fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Lu Baifei knew that for every second he was silent, Qi Jia would suffer more damage.

Most of the previous suitors confessed to him in the teaching building, the basketball court, or the place where friends met, but Qi Jia has already lived in his own home, slept in his own bed, and ate the noodles he cooked. There is a fundamental difference.

Lu Baifei tried to keep calm and said, "Qi Jia, we've only known each other for less than a month."

Qi Jia smiled and asked, "Is this a polite refusal?"

Lu Baifei didn't say yes or no, but said, "Some things develop too fast, and it's easy to get hurt."

Qi Jia still smiled, "Brother, if you don't care about a person, you don't have to worry about whether he will be hurt or not. As for how I feel, that's my own business, right?"

This is the first time Lu Baifei has encountered such a logical and meticulous way of confessing like Qi Jia.

He froze for a moment, staring at Qi Jia.

Qi Jia sat quietly by the bed, because she had just eaten a bowl of hot noodle soup, Qi Jia's lips were rosier than before, and her face was not so pale.He was wearing a black knitted sweater with a loose neckline, revealing a smooth and flawless neck.

Lu Baifei suddenly thought of those shocking cuts on his hands.

Reason does not allow him to say this, but emotional emotions have overwhelmed him.

"Let's take our time, okay?" He whispered and spoke very slowly.

Qi Jia stared at him blankly, his black pupils seemed to shrink a bit, and then he didn't blink or speak for a long time, as if he was being held in place by a magic spell.

Lu Baifei laughed a little, and called him gently, "Qi Jia?"

The next second, Qi Jia suddenly came alive again, trembling, "You just said... take your time...?"

Lu Baifei nodded, and then a pair of thin white arms reached out to him, wrapping him in a hug.Qi Jia's whole body weight fell into his arms.Caught off guard, Lu Baifei protected Qi Jia's waist with one hand, and was dragged down on the sofa bed by Qi Jia.

Their warm bodies were pressed together, as if they were sharing their heartbeats together.Qi Jia was shaking violently, hugged Lu Baifei tightly and didn't let go, said incoherently because she was too excited, "Brother...you don't even know, I like you so much, I really like you so much... …”

"I have never liked anyone before. I didn't know that I liked someone so much. When I walked on the street, I felt that everyone was like you, but not like you. I have been to the gate of the University of Science and Technology several times, sometimes very early. Go, sometimes very late, I even envy every one of your classmates who come out of there, because they are closer to you than me..."

"I want to read Mark Strand's poems to you, I want to drink and blow with you, I want to hug you to sleep, I want to hear you say that you miss me too..."

Lu Baifei lay on his back, with Qi Jia's thin body in his arms.He didn't want Qi Jia to get too excited, but he didn't interrupt him either.

Lu Baifei gradually realized that he was infiltrated bit by bit in this chaotic, impulsive, irrational confession.

Qi Jia is like a person with magical powers, even if he is reckless or unreasonable, he successfully breaks into the bottom of Lu Baifei's heart, digs a bottomless pit with a shovel, and then takes a pair of moist He stared at Lu Baifei with fervent eyes.So that Lu Baifei could never forget those eyes again.

Lu Baifei remembered the song he wrote on the rooftop, there probably already had many marks related to Qi Jia in it, or it was Qi Jia's incarnation.

Finally, Lu Baifei raised his hand and rubbed Qi Jia's head, waiting for him to calm down.

It took Qi Jia some time, and he did calm down, but he refused to go back to the bedroom.He buried his head in Lu Baifei's neck, and said softly, almost pleadingly, "Brother, let me sleep with you in my arms, just for a while."

After a pause for a few seconds, he said again, "When I fall asleep, you can leave me here and go to the bedroom."

No one can refuse Qi Jia, at least Lu Baifei can't.

The faint scent of perfume behind Qi Jia's ears lingered in his breathing, his side face and neck were a little itchy from Qi Jia's hair, and because Qi Jia was trying to find a comfortable sleeping position, he was in his arms. Li didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he dawdled repeatedly, and in the end almost made Lu Baifei feel some kind of reaction that he shouldn't have.

Qi Jia was about to fall asleep, and he said to Lu Baifei in a daze and without empathy, "Brother...why are you so hard, you're pushing against my leg..."

Lu Baifei almost collapsed.I don't understand how Qi Jia managed to be so seductive.

It took him a few minutes to calm himself down.When he tried to carry the sleeping Qi Jia back to the bed in the bedroom, Qi Jia seemed to have foreseen something, clasped the armrest of the sofa bed tightly in his hands, and mumbled, "I sleep here...I won't leave ..."

Lu Baifei really had no choice but to leave Qi Jia on the sofa bed in the end, went to the bedroom by himself, then tossed and turned for an unknown period of time, still unable to fall asleep.

This was the first time in so many years that Lu Baifei suffered from insomnia at two o'clock in the morning.You know, even the night before the announcement of the college entrance examination results, he slept well.

The next morning, when Qi Jia saw Lu Baifei appearing at the dining table with dark circles under his eyes, he asked him innocently, "Why, brother, didn't you sleep well last night?"

Lu Baifei frowned and looked at Qi Jia.

"Because of me?" Qi Jia laughed again, pointing to himself, and shared his feelings with Lu Baifei without hesitation, "Then I'm really flattered."

And the answer he got was that Lu Baifei said in a hoarse but very sexy voice, "As long as you sleep well."——and rubbed Qi Jia's head with obvious tolerance.