Mu Xingfang gritted his teeth and lowered his head. There seemed to be a lemon soaked in bitter water for a long time in his chest, and the sore feeling kept rising and falling, hitting his brain.Driven by this abnormal emotion, he kept his head sullen and walked quickly under his feet.
The surrounding scenery was constantly receding with his movements, sticking together, like a fuzzy and distorted painting.I don't know how far he walked, but gradually, his pace slowed down, and finally his ankle stopped and he stopped in place.
Crossing the road ahead was the hotel where they were staying, but Mu Xingfang was standing in the shadow of a tree on the opposite side, with half of his face buried in the darkness, his brows were deep and handsome, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
He took a deep breath and let it out slowly, his chest rising and falling, as if he wanted to release all the complex and difficult emotions accumulated in his heart, such as fear, complaint and grievance.
However, when Mu Xingfang really recovered, another mood that was completely opposite to the previous one sneaked out from the bottom of his heart.
He pursed his lips, and looked back hesitantly.
But the backside was empty, and there was no one on the entire crosswalk, only two rows of street lights on the side winding to the end of the road, condensed into a small spot of light.
Not seeing the person he was expecting, Mu Xing Fangfu turned his head again, lowered his eyes, dawdled with his feet, and couldn't walk one meter for a long time, and couldn't stop his wild thoughts.
Why didn't you follow up?
Are you walking too fast?
Or... accidentally cut your foot in the water?
Mu Xingfang automatically played back in his mind that Yu Yinian was sitting on the ground before, with water droplets hanging on his eyelashes, and his beautiful black pupils were also wet, staring at himself blankly, as if he was very hurt.
He was silent for a moment, and an emotion called regret was slowly amplifying in his heart, gradually occupying his whole mind.
...shouldn't be harsh on him.
In the end, Yu Yinian didn't do anything, he didn't force himself to do anything, he even restrained himself a lot compared to before, he was no longer so crazy and clingy.No matter what kind of mentality the other party has when he enters the water, whether he is sincerely worried or desperate to get, at least he should not have that attitude, even if he is angry.
And the one who is affected from the beginning to the end is himself.
It's because I can't control my emotions, it's because I obviously hate the other person but I have to pay too much attention to it, it's me... But at least, I shouldn't be so fierce to him.
All in all, this time I made a mistake.
Mu Xingfang thought about this, and couldn't help but look back. Seeing that the figure that worried him still didn't appear behind him, he gritted his teeth, turned around and walked back.
The speed of going back seemed to be faster than the previous anger. It didn't take long for Mu Xingfang to return to the place where he fell into the water.
On the way, he was already mentally prepared for the other party to be injured, and he had to carry him back, but when he looked around, there was no one there.
Where Yu Yinian was sitting, there was only a large black water stain left, and a few shoe prints that were getting lighter and lighter, but there was no trace of the person. Mu Xingfang looked around and saw nothing. not seen.
He suddenly felt a little empty in his heart, and a little worried and anxious.
Mu Xingfang stood there for a few more seconds, then turned back decisively.
The hotel is still brightly lit and welcoming, as always.The lady at the front desk seemed to be off work and was packing up.Hearing the movement at the door, he looked up, saw Mu Xingfang's state, opened his eyes wide in shock and doubt, and blurted out a sentence:
"Why are you soaked all over, is it raining heavily outside?"
Mu Xingfang noticed the word "Ye" with the tip of his ear, and his eyes moved over quickly, not for a moment.
"It's not raining outside." His tone was flat, he paused and asked again: "Did someone like me come back before?"
After speaking, he looked away, as if he didn't care much and was just asking casually, but he stopped very sincerely.
The front desk lady was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help looking past Mu Xingfang to look outside. After hearing his question, she quickly regained her senses.
"Ah, yes." She pondered for a while, "Just now, a handsome guy came back all wet, and I was so scared that I quickly took out my umbrella..."
The lady at the front desk gradually lowered her voice when she said this, and her eyebrows frowned.
How does she feel... this scene seems familiar?
However, before she had time to ask anything, the man standing in front of her had already thanked her in a low voice, turned and left.
Mu Xingfang came out of the elevator, stood in front of the door with his head down, hesitated for a long time, and approached and retracted the room card in his hand.
It's not that he didn't want to go in, but that he really didn't think about how to stay in the same room with Yu Yinian.
Especially when the two of them were in that situation just now.
Mu Xingfang's lips were straightened, and he kept building his mind.But in the end he sighed and took back the room card. After a while of confusion, he stopped in front of Liang Yunyi's room and knocked on the door.
"Who?"
Liang Yunyi wiped his hair, asked in distaste while walking around Sun Hao and Dong Rui, who were lying on their backs, and came to open the door.
The moment the door opened, Liang Yunyi's eyes lit up when he saw Mu Xingfang outside.
"I thought who it was, who ran over without sleeping in the middle of the night." Liang Yunyi gave way to him, turned around and closed the door. "It's breathable and comfortable outside, and I'm finally willing to come back? Fortunately, I was worried that you would fall asleep on which side of the road because you were drunk."
He walked over and found something was wrong when he was beside Mu Xingfang.
Liang Yunyi stretched out his hand and tentatively twisted Mu Xingfang's clothes. After feeling the dampness of his fingertips, he put his whole hand on it and felt it. He was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.
"...Where did you go to play in the water and come back like this?"
He looked Mu Xingfang up and down, and seeing the slightly embarrassed look on the other side, he couldn't help swallowing.
Seeing that his friend was silent and not speaking, Liang Yunyi couldn't help becoming cautious.
"Did you fall into the pit really drunk?"
"Is that hurt? Is the phone still working?"
Liang Yunyi threw a series of questions at Mu Xingfang, which made the other party's face more and more ugly.But he rubbed his chin and circled Mu Xingfang for a while, thinking for a while, and gradually discovered his blind spots.
"No, didn't Yu Yinian go looking for you? How could it be like this? What about others, are you okay?"
As soon as these words came out, Mu Xing's face did not look ugly, his gaze on Liang Yunyi stopped burning, and his breathing became lighter, but he still remained silent without saying a word.
Liang Yunyi accurately captured the subtle change of his friend, twitched the corner of his mouth, slumped on a chair beside him, and said clearly:
"Tell me, what happened? I'll analyze it for you."
Mu Xingfang looked at the ground when he heard the words, his cheeks tightened.His voice was slightly hoarse, and he briefly described the matter to Liang Yunyi, but there was nothing missing. Hearing the expression on Liang Yunyi's face changed, his body was involuntarily sat up straight.
After the voice fell to the ground, there was silence in the room.
After a long while, Liang Yunyi, who was facing Mu Xingfang's gaze, uttered a deep sentence:
"I said Fangfang, you are a little out of place."
He smacked his lips, then changed his mouth and said:
"Oh no, it's very dishonest."
Liang Yunyi stared at Mu Xingfang who was drooping when he heard the sound, heartbroken.
"Aside from other things, people are kind enough to worry about you looking for you, seeing you fall into the river, and jumping over to get you back, what about you? You have that kind of attitude? If you want me, I have to kick you back into the water again. Soaking in it, I can't drag you to death!"
As Liang Yunyi talked, it seemed as if he had imagined the scene, and he was full of emotion, and cursed out with genuine emotion.After catching a glimpse of Mu Xingfang's expression, he restrained himself a little, paused and couldn't help but made another speech:
"Looking at it this way, Yu Yinian really likes you, so he didn't say anything to you."
"It's a pity, such a good wild father, why can't he be emotionally clear?..."
He shook his head, as if to sigh.
However, Mu Xingfang felt more and more unhappy in his heart, and the shame in his eyes became deeper and deeper.
He couldn't hold back his emotions anymore, left Liang Yunyi behind without saying a word, turned and left.
When the door of his room clicked open, Mu Xingfang walked in quickly, with an apology on his lips, but he swallowed it hastily when he saw no one in the room.
He walked around the room like a headless chicken, and the expression on Jun's face became more and more disappointed.However, when he walked inside, he heard the slight sound of water in the bathroom, his eyes lit up, and he stood obediently at the door of the bathroom, waiting for the people inside to come out.
When the sound of water inside stopped, Mu Xingfang felt nervous, and he licked his lips impatiently.
A figure on the frosted glass gradually approached, and the doorknob turned in due course.When the other party's face was completely exposed, Mu Xingfang narrowed his eyes and said "I'm sorry" quickly.
He wanted to explain a few more sentences, but seeing the astonished expression on Yu Yinian's face, he seemed to be at a loss for words, and he couldn't utter a word, as if the "I'm sorry" just now was already exhausted all mind.
Mu Xingfang closed his mouth somewhat embarrassedly, but still stood there, stubbornly refusing to leave.
Yu Yinian was taken aback when he saw someone outside the door unexpectedly, but after hearing the apology from the other party, he froze again.
This was a development he hadn't expected at all.
But he wasn't angry at all. On the contrary, he was very happy because he found out about Mu Xingfang's psychological changes, and he didn't care about Mu Xingfang's previous behavior at all.
After all, to get something you have to give something first, and he has always done so.
"It's okay, I don't care."
Yu Yinian smiled slightly, turned sideways, and walked past Mu Xingfang.
Mu Xingfang's eyes were shaken by the soft smile on the other's lips, and he watched the other party sitting on the side of the bed, with his fair and beautiful feet hanging on the side of the bed to dry.
He paused, turned and went into the bathroom.
In fact, Mu Xingfang can't figure out whether Yu Yinian forgave himself or not.But according to Liang Yunyi's explanation, then this is the truth, he really likes himself, to such an extent.For some reason, when this thought came to his mind, Mu Xingfang actually felt a little bit happy, which made him raise the corner of his mouth involuntarily, and then pursed it back restrainedly.
The sound of the water in the bathroom was also pattering, a little cheerful, but it was controlled by people so as not to make any more noise.
When Mu Xingfang came out, Yu Yinian was already lying down.
He lightly got on his bed, looked at the other person's back facing him, with a slightly thin back, thoughts arose frequently in his mind, like branches and tendrils, clung to Mu Xingfang's heart.
But in the end he fell into a deep sleep, and in the last second before falling asleep, that figure was in front of his eyes.
The surrounding scenery was constantly receding with his movements, sticking together, like a fuzzy and distorted painting.I don't know how far he walked, but gradually, his pace slowed down, and finally his ankle stopped and he stopped in place.
Crossing the road ahead was the hotel where they were staying, but Mu Xingfang was standing in the shadow of a tree on the opposite side, with half of his face buried in the darkness, his brows were deep and handsome, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
He took a deep breath and let it out slowly, his chest rising and falling, as if he wanted to release all the complex and difficult emotions accumulated in his heart, such as fear, complaint and grievance.
However, when Mu Xingfang really recovered, another mood that was completely opposite to the previous one sneaked out from the bottom of his heart.
He pursed his lips, and looked back hesitantly.
But the backside was empty, and there was no one on the entire crosswalk, only two rows of street lights on the side winding to the end of the road, condensed into a small spot of light.
Not seeing the person he was expecting, Mu Xing Fangfu turned his head again, lowered his eyes, dawdled with his feet, and couldn't walk one meter for a long time, and couldn't stop his wild thoughts.
Why didn't you follow up?
Are you walking too fast?
Or... accidentally cut your foot in the water?
Mu Xingfang automatically played back in his mind that Yu Yinian was sitting on the ground before, with water droplets hanging on his eyelashes, and his beautiful black pupils were also wet, staring at himself blankly, as if he was very hurt.
He was silent for a moment, and an emotion called regret was slowly amplifying in his heart, gradually occupying his whole mind.
...shouldn't be harsh on him.
In the end, Yu Yinian didn't do anything, he didn't force himself to do anything, he even restrained himself a lot compared to before, he was no longer so crazy and clingy.No matter what kind of mentality the other party has when he enters the water, whether he is sincerely worried or desperate to get, at least he should not have that attitude, even if he is angry.
And the one who is affected from the beginning to the end is himself.
It's because I can't control my emotions, it's because I obviously hate the other person but I have to pay too much attention to it, it's me... But at least, I shouldn't be so fierce to him.
All in all, this time I made a mistake.
Mu Xingfang thought about this, and couldn't help but look back. Seeing that the figure that worried him still didn't appear behind him, he gritted his teeth, turned around and walked back.
The speed of going back seemed to be faster than the previous anger. It didn't take long for Mu Xingfang to return to the place where he fell into the water.
On the way, he was already mentally prepared for the other party to be injured, and he had to carry him back, but when he looked around, there was no one there.
Where Yu Yinian was sitting, there was only a large black water stain left, and a few shoe prints that were getting lighter and lighter, but there was no trace of the person. Mu Xingfang looked around and saw nothing. not seen.
He suddenly felt a little empty in his heart, and a little worried and anxious.
Mu Xingfang stood there for a few more seconds, then turned back decisively.
The hotel is still brightly lit and welcoming, as always.The lady at the front desk seemed to be off work and was packing up.Hearing the movement at the door, he looked up, saw Mu Xingfang's state, opened his eyes wide in shock and doubt, and blurted out a sentence:
"Why are you soaked all over, is it raining heavily outside?"
Mu Xingfang noticed the word "Ye" with the tip of his ear, and his eyes moved over quickly, not for a moment.
"It's not raining outside." His tone was flat, he paused and asked again: "Did someone like me come back before?"
After speaking, he looked away, as if he didn't care much and was just asking casually, but he stopped very sincerely.
The front desk lady was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help looking past Mu Xingfang to look outside. After hearing his question, she quickly regained her senses.
"Ah, yes." She pondered for a while, "Just now, a handsome guy came back all wet, and I was so scared that I quickly took out my umbrella..."
The lady at the front desk gradually lowered her voice when she said this, and her eyebrows frowned.
How does she feel... this scene seems familiar?
However, before she had time to ask anything, the man standing in front of her had already thanked her in a low voice, turned and left.
Mu Xingfang came out of the elevator, stood in front of the door with his head down, hesitated for a long time, and approached and retracted the room card in his hand.
It's not that he didn't want to go in, but that he really didn't think about how to stay in the same room with Yu Yinian.
Especially when the two of them were in that situation just now.
Mu Xingfang's lips were straightened, and he kept building his mind.But in the end he sighed and took back the room card. After a while of confusion, he stopped in front of Liang Yunyi's room and knocked on the door.
"Who?"
Liang Yunyi wiped his hair, asked in distaste while walking around Sun Hao and Dong Rui, who were lying on their backs, and came to open the door.
The moment the door opened, Liang Yunyi's eyes lit up when he saw Mu Xingfang outside.
"I thought who it was, who ran over without sleeping in the middle of the night." Liang Yunyi gave way to him, turned around and closed the door. "It's breathable and comfortable outside, and I'm finally willing to come back? Fortunately, I was worried that you would fall asleep on which side of the road because you were drunk."
He walked over and found something was wrong when he was beside Mu Xingfang.
Liang Yunyi stretched out his hand and tentatively twisted Mu Xingfang's clothes. After feeling the dampness of his fingertips, he put his whole hand on it and felt it. He was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.
"...Where did you go to play in the water and come back like this?"
He looked Mu Xingfang up and down, and seeing the slightly embarrassed look on the other side, he couldn't help swallowing.
Seeing that his friend was silent and not speaking, Liang Yunyi couldn't help becoming cautious.
"Did you fall into the pit really drunk?"
"Is that hurt? Is the phone still working?"
Liang Yunyi threw a series of questions at Mu Xingfang, which made the other party's face more and more ugly.But he rubbed his chin and circled Mu Xingfang for a while, thinking for a while, and gradually discovered his blind spots.
"No, didn't Yu Yinian go looking for you? How could it be like this? What about others, are you okay?"
As soon as these words came out, Mu Xing's face did not look ugly, his gaze on Liang Yunyi stopped burning, and his breathing became lighter, but he still remained silent without saying a word.
Liang Yunyi accurately captured the subtle change of his friend, twitched the corner of his mouth, slumped on a chair beside him, and said clearly:
"Tell me, what happened? I'll analyze it for you."
Mu Xingfang looked at the ground when he heard the words, his cheeks tightened.His voice was slightly hoarse, and he briefly described the matter to Liang Yunyi, but there was nothing missing. Hearing the expression on Liang Yunyi's face changed, his body was involuntarily sat up straight.
After the voice fell to the ground, there was silence in the room.
After a long while, Liang Yunyi, who was facing Mu Xingfang's gaze, uttered a deep sentence:
"I said Fangfang, you are a little out of place."
He smacked his lips, then changed his mouth and said:
"Oh no, it's very dishonest."
Liang Yunyi stared at Mu Xingfang who was drooping when he heard the sound, heartbroken.
"Aside from other things, people are kind enough to worry about you looking for you, seeing you fall into the river, and jumping over to get you back, what about you? You have that kind of attitude? If you want me, I have to kick you back into the water again. Soaking in it, I can't drag you to death!"
As Liang Yunyi talked, it seemed as if he had imagined the scene, and he was full of emotion, and cursed out with genuine emotion.After catching a glimpse of Mu Xingfang's expression, he restrained himself a little, paused and couldn't help but made another speech:
"Looking at it this way, Yu Yinian really likes you, so he didn't say anything to you."
"It's a pity, such a good wild father, why can't he be emotionally clear?..."
He shook his head, as if to sigh.
However, Mu Xingfang felt more and more unhappy in his heart, and the shame in his eyes became deeper and deeper.
He couldn't hold back his emotions anymore, left Liang Yunyi behind without saying a word, turned and left.
When the door of his room clicked open, Mu Xingfang walked in quickly, with an apology on his lips, but he swallowed it hastily when he saw no one in the room.
He walked around the room like a headless chicken, and the expression on Jun's face became more and more disappointed.However, when he walked inside, he heard the slight sound of water in the bathroom, his eyes lit up, and he stood obediently at the door of the bathroom, waiting for the people inside to come out.
When the sound of water inside stopped, Mu Xingfang felt nervous, and he licked his lips impatiently.
A figure on the frosted glass gradually approached, and the doorknob turned in due course.When the other party's face was completely exposed, Mu Xingfang narrowed his eyes and said "I'm sorry" quickly.
He wanted to explain a few more sentences, but seeing the astonished expression on Yu Yinian's face, he seemed to be at a loss for words, and he couldn't utter a word, as if the "I'm sorry" just now was already exhausted all mind.
Mu Xingfang closed his mouth somewhat embarrassedly, but still stood there, stubbornly refusing to leave.
Yu Yinian was taken aback when he saw someone outside the door unexpectedly, but after hearing the apology from the other party, he froze again.
This was a development he hadn't expected at all.
But he wasn't angry at all. On the contrary, he was very happy because he found out about Mu Xingfang's psychological changes, and he didn't care about Mu Xingfang's previous behavior at all.
After all, to get something you have to give something first, and he has always done so.
"It's okay, I don't care."
Yu Yinian smiled slightly, turned sideways, and walked past Mu Xingfang.
Mu Xingfang's eyes were shaken by the soft smile on the other's lips, and he watched the other party sitting on the side of the bed, with his fair and beautiful feet hanging on the side of the bed to dry.
He paused, turned and went into the bathroom.
In fact, Mu Xingfang can't figure out whether Yu Yinian forgave himself or not.But according to Liang Yunyi's explanation, then this is the truth, he really likes himself, to such an extent.For some reason, when this thought came to his mind, Mu Xingfang actually felt a little bit happy, which made him raise the corner of his mouth involuntarily, and then pursed it back restrainedly.
The sound of the water in the bathroom was also pattering, a little cheerful, but it was controlled by people so as not to make any more noise.
When Mu Xingfang came out, Yu Yinian was already lying down.
He lightly got on his bed, looked at the other person's back facing him, with a slightly thin back, thoughts arose frequently in his mind, like branches and tendrils, clung to Mu Xingfang's heart.
But in the end he fell into a deep sleep, and in the last second before falling asleep, that figure was in front of his eyes.
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