law of entrapment

Seeing that Tian Youxian was staring at him silently, Mo Yu paused for a moment: "You...you should see that I'm teasing you. I mean, since we like each other, having sex is a matter of course."

In fact, Mo Yu was just habitually joking with Tian Youxian. After all, when they were not together, he liked to tease his little straight man like this.But just now, Xianxian insisted on emphasizing that embarrassing problem, so he really wanted to annoy him.

But just for a moment, when he saw the annoyance and sadness in those black eyes, he couldn't bear it anymore.

"I know, I'm just a little regretful, our first time obviously shouldn't be so hasty." Tian You opened his lips slightly and said.

With the first time, there will be the second time, Mo Yu was right.That invisible line is like a gate, once opened it cannot be closed.

I lowered my head and explained in a deep voice: "Actually, I'm not a casual person. Professor Mo, before I met you, I was instilled with a very traditional view of love, which is the kind that should be reserved for the wedding night for the first time."

"Although... my behavior has made this sentence unconvincing. You have to believe me, I am different from the people in the circle. I am very rigorous and serious, and I will make money to support you."

Tian Youxian's eyelashes fluttered slightly, his eyes were bright and clear, trying to make himself look reliable.

"I know, I broke the bend with my own hands. As long as you don't go straight back, I will always like you. I miss you too, don't disappoint my liking." Mo Yu smiled softly, smiling like a peach blossom, and didn't To pick Tian Youxian's remarks about making money to support himself.

Leaning quietly on her boyfriend's shoulder, she felt that the wind was sweet for a moment.

Plato said that love is a tree growing in the sky.

Tree roots grow in the world, but flowers bloom in the sky.Mo Yu didn't understand the meaning of this until he met Tian Youxian.

Everyday, he always feels that Xianxian is born in the clouds, clean and pure, and he feels happy when he looks at it from a distance, just like the other half of his soul.But when the person is tired of being by your side, they yearn for the other person's body so earnestly that they cannot escape the vulgar desire after all.

"Actually, I can't fully explain the things between me and Hu Keyi." Mo Yu's voice sank a little, and brought back the topic that the two of them were talking about.

"Because I don't think that way anymore. After meeting you, the previous paranoid logic seems to have been resolved, and I can't quite understand the self who was dying at the time."

The light golden eyes flashed with loneliness for a moment, took a deep breath, and Mo Yu said slowly: "What I want to say is probably... the kind of arrogant self-esteem that has always been in my heart was crushed in an instant."

"I probably can't accept my incompetence. I can't accept being fooled by a little boy in my professional field; I also find that no matter how many psychological techniques I have learned, there is still no way to save him, and I even trapped myself in it." .”

Mo Yu's eyes looked further into the distance, and his voice seemed to be drifting in the wind: "I began to doubt love, doubt people's emotions, wonder if I really understand psychology? What is the meaning of psychology that I have studied for so long? Pointless?"

"My mother probably told you that during that time, I locked myself in the room, looking like I was about to collapse." Mo Yu smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Everyone thinks that I look like that because of a broken relationship. Only I know that it is far worse than that. Not only was I cheated of my emotions, but also my ideals and beliefs have collapsed."

Mo Yu was calm for two seconds, then turned his head, with a soft and firm light in his peach blossom eyes, he smiled and looked at the big boy in front of him: "So, baby, Xianxian, as I said, I don't think so." As strong as you think, but not as fragile as you think."

"At least it's not because of breaking up with Hu Keyi." The voice was as light as a feather.

The amount of information in this passage is not very large, but the content suddenly shocked Tian Youxian.

It's as if you are standing on the ground, summoning up your courage to be ready to accept a heavy discus falling from the sky, but in the end what you receive in your hand is a ball of light cotton.

Was it really like this?

Professor Mo's first love, which Professor Mo has been unable to let go of, turned out to be...?

"What's the matter?" Mo met Tian Youxian, his eyes straightened in a daze, and he stretched out his fair and slender five fingers and shook them in front of his eyes.

Tian Youxian chuckled and sighed softly: "It's nothing, it's just a little unexpected."

Looking at the radiant sun in the sky, Tian Youxian suddenly thought of a sentence in "Meditation Record".

——Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact; everything we see is a perspective, not the truth.

Hu Keyi felt that Mo Yu had never forgotten herself because she hated him for betraying him and also because she still loved him.

Fu Xuyan felt that Mo Yu's depression was due to being hurt too deeply by Hu Keyi and he no longer dared to fall in love.

And what about myself?Didn't you also choose a redemption-oriented script for yourself?

Mo Yu ignored the cranky boyfriend, stretched out his hand to stroke the broken hair on his forehead, and continued: "Later, it was my mentor who forcibly dragged me out of my muddle. He told me that if something happened, I would If you still can’t figure it out, try to find a way to become an expert.”

"So I started to study the psychology of love and analyzed it from an indifferent perspective. This is also the reason why I observe people in bars."

Although this indifference became more and more degenerate later, he began to enjoy this kind of God's perspective, enjoying seeing through hypocrisy and playing with people's hearts.

There is always a timely silence in the air, but this time it's not embarrassment, it's an indescribable contemplation.

"Hey, do you still believe in love? I mean before you met me." Another gust of wind gently brushed across his cheeks, Tian Youxian opened his mouth, as if chatting but serious.

"It's not that I don't believe in love, it's just that I don't believe that love will happen to me."

"and then?"

"I thought you would ask why?" Mo Yu smiled sideways.

Tian Youxian hugged him in his arms, with an expression of seeing through everything: "Why can there be anything to say, in fact, Professor Mo, your vision is too high, and you haven't met anyone who is tempted."

Mo Yu was stunned.

But after thinking about it, it seems that Xianxian's words are quite reasonable.He hooked up everywhere in the bar, and it was true that he never gave his heart.But as for why the heart is like stagnant water, it may be because I have never met someone as clear and warm as Tian Youxian.

"Oh, then there shouldn't be anything else to say, I just fell in love with you." Mo Yu imitated Tian Youxian's tone, pulled his arm out of the other's arms, and pampered his boyfriend's head.

"Xianxian, do you have anything else to ask?" Mo Yu said softly.

"It seems... For now, not anymore." Tian Youxian answered after thinking for a few seconds. There were many puzzles before, but he couldn't think of anything for a while.

"Then Xianxian, shouldn't you confess what happened this morning?" Mo Yu raised his eyes and looked at Tian Youxian with a smile.

Tian Youxian pursed his lips, blinked his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Uh... Well, there really is. Brother Yan not only asked me to protect you, but also wanted me to stimulate Hu Keyi from the side, to see if I could get some information about Wang Hu."

"Oh, what is he doing for food? Shouldn't it be their police job to investigate this kind of thing, and they need your help?" Mo Yu's eyes flashed impatiently, "Don't pay attention to him, stay away from Hu Keyi .”

"It's late, I've already acted..." Tian Youxian bit his lip and confessed frankly, offering his mobile phone with both hands.

The screen of the mobile phone shows the chat interface between him and Hu Keyi, which is the news from this morning.It was all sent by Tian Youxian alone, and the other party did not reply.

【Chinese Pastoral Dog】：［Picture 1.jpg］

It's a photo of the trash can that Tian Youxian took this morning. It's full of toilet paper and dirty covers that I didn't have time to clean up last night.

【Chinese Pastoral Dog】：［Picture 2.jpg］

The second photo is of the red mark on Tian Youxian's chest, vividly showing how intense it is.

In fact, Mo Yu didn't scratch and bite too much on the bed, so the marks were not deep. Tian Youxian even picked it hard himself when taking pictures in the morning.

After the picture provoked Tian Youxian, he also sent a text.

[Chinese Pastoral Dog]: When I woke up, I suddenly wanted to share with you, Senior Hu. MY is very obedient in bed and barks very nicely!

[Chinese Pastoral Dog]: [It's so cool.jpg]

Mo Yu's fingertips, which were gripping the phone so hard, turned slightly white, as if the phone screen was about to be crushed in a second.Staring at the screen, his expression was like the surface of a stormy sea, calm and terrifying.

"Tian Youxian, your stimulating method is really stimulating!"

As soon as the other party opened his mouth, Tian Youxian felt a gust of cold wind behind him.

[The author has something to say]: OvO

*"Meditations": A personal philosophical reflection handed down by the ancient Roman emperor Marco Aurelius in the late 2nd century AD, mainly thinking about life ethics and natural philosophy.

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Wow ha ha ha ha, the exciting drama is coming! ! !

ps. Professor Mo's complex psychology is actually a bit difficult to express, I hope I can express it~