His pheromones are poisonous

Physically tired, He Zhixu looked at the boy's eyebrows, smiled softly, got out of the car, opened the passenger seat, and hugged him...

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The fifth short story of more than [-] words, in fact, I feel that the writing has collapsed, but I will work hard to finish it.The next article will be Can I Like You, a short cookie story about reality.In addition to being not ugly, the family background is not against the sky, the personality is not perfect, and the person is not very smart. He can start a business and test the key points casually.

I belong to the autistic type of writing. The more I write, the more I feel inferior, and the more I write, the more autistic I feel.

All kinds of crashes and so many stories written, maybe only "Selective Homophobia", "Two Lives and Flowers" and "Old Dreams of Mountains and Rivers" are slightly more satisfactory.

I still insist on the daily update for a long time, because there are people who watch it, even if there are few people who watch it, I don’t want to disappoint people.

Thank you for your favorites.

Friends who feel bad can run away as soon as possible. I know that my writing skills are actually pretty bad, and my writing is also pretty bad.

I wrote almost 100w words in Lujiang.Let’s just pretend that I’m out of my mind so I update 3000 a day here, maybe one day it won’t be updated.

19. He will always be my little friend

◎"So, you went to Nanshan Bay to see Wang Ran?" He Zhixu was a little angry, he didn't know Xiaopeng◎

"So, you went to Nanshan Bay to see Wang Ran?" He Zhixu was a little angry, he didn't know why the kid cared about Wang Ran so much.

"Why, don't let me see your ex-boyfriend? Then do you know that I'm jealous? I've been thinking, why wasn't I born a few years earlier, so I could meet you earlier and keep all your Yingyingyanyans out of the door? , from the beginning to the end, you only belong to me, and you have never been possessed by others." Bai Shuo's words made He Zhixu speechless.

He Zhixu couldn't pursue and restore those pasts, if he knew that he would meet Bai Shuo in a few years, he would definitely not do so.

"Not the ex-boyfriend." He Zhixu retorted palely.

"So how do you plan to compensate me? Mr. He?" Bai Shuo smiled meaningfully, and the original aggrieved expression disappeared without a trace. He was originally a learner of acting, and he was used to bluffing people.

Alpha's mouth is the least trustworthy.

He Zhixu froze for a moment before realizing that he had been tricked by this kid: "Would you like to try my technique?"

"Okay, try it." Bai Shuo hugged He Zhixu horizontally, and ran back to the room.

He Zhixu didn't have time to take precautions, but he just didn't want to take precautions.

Bai Shuo went to the hospital to see Wang Ran once. Beta lost a lot of weight, was extremely pale, with sunken eye sockets and deep dark circles. It seemed that he hadn't slept well.

The air in the hospital has a unique smell of disinfectant. Wang Ran lives in a single room, but it is quiet. There are a few pots of green plants on the window sill. The sun shines through and falls on the table, floor, and beside the bed. Wang Ran Eyes half closed, eyelashes trembling slightly, feeling a little fragile.

"If you want to die, you don't have to drag others. You have hurt innocent people, an innocent family." Bai Shuo sat on the chair by the bed, lowered his head to peel the oranges, his tone was flat, as if an old friend had come to visit.

The fall of the popular traffic king Ran into the water has already caused an uproar. Fans on the Internet are thanking the unsung hero for saving their brother.

But they don't know what this brother is like behind his back.

Wang Ran opened his mouth and paused for a few seconds before speaking: "I know that the rest of my life is over, I wanted to see you, but you didn't come, Nanshan Bay is a very good place, I think it would be good to die there, I didn't want to hurt anyone else."

"Your crime will be judged by the law. What is your apology with death like this?" Bai Shuo finished peeling the orange, put the orange peel aside, and tasted a piece. It actually tasted pretty good.

There was silence in the ward, and after a long time, Bai Shuo spoke again: "Did you feel uncomfortable when you were addicted? You knew it was wrong, why did you take this step in the first place, wrong step, wrong step."

"I can't remember." Wang Ran's thoughts drifted away, as if he had thought of something to be happy about, and smiled lightly. Wang Ran's appearance is good, and he is still somewhat attractive when he is so peaceful, "When I was young , everyone told me that you have to work hard to change your destiny. I am always afraid that I am not working hard enough, so I even set aside a period of sleep time to study.

When I was in high school, I only slept three or four hours a day.

Am I not trying hard enough?Later, I found out that I worked so hard, but I just became the ordinary person among all people.

All my desperation will never compare to these people who are born at the end, who can decide the fate of others with just one mouth, can lift me up to a high place, and can also fall into the dust. Your efforts are like a joke, it's not as effective as opening your legs and waiting for someone else to fuck you. "

Wang Ran became more and more excited as he spoke, Bai Shuo opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, just like this window where the sun shines through, some people feel warm, while others see the room full of dust.

The path is chosen by oneself, hard work is not ineffective, but sometimes, it will come later.

We are all ordinary people, so why compare so many.

What kind of way of living is meaningful?What counts as success?Everyone sees it differently.

Wang Ran talked about He Zhixu from the reason of his fall. He said: "He treats you so well now, but he also treated me like this before. He Zhixu is one of the few warmths I have encountered in my life. At the same time, He is also the most cruel person in the world. I said I was sick, and he would fly across several provinces to meet me, just to meet me. When eating, he would put my favorite dishes away from me The nearest place..."

"Later, you discovered that he didn't actually like you, but that he was used to being so gentle with everyone." Bai Shuo answered for him, he was a little sour, the past could not be changed, he could only control the relationship with He Zhixu In the future, how can his Mr. He be gentle on the surface, but he is very gentle in his bones,

"But, how do you know that he didn't like you at that time? You always want something from him, have you ever thought about what you gave him?

Do you know what he likes to eat?What color do you like?The usual work and rest habits?

Did you know he has a stomach bug from work?He often suffers from insomnia in the middle of the night, but despite his gentle appearance, he also loves to play...

You don't know anything, thanks to being with him for so long.Your so-called liking is just deceiving yourself and others. You think He Zhixu's conditions are good, so you like him. When others don't like you, have you ever thought about your own reasons?

Wang Ran, everything you do is just to move yourself.

I like him, so I will never betray him, I know what he likes, what he doesn't like, his good and bad sides can be shown in front of me, and I will tolerate all of him.

No one can save another person, only yourself can save you.

But devotion and love are mutual, I will not be humble for him, just like he is for me.

I don't take his kindness and gentleness for granted, because no matter how hot the charcoal fire is, it will be extinguished when placed in ice and snow. "

Many people like He Zhixu because of his condition and gentleness. His gentleness is true and deserves to be liked by others, but Mr. He himself also needs to be treated with such gentleness.

"Wang Ran, at least those fans of yours love you, but how can you deserve their love for doing this. You treat the audience as fools and perform with acting skills that only fans can see. What we want to perform is Gentle scum, the emphasis is on being gentle rather than scum.

When did this circle become so rotten.The law is the lowest moral standard for human beings. If you can't even do this, how can you be worthy of other people's likes? "Bai Shuo told Xia Nian a long time ago that the younger generation of internal entertainment is already rotten, and any monster can be an actor, singer, star idol.

Xia Nian just smiled jokingly: "Ah Bai, do you mean that I'm rotten, or that I'm old?"

"No, no, I was wrong, every year is an exception, it is a clear stream." Bai Shuo knew he had said something wrong, and raised his hands in surrender.

"I'm just kidding, Ah Bai, don't be nervous." Xia Nian comforted him, "We can't change what is going on in this world and this circle, but it's enough for us to do our best. With our own power, if we can influence those around us People, influence those who pay attention to us, maybe in the future, one day, this world will be what you expected when you were a child."

Yes, it's just that the future is too far away, Bai Shuo can't even do well by himself, so how can he ask others, he is not as good as Nian Nian, but he is more normal than many people.

"I will turn myself in." Wang Ran clenched and loosened his hands, he was speechless by Bai Shuo's words, he must regret knowing me, right?

Bai Shuo got up and looked out the window, a bird flew by in the sky, the breeze blew the leaves, he said, "Don't worry, He Zhixu will be very happy in the future."

Because, there is me.

This matter ended here, Wang Ran also disappeared from the circle, and the works he participated in could no longer be broadcast.

There was a lot of scolding on the Internet, and of course there were some brainless fans who spoke out for their brother.

Wang Ran finally entrusts Bai Shuo to take care of the family of the man who sacrificed to save him.

Bai Shuo agreed, but he didn't feel that they needed to be taken care of, they would always come out, all sufferings would pass, and the future could only depend on themselves, not on others.

The leading male lead drama Chao Tang starring Xia Nian was also broadcast.

The most distressing thing in this play is Jiang Xun, played by Bai Shuo, who sacrificed his life to go to the country in a disaster, seeing death as if he came home.He devoted his whole life to the emperor and the country, and he had some feelings, and finally