law of entrapment

Extraordinary language:

After floating clouds, the water flowed for ten years.

——"Happily Meeting the Old Man of Liangchuan on Huai River"

The city in September is like a glass of warm wine mixed with herbal tea.

Yun Yi was dragging two huge suitcases, and his heart was filled with hope, apprehension and relief.

For him, C University is not a palace school that can change the fate in the hearts of other teenagers, it is not the banner in front of the teaching building of the high school alma mater that reads "Celebrating the admission of Yun Yi from Class 3, Senior [-] of our school to C University with the second highest score in the city", and it is not the head teacher's astonishment Another blessing of admiration, but an elaborate gamble.

After more than five hours of long-distance flight, the buzzing voice in my head has not dissipated.It has nothing to do with the air pressure of the plane, it's just that the heart is still beating uncontrollably.

"What should we do now, son, why don't we repeat the course next year?" Yun's mother looked at the admission result on the computer screen, and looked at her son with concern in a discussing tone with her eyebrows locked.

If others saw this scene, they would think it was a joke.Because it wasn't that Yun Yi did too badly in the exam, but because Yun Yi did so well in the exam that he was admitted by his first choice, C University.

Dad Yun took the last puff of cigarette fiercely, and twisted the cigarette end in the ashtray: "I told you, don't blindly report when you apply for volunteers! The child is ignorant, and you are ignorant, look at it now!"

Yun Yi sat on the sofa, lowered his head obsequiously, and behaved as usual without saying a word, but there was an indescribable excitement surging in his heart.

Like a little bird that has struggled in a cage for more than ten years, once it pushed the shackles hard.

His college entrance examination choice was decided by his parents early in the morning.

"If we perform normally, we will definitely be admitted to Linjiang University in this city. It's a B-section, and it's still a provincial key point."

"If your performance is a little bit worse, you can take the Mianshan University in the next city. It takes only 40 minutes by train, and it is convenient to go home on weekends."

"If you are a major, you should apply for radio and television or news communication. Your dad has arranged for it. Once you graduate, you will be a TV station in our county. You will carry a camera, five social insurances and one housing fund. The work unit sounds nice and easy to find a partner."

"Our house is going to be moved soon, and then I will give you some money to exchange for a bigger one. When we have a wedding room, we will wait for our daughter-in-law."

"..."

At that time, listening to his mother's satisfied plan, Yun Yi suddenly felt that his life was over at a glance.

No, it's worse than seeing the end at a glance.

If the mother really had a daughter-in-law, she would only kill one more innocent girl.He doesn't like girls, and he noticed it when his parents repeatedly told him not to fall in love early.

Yun wanted to tell his parents several times, but in the end he couldn't.

"Old man, the son of the aunt next door has moved abroad after all. The aunt is also really miserable. She gave birth to a gay son. Fortunately, she has three sons." That was when Yun Yinian was in the third year of junior high, and his mother was discussing loudly at the dining table of.

The father took a big bite of dried tofu rolled with scallions: "Two years ago, I said to send the child to a rehabilitation center, but the eldest sister insisted that the place was irregular to fear that her son would suffer."

"Mom and Dad, same-sex marriage is now legal, and homosexuality is not a disease." Yun muttered in a low voice.

"That's a way of chasing foreign countries indiscriminately. The incense of the ancestors has been cut off. What's the legality? It's a crime." Father didn't care about Yun Yi's words at all.

The mother put a big chicken leg in Yunyi's bowl: "What are you talking nonsense to the child? Other people's homes are other people's affairs, and we Yunyi have no problem, and we will marry you a beautiful woman to go home from now on."

That night, Yun Yi lowered his head and gnawed on a whole smoked chicken leg, his favorite on weekdays, but he couldn't taste anything, and he even had diarrhea in the middle of the night.

There are some things in the world that cannot be obtained through hard work.What is even more sad is that there are other things that cannot be changed with hard work.

From that day on, Yun Yi knew that some things could not be changed.His sexuality is, and so are his parents' old ideas.

Parents get a son when they are old. He is the only child in the family, and his parents poured all their blood on him.He is not qualified to fall out with the family like the eldest brother of the aunt's next door.

But some things cannot be compromised.Because as soon as Yun knows, it is not complete.

"Son, why did you write major C and capital H in front of the application? We don't take the test." When the college entrance examination was over and filling out the application form, the mother asked Yun Yi while wearing reading glasses and pointing at the screen.

"There are more than a dozen parallel volunteers. I made an appointment with my classmates and everyone signed up. Anyway, they won't pass the exam. It is worthwhile to put the two best schools in the country first." Yun Yi was worried. He opened his mouth, afraid that his mother would stop him, "My third and fourth wishes are Linjiang and Mianshan."

Fortunately, my mother didn't ask more questions.

Yun Yi told his parents that he passed the exam well, and that he thought it was very likely that he would qualify for Linjiang University.In fact, he did well on the test, better than he expected.

In the second semester of the third year of high school, the teacher kept saying that I would just give up on the last small question of the last two major questions in mathematics.It is said that it is all for the top students who want to be admitted to prestigious schools such as C University and H University.

In a small county like theirs, how many students with such qualifications can there be in a year?

The class teacher didn't expect much, and neither did most of the students.As for Yun Yi, he never answered the mock exam, but he always wrote page after page on the draft paper, and he never gave up.

Even smashed more.

When the college entrance examination paper was rolled up, Yun Yi breathed a sigh of relief as he looked at his neatly organized answer sheet.On that paper, he seemed to see his uncertain but clear future.

Escaping was the first long-planned bravery since he grew up.

Yun Yi didn't have any more ambitions, but the moment he stepped into this city and this campus, he was suddenly fascinated.

If only I could stay here.

In fact, the plane was not as bad as he thought. According to his father's words, one flight would kill half your life.Of course, his dad only sat there once more than ten years ago.

"Student, your ticket has been lost." Just as he was staring blankly, a sunny voice sounded behind him.

Tian Youxian only carried a small suitcase, lowered his head slightly and asked him, "You are also here to report. Do you want to keep this ticket as a souvenir, or should I throw it away for you?"

Yun Yi looked at the handsome and cheerful boy in front of him, his heart skipped a beat, and he paused: "...give it to me, thank you."

The air ticket voucher was blown away by the wind just now, and he thought he might as well say goodbye to the past.

"Hello, Yun Yi, I accidentally saw your name. My name is Tian Youxian, and I'm a freshman in the Department of Journalism." Tian Youxian stretched out his hand.

Yun Yi looked at the tall boy in front of him. He had thick eyebrows, and his dark eyes were full of energy. He smiled as if the whole world was full of sunshine.

Yun Yi also shook the other party's hand: "Hello... I am also from the Department of Journalism."

Tian Youxian scratched his head and smiled warmly: "It's such a coincidence, then we should drop by. I... Let me help you carry the suitcase, I have few things."

"No need." Yun Yi wanted to refuse, but the trolley case was already in Tian Youxian's hands and walked forward, so he had to change his words, "Thank you then."

Seeing that Yun Yi seemed to be walking a bit slowly, Tian Youxian deliberately slowed down and moved beside him, also looking at this very cute boy who seemed to have something on his mind.

"Your name sounds really nice. It's the first time I've seen someone with the surname Yun."

"Is that so..." Yun Yi didn't know how to answer.

"Yeah." Although it was a bit awkward, Tian Youxian didn't want to give up the first classmate he knew since entering the school. He boasted to his elder sister that he would definitely get along with his classmates in C University, "Is there any meaning to your name? I I remember a poem, after the clouds leave, the water flows for ten years."

""Happily Meeting the Old Man of Liangchuan on the Huai River", but... shouldn't the sentence in this poem be floating clouds, after a farewell?"

Tian Youxian, who was trying to find a topic, was speechless. Is it so difficult to make friends in college?

Yun Yi also felt embarrassed, he really wanted to make friends with this boy, and he didn't know how Tian'er ended up chatting to death.

"Actually, I chose it randomly... because my surname is Yun, which is easier to write. Because my father's name is Yun Yu, which is a very complicated one. When he was a child, he always wrote the wrong name in the exam, so he wanted to give me an easy to write name. "

"It's so simple, but it's really nice!" Tian Youxian's mood suddenly improved a lot, and he smiled like a sun, "I'm actually not very good at chatting. My sister taught me this. She told me that if I want to talk to my new friend When a classmate strikes up a conversation and doesn't know how to speak, he praises his name first."

"You still have a sister, dear sister?"

"Well, she's six years older than me."

"It's great... I don't have brothers and sisters. I always think that it would be great if I had an older brother." Yun Yi couldn't hold back what was in his heart.

With an older brother, the parents would not bet all their hopes on him alone.

"Then, why don't I be your elder brother? Just call me Brother Tian, ​​and I will protect you from now on."

The September that Yun Yi was always like this, I remember that morning that was neither too hot nor too cold, I remember Tian Youxian's pure, enthusiastic, and uplifting smile that could light up everything.

"Brother Tian, ​​why do you double major in literature? Didn't you say that you are destined to be a journalist in your life?"

One day, looking at Tian Youxian who has been busy since the beginning of school, Yun Yi asked curiously.

"I...hahaha, because of my mother, she said that studying journalism has no future, and not everyone can be a reporter."

"So?" Yun Yi looked at Tian Youxian's indifferent and clear eyes with some doubts.

"Curve to save the country, devious tactics, it's almost the same. Anyway, she can rest assured that I have a double degree. At worst, I can go back to be a junior high school Chinese teacher." Tian Youxian blinked proudly, "But she can't care about the future. .”

Every young heart has reverse scales.

They will later become corners, or armor.

The difference is that the edges and corners will be worn away, and the armor will be shaped.

A long time ago, Yun Yi knew that Tian Youxian was already transforming his own armor when he stubbornly raised his Ni Lin like fleeing or hiding.

But for Yun Yi, the feeling of looking up at someone is very good.

[The author has something to say]: After ten years of running water, Yun Yi will eventually become a self worthy of the years. Maybe it is not brilliant enough, but it must have its own brilliance.

ps. The single side story of this article is a supplement to this main story, and will let you understand why Ta is Ta~

In fact, it would be better to put this episode after Chapter 36, but unfortunately I didn’t feel like I didn’t write it that day, so I have the opportunity to move it~