whale killer

You have to ask, how many times in your life should you dare to love someone without reservation?In 2009, Chi Yan would firmly answer, once.

Even though Faye Wong sang as early as 97, I don't want to be safe and don't sacrifice, but at that time, it was the time when Nao would still tattoo her boyfriend's name on the butterfly bone, clumsy affection was still praised, love still had to be vigorous, and it was destined , Want to look at ten thousand years.

In the same year of 09, life can be regarded as a bright future, and if Liu An is not mentioned for a while, the bright future will point directly to new life and music.He relies heavily on strings and rock and roll, and his dreams are all about the mud in Seattle.Alice in Prison and the Sound Garden were once plastered all over the walls, and an entire page of "Nevermind" was once placed on the display rack of City Lights, which seems to be a sense of commemoration and ritual that has been lagging behind for more than ten years.Of course, listen to other, Anthrax, Guns N' Roses, Rainbow, AC/DC, Black Flag or Sex Pistols, as much as you can find.After getting to know Ah Nao and Li Xiaojiu, the three of them got together and exchanged not-so-famous records in their hands, and the mutual influence was even greater.Young souls are looking for ways to escape from this world. They once firmly believed that if they self-destruct in music, life would be easier.

And indeed.Ah Nao often said, "Rock music is life-saving music."

Ask, "Save whose life?"

The bass player pretended to be vicious, and bared, "Of course it was to save others. Without it, I might be stabbing someone with a knife."

Also in 09, led by Qiu Changrong, he exhausted his only "inside the third ring" contacts, and was able to win several performance opportunities in Yugong Yishan, two times for warming up the audience, and one time for a platter.The response was acceptable, at least not so bad that they disbanded on the spot. They even used this to boost their confidence, searched for a glimmer of hope, and blindly planned to record their first album.But there is no money, and the performance fee is shared equally, which is not enough for a drink after the end.So the three of them got together again, first selected songs, then stole the master disc from the second brother, sent it to Zhongguancun to borrow a machine to turn it into a selection tape, and occasionally stuffed a song of their own at the end of side b, filling a schoolbag, Sneak into Tsinghua University and sell [-] plates to college students.The idea came from Chi Yan.

Earlier, I was nestled in the back room of City Lights, watching Sun Zhiqiang's "Forensics on the Edge of Freedom" from boredom, and outside I was accompanied by Chen Qizhen's "The Sun" just released.Witness 110 faces where simplicity and dreams coexist.Ask, what do you think of people outside of this life?Dude leaning against the brick wall, sneering, fuck, whoever's out of life is fucking in life.Back then, Chi Yan leaned his elbows on his knees, thinking, damn it, can a rock player be so smart?

So Ah Nao suddenly had a flash of inspiration. Originally, she had to save up half a year to sell pirated discs to rent a rehearsal hall for a month. She asked her to buy a room in Shucun at a monthly rent of 100, and borrowed equipment from everywhere to build a simple venue overnight. With the microphone on the shelf, even the recording studio is saved.It is usually used at night, until three or five o'clock, and sleeps for a while. At dawn, Chi Yan and Ah Nao return to the Midi, which is close, and buy a white pigeon left by the disbanded band for [-] yuan.Li Xiaojiu, on the other hand, was still studying at the University, and sat on the bus back to Wudaokou for more than an hour in a daze.

The low-end rehearsal hall has extremely poor sound insulation, and two quilts brought from home were stuffed in the window cracks, which had little effect.It doesn't matter if the sound goes out, at most it disturbs the people, but when it comes in, it's terrible.Ah Naopan sat on the wooden bed and regretted it, and finally broke the pot, fuck it, our band is playing noise, and we learned from sonicyouth, you know what the hell.Unexpectedly, the finished product has a unique flavor, and there was a small disturbance for a time.As the tide rises, so do more performance invitations.

It was also in 09, around Christmas, the owner of the piano shop next door entrusted Chi Yan to help take care of the shop for half a day, as if everything was fine.But for a long time, Qin Zhimo walked into this shop, not smiling very much, followed by people, just said, don't worry about me, I'll take a look at Qin.He was wearing a white sweater with a collar covering his chin, and a down jacket surrounded by a fluffy fur collar. He didn't know what brand it was. Chi Yan could only recognize the brand of the guitar. A Nao might know it, but no matter what, it must be expensive.But compared to being expensive, it is clean and beautiful, and Chi Yan feels that he is completely out of tune with him.

19-year-old Chi Yan saw Qin Zhimo wandering around the store alone, and didn't know how to disturb him.How could his fingers be so thin, they didn't seem to leave marks when they scratched the lacquer of the piano cover.How can I get to know him?Chi Yan thought, the next second, the other party was also looking back.

Just that one look.

Chi Yan stood under the shower, resting on the tile with one hand, and rinsed the foam off his hair.Xiang Qifei had already taken a shower and returned to his room. He ate an extra bowl of dinner than usual, pinched his chin by the sink with greasy fingers covered in dish soap, and complained that you should stop cooking in the future, I want What should I do if I get fat? Can you be responsible?

Chi Yan said at the time, you are too thin, you should eat fatter.

With the character of Xiang Qifei, you always have to get to the bottom of it. Don't change the subject, ask yourself, can you be responsible?Speak quickly.

Chi Yan controlled the water in the bowl, pulled out a paper towel to help him wipe his chin, and said, you eat and get fat first.

If you ask the same thing again now, how many times in your life should you dare to love someone without reservation, Chi Yan will hesitate.Too few times, no way to compare, no way to judge, the most important thing is that there is no chance of trial and error, it is lucky not to end up hating each other in the end, let alone learn from experience.Three times are too many, sincerity will appear cheap, and people will become not brave enough in failure.So maybe twice is the answer.

Hanging up the phone that day, sitting in the empty waiting hall, the broadcast urging the ticket inspection to circle around my ears, and finally gave up, rubbing the lighter that Xiang Qifei had painted, no matter how careful I was to protect it, the pattern still disappeared Some.It is inevitable to wonder whether the second time is too wasteful for someone like me.If possible, give it to Xiang Qifei one more time. He is more impulsive and enthusiastic. He has a complete life. He should try to love more people while he is still young.

Qin Zheng took the switch that Xiang Qifei brought back to the room to play, Chi Yan dried his hair, opened the door and entered the master bedroom, and saw that Xiang Qifei was wearing a T-shirt and shorts, with a towel around his neck, wet strands of hair, and fair legs , his muscles and bones stretched, and he was half kneeling on the ground to pick up things from the trash can.

Puzzled, he pinched Qi Fei by the back of his neck and dragged him, "Did the little rascal really end up in the trash can? Is it dirty?"

Xiang Qifei shrinks his neck, "Itches," he spread out his hands to find a few pieces of paper, "I found it when I cleared the ashtray."

Like a blow to the head, followed by a brief dizziness.I also regret that if I let the collection fetish run amok, the ticket should be thrown outside, or thrown directly down the window.After all, even if you are in love, chasing Qin Zhimo to get on the plane, even if the other party smiles, he will emphasize again, don't do this, you should trust me more.And in the future disputes, on the verge of collapse, explain, it's not a question of trust or not, why don't you understand?Just wanted to spend a little more time with you.Shit.After Qin Zhimo went into hysteria, he regained a short period of calm, smoking one cigarette after another, and said, "You don't understand, I just want to stay by myself for a while."

Chi Yan grasped Xiang Qifei's wrist, wanting to snatch it, and at the same time trying to cover up, "Useless tickets, why are you picking them up?"

Xiang Qifei didn't believe it, and covered the broken ticket in his palm, "Since it's useless, why are you grabbing it?"

Chi Yan sighed, lit a new cigarette, and let go of him to push the window.There's a car honking outside.

Sitting back at the table, Xiang Qifei spread out the fragments, saw half of Huang and an island character, and was a little unbelievable to match the date, and even felt narcissistic when he asked: "...Are you planning to come to me? "

"Didn't get in the car," Chi Yan exhaled smoke from his lungs, and leaned half his body out, "Don't be afraid."

"I know," he said, unable to judge his tone, and Chi Yan didn't want to guess the expression of the other party, "There is no hole in it."

Then the stool was pulled away, the fabric was rubbed, and Xiang Qifei was heard getting up, looking through the drawers layer by layer, perhaps packing things.Are you leaving?I'm not sure I'll ever be able to say goodbye with dignity.

Hearing another "hissing", Chi Yan turned his head, and was surprised to see that Xiang Qifei was sitting back at the table, biting a roll of scotch tape that was dug out from the cabinet, and was about to stick up the fragmented tickets.

He looked very happy.

"Why don't you go," Xiang Qifei said, and then took out the phone from his pocket, "Ah, don't you know where I live?"

Chi Yan heard his chest gradually beating violently, and the smoke around his body seemed to be boiling. He walked slowly back to Xiang Qifei, watched his thumb stamping on the screen, and muttered while recalling, "Hey, if you don't know, just ask, Or do you want me to take the initiative to tell you? Well, here is the address of my hometown... This is my school, ah, and my grandpa's. I usually go there during the Chinese New Year. This is Qian Huilai's home. If you can’t find me anywhere else, then I’m probably playing games at his place, oh and there.”

Watching him press another string of characters, the first is Dongcheng District, Beijing, "Our address, don't forget this."

"Send your new account and it's up." Xiang Qifei was long-winded, and at the same time he pressed send, and a clear reminder came from the belly of the wooden table. He pierced his ears, and Xiang Qifei reached in, touched it out, and muttered, "Hey, it's even placed here" , the screen is not locked, just click on it, "Hey, I'm going, you only saved my account? Am I going to die of joy today-"

What interrupted him was a kiss far more turbulent than before.

The teeth collided, the tip of the tongue explored deeper, the chest and throat tightened, but the heart was overwhelmed.

Chi Yan leaned over and trapped Xiang Qifei between the tables and chairs, he thought, the second time to be brave, I don't want to give it to you, can I use it myself, even want to take away the one you left, I Do you still like such a selfish side?

【Xiang Qifei was overwhelmed by being kissed, kissing girls, he was always the one in charge of teasing, never thought that being teased could be so exciting that the universe would burst.Chi Yan can be called a master kisser, stealing his oxygen step by step, so that he can't help but climb onto the other's shoulder, his heart and thoughts are suspended.Accompanied by suffocation is the feeling that the lower abdomen is congested, the genitals are straight against the resistance of the crotch, and the barking of the dog in the yard floats in through the open window, arousing a short-term shame. The sticky panting sound of the mother is really made by me ?So embarrassing, so embarrassing, so embarrassing.He bent his knees and wanted to cover his lower abdomen, but Chi Yan held his knees, hugged him up again, poked his belly with a stick, blushed like a hot iron in an instant, and fell on the bed with him, but they never separated for a second.

It's over.Xiang Qifei thought that his heart would explode in the next second.Then he thought, damn it, he practiced it on Qin Zhimo, so aggrieved, he bit the tip of Chi Yan's tongue angrily, and when he had a moment to spare, Chi Yan asked him, "Don't you like it?"

"Of course I like it, I like it to death," he gasped frantically when he had some free time, "...you are too good at punishing."

"You are punishing me."

"What am I going to punish you for?" Dissatisfied, am I so bad at kissing?

"Punish my heart," Chi Yan said, the overhead light was dazzling, but he still couldn't help but fall into Xiang Qi's eyes that were clouded by emotion, "Punish me to be loved." And I shouldn't be loved.

Lying on his chest, Xiang Qifei uttered nonsense, with inexplicable pride in his words, "Then how can it be considered punishment? I love you, it's only right and proper."

There's no such thing as a matter of course, Chi Yan's arm went through his armpit again, and he lifted it up half an inch, the tip of his nose was about to rub against the tip of his nose, "You're a little heavier than before." He tilted his head and kissed his ear, "Do you want more? "

"More." Xiang Qifei's body was limp, and Chi Yan held the shotgun that hadn't really been used in battle, and his earlobes were also sucked into his mouth. He curled up comfortably, "I still want to kiss."

Chi Yan hugged Xiang Qifei and moved him under his body, brushing away his still wet hair. He seemed to particularly dislike hair dryers, saying that their natural curls would always blow up after blowing.But it's actually quite cute when fried.To kiss that watery mouth, gently nibbling and pulling the lower lip, and kissing from the lower jaw to the collarbone, passing the Adam's apple, and branding the mark.

Xiang Qifei let go of the hand that was tightly clutching the hem of Chi Yan's clothes, and explored the same part, only to let go of his hanging heart.Oh I'm dying, can you believe it, my idol is hot and hot for me.

"I want to help you too," he opened his eyes, watched Chi Yan push up his t-shirt, kiss his chest and abdomen one after another, and made up his mind: "...I'm ready."

Chi Yan turned back to look for him to kiss, with the drooping hair pinned behind the ears, there were still a few tufts restlessly rubbing against Xiang Qifei's cheeks, "Don't use it for today, there's no cover."

Xiang Qifei blushed again, "I, I have."

It was kept in the bag after returning from Xiamen. Although he didn't want to admit it, he still listened to every word of Meng Zheliu, thinking and waiting.I also searched for similar movies to do my homework. The labels are hardcore, suffocation, and bondage.But when he closed his eyes and imagined that the object was Chi Yan, he was afraid and looked forward to it, which made his sexual desire even higher.Search the Internet and secretly select a word, Worcestershire, Worcestershire, a place name, except that the only meaning is difficult to pronounce, so it is just right to be a safe word.Or when you can force your mind to go blank, you won't shrink back so easily.

But in real practice, I realized that life is a fucking pony crossing the river.Chi Yan was so patient that he said that Xiang Qifei was a little pervert, but he wanted to find every sensitive spot on his body, such as the tip of his nipples, the back of his waist, earlobes, ankles, and the soft flesh on the inner thighs, and kissed him all over.Xiang Qifei shot once with Chi Yan's mouth in his mouth, and his whole body was so comfortable that he was about to rot, and he soon regained his erection. Without waiting any longer, he turned over and arched his waist, suppressing his voice, for fear of being noticed by Qin Zheng: " I also want to make you comfortable, can you come in?"

Chi Yan bent down and kissed his spine joint by joint, then put his left hand on Xiang Qifei's shoulder, pushed his lips and teeth away with his right hand, let him wet three fingers, and then groped into his servant's ass, sending it to him. into a knuckle, and felt Xiang Qifei trembling and shrinking, "You have never slept with a man, it will hurt."

Xiang Qifei was dissatisfied, "I have never slept with a woman before." After a while, he said, "I have never liked anyone so much." Then he seemed to want to reward, "Then you can kiss me again, okay?" ?”

Kissing can make him relax, to be precise, it can make him melt into a puddle, as soft as if his spine has been pumped.When Chi Yanzhen came in, he straightened his back again and curled up his toes.Damn it really hurts, it hurts even after dilating for so long, Chi Yan didn't lie to me.

Chi Yan didn't move at first, the meat stick was hot, he stuck it in Xiang Qifei's body, hugged him around his chest, and let him pinch marks on his forearm, saw physiological tears welling from the corners of his eyes, kissed them away, and kissed them in his ears Pan gently coaxed, "Xiaoxiang, Feifei, baby, don't cry, okay? It won't hurt in a while."

And that "baby" was extremely effective, Xiang Qifei hugged Chi Yan's arm, his hair was soaked in sweat, as if he couldn't do it anymore, he curled up in Chi Yan's arms, Nuo Nuo, "Move, I, I Don’t be afraid of pain,” I immediately regretted after finishing speaking, “Oh, no, I’m still quite afraid, please be gentle.”

"Okay, gently." Chi Yan propped up his upper body and continued to coax, "You're so tight." He added that he wanted to make his face redder.After Xiang Qifei got used to it, he twitched slowly, the head of the glans was stuck in the mouth of the hole, watching him bite his lip, it was hard to stop moaning from overflowing, and then he sent the whole root in, stirring irregularly in his body, the collision of flesh and body caused unstable sounds, until The person under him trembled again, his whole body was burning hot, his eyes were dull after the convulsion ended, his hair stuck to his temples, his nose was flushed, but he still clung to Chi Yan's arm propped by his side, and moved his forehead a few more times On the ground, ashamed, but also unbelievable, "It hurts...but why did I ejaculate again? Am I a masochist?" After a while, he sniffed again, and answered by himself: "It must be that I like you too much .”

Chi Yan disarmed almost at the same time, lay down and licked and kissed the corners of his red eyes, and all the ease brought about by his age and experience collapsed. 】

Xiang Qifei fell asleep in Chi Yan's arms for a while, and when he woke up it was only four o'clock, and it was still dark, he asked Chi Yan, "Why don't you sleep?" Chi Yan replied, "I can't sleep, I want to see you more. "

Xiang Qi Feixiong lay on top of him and yawned: "It's not a one-night stand, I won't see you again, this is also my home, and I have to pay half of the next quarter's rent."

Chi Yan didn't agree to the rent, saying, "You have to go to class, and I won't be able to see you for a week."

Xiang Qifei was taken aback for a moment, and felt that he was a different person after going to bed, no, it seemed that this was his original appearance, and there were traces to follow, and he didn't know why he had to hide it.

"Then I won't sleep either." Xiang Qifei crawled out of his arms, turned on the lamp, carefully removed the half-glued ticket from the table, and continued under the quilt.Although Chi Yan stood up to help him, he didn't understand, "If it's broken, it's broken, it's just a piece of paper, it's worthless."

Xiang Qifei kept moving his hands, and retorted: "I'll fight for my birthday present, don't worry about it."

"It's been two days since your birthday."

Xiang Qifei took a piece of tape from Chi Yan, pretended to be angry, and put his nose on his shoulder.

In the last alignment together, Chi Yan lay back on his side, filled with youthful hormonal scents all over his body, the warm yellow desk lamp set him off softly, he was in a trance, and murmured, "I'm wondering if it's possible... ..I brought this ticket back because I wanted you to see it."

"What?" Xiang Qifei didn't understand. He reached for his phone and held up the crooked ticket under the desk lamp to take a photo.A circle of friends was successfully sent at 37:[-] in the morning.

Didn't block anyone, with a picture, he wrote, I love this world so much.