My country is dead again [Rebirth]

Shen Ci ran all the way back to his tent, counting the time, this letter was sent before his one arrived, and couldn't help but smile even more, it seems that Xie Ruzhuo was not only not angry, but also took the initiative to write to him.

He tore open the envelope, and took out the gold-sprinkled letter paper from inside. Shen Ci's heartbeat accelerated a lot unconsciously, and he took two deep breaths before looking at the words on the letter.

〖General Shen Huijian

I haven't heard from the general for a long time, so I think about it, and I only hope that everything is healthy.

Since the general left Beijing, I have been looking forward to a letter every day. I want to know whether the general is well, whether he is injured, and whether he will remember the letter in his free time.Every time I read the military newspaper, I know that the battle will be difficult, and I feel even more worried. Thinking of the general's busy and tired life, I can't bear the general's time and effort to write letters.This letter is my heart worrying about the general, so I send a special letter to inquire, and then tell me how I miss you. The general does not need to reply to the letter, nor does he need to feel guilty about it.

I practice riding and archery in my spare time, and I have made great progress, but there is still one thing I don't know about archery. I just wait for the general to come and teach me when he returns to Beijing.I will step up my practice, maybe I will be in danger again, I don’t have to worry about the general being injured for me, I can protect myself, and I can go to the battlefield with the general in the future, walk the way the general walks, and see what the general sees.

Another half month will be the Mid-Autumn Festival. I have few close relatives in my life, few confidantes, and the only person I want to be reunited with is the General. However, the world is so difficult, and it is a pity that I cannot spend it with the General.

If the army returns to the court before the first lunar month, the Lantern Festival may celebrate the great victory, and there will be lanterns and fireworks all over the city in Lezhou. I will climb the tower of Bei'anmen and have fun with the people.In the old days when I was in Pingdu, during the Shangyuan period, I admired that Brother Wuhuang could go out of the palace to enjoy lanterns. I envied him for many years, but my wish failed.If the general Shangyuan is in Beijing, I would like to go with the general to enjoy the lanterns and fireworks in the city. I wonder if the general would like it?

Everything is safe in Beijing, the reorganization of the guard has been basically completed, my husband has returned to Beijing to take up his post in the Ministry of War, and there are no other troublesome political affairs.Recently, I heard that Ningya has changed, and King Yan might raise troops. I have sent a letter to Wu Xianrong to order [-] troops, and Song Qingge to send another [-]. There is no need to worry about the battle of Ningya. The general can only focus on Gu Hengchuan.

Half a month ago, I went to Guang'en Temple with all my ministers to pray for blessings. I made three wishes, and I hope that the Buddha will read my sincerity and all of them will come true.I wish to be blessed by the people of Li, and the people of Dayu, my country, will live in peace and contentment.Second, may the soldiers rest in peace, the heroic souls rest in peace, and the survivors return safely and triumphantly.Three wishes, the mountains and rivers are peaceful, there will be no more wars in the world, the general will not need to take risks, you can stay in Beijing for a long time, and always be by my side, or one day in the spring of March, when the green locust trees and willows are green, I will ride the horse south of the Yangtze River with the general to enjoy the peach blossoms , I have no regrets in this life.

I can't say enough, I pray for treasure, I hope the general will be invincible, and I will wait for the general's triumph in Beijing.

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That day when Shen Ci and Xie Ruzhuo came back from Nangu, he pretended not to know why Xie Ruzhuo used the name Qingzhuo. Xie Ruzhuo smiled and said to him that this was the name he had chosen for himself. It's okay to use it.

Like the previous life, Xie Ruzhuo told him with serious eyes that he could call himself Qingqi in the future, and he was the only one in the world who knew what the emperor's nickname was.

Of course, except for that day at the master's house, Shen Ci in this life has never called him in private. Now seeing Xie Ruzhuo writing down the name Qingzhu at the signing office, his throat feels a little bitter for a while.Looking at Xie Ruzhuo's whole article, he is writing letters with him in the tone of his peers, not in the identity of the emperor, he is both sour and sweet.

Shen Ci clutched the letter and fell on the bed, covering his eyes with his arm, too many thoughts were rushing in his head, and several emotions were wandering in his heart.

Xie Ruzhuo didn't blame him for not writing back to Beijing, but worried about his hard work, so he didn't have to reply.

Xie Ruzhuo wanted to go out with him, because he wanted to walk the path he walked and see the scenery he had seen.

Xie Ruzhuo said that he was the only person he wanted to reunite with, and wanted to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with him.

Xie Ruzhuo also said that he would go to watch the lanterns and fireworks with him on the Lantern Festival, and that he would go to the south of the Yangtze River with him when the war subsided to fulfill the promise of the old year...

It was just a letter, but Shen Ci felt that Xie Ruzhuo was showing him all his heartfelt feelings. The writing was all plain, but the words were deep.

Also... Xie Ruzhuo is such a fool, he went to pray for blessings but he didn't ask for anything for himself, he didn't beg for the emperor's career and longevity, he was thinking about others, and the only thing related to himself was as simple as that, he just wanted the world to be peaceful one day. Travel south of the Yangtze River with him.

For thousands of years, there should be only Xie Ruzhuo, a foolish and unaware emperor. His Majesty is indeed unique in the world, the only one among thousands of people he met in two lifetimes.

During the Battle of Qizhou, he said to the soldiers, I don't know why you joined the army.

He thought, he wasn't doing it for Dayu, he wasn't doing it for meritorious service, he was just doing it for Xie Ruzhuo.

In fact, like Xie Ruzhuo when he was 11 years old, he is a person with no ambitions. If he hadn’t met Xie Ruzhuo, he might have spent his whole life in Nangu with his master and wife. Throughout his life, he was unknown in history.

He thought it was good, plain and satisfying.

But when Xie Ruzhuo appeared in his life, he knew everything had changed.

An 11-year-old child doesn't understand anything, love is too far away, he felt that he didn't like Xie Ruzhuo at that time, he just felt that he was destined to be a very special person in his life, and wanted to protect Xie Ruzhuo, stay by Xie Ruzhuo's side.

Later, when I heard that Xie Ruzhuo had an accident, he was claustrophobic and cold. He had never cried for the first time because of this person. He resented the injustice of heaven and ruined such a good person. He could not stop feeling sorry for Xie Ruzhuo, and wanted to see him again. His Highness the Sixth Prince stood in front of him and smiled at him, sweetly called his brother, and said that he would go to the south of the Yangtze River with him to see the peach blossoms.

But no more...

The only wish he had had in his life without ambition could no longer be fulfilled.

In his previous life, he didn't know when his feelings for Xie Ruzhuo became a little different, and he couldn't say it himself.

Maybe it was the moment when Xie Ruzhuo hugged the dying man in the wind and sand in the dusk of Nangu, crying bitterly, maybe it was the moment when Xie Ruzhuo accidentally touched his fingers in the riding and shooting range in the palace, maybe it was when he was stabbed and injured on the way back to Beijing, Xie Ruzhuo silently stroked the long scar on his shoulder.

It seems that after years of reunion, meeting a Xie Ruzhuo who is completely different from when he was 11 years old made him even more unforgettable, and he wanted to do his best to protect Xie Ruzhuo from any further harm.

He doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but he is willing to believe that Xie Ruzhuo is the doom he cannot escape in this life. Once he meets him, it will disrupt his ordinary life without warning, and drag him down step by step, forever.

Even after his death, this calamity did not disappear, it seemed to have been engraved in his bone marrow, in his soul, and he would sink into it without hesitation even after reviving the whole life.

The summer night was sweltering, and there were noisy cicadas chirping in the forest next to the camp. Shen Ci carefully put the letter back into the envelope, thinking that starting tomorrow, he would practice writing with this letter every day.

The army was anxious in Guzhou for more than half a month in August, and no one even cared about the Mid-Autumn Festival. By the time they realized it, it was already over.

Halfway through August, Shen Ci remembered to write a letter this time, but scratched his head again for several days without writing a single word.

A few days later, Xie Ruzhuo's secret letter from Jingzhong arrived, and he asked some nonsense questions. Only an exquisite square wooden box seemed to be the most useful, but there was a note sealed on the wooden box, "General Shen personally ".

Shen Ci happily took it, Yue Tingchuan didn't want to pay attention to them anymore, he didn't even want to look at them, and even sent them away quickly.

Before reaching his camp, Shen Ci couldn't hold back his curiosity and opened the wooden box as he walked. Inside lay a jade scorpion, and underneath was a piece of peach blossom paper, which was exactly the same as the one he gave Xie Ruzhuo that day. The four corners are painted with peach blossoms, the middle is sprinkled with gold powder, and the fragrance is wafting. On the peach blossom paper is Xie Ruzhuo's clear handwriting:

After farewell, we will meet again.

Shen Ci picked up the jade pendant and looked at it, and quickly remembered that it was the one that Xie Ruzhuo often wore when learning to ride and shoot, and it was also the one that he personally put on for Xie Ruzhuo on the first day. There are many scratches, but the inner wall is very smooth as if it is often rubbed by someone's hand.

There seemed to be residual warmth from Xie Ruzhuo's fingers on the jade box. The jade was cool, but he could always feel the warmth. Looking at the flat peach blossom paper, Shen Ci stopped, and ran back with the wooden box in his hands. The camp of Yue Tingchuan.

"General, let me ask you something." Shen Ci asked humbly, "After farewell, reunion, is this from any poem?"

There is no way, he didn't like reading since he was a child, and he only knows the few poems that are catchy to all women and children. The others look familiar, but he just doesn't know who wrote them and what they are called.

Yue Tingchuan gave Shen Ci a distasteful glance, as if saying that he didn't know anything, and replied: "Yan Shuyuan's partridge sky, the next sentence is how many times the soul dream is the same with the king, and it is to meet each other to express farewell hatred. Talk about the pain of parting." Looking at Shen Ci, he was still a little dazed, and he added, "Have you heard of Yan Jidao? Yan Shu's son, this poem is very famous. Bottom Wind' should be a household name."

Shen Ci finally showed a look of enlightenment, nodded and said: "Thank you, General." After saying that, he ran away with the wooden box in his hands and disappeared.

Along the way, I was silently reciting "Several Times of Hunmeng and the King", and my mind was in a mess. After a while, I suddenly blushed and my ears were dry, and I quickly closed the wooden box to prevent myself from reading it again.

Xie Ruzhuo has been thinking about him all the time, knowing this is simply the happiest thing in his life.

After thinking about it, Shen Ci regretted not bringing the peach blossom paper, so he took it out of the wooden box and ran back to find Yue Tingchuan again.

Yue Tingchuan was still seriously answering the nonsense asked in Xie Ruzhuo's secret letter. Seeing Shen Ci go and come back again, he said indifferently: "What's the matter? There is a collection of words on the table, what else do you want to know? Take it and read it yourself." .”

"No." Shen Cijiang held the peach blossom paper in front of Yue Tingchuan, "General, is there any place that sells this kind of peach blossom paper in the nearby city?"

Yue Tingchuan looked at the peach blossom paper that was popular in the boudoir, and then at Shen Ci with a sincere expression. He felt that he had run into a ghost during the day, and he held back for a long time before he could come up with a reasonable explanation: "Your Majesty wrote you a private letter. Do you mean to give you a marriage?"

Shen Ci: "..."

"General, you think too much."

Yue Tingchuan also felt that he was thinking too much, but when he looked at the words on the peach blossom paper again, he was even more convinced that he must have hit a ghost: Then why did the handwriting on it look so much like His Majesty's?

After farewell, recall meeting each other?

Your Majesty does not know what this sentence means, right?

Yue Tingchuan stared at Shen Ci, his face was full of shock and bewilderment, as if he didn't know who this person was, Shen Ci asked suspiciously: "General, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing..." Yue Tingchuan said with difficulty, "You and His Majesty have such a good relationship..."

The author has something to say: Xiao Shen: I have a good relationship with His Majesty, do you need to say that?

Xiaoyue: Is it my illusion?I don't think there's anything quite right about these two.

Mother: You must be the last one to find out (touch the head.jpg)

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