My country is dead again [Rebirth]

From the end of May to July, Xie Ruzhuo was dizzy because of an accident in the Song family, and because he was too tense before, he was exhausted and fell ill after he breathed a sigh of relief. She sent a letter back to Nangu and apologized to Shen Che and Ye Xinmei. She had promised to celebrate their birthdays and crown ceremony with them, but now she couldn't go.

His 20th birthday was spent alone in Yongning Palace, because he had a bad fight with the civil servants about the Song family, and no one brought up the emperor's coronation ceremony. As for Liu Yan'er, she was already terminally ill, and her There are only the last few months left, and I lie in bed all day long and groggy.

Even though he rules the world, few people even remember his birthday in the end, just like the tenth day of the seventh lunar month when he spent every year alone in his previous life. crown day.

But there is still one person in the world who remembers.

Shen Ci struggled to support the battlefield in Chizhou by himself, but still seized the time to send him a long letter, which happened to be sent to Lezhou on the tenth day of July, and delivered to him.

That letter was the longest letter he had received in such a long time. Shen Ci started writing when they met in the previous life. They were separated for six years and separated from each other. After they met again, they hugged and fell asleep together like lovers. And the misunderstanding, and finally gradually drifted away, and heaven and man were separated forever, but they all carried their love for each other to the ground.Perhaps because of this, God was also moved by them and gave them a chance to start again, so in this life they met again on the way to Lezhou, made up for each other's regrets in the previous life, carefully tested, and then went to Shangyuan in Huoshuyinhua. During the festival, they expressed their feelings for each other, and then they escaped death together, and they also did things together that they had never done before.

Shen Ci never used flowery rhetoric, he could only write whatever was on his mind, and he actually wrote a little bit of their two lives in the letter, writing about their joys and sorrows, as well as their lingering obsession.

"The dust of the past is all loess, and the mountains and rivers are far away for the rest of my life. Year after year, I will go with you."

After reading the last sentence, Xie Ruzhuo stuck the letter to his heart under the dim candlelight, pressing it with a hot and enthusiastic heartbeat, and he felt that he was not alone at all, there was someone who would always think of him no matter where he was Thinking of him, I will remember his birthday, I will remember everything they have done, and then, like him, carefully cherish the memories, and look forward to the rest of my life.

He thought that all the hardships and tribulations he had experienced were arranged by God, just for him to meet Shen Ci, and the gentleness and affection would offset those hardships and tribulations one by one, and leave him to complete again.

Half a year ago, on the day of Shen Ci and the crown, he gave him a bone, and Shen Ci also gave him a birthday present.

At first, when he opened the box, he thought it was just another stone. He took it out to feel the texture, and after careful observation, he confirmed that it should be a piece of amber in the shape of a flower bud. At first glance, it was black. He moved it under the candle lamp to adjust Looking at the angle of the light, the amber showed bright red light spots again, and there were interlaced and small cracks on the surface, but because of the ingenious arrangement, it became a unique beauty.

This is the amber among the ambers, which is precious and rare. Amber has a saying of seeking good luck and avoiding harm. It is also the best sacred object that Buddhist disciples like to use as Buddhist beads. Its meaning is needless to say, and this piece The shape of Yipo is complete and unique, and its texture is clear. He doesn't know where Shen Ci got it.

Inside the box was a short note, which read, "Passing through Meishan Mountain, the heavy rain rushed out of the rock formation. I got this thing by chance. It must have been a gift from the heavens. It was slightly carved and sent from thousands of miles to celebrate Qingzhu's birthday."

Xie Ruzhuo really couldn't put it down, not only because it looks good, but also because he also finds it incredible, why can Shen Ci always pick up so many strange and amazing things by chance?

It was probably God's blessing.

God also knows that the couple who can't be with each other often have a deep affection, and the two lives have been difficult, and they hope to make up for them in this way, and entrust their longing for each other to the creation of nature.

This piece of amber is actually a bit bigger than the nail of a thumb. Xie Ruzhuo has already made up his mind to ask the craftsman in the palace to thread a rope for him tomorrow. From now on, he will hang it around his neck every day and wear it on his body all the time. , but also to secretly show Shen Ci's love in front of others. Outsiders are kept in the dark, but they can see their little secrets every day. This kind of sluggish feeling is somewhat smug for no reason.

In his previous life, he was saddened by Shen Ci until he died, leaving him nothing but an altar of ashes. In this life, he not only has many letters from Shen Ci, but also many small stones that Shen Ci gave him, and more With this piece of shade worn on his body, he is indeed different in this life!

The sweltering summer passed, and after autumn, the battlefield in Chizhou became more and more anxious. This battle was too hard. Shen Ci and Xu Zishen fought countless times at the junction of Xuanyi Mansion and Linchang Mansion. However, in the end it was Shen Ci who took the lead and was even better. He broke Dayu's front line through Xuanyi Mansion, went deep into Linchang Mansion, and approached Pingdu more and more.

During this period of time, the DPRK and China have returned to their usual appearance of harmony on the surface. Although Sun Bingde and Pei Yuankai kept making small moves, he seemed to have seen Xie Ruzhuo's intention to attack the Pei family, and he calmly stopped being too close to the Pei family. Be intimate, and be prepared to wait and see, lest you get burned.

Xie Ruzhuo spent a lot of thought in order to get the cabinet to agree to Wei Yang to go to Wanyang. Wanyang sent several memorials under Xie Ruzhuo's instruction, saying that the people in Beidi were rampant, and only those who were familiar with the Song family's combat strategy could lead the army. , repelled Beidi, implying that they only recognized the Song family, and everyone else went away, while saying that the morale of the army was unstable. The soldiers below were restless because of the lack of news from General Song. The imperial court made a quick decision, implying that they should hurry up and send the people they want, otherwise we will not be sure what we will do.

It was half reasoning and half threatening, and then they really made some dangerous signs. Xie Ruzhuo used Cangzhou as an example of a tragedy that almost happened in the past, and used the righteousness of the family and the country to embarrass the civil servants, and finally settled the matter .

In mid-August, Wei Yang led the imperial court to suspend his position as the commander of Jinyiwei, and went to sit in Wanyang as an imperial envoy. The first thing he did after he went was to open the door and put Pei Yuankai in front of Wanyang. Sending them off politely, while Wu Xianrong on the other side was still staring at the Pei family, but in the end the Pei family fell into a situation where they were caught in the middle and couldn't move.

Now the Song family and the Wanyang army in Chizhou knew secretly that Song Qingge had been rescued and were looking for Hua Yangjiao to collect evidence to reverse the case, so they were all very quiet and conscientiously doing what they should do.

And Song Qingge followed Zhabusu into Pingdu long ago. With Zhabusu around, there seems to be no place where he can't get in. Xie Ruzhuo even dared to believe that one day Zhabusu would sneak into the palace and suddenly appear No surprises in front of myself.

But this is also because the caravan in Zhabusu's hands has been in operation for many years and has penetrated many places. There are people who can speak up everywhere, and there is endless money. Can you still do things if you want to do it?

Song Qingge just wrote a letter not long ago, saying that Zhabusu and Zhabusu lived in a cloth shop in Pingdu. You know, Hua Yangjiao is indeed in Pingdu, but he spent so much time for the Jiangbei family, but in the end he failed to enter the Dazhao Dynasty Hall. It seems that Xu Zishen refused to let him. People have bad intentions and cannot stay, and this matter has been deadlocked.

Therefore, Hua Yangjiao is now staying at Lu Jin's house as a staff member, and he basically doesn't go out on weekdays, but Lu Jin still likes him very much and listens to him very much. From the handwriting of Hua Yangjiao.

Xie Ruzhuo was a little funny. Hua Yangjiao tried his best to rebel, but in the end he ended up being someone else's assistant. It's better to stay in the Ministry of Punishment and be a fifth-rank official. He usually hides and hides, and he is afraid that Xu Zishen and the old Pingdu official will kill him.

Both Song Qingge and Zhabusu stood still in Zaiping for the time being, waiting for the opportunity. After all, it was quite difficult to break into Lu Jin's mansion and rob him.

But Xie Ruzhuo was not in a hurry, it was up to Song Qingge to make his own decision.

The battlefield in Chizhou was difficult, and Shen Ci played after the fall. This year's Chinese New Year, the army did not return to the court. They are now going deep into Chizhou, and Xu Zishen keeps a close eye on it. He is afraid that Xu Zishen will fight back if he leaves.

Xie Ruzhuo has been sad for several days because of this, in the past he still didn't see each other for half a year, but now it may take a whole year, and the battlefield is so dangerous, he was already worried every day, now he might get sick from worry?

But he still agreed with Shen Ci's decision, and he didn't dare to object. What he and Shen Ci had to carry was the entire Great Yu, and sometimes love was destined to be put aside.

In view of Shen Ci's hard work alone, Xie Ruzhuo went to Wu Xianrong and told him in advance that he wanted to attack the Pei family, implying that he might reshuffle the forces in northern Xinjiang in the future, and the four major military centers might disappear Existence, part of the power of the Pei family can be transferred to him, as for how much will be discussed in detail in the future, in short, he will not be treated badly, the condition is that he will go to Ning Ya to sit in the town and wipe out King Yan.

The Pei family's influence was too tempting, Wu Xianrong agreed, and in September he went south to Ningya himself to replace Yue Tingchuan, while Yue Tingchuan was transferred to Chizhou to deal with Xu Zishen together with Shen Ci.

In September, there was another matter in the court that was used as a source of discussion, that is, the mausoleum requested by the Queen Mother last year was completed. At first, the courtiers did not understand why the construction period was so rushed. The emperor seldom used so much manpower for construction. Now that the Queen Mother is bedridden, everyone has come to realize that they already knew last year that they would not be able to hold on anymore. This is really rushing to build a tomb for themselves.

The money for building the mausoleum was saved by Xie Ruzhuo, and it was barely enough. There was no extravagance in many places, but it was enough to give the Empress Dowager a good burial.

After the mausoleum was built, Xie Ruzhuo went to see it in person. It was not inferior to the mausoleums of the concubines of the previous emperors. This regulation did not conform to the family law of the ancestors. Liu Yan'er was not a queen because her son became the emperor. The status of a concubine was promoted to the empress dowager, and it is reasonable to be inferior to the empress who was conferred by Huizong in terms of funeral regulations, so as to show the emperor's respect for the empress dowager, but of course Liu Yan'er wanted not to be overwhelmed. That's all she thought about, and Xie Ruzhuo complied with her wish.

Ning Ya had already been tidied up by Yue Tingchuan until there were still a few corners left. After Wu Xianrong went, King Yan resisted for a while, occupying the last corner of the southwestern Aozhou. When the plan came, Wu Xianrong became impatient and broke open the gate of Aozhou directly.

King Yan's staff, who were smart but had no ambitions, were the first to flee in all directions, forgetting all the kindness of knowing you, and they didn't have the integrity of scholars. What's more, they even went to Wu Xianrong to ask if they could surrender Capital crime, it was King Yan who forced them to serve.

Those who escaped were killed by Wu Xianrong, and those who surrendered were detained, waiting for the court to deal with them, but only a few days later, the court issued an order to kill Wu Xianrong, so Wu Xianrong finally killed them.

Hearing that the only ones who stayed with King Yan in the end were his wife and children, and a loyal old slave, King Yan cried sadly, scolding the injustice of the world, why Xie Tang could be the emperor but he couldn't, and then Before Wu Xianrong came in, he died in the room.

The imperial court re-sent the Guards Army to the southwest of Ningya, and it was already late autumn that Wu Xianrong and the Guards Army had handed over the affairs, Xie Ruzhuo urgently sent a letter asking him to return to Beijing as soon as possible.

Liu Yan'er was about to run out of oil and the lamp was dry.

All the flowers and plants in Jiezhi Palace that she had taken care of quietly died, and she hadn't gotten out of bed for three months. When Xie Ruzhuo went to visit her these days, she often came down to walk around by herself, sitting in front of the bronze mirror Comb the dry hair that has been sick for a long time, pull out a few silver threads mixed in it, and occasionally put on light makeup.

The imperial physician didn't want to hide anything anymore, so he told Xie Ruzhuo that it was a return to life, and it took only a few days.

On November [-]th, the first snow in Lezhou, Wu Xianrong returned to Beijing.

Xie Ruzhuo ran to the Chongzheng Hall in the light snow, stood on the high platform overlooking the big red drum and Liu Yan'er in red on the drum.

The sky and the earth are silent, the snow is falling, and the music girl in the palace holds the pipa and the harp and plucks the strings. The new palace people may not know this song, but the old people in the palace still have an impression.

This is the lyrics and music of the previous dynasty. At that time, there was a dancer in the Jiaofang Division who liked this song. She once sang the song, danced the sword, and played the pipa at the Mid-Autumn Palace Banquet. .

Liu Yan'er seemed to gain strength suddenly, she put makeup on her pale face to cover up her sickness, she seemed to have returned to the most beautiful time in the past, she liked to draw simple but delicate makeup, and brushed a little on her loose black hair. A topknot, with butterflies and flowers combing the back, and a pair of crested golden step earrings and a pair of red agate earrings. The eyebrows and eyes are a bit sharp and heroic that do not belong to women, and they are much more charming because of a touch of red lips.

She looked up at the white snowflakes in her eyes, and there was no other emotion in her cold eyes. As it turned into an intense pipa song, she shook out the sword in her sleeve, jumped up her feet, and her skirt was like blooming petals on the drum. Flying, the wind seemed to be playing an ancient sound on the long sword, and a pool of silver light poured down.

"Looking at Nanxiang, I feel sad for my hometown. Hu Jia swallows his dreams clearly."

Liu Yan'er's voice is no longer deep and deep as before, but it has added the hoarseness of long illness, but it makes this song from the former dynasty more tragic.

The long hair flew away, and then danced in the wind with the rising and falling skirt, and the large red dress made her figure thinner, as if she was about to fall on the drum with the wind, she tapped the drum with her toes, and jumped, twirled, and somersaulted again and again , and lightly fell back to the drum, the silver-white sword light whistling like a shooting star.

"Hero's tomb, beautiful woman's tears. Zeng recalled the old age of mountains and rivers."

Shangque lamented the hatred of the subjugated country, the general guarding the northern border looked back at the old capital in the south, Hu Jia swallowed softly, echoing in Nanxiang in his dream, maybe he saw not only the mountains and rivers, but also the beauties waiting for his return in the distance.

The harp is clear and clear, soothes the rush of the pipa. One rush and one slowdown, it miraculously makes the tune have the broad-mindedness of exile in the sorrow and hatred, and sees the vicissitudes of the world, and the next sentence is also changed from the hatred of the subjugated country to the general letting go of the obsession. Read it, like choosing to disarm and return to the fields, regardless of rise and fall.

"The rain frightens the sword, and the wind screams. Where does the yellow sand cross the body?"

The toes are quickly tapped on the drum, and the dance steps and sword techniques are combined into one. The coldness and sharpness of the sword, the softness and beauty of the dance, complement each other. The red skirt is flying, and the snowflakes are scattered like jade chips. Han, the military life in the lyrics and music seems to be reflected on the sword.

"Carrying wine, let's go home..."

Liu Yan'er's voice became softer and her movements became slower, and the brilliance in her eyes gradually disappeared.

Snowflakes splashed down on the red dress, and also splashed on the edge of the sword. The enthusiasm of the red dress, the whiteness of the snowflakes, and the coldness of the sword light all intertwined and converged in the eyes of Wu Xianrong who was approaching step by step from the palace gate.

Seeing him, Liu Yan'er showed a long-lost smile, just like when he met her for the first time in the Jiaofang Division many, many years ago, he couldn't take his eyes off her. Salute, raise your eyes and smile at him, simple and pure.

The snow fell even harder, covering the eyebrows of the two of them, Liu Yan'er raised her sword again, and sang the last sentence: "The rise and fall of the ages is drunk..."

Her hands were shaking, her figure was shaking, and it seemed that blood was oozing from her mouth, but she still took the five-stringed pipa handed over by the palace man.

Withdrawing the sword, the pipa was placed behind him, the body was softly folded, the pipa rebounded, and the sonorous music sounded again.

Snowflakes fell softly on her skinny knuckles, blood dripped on the strings, she stepped up in the air, flipped and danced lightly in the air, the sound of the pipa became intermittent, the strings suddenly broke when she turned around, and the music It came to an abrupt end.

The whole sky seems to be bright red, covering the snow curtain, falling from the drum, and smashing the mortal world together with the snowflakes.

The broken five-stringed pipa hit the ground with a bang, and the general in armor knelt on the ground holding the woman in red who had fallen from the drum.

Blood gushed out of her mouth, and the ground covered with a thin layer of snow was like blossoming winter plum blossoms. Looking at the man's eyebrows and eyes in front of her, she seemed to think of waiting all night on a rainy night last year, but this time she was With a smile, he said softly, "I've been waiting for you for a long time...why don't you come..."

Big tears rolled down from Wu Xianrong's eyes. He wanted to say that he came this time, but he knew that he was still late. When he left Pingdu more than 20 years ago, he missed it forever.

Liu Yan'er didn't cry, she was smiling all the time. At the end of her life, she seemed to finally let go of herself. The most beautiful age that was like a flash in the pan was too far away. In the years to come, she was crazy and obsessed. With a hideous face, there was only resentment in her heart every day, but at this moment she let go of it all.

This song and song ruined her life, so this life will end with this song and song.

"I won't wait for you this time...I have to go first..." She tremblingly took off the butterfly comb and stuffed it into Wu Xianrong's hands, slowly closed her eyes, and said with a smile, " Don't come to me in your next life..."

The world is silent, and the wind is whimpering.

There will no longer be anyone in the world who dances swords on drums and sings the lyrics and music of the previous dynasty, with a deep and deep voice, skirts rising and falling, eyes and eyebrows reflecting white snow, and coldness shining on red clothes.

She died in the arms of her beloved general.

The author has something to say: *I wrote the word by myself, just take a look, it corresponds to the name of the word card "Yugezi" with two tones and five crosses.

We have started to give out lunch boxes, it seems that the end is not far away!

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