law of entrapment

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"Immature love says I love you because I need you. Mature love says I need you because I love you."

——[US] Eric Fromm

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Intense lingering like a storm, pouring down on the fragile rose petals.

Mo Yu's hands were tightly clutching the bed sheet, bearing the first love affair in 28 years, the amber eyes reflected the little bit of angry desire in Tian Youxian's black eyes.

He is willing to give Tian Youxian, even in the current unclear situation, in such an unbearable way, it is not rash.

He's not that casual guy.Although I study the psychology of love, it is all supported by objective experiments and theories, and my personal emotional experience is actually very thin.

When I was a student, I was busy skipping grades, so I was always a few years younger than the students of the same grade, so I didn't have any conditions for puppy love; after work, I met Hu Keyi too early, and was deceived into a long relationship.

Then, he didn't believe in love anymore.He is not a person with heavy desires, and there is nothing to do with DIY, and his hands are quite easy to use.

In fact, subconsciously, he has always known his weakness.

He has theoretical advantages, and has a good-looking face, so he can hunt for women in bars with ease.He can easily hook up with all types of men, but he can't believe in intimacy.

Because in his heart, human animality and emotion are inseparable, and he can't accept the desire without emotion.

Intimacy = love.

This is an obsession that children who grow up in families whose parents are too happy have something to do with their original family.Childhood is the most important period of human psychological development, so even if the concept of love collapses in the future, this pure seed will be difficult to erase.

There can be no intimacy without love.

He admitted that he was in love, he liked Tian Youxian.It's not the kind of single-minded gamble that Hu Keyi had when he was 21 years old, but the clarity of his heart when he was 28 years old.

Just hope it's not too late for this love.

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The light in the bedroom was a bit dazzling for some reason, illuminating the messy bedroom very clearly.

"Do you want me... to take you to take a bath?" After a long silence after the end, Tian Youxian spoke to Mo Yu who was huddled under the quilt, and the hoarse ending of the incident was still mixed in his voice.

In fact, Tian Youxian regretted that he was too excited and went too far.

I didn't feel ashamed to treat each other naked when I did it. The bottom line in my heart was not to hurt Mo Yu, but I couldn't help but feel embarrassed afterwards.Mo Yu remembered what Tian Youxian said on the bed just now, and Tian Youxian himself did not forget either.

After the enthusiasm in his mind passed, Tian Youxian also calmed down, and he was a little surprised how he said those obscene words just now on the bed.It was like a rivalry, the more he watched Professor Mo pursing his lips and holding back his silence, the angrier he became, and later he even asked the question of who is stronger between himself and his ex-boyfriend.

If you want to blame, blame the old lady for those video materials.

"...No, I can wash it myself." Mo Yu paused, the corners of his eyes were still red, and his rosy cheeks were like chalcedony stained with rouge, seeing Tian Youxian's eyes dodge a little, "You or me first? "

Tian Youxian wanted to say something together, but he didn't say it, and sighed: "You go first."

"it is good."

Mo Yu didn't know where to pull out a thin blanket from the crack of the bed, and put it on her body, her eyes seemed to be dyed with a layer of cool moonlight, she walked into the bathroom calmly, and closed the door of the bathroom.

In Tian Youxian's ears, the sound of splashing water in the bathroom was like the sound effect of a downpour, pattering down on his heart.

Complicated emotions, like an exciting jumping machine that rises to the top and then falls out of control.

When Mo Yu came out of the bathroom, he had already changed into a silky gray bathrobe, wiped the water droplets in his hair, and his expression had completely returned to his usual indifference.

It's just that the red hickey marks on his chest are still glaringly reflected on his fair skin.

"Bath towels, new ones." With a faint voice and light eyes, Mo Yu threw a bath towel towards Tian Youxian, who covered his lower body with a quilt.

"Thank you." Tian Youxian took it in a hurry, wrapped himself up and walked into the bathroom.

Tian Youxian took a bath very slowly. While washing, his brain was full of thoughts, and the alcohol was half gone, and regret and guilt gradually came up.

It should be a good memory for two people to have sex. Even if Mo Yu lied to him, he shouldn't take revenge in this way.

And in fact, he didn't want revenge...

When Tian Youxian took a bath and walked to the bed with his slippers on, Mo Yu had already changed into a clean sheet, and fell asleep with his eyes closed under the quilt by himself.

The unsightly bed sheet just now has been pulled off and randomly rolled up in the corner of the floor.

Standing by the bed and staring blankly for a minute, staring at the warm and soft quilt, Tian Youxian still couldn't help being tempted to gently lift it open and get in.His arms crossed the quilt and gently wrapped Mo Yu's waist, through the thin silk quilt, he seemed to be able to feel the other's warmth.

Obviously, the most intimate thing has been done just now, looking at the person who is sleeping peacefully in his arms at this moment, but even hugging him feels like a luxury beyond the norm.

"Professor Mo, I like you so much...but why did you lie to me?" Tian Youxian carefully tightened his arms, sniffed the hair, trapped the sleeping person in his arms, and murmured in his ear Soliloquy.

The person in his arms seemed to feel the breath in his ears, his eyelashes trembled, he changed his posture, and fell face to face on Tian Youxian's chest, with his arms unconsciously resting on his body, and the tip of his nose was just touching his chin.

That haughty and cold look was gone, instead, he behaved like a tired Persian cat.

Tian Youxian, who was at a loss for two seconds, quickly held his breath and stopped moving, for fear of waking people up.Reaching out to turn off the bedside lamp, he kept his posture and didn't dare to move.

In fact, Mo Yu was not asleep.

Lying on the bed all the time, staring at the ceiling in a daze while opening his eyes, listening to the sound of the shower in the bathroom, and pretending to close his eyes when the sound stopped.

It's not that he wanted to pretend to be asleep, it's just that he just finished such an intense affair, he didn't want the little straight man to feel embarrassed and uncomfortable after washing, and it was also to make himself less embarrassed.

He really couldn't think of what to talk about at this time.

You can't just say sorry right after you get into bed, as if you sacrificed yourself because of guilt, it's bad to think about it.

Mo Yu's heart skipped a beat when he felt the big boy coming over after taking a shower, with mixed feelings.

How can there be such a lovely person in the world?When I did it just now, I was fierce like a little leopard, wishing to tear myself apart and eat it, but now I am so gentle that even if I want to hug him, I wrap the quilt carefully.So Mo Yu simply turned around quietly, pretending to sleep and turn over, and put his whole body into Tian Youxian's arms.

He has a lot to explain, to apologize, to confide.

About the ex-boyfriend, about lying to him, about saying that I like him too, but let's talk about it when I wake up tomorrow morning.

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In the morning, the sun shines through the cracks in the curtains.

It was the alarm on the phone that woke Mo Yu up.

My waist is a little sore, but it's not particularly uncomfortable.The memory is clear, every detail is like under a magnifying glass, making people feel messy but clear.

Things are messed up, but not too bad.

There should be enough time to make a breakfast for the little straight man. There is still a quick-frozen steak in the refrigerator, or an order of egg noodles with tomatoes. After the meal, he will explain clearly and send Tian Youxian to school.

Opening his eyes and sobering up a little bit, he pulled back the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but when he turned around, Mo Yu was stunned.The bed next to him was empty.

people, run away?

[The author has something to say]: OvO

* Famous people at the headline

Eric Fromm (1900-1980), German-American Jew, humanistic philosopher and psychoanalytic psychologist.

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People ran away? ?Guess if Xianxian pulled his x and ran away ruthlessly?

Professor Mo asked Xianhua to tell Xianxian about his experience, because he was afraid that Xianxian would regret it after they got together.Xianxian thinks that Professor Mo asked Xianhua to tell him about his experience to test whether he is good enough or not. . .

Who is to blame?It's because Professor Mo's reputation is too low. . .

ps. The last volume is coming! !Isn’t it beautiful just to read the preface~

What you will gain in this volume: the ex who shreds the scum with his hands, the sweet relationship between teachers and students in the classroom, Professor Mo's gentle pampering, and the domineering who protects his wife...

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Finally, bow down and apologize. After writing the car, I was exhausted physically and mentally. I dragged the update. I wanted to make the reading experience smooth for the little cutie who looks at the car and does not look at the car. Sorry~

Thanks to Xiaoli and Ququ ah for their rewards a few days ago, and so are the little cuties before~ Kunkun will continue to work hard~