My country is dead again [Rebirth]

Shen Ci looked at Xie Mingting who was taken away strangely, stepped forward and asked: "Your Majesty, why..."

Before he finished speaking, he found that Xie Ruzhuo's eyes were red, and he was holding back tears and full of grievances. He felt that he should be as dazed as Xie Mingting at this time.

I just asked He Xiaoman earlier, and seeing this scene now, Shen Ci guessed that Xie Ruzhuo might be pretending again, a little helpless and disappointed, they have expressed their hearts to each other now, is Xie Ruzhuo still unwilling to let go of their knots?

Shen Ci has been thinking about what kind of sense of security is to Xie Ruzhuo, but he can't empathize with it.

When taking Xie Ruzhuo back to his master’s house, he would choke up when facing Ye Xinmei’s concern, and watching the lantern with him would be overjoyed because he had never been taken out by his elders to see it. Suffering from gains and losses actually stems from his childhood experience.

Forgotten by his father in the palace, disliked by his mother, ridiculed by his brothers, he was alone at an age when he should be loved. He tried hard to let himself ignore all malice and suffering, but at the age of 12, he was innocent Pure and forever buried in the dark cold palace.

Xie Ruzhuo has never experienced the care and love of his elders since he was a teenager. One of his biological parents ruthlessly abandoned him, and the other spoke ill of him every day, accompanied by bloody injuries. Even the closest relatives could not find him. How can such a Xie Ruzhuo get a sense of security from a little warmth in the world?

In the previous life, Xie Ruzhuo was willing to trust and love him unreservedly. In fact, he wanted to grab the dependence and warmth he longed for from him. Like the fantasy dream, when he wakes up, there will be nothing, and he will leave himself one day.

Then, he really left, and the dream was really shattered.

"Your Majesty, it's all right." Shen Ci suppressed the layers of bitterness in his heart, took his shoulders, smiled and pressed lightly on the corner of his eyes, "Before, Your Majesty was able to solve problems every time, and this time I will It's ok, why bother to be angry and sad because of Sun Bingde, it's not worth it."

Xie Ruzhuo bowed his head and said "um" with a nasal sound, with a look of relief on his face after being coaxed, Shen Ci couldn't laugh or cry again.

"He always fights against me for everything." Xie Ruzhuo said angrily, "Sometimes I really want to scold each other happily with him, but I can't. I have to hold back every time and pretend to be with him say."

This is indeed very annoying, and Shen Ci also felt that it is impossible to live without letting people vent their anger, so he immediately echoed: "It's okay, I met him, and scolded him back for Your Majesty."

Xie Ruzhuo remembered how Shen Ci scolded Sun Bingde clearly in his previous life, and laughed again, saying: "I'm just kidding, don't always look at him like you don't like it, and don't stab him on purpose, if you don't like him, you won't Talk to him."

In the previous life, Shen Ci disliked Sun Bingde, mostly because of Xie Ruzhuo. Whoever let this old fox know every day that the whole moth was tripping Xie Ruzhuo, causing Xie Ruzhuo to frown every now and then, and he had nowhere to vent his anger. Being able to hold back by myself, of course I still find this person distasteful in this life. Hearing this, he snorted: "The minister can't help it. When I meet someone I hate, it's already a shame not to do anything, but I still have to shut up and stop being scolded." , I will suffocate to death."

Xie Ruzhuo couldn't pretend to be wronged and sad at all, he couldn't stop laughing, and said, "Then you should restrain yourself a little bit, he won't let you off if you make Sun Bingde angry."

"Your Majesty is in a good mood?" Although Shen Ci knew in his heart that he was not in a bad mood, he still skillfully advised against his will, "Your Majesty will not be angry with these people in the future. It is really not worth it. The minister said."

"Okay, don't be angry next time." Xie Ruzhuo agreed against his will, picked up the longbow on the table, "General Shen, see if my archery has improved a lot."

Shen Ci stood aside and watched him adjust the bow and arrow, draw the bow and set the arrow, and suddenly said when the arrow was about to be shot: "Your Majesty said in a letter before that there is one aspect of archery that is always missing the point. I see that your Majesty's movements and postures are all right. I don't know where it is?"

Xie Ruzhuo's expression and movements froze, he didn't dare to look back at Shen Ci, took a deep breath, and replied: "Shen, General Shen will know when I shoot an arrow."

He didn't expect Shen Ci to still remember a sentence from the first letter, which was really unexpected.

Of course, the so-called "missing the point" does not exist. He just wrote it nonsense at the time. Now, in order to avoid being exposed on the spot as a lie, he can only bite the bullet and make it up.

Fortunately, the wind helped Xie Ruzhuo today. Xie Ruzhuo cleverly took advantage of the wind to slightly deviate from his position. It looked like he was aiming at the original point, but the direction and speed of the wind affected his aim.

The arrow got stuck on the edge of the bull's-eye, Xie Ruzhuo raised the corners of his lips in satisfaction, looked annoyed when he turned his head, stretched out his hand, and said, "Look, that's it, I obviously feel that I'm aiming right, but in the end it always happens." A bit off, don't know why?"

Shen Ci said in his heart: Of course it's because your acting skills are so outstanding that people can't match them.

"It doesn't matter, Your Majesty has already done a good job." Shen Ci felt that if he continued to act with Xie Ruzhuo, he would have to refine his extraordinary acting skills, and said patiently, "Archery is always affected by the weather, so you have to learn it after you are proficient. You need to adjust the angle according to weather changes, for example, when there is wind, you must learn to judge the direction of the wind. In today’s situation, it is actually a little bit off the target.”

Xie Ruzhuo seemed to be listening carefully and humbly. He suddenly realized and nodded. He drew his bow again and adjusted it. He turned around and said, "I still don't know how to judge. General Shen, can you teach me a little more?"

Shen Ci applauded Xie Ruzhuo's acting skills in his heart. In fact, his feet moved faster than his brain, and he subconsciously walked behind Xie Ruzhuo. He whispered in his ear what the direction of the wind is at this time, and which side the arrow should be deflected by a centimeter.

The deep voice made the pinna of the ears numb and itchy. Xie Ruzhuo felt that Shen Ci must have done it on purpose, but when he thought that he asked for it, he could only swallow his anger and let his ears and face slowly turn red, bow and arrow. His hands also became limp, and Shen Ci's hands were held tightly so that he would not throw away the bow and arrow.

Shen Ci seemed to be dragging him down. The arrow didn't shoot for a long time, and when he didn't speak, there was scorching breath floating beside his ear, and he couldn't let it go. He really wanted to shout at Shen Ci angrily, "Let me go!" Let's go." In the end, he was still willing to fall into the ambiguity deliberately created by Shen Ci.

"Your Majesty, hold tight." Shen Ci realized that Xie Ruzhuo had been absent-minded for a long time, chuckled, and whispered in his ear, "I now suspect that Your Majesty really has lost the point."

"I think, of course, it really doesn't make sense." Xie Ruzhuo said without confidence, his tone was floating, "What did I lie to you for?"

Shen Ci laughed again, and finally let him go, and the extremely difficult arrow finally flew out, firmly nailed in the bull's-eye.

Xie Ruzhuo breathed a sigh of relief imperceptibly, moved a little away from Shen Ci, and calmed down the turbulent heartbeat and rapid heartbeat.

Shen Ci sneered secretly, wondering if this person would dare to act next time.

After that, Xie Ruzhuo shot a few more arrows, almost hitting the target. He asked Shen Ci triumphantly, "Am I a fast learner?"

It was the first time that he said that he was stupid and slow to learn and didn't know who it was. Shen Ci stated the facts: "Well, Your Majesty is the fastest learner I have ever seen, faster than I used to learn."

Xie Ruzhuo's expression froze again. Although he thought he had a talent for learning everything, he was not yet the fastest learner Shen Ci had ever seen in things like riding and shooting.

It's over, it seems to have been acted out, it's completely fake.

He took a closer look at Shen Ci's expression and found nothing unusual, so he felt relieved and said nonsense, "That's not that exaggerated, maybe it's because I practice diligently, and diligence can make up for my weakness."

Shen Ci took advantage of the situation and responded with "hmm" a few times. After all, he couldn't bear to see Xie Ruzhuo embarrassed, so he changed the subject and said, "I have something to tell your Majesty about King Yan. I don't know if I want to attack Ningya again this year. Does Your Majesty still want Mr. Wu to go?"

It is dangerous for the commander-in-chief of a town in northern Xinjiang to go for a few days, let alone for a few months. This is one of the reasons why Xie Ruzhuo never approached Song Qingge again. Those complicated situations are the same thing, Song Qingge can't always Leaving Wanyang is also true, so is Wu Xianrong. Last year, he left for three months. If he had to leave for another three months this year, if something happened to Xishan and nobody took care of it, the court would not be worth the loss.

"I also thought of this." Xie Ruzhuo said, "I want to borrow Wu Xianrong's soldiers from Ning Ya this year, and let Yue Tingchuan go. Ning Ya is better than Hengchuan, and Yue Tingchuan should be fine. Xu Zishen's side is just you Be the general."

After Xie Ruzhuo finished speaking, he didn't wait for Shen Ci to speak for a long time. He panicked and raised his eyes to look at him eagerly. Seeing him staring at him silently, he bit his lower lip and said, "You... don't you want to?"

He used to think many times that Shen Ci actually didn't like the court, and he didn't like the battlefield. Everything was for him. Back then, I should have listened to him, left his side, and returned to Nangu to be with my master and wife, as if he had never appeared in my life.

Shen Ci sighed, raised his hand and rubbed Xie Ruzhuo's cheek, and said, "Why is Your Majesty thinking wildly again? I'm not unwilling, I'm just a little sad, and I will be separated from Your Majesty for so long, and we always get together in a year. Leaving less and leaving more, there is very little time to be with His Majesty."

"Then..." Xie Ruzhuo's voice was rough, "If one day you can't come back from the battlefield, will you regret it?"

Is this what Xie Ruzhuo wanted to ask him in his previous life?

Shen Ci lightly stroked Xie Ruzhuo's eyelids and eyebrows, and he didn't speak for a while. Before his death in his previous life, all he had was regrets. It's a pity that he only stayed with Xie Ruzhuo for such a short time in this life, and there are still so many years in the future. , he can no longer protect Xie Ruzhuo, and he can no longer guard the world they took back together for Xie Ruzhuo.

Thirty years in the previous life, the time flowed quickly, the blue sky and the yellow spring had nothing to think about, but I hated the sky and never had a holiday.

"I will never regret it, I will only regret not being able to do more for His Majesty." Shen Ci wiped away a tear from the corner of Xie Ruzhuo's eyes, and said softly.

Xie Ruzhuo couldn't help crying more and more, hugged Shen Ci, buried him in his chest and refused to look up, as if annoyed that he made himself cry by saying these things, and unceremoniously wiped all the tears on his lapel .

"Why does Your Majesty always like to cry in front of his ministers?" Shen Ci pressed the person who was loitering in his arms like a kitten, and said with a smile, "If people like Sun Bingde know that His Majesty likes to cry so much in private, I don't know what to think .”

Xie Ruzhuo was also a little ashamed to see people, and continued to bury himself in Shen Ci's chest without raising his head, and his voice was muffled: "Then are you going to laugh at me? I'm not allowed to cry anymore?"

He acted like a child if he didn't agree with each other, Shen Ci was also very helpless, patted him on the head like a child, and said: "Your Majesty can always cry in this minister's place."

Xie Ruzhuo snorted, and said after a while: "Didn't you say that there are only two of us here, don't call me Your Majesty." He pinched Shen Ci's arm and said with a sigh, "Didn't you say you remember Yet?"

"I'm used to it, forget about it." Shen Ci's arm went numb, thinking that his hand strength was not weak, so he quickly changed his words, "I will remember it from now on."

Xie Ruzhuo finally showed his face, glared at him and said, "Then you should yell quickly."

"Well, Qingzhu."

"Call again."

"Clear."

"In order to prevent you from forgetting next time, I will call you ten times as a penalty, and you will be called ten times every time you forget."

"..."

The author has something to say: Xiao Xie: Didn’t you say I love you!Don't you want to call me by my name ten times? ? ?

小沈：我就是强权政治下的可怜小沈（哭）感谢在2021-05-1415:44:45~2021-05-1517:08:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Jinyi 28 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!