible for him to allow himself to continue pretending to be with his family.

Time to put coming out on the agenda.

Jingjie made a little plan, waiting for the day when the sketching was over.

That day, a group of students first returned to the studio in the bus hired by the studio, packed up their things, and then went home separately.

Sketching for 20 days in a row, the studio also has a conscience, and gave them two days off.Jing Jie didn't want to continue to evade this matter, so he chose to tell his family the whole story that day. If Mr. Jing and Aunt Li couldn't accept it, he could have another day to talk to them.

"It can be regarded as coming back, your father misses you to death." As soon as Jing Jie entered the door, Aunt Li greeted him, and the second sentence was: "Are you hungry?"

Mr. Jing also came out quickly, "You're back? Oh, it's all tanned."

Jing Jie was very helpless, first answered Aunt Li's question, and then went into the room to pack his luggage.

It's one thing to say something, but quite another to actually say it.

Jing Jie has been looking for a suitable time to talk. He originally wanted to sit in the living room and talk after dinner, but before dinner was over, his father put down the bowls and chopsticks with a serious face, coughed twice, and said : "Son, we have something to discuss with you."

Unknown to Jingjie, he went in, put down the bowls and chopsticks, and waited for his father to explain in detail.

"Oh, we can talk about that kind of thing after dinner." Aunt Li scolded.

"It's okay, I'm done eating." Jing Jie said.

Mr. Jing said, "Your aunt is pregnant."

Jing Jie was stunned.

Mr. Jing said: "43 years old is considered an older mother, but...you know that I have been with your aunt for so many years..." He paused, as if thinking about how to word it.

"Do you... want to?" Jing Jie quickly recovered from the initial shock and acted very calmly.

"This, I still need to ask for your opinion." Mr. Jing answered this question sideways.

Jing Jie tugged at the corner of his mouth, "That seems to be your business."

Aunt Li said: "But we already have you, I'm afraid you will be unhappy."

"How could it be? It would be great to have a younger brother or sister." Jing Jie could see a little embarrassment on Aunt Li's face, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable, but it was not because there was an extra child in the family who wanted to compete with him for something, but because Over the years, even though he has shown the greatest kindness to Aunt Li, Aunt Li is always worried that he will dislike her, which makes him often feel like an outsider and a villain.

"It's just that my aunt is getting old, and she may need some physical adjustment." Jing Jie could only express his attitude on this matter first, "Dad, someday you can accompany aunt to the hospital for a checkup or something."

"The inspection will definitely be done." Mr. Jing glanced at Jing Jie with some uncertainty, "You really can accept it?"

"If you ask so many more questions, I might not accept it." Jing Jie was very helpless, pursed his lips, and decided to take this opportunity to come out: "And I have something I want to tell you."

Mr. Jing was instantly aroused, "What's the matter?"

"This matter may not be easy for you to accept." Jing Jie gave the elder a vaccination first, "But I'm serious."

"You said, we can accept even a puppy love." Mr. Jing remembered the unusual behavior of Jing Jie, and decided to relieve his son's psychological pressure.

"Maybe a little more serious than puppy love." Jing Jie said.

Mr. Jing was startled, "You can't be..."

After all, they were father and son, Jing Jie read Mr. Jing's unfinished words from his face without any effort, and denied it flatly: "No."

Mr. Jing breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good. What's the matter? Don't be afraid, your aunt and I must support you."

Aunt Li nodded in agreement.

Jing Jie took a deep breath, "I don't like girls."

"I haven't met anyone I like now. I can always meet them when I go to university or work. You don't have to worry about this..." Mr. Jing said a lot before he realized that the meaning of his son's words seemed to be that he hadn't found it. It's so easy for girls to fall in love.

As a woman, Aunt Li is much more sensitive than Mr. Jing. She has vaguely guessed what Jing Jie means, but she couldn't believe it immediately. Her voice was dry, "You mean..."

"My sexual orientation is...male." Jing Jie paid close attention to the changes in the expressions of the two elders.

Mr. Jing's expression was a little dull, while Aunt Li was quite calm, she opened her mouth, as if hesitating to speak.

"I should be born with it. I noticed something was wrong in junior high school." Jing Jie said: "There are two reasons why I didn't say it before. One is that I am afraid that you will not accept it, and the other is that I haven't found someone I like. There is no need to say it. But Now I have found it, so I want to tell you that you may not have grandchildren in the future. It is not right, now that my aunt is pregnant, there is still hope for grandchildren, but you two need to wait a few more years. "

When Jing Jie said this, he miraculously remembered what he had thought about when he first met Ji Huai, the source of courage.

He thought, if his personal courage is only five points, then Ji Huai is the source of the other half of his courage.Otherwise, how to explain his impulsive coming out now?

"I..." Mr. Jing stared at his son for a long time, and said with difficulty: "It takes some time to digest."

"Okay." Jing Jie nodded, "If you really can't figure it out, you can search it on the Internet. There are quite a few, and it's not a disease. The criterion for choosing a mate is not just a man. The main reason to be with someone is because you like it."

Mr. Jing nodded, but remained silent.

Aunt Li didn't speak at the side, but there was no unacceptable look on her face.

In fact, Jing Jie was not afraid that Aunt Li would not accept it, what he was afraid of was that the other party had opinions in his heart but was afraid to speak out because of his status as a stepmother.

During the last parent meeting, he only knew to ask Ji Huai to write letters to his family to communicate, but he forgot about his own situation. He should have written something to make Aunt Li change her mind.

Failed.

It is not easy to talk about other things in this situation now, so the two elders can only communicate in private.

Jing Jie returned to the room to make room for them, pulled out the chair and began to repaint Ji Huai's diary.

Mr. Jing's ability to accept was unexpectedly strong. When the family gathered around the dining table for breakfast the next day, Mr. Jing had returned to his usual appearance, and said, "Your aunt and I checked some information last night, and we probably understand something. , It’s just that this mentality can’t be adjusted for a while, but you don’t have to worry, just give us a little time, and you can draw and study with peace of mind, and don’t keep thinking about it.”

"En." Jing Jie nodded.

Aunt Li sighed, "Don't just think about painting and studying, just relax when you have time, and don't overwhelm your body."

"Okay." Jing Jie said that it would be false not to be moved, but it would be too hypocritical to say thank you, so he could only respond in the same way: "Auntie, you should worry less about the housework, let my dad do the cooking and sweeping the floor, you can rest .”

"As long as your father cooks the meal, who can eat it." Aunt Li smiled and glanced at Mr. Jing.

Mr. Jing objected, "What's wrong with the food I cooked? At most, it tastes a little bit bad, and it's not poisonous."

Jing Jie was in a good mood watching the interaction between the two elders, and finally he was able to go out and fool around with Ji Huai with peace of mind.