My country is dead again [Rebirth]

Shen Ci's breath trembled, and he breathed a sigh of relief as if his mind had fallen to the ground, but he couldn't stop the strong sadness in his eyes, and he almost didn't dare to look at Xie Ruzhuo again.

But Xie Ruzhuo still looked at him calmly, as if he was really waiting for an answer.

"Yes..." After a long time, Shen Ci trembled in the silence, "I had doubts for a long time, but I was really sure when you said clearly."

The two fell into a long silence again, and neither of them spoke.

Shen Ci thought about many situations after Xie Ruzhuo knew the truth, maybe he would cry because he remembered the ending of his previous life, or resent him for leaving without saying goodbye, but he never thought that Xie Ruzhuo would not say a word.

The face that was pale because of still being ill is calm, but Shen Ci can't help but feel heartache when he looks at it, that kind of calm is too fragile, like there are countless chapped marks, which will be broken in the next moment All the truest emotions are hidden below.

Those peach blossom eyes were too dark, as if they had re-watched all the decades of past and present lives in an instant, and were involved in the ruthless and cruel parting sorrow and hatred, the tormented and painful lonely watch, all the time. Layer after layer, covering the original color of the pupils, it was so dark that it was impossible to see to the bottom, it seemed sad and angry, and there were many things that Shen Ci couldn't understand.

He sighed, and was about to hug Xie Ruzhuo and say something softly, at least to admit his mistake first, but Xie Ruzhuo suddenly hugged him vigorously, and then bit his half-exposed shoulder hard.

Different from the previous two ambiguous bites, Shen Ci could feel the seriousness of this bite. Xie Ruzhuo's teeth bit his shoulder tightly, blood flowed out quickly, and the pain instantly stimulated his brain, but he He didn't move, and let Xie Ruzhuo bite more and more tightly, and then slowly let go, but it wasn't because of the initiative, but because Xie Ruzhuo's whole body was shaking, his teeth were shaking, and he couldn't bite anymore.

Xie Ruzhuo was crying, tears poured out and wet his shoulders, the strength of hugging him was so ruthless, as if he was going to crush him.

"Shen Ci, you just left like that back then, and told me...we will never see each other again in this life..." Xie Ruzhuo buried his voice hoarsely and choked on his shoulder, "20 years...I was the only one...you don't even dream Li didn't want to come to see me..."

Xie Ruzhuo couldn't help crying, and Shen Ci followed him in tears like rain. Thousands of words were stuck in his heart, but he couldn't speak them out for a long time. His arms gently but powerfully hugged his thin and trembling body.

"I hate you to death! Shen Ci, I hate you to death!" Xie Ruzhuo whimpered, bit Shen Ci's shoulder, and waved his fists on Shen Ci's body in disorder, "Since you hate me so much, why in this life? You want to come to me again! You didn’t even want to come to see me in your dreams, so why don’t you leave now!”

Xie Ruzhuo's eyes were a kind of madness that was almost obsessed. His whole body lost all strength, but he was still holding on to Shen Ci's collar tightly, shouting "I hate you to death, I hate you to death" over and over again, speaking incoherently Ask him why he didn't want to come to see him in his dream, why he wants to come again now.

It was as if a knife had cut bloody wounds on his heart again and again. For the first time, Shen Ci knew the meaning of the word heartbroken. He would rather Xie Ruzhuo really hated him to death than see What was revealed in those eyes was the accumulation of too deep and too deep sorrow, which has gone through the boundless and lonely years, and it is still clear and deep to this day.

Shen Ci hugged the somewhat crazy Xie Ruzhuo tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Because I have always loved you, so... I had to go back then. At that point, we have no turning back. I will never go back to Pingdu. It is the best result for you not to see each other again in this life..."

"I'm sorry, Qingzhu, I'm sorry..." Xie Ruzhuo couldn't help sobbing as he buried himself in his arms. He kissed Xie Ruzhuo's hair and forehead, "I didn't do what I promised you. Of course I will come to you in this life. I will never I won't leave, and I won't break my promise again..."

Xie Ruzhuo already had injuries on his eyelids, and his eyes were red and swollen from crying. The grief caused by his past life at first has faded a lot, and now he may be more wronged. How he passed those 20 years, only he knows In this life, he is careful every step of the way, worrying about gains and losses, for fear of repeating the same mistakes, and his fate will not be changed because of rebirth, but now he knows that Shen Ci is still the same Shen Ci in his previous life, and he will regret that they missed it.

He tugged at the corner of Shen Ci's skirt, gritted his teeth and said, "If you dare to walk away like that in your life, and die without a whole body, I'll just..." He choked up again as he spoke, and began to cry, "I'll just Throw away your ashes..."

In his previous life, he spent the rest of his life with an altar of ashes for 17 years. During the boring days, the most unforgettable thing was to caress the small celadon altar and recall Shen Ci over and over again, fearing that he would forget him in the long years. With Shen Ci's face, you can't find Shen Ci even if you go to Huangquan in the future.

"How can you be so cruel..." Xie Ruzhuo cried more and more aggrieved, his voice was hoarse when he was sick, like a kitten whimpering softly, "Don't let me see you for the last time, leave me a jar of ashes... you know I don’t know that I put your ashes next to my pillow every day, thinking that this way I can get closer to you, so that you can come to see me in my dreams... I also let people bury your ashes in my coffin after death, you If you don’t come to see me in your dream, I can only hurry up and find you in Wangchuan... I’m afraid I won’t be able to find you..."

Shen Ci's tears kept falling like broken beads. He hugged Xie Ruzhuo and said "I'm sorry" over and over again. He had thought many times about how Xie Ruzhuo would live after his death, and even wondered whether Xie Ruzhuo would Slowly forget him, marry a wife and have children like every emperor.

But now Xie Ruzhuo told him that for 17 years, Xie Ruzhuo slept with his ashes, and his ashes were buried with him after death. After three years of separation and 17 years of yin and yang separation, Xie Ruzhuo's pain and longing just accumulated The deeper he got, not only did he not forget him, but he also remembered going deep into the bone marrow, and walked through the deserted fleeting years alone.

He held it in his hands for fear of being broken for 20 years, but he didn't know anything. While he was glad that there was a new life to make up for it, he couldn't stop feeling sorry for himself that he couldn't share Xie Ruzhuo's burden. suffering.

The person in his arms gradually calmed down. The aggrieved kitten stretched out a paw and touched the bloody bite mark on his shoulder. Only then did he realize how hard the bite was, and immediately panicked again, tears welled up in his eyes again : "Why, why don't you push me away... I'm sorry, I was crazy in front..."

"You're not crazy." Shen Ci gently wiped away the tears on his face, caressing his eyebrows carefully, "I deserve this, you can bite harder, it's better to hit me again."

Xie Ruzhuo moved his lips, and his face turned red again. Looking down, he found that the wound on Shen Ci's chest had split open again, and the white cloth was soaked with bright red blood. He panicked even more and stumbled to find medicine. She grabbed him, put one hand around his waist, and suddenly kissed his lips.

As if the lost and regained love is hard to control, and as crazy as the obsession for many years, Shen Ci's movements are irresistible and domineering, imprisoning Xie Ruzhuo in his arms, and pecking his lips, it seems that he has a chance to breathe Not wanting to leave it to him, the two pink lips were kissed softer and softer, and the tongue penetrated into the moist depths, invading/violating all the territories that could be reached, to taste the joys and sorrows of his two lifetimes, Then give him the love and affection that has passed through life and death.

When Xie Ruzhuo recovered from his ignorance, he almost instinctively catered to such a hard kiss. In the past and present, they missed misunderstandings, but they will always be the only beloved lover for each other. Falling in love is just a thought in the heart , He grabbed Shen Ci's open skirt, touched his hot chest, his eyes blurred with forgetfulness, and tore up Shen Ci's inner garment with a "stab" sound, fully revealing his muscular and well-proportioned body in front of him.

"Want to do it?" Shen Ci's eyes were reddened by passion/desire. It was an uncontrollable emotion, and his hoarse voice bewitched Xie Ruzhuo with the same eagerness in his heart.

Xie Ruzhuo's lips were wet and red, and his eyes were moist with water. He didn't know that he had actually been in a coma for three days. The wound on his eyelids was slowly healed under the effect of good medicine. He had a porcelain-like face and beautiful peach blossom eyes. , adding a reddish scar, the aesthetic feeling of abuse will make it easier for people to have the desire to conquer, and then an unbearable "um" leaked from the mouth like a cat, Shen Ci almost tore the next moment Opened his coat.

The 20 years of missed separation in the rest of the previous life, and the temptations and fears of several times in this life, all turned into a burning passion on the day when the truth was completely revealed. The deep-seated love that has been missed in countless fleeting years.

"You, you still have injuries." After taking off his clothes, Xie Ruzhuo was still hesitating shyly, "Also... there is no grease, I don't do it, I'm afraid of pain."

"I don't hurt, and it doesn't affect anything if I get hurt." Shen Ci's eyes were already familiar with cruelty, and he almost wrote "this is up to you" on his face, "There is something else without grease, I will find it for you .”

Xie Ruzhuo swallowed a mouthful of saliva, Shen Ci's eyes seemed to say "Don't try to run away", before anything started, his whole body was already burned, wondering if he had a fever again.

Shen Ci went around the huge Burger with his upper body bare, and had to recognize the fact that Beidi people's lives are not refined at all. His eyes swept over the small table, and he had an idea in his mind.

So Xie Ruzhuo watched Shen Ci bring a pot of goat milk over, a firework exploded in his mind, and shouted: "Shen Ci! How dare you use this! I will kill you!"

Shen Ci was not afraid of his casual nonsense, but the possessive desire in his eyes was about to overflow, wanting to see milky white goat milk dripping on his fair skin, sliding down his collarbone, and his whole body exuded the sweet milk fragrance .

Your Majesty who wants to eat the taste of milk in one bite.

Xie Ruzhuo guessed what this man was going to do when he saw the pot of goat milk brought by Shen Ci, and his face turned red just thinking about it, and when he saw Shen Ci approaching, he hurriedly rubbed on the low couch, staying away from Shen Ci, and further away a little.

"I'm still sick...I'm very weak now..." Xie Ruzhuo coughed, and looked at Shen Ci pitifully with peach blossom eyes that had just cried, "Tomorrow."

Shen Ci slowly poured the goat milk into the cup, and said: "You stripped my clothes first, I asked you, and you agreed, now it's too late to regret."

Xie Ruzhuo wrote "You bully me, I don't want to be with you" all over his face, pulled up the quilt to wrap himself, and was pulled out of the quilt by Shen Ci involuntarily the next moment, lying on Shen Ci's legs with his butt facing up superior.

"You, you, you...you can't do this! You can't use this!" Xie Ruzhuo's ears were so red that they were bleeding, and his voice became softer and softer like a gnat, "Put me down..."

Shen Ci held down the man who was dishonestly rubbing his legs, and asked in a low voice on top of his head: "Is Your Majesty coming by himself, or do you want your ministers to come?"

……

The hoarse voice fell on Xie Ruzhuo's ears: "Your Majesty, what did you call me before? Why didn't you call me anymore?"

Xie Ruzhuo whimpered: "Before what? When? I don't remember..."

"Your Highness Sixth, I really don't remember?"

"Brother... ah... brother..."

"Didn't you say you don't remember?"

"I don't remember... Brother, I was wrong..."

The author has something to say: Xiaoxie OS: I'm going to kill you! ! !

Xiao Xie said: woo woo woo brother, please lighten up

Mom: Ah, it smells so good

感谢在2021-05-3019:57:47~2021-05-3117:39:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: saya1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Zheer and Saya; 1 bottle of Luoxiyuan and Renyuan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!