whale killer

The whole pot of lamb scorpion is bubbling.

Chi Yan also works in a record store called City Lights. He doesn't come out often. He is responsible for ordering for the boss and recommending records on the shelves in rotation.In other words, almost all of the music that Xiang Qifei listens to is usually screened by Chi Yan first. If it is more ambiguous, it feels a bit like cultivation.But if he learned about this before receiving Qin Zhimo's card number, he might be so happy that he could use this to bombard Chiyan three hundred times, but now, his brain is like this pot of mutton, gurgling Rolling, unless the engine is turned off, it will never stop.

Xiang Qifei was sitting next to the window, and Chi Yan was diagonally opposite.Halfway through the meal, Chen Cheng got to know everyone well, and was telling the whole table about Xiang Qifei's mentally handicapped past, but the retribution soon came. She had a problem with her final homework and was called back by her tutor urgently.Xiang Qifei was picking bones in the pot, burying his head in the pot seriously, thanking his ex-girlfriend for finally retreating, if she didn't leave, I'm afraid I'd ruin him, and I'd have to tell you what size underwear I was wearing.But he saw that the person on the opposite side didn't move his chopsticks, the plate was clean without any broth, as if smoking and drinking could make him feel full.After Xiang Qifei sucked a piece of bone marrow, he confronted Chi Yan inexplicably for a second, but the other party didn't move away, but threw a bone at Qifei, glanced at the window, stretched out a finger to draw a circle on the glass with water vapor .

A Nao fished the last piece of meat into Chi Yan's plate, threw two pieces of pancakes into the copper pot, and described to Qifei how delicious the pancakes rolled in the gravy were, and finally asked the waiter to add water to rinse the dishes.Xiang Qifei responded without stopping his circle-drawing hands. Chi Yan called him back, and handed over two plates of frozen tofu and kelp knots, saying that they couldn't fit here, and he needed to move a few plates inside.

He took it over, knocked the bottom of the plate on the table, and Li Xiaojiu hurried over. The well-groomed mushroom head was blown away by the outside wind, revealing his full forehead, and he took off his scarf without saying a word. At first glance, the image is similar to that of the band Nothing to do with it, if he didn't remember the introduction of the members on the CD case, Xiang Qifei would not be able to confirm that this was the former drummer of Pengtuo.Li Xiaojiu went around half a circle to sit inside, Ah Nao squeezed Chi Yan to make room for him, so Chi Yan moved a little further away from Xiang Qifei.

The meat in front of him still didn't move.Chi Yan said he wasn't hungry, and gave Li Xiaojiu the plate together with the plate. The boss used a lighter to open two bottles of big green sticks, and couldn't help but sighed, "How long has it been since we got together to eat? Amo was still there last time. "

So, at the moment, he is in Qin Zhimo's seat.Xiang Qifei's attention conditioned reflex seemed to be nailed back to Chi Yan, but he heard Ah Nao smile awkwardly, "Second brother, you are the only one who dare to mention this in front of him."

The second brother waved his hand: "Don't mention it, when will this matter pass?"

Chi Yan drooped his eyelids, seemingly indifferent.Xiang Qifei and him were separated by fog, always separated by fog, smoke, dry ice, and steam from the pot, so he couldn't see this person clearly at a glance. "What about Xiao Xiang," Chi Yan said, trying to divert the topic elsewhere, "Why don't you talk today? It doesn't look like you anymore."

Ah Nao put down his chopsticks, said he had nothing to say to Chi Shengsheng's hard turn, let the mutton roll roll in the pot, broke into several pieces, no one picked it up, and everyone on the table was silent.

"If you can't make it through, don't pull others to back you up." Li Xiaojiu said.

"I've passed," Chi Yan closed his eyes, put his ring finger on his temple, and then gave up on himself, "Can we stop talking about this?"

"Has it really passed?" Xiang Qifei didn't look at anyone, lowered his head and poked a piece of broken duck blood in his bowl, and said without confidence: "Then I will pay you back, and you let me deposit the money into his card." Why is it here? Obviously no one is using it anymore..."

"What card?" Ah Nao interrupted.

"Someone will use it." Chi Yan ignored him, and said to Xiang Qifei, "Someone will use it."

"Who will use it?" Xiang Qifei raised his head, as if holding back all this time, just waiting for this opportunity, "He won't use it anymore."

From a distance of a diagonal line, he saw Chi Yan squeeze the brows out, the other party sighed, and then opened his eyes full of exhaustion, the cigarette in his hand was about to burn to the end, and the sparks almost rubbed against each other Chi Yan didn't care about his fingertips, he let the little thing burn, he raised his eyes and said to Qi Fei: "What do you know?"

What do I know?Xiang Qi was at a loss for words, he knew Chi Yan's phone number, and he might be the only one at the whole dinner table.But he didn't dare to let the words come out of his mouth.

"Okay." The second brother patted Xiang Qifei on the shoulder, and shared two bottles of beer among the five people, "I shouldn't mention it, second brother apologizes, eat well, talk about other things, Xiao Jiu's life recently How about it?"

"It's okay," Li Xiaojiu said, "I'm a little busy."

Ah Nao joked: "That's not true, counting the blue dots, there are four bands to be played. I'm afraid he is the only one in Beijing who can play drums!"

The atmosphere became relaxed again, and everything went back to before talking about Qin Zhimo, that episode seemed to have been removed by someone, and Chi Yan was the only one who remembered the entire table.

Xiang Qifei didn't want to see him like this, said it was painful, but it was over, but his fatigue was obvious, he couldn't stay still, his body was written all over wanting to leave, it took another 10 minutes, and he did.When Chi Yan got up, Xiang Qifei raised his head and said sorry to him, Chi Yan returned, it's okay, just sleepy, go back to sleep for a while.

Those words just now, no matter how I think about them, I feel a bit harsh.Xiang Qifei buried his head even lower, he never felt that he could touch the word mean, but this whole night, he was almost narrow-minded to the extreme.Why can't he like Qin Zhimo a little bit?He is in the band he likes, and has been loved or loved by someone he admires. He is a good musician and has written some good songs for Pangtuo. Even if he doesn't understand him, he doesn't really want to understand him. But not too annoying.

But I just can't do it, I don't know how to control it, if Chen Cheng will use all good words to describe Qin Zhimo, if everyone calls his death the self-destruction of a melancholy genius, if it is even more difficult for Chi Yan So, at this moment, he hopes that those descriptions are false, those sublimation are false, that Qin Zhimo is not so perfect, that he is a bad person.

I hope he is not worthy of being loved, especially not worthy of being so loved by Chi Yan.

However, in fact, he is much worse. Competing with a dead person is too bad. He can even think of Chi Yan's childish appearance, who is ridiculously naive. The position is open-minded, what can prove it?It can only prove that I have a thick skin.

He touched the pebble.Embedded in his heart, embedded in his throat, embedded in everything related to Qin Zhimo.

It's jealousy.

Going back to school and entering the exam week, Xiang Qifei didn't contact Chi Yan for two weeks, not even unilaterally.He was busy reviewing, busy concentrating himself, and busy thinking less about other things.As if back on track, passed the end of the semester smoothly, and turned back into a male college student with no worries, who had never met people from other worlds.

During this period, Qian Huilai quarreled with his family. He was a high-achieving student in the law school and insisted on stealing another degree in literature. When he made a phone call, his mother was furious and accused him of always wasting energy on useless things. I will find a law firm for an internship at the beginning of the next semester, and there is no need to discuss it.Qian Huilai was unwilling, and even resisted going back to his hometown, so he drank heavily in Xiang Qifei's dormitory before the holiday.The other roommates should be cool and unrestrained, and they should go home. There are only two frustrated people left, sitting on the floor and cursing.

"You can take the exam wherever you are asked to take the exam, and study whatever you are asked to study," Qian Huilai sipped down half a bottle of Snowflake Chuangtianya: "Now you say that you invest too much in me and get too little return. Is it a fucking person?"

Helplessly, Xiang Qifei whispered, "It's not the first day you know your mother..."

"Tired from the noise," Qian Huilai leaned on the floor, with Xiang Qifei's pillow under his head: "Why don't you meet her on the first day, is your family short of a son?"

"My family lacks a girl," Xiang Qifei said, "My dad wants a girl."

"My mother also wants a girl, and she plans to marry directly into a wealthy family, and the whole family can save 30 years of struggle." Qian Huilai turned over and looked at Xiang Qifei, her face was swollen from alcohol. Hong, the two lay side by side.

"I used to think that after I got married, I might want a boy." Xiang Qifei said, "I think I'm not very good at getting along with girls, sometimes I don't understand what they think, and falling in love is always not that Energetic."

"Don't want to now?"

Xiang Qifei propped his head on his side, unable to hold on, lay back down again, reached for his phone, clicked on Chi Yan's number, the note had been changed back long ago, and only had a well-behaved name, "Now I feel that some boys are more difficult to get along with .”

"By the way, I wanted to ask you last time." Qian Huilai leaned over and glanced at his screen: "Are you chasing stars or people?"

"Chasing, chasing stars...?"

"Have you ever seen a star chaser? Have you observed Chen Cheng? There is no one like you. You seem to be planning to squeeze into other people's life." Qian Huilai yawned.

"...Then I don't know." Xiang Qifei was directly asked, but it seemed to have been connected indirectly. He felt hot, so he got up from the ground and turned off the air conditioner. He opened the window, and the cold wind hit his face, but he couldn't bring him back as he wished. Come sober.

Qian Huilai put it another way: "Then I'm asking you this, I want to give you a chance, your rock musician is begging you to fall in love with him, will you agree?"

"Chi Yan wouldn't beg others to fall in love."

"Assumption," Qian Hui said, "Do you know what a hypothesis is?"

"Of course it will," Xiang Qifei almost didn't think about it, "Why don't you agree to such a good thing?"

Qian Huilai shrugged, "I won't agree, and I don't like men."

"I don't like men either, but Chi Yan is different," Xiang Qifei leaned against the window, still insisting that his choice was logical: "If your idols, like Bolaño or Calvino, you Can you still not agree?"

"Generally speaking, you won't agree." Qian Huilai's answer was obvious, and she staggered into bed and got ready to sleep. "Worship is one thing, liking is another..."

Xiang Qifei leaned half his body out of the window, not knowing how to refute to find reason for himself, so he simply stopped answering and let Qian Huilai quickly fall asleep.

Qian Huilai was indeed sleepy, and her breathing gradually became heavy.Xiang Qifei pressed the call button, impatient to say something to Chi Yan, he raised his face and counted the stars in the sky, the receiver was busy, and it kept ringing, but no one answered, so he just waited, and when he got there, he sounded a reminder, automatically Hang up, and then hit a new past.Chi Yan might be sleeping, he thought, maybe it would wake him up.But his heart gradually became smoother. These days, all the inexplicables, all the frustrations, and all the calculations have been explained. In fact, the answer is indeed obvious.

Being able to face off with jealousy, it seems reasonable to have only liking.

At the end of the third pass, someone finally picked it up. Chi Yan seemed to be practicing the piano, and he could still hear the sound of his fingers rubbing against the strings when he put down the guitar.

"I thought you gave up." Chi Yan's long-lost voice came over and pressed against his ear.

"Don't even think about it." Xiang Qifei smirked and lied a little, "I'm busy with exams, my life isn't all about you."

Chi Yan also laughed a few times.

"Are you angry with me?" Xiang Qifei asked cautiously while holding his mobile phone: "I didn't think about what I said that day, and I took too much care."

"No," Chi Yan said, "it's not a big deal, everyone will be like this."

"I'm different," Xiang Qifei cleared his throat again with the help of alcohol, but still stuttered, "I, I'm different from everyone else."

"Drinking?" Chi Yan obviously didn't take it seriously, "Go and wash your face, you should go to bed."

"I didn't drink too much," Xiang Qifei was aroused to fight, "From now on, I have a big thing to do. Chi Yan, do you understand? You have to be prepared."

I want to chase you.I want to chase you.Xiang Qifei almost said this.

Chi Yan said: "What should I prepare?"

Sniffing at Qifei: "I don't know, that's something you should consider."

"Stop making trouble, Xiang Qifei, really." Chi Yan is obviously not stupid, and such a conversation is not difficult to guess, his tone began to change from mild to serious, "You know that some things are impossible."

Knowing that the other party will definitely refuse.But Xiang Qifei still felt much more comfortable. The stones were still there, but at least they all seemed to have an explanation.Things might be simple, and he can hit the south wall openly, and firmly believe that sooner or later, Chi Yan's wall will collapse for him.

"Don't underestimate me, I'm very good," Xiang Qifei said, "I will work super super hard, there is nothing I can't handle."

Passers-by downstairs whistled in his direction.On the opposite side, Chi Yan had already hung up the phone.

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Merry Christmas~ The recent update is too unstable, I will stabilize Orz as soon as possible