fall in love too early

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Bringing up the matter of breaking up is like yelling "the wolf is coming".

Qi Jia may have to pay for his mistakes one day, but at this moment he is still holding on to Lu Baifei's sore spot.

Lu Baifei panicked when he saw the message. In order not to waste time, he could only pretend that he had a stomachache and asked his assistant to take him home as soon as possible.

The hotel apartment where Qi Jia lived was pitch black, Lu Baifei checked every room, but Qi Jia was not at home.Lu Baifei dialed his mobile number again, only to hear a familiar ringtone ringing from beside the bed.

In order to prevent him from finding her, Qi Jia went out without her mobile phone.

Lu Baifei was at his wit's end for a while.In the end, he hurriedly changed into a private suit, put on a fisherman's hat and a mask to cover his face, went to the underground garage to drive his car, and started looking for Qi Jia aimlessly in the night city.

He went to a few nearby bars and looked at people from table to table like an idiot, and was almost thrown out by the security guards; he also went to a few supper and sugar shops that Qi Jia liked, and described Qi Jia to the owner. Jia's appearance, the response he got was still not coming.

In a place as big as Tangcheng New District, Lu Baifei searched for it from late at night until early in the morning. She was exhausted and squatted on the side of the street for a while, feeling almost collapsed.

In the end, he really had no choice but to look for the places he had already been to, and finally saw Qi Jia in a folk music bar near the University of Finance and Economics who was drinking with some classmates.

It was already late autumn in Tangcheng.Qi Jia was wearing a loose cardigan, her slightly curly hair half covered her face, and she was sitting on a high stool by the bar.

He supported his head with one hand and held the wine glass with the other, his eyes were slightly squinted, and he was chatting enthusiastically with a girl who came to strike up a conversation.

The ball of light in the folk song bar was shaking, and the moment Lu Baifei saw him through the intersecting figures, his heart fell back to the original place, but he didn't want to move at all.

He used to think that love was something that would never run out.

Even if there are times of intense love and dull times of love, love will always be there.They will also hold hands forever, keep each other in their eyes, run through the turbulent youth, love through the long midlife crisis, until they grow old.

But at this moment, Lu Baifei suddenly felt an unprecedented tiredness.

He stood only five or six meters away from Qi Jia, watched Qi Jia chatting with others, and watched Qi Jia order an 888 yuan flower basket and deliver it to the stage.I don't know how long it took, Qi Jia seemed to sense something, his eyebrows frowned, he put down the wine glass in his hand, and then slowly turned his head, looking at Lu Baifei who was a few steps away.

Lu Baifei looked for him all night, Qi Jia couldn't see his face at this moment, but felt a deep tiredness in his eyes.

Qi Jia didn't expect that he would find her, so she was stunned for a moment.Lu Baifei stepped forward, supported the bar with one hand, half-protected him in his arms, and said in a low voice, "It's getting late, Jiajia, let's go back."

At this time, it was past midnight, and Lu Baifei came to his first day of 22 years old.

22 years old is actually still very young. Most people are still doing some stupid things on campus, being single or in a romantic relationship, looking for a job or continuing to grow old with peace of mind.

Because Lu Baifei knew Qi Jia and fell in love with him, he went through a year of ups and downs.

Qi Jia was very close to him, his drunk brain was a little dull, but his mood was still very sensitive, and even became more fragile because of Lu Baifei's sudden appearance.

It's not that he doesn't love Lu Baifei, on the contrary, he loves him too deeply, so much that he can't resist it, that's why he frequently hurts others and himself in the difficult situation of reality.

There seemed to be two personalities in Qi Jia's heart who were always at war, one advised him to take care of himself and stop trying to die; the other urged him to spend recklessly, exhausting all Lu Baifei's patience and love, even if there was no happy ending between them , Lu Baifei is no longer able to love the next one.

Qi Jia dug a grave with his own hands, in which he was buried, as well as all the enthusiasm and sincerity of another person.

The band on the stage played to the point where the chorus was stirring, and the folk song bar sang in unison, and the atmosphere was very good.

In this corner of the bar, there is a slight shadow, like a mess of heart knots, and there is nowhere to dismantle it.

Qi Jia sat on the high chair without moving, Lu Baifei took out his wallet and mobile phone again, and said, "You invited your classmates? I'll pay the bill, let's go."

Lu Baifei knew about Qi Jia, and the money seemed to be hot, and when a group of people went out to have fun, Qi Jia usually paid for it.

Seeing that he was so considerate for her, Qi Jia felt resentful in her heart.Relying on his drunkenness, he got angry, and suddenly pushed Lu Baifei away, avoiding his sight.Said, "It's already broken up, what else have you been looking for."

He used the most bland declarative sentence, as if what he said was not hurtful.

Lu Baifei didn't want to bring up this matter at first, but thought it was Qi Jia's temper, and it was over when he took it home.However, Qi Jia was not forgiving, as if he wanted to break up with him.

Lu Baifei's cheeks tightened, as if he gritted his teeth secretly, but he still didn't attack.

He had just finished his continuous work, and he was so tired that his voice was hoarse.The seats in the folk song bar were crowded and the air circulation was poor. He felt it was difficult to breathe, so he pressed the mask down a little, and said, "We'll talk when we get home. I'll go check out first."

The sharp knife that Qi Jia stabbed out seemed to be buried in the tofu, limp and useless.

Lu Baifei didn't quarrel with him, didn't pick up his words, stopped a passing waiter to pay the bill, and also paid for the inexplicable 888 yuan flower basket that Qi Jia gave to the band on stage.Then he grabbed Qi Jia's hand, put his fingertips into his cuffs habitually, and touched his wrist skin to confirm that he did not harm himself due to emotional fluctuations, and finally led Qi Jia out of the bar, opened the door for him, and waited. He got into the co-pilot, and he went around the front of the car and got into the car.

The previous hustle and bustle disappeared, and there were two irreconcilable lovers sitting in the closed car.

Lu Baifei stopped talking, started the engine silently, and drove towards home.Qi Jia, on the other hand, was sitting on pins and needles under the pressure of guilt and resentment.

He knew that he was wrong, but after making mistakes again and again, it seemed that he could not turn back.

Let him and Lu Baifei apologize now, but he can't say it.Having been favored by Lu Baifei for so long, no matter whether he takes advantage of it or not, it is always Lu Baifei who takes the initiative to bow his head.Qi Jia didn't know what it was to admit a mistake.

Lu Baifei drove through several intersections, but never looked at Qi Jia, nor said a word to him.All the alcohol that Qi Jia drank earlier seemed to have exploded at this moment, and the little bit of indiscriminate speech that he had left was all tossed out.

Qi Jia thought, yes, this is what he hates most about Lu Baifei.In love, she always tries to be a good person without leaking any leaks, but now Qi Jia is forced to become the one who is unkind and unrighteous.

Looking at the floating night scene outside the car, his heart was twisted into a ball of repressed emotions, but his face remained calm, and he said, "Lu Baifei, are you cheap or not."

Lu Baifei's hand holding the steering wheel tightened suddenly.

"There are a lot of little girls outside chasing you and calling you husband and wife, why do you have to come to me."

As Qi Jia said, she turned her head and saw that Lu Baifei's face changed a little.

"Do you know that I have an appointment in the middle of the night tonight? Are you still so wishful thinking to take me home?"

While talking, he suddenly reached out to touch Lu Baifei's jeans pocket.

Lu Baifei was driving, and didn't understand what he was going to do, so he let out a low voice, "Qi Jia!"

Qi Jia was already touching his legs through the fabric as if nothing had happened, and took out his mobile phone, then entered the password with ease, entered the software store, and began to download a dating software.

"You don't believe it, do you? Come, let me show you..." Qi Jia's heartbeat was fast, and his breathing was a little messy. A distant and ethereal voice told him to "stop, don't continue", but He insisted on clicking a string of user names and passwords on the screen, and then held the screen up to Lu Baifei.

The car stopped before the red light at the intersection, Lu Baifei glanced at the chat page.

On the night of his birthday, Qi Jia made an appointment with someone, chatted some explicit words, and even sent a selfie at the request of the other party - without showing his face, the picture was taken from the jaw to the front of the chest.

Qi Jia's shirt was unbuttoned to the third button, revealing a beautiful and well-proportioned collarbone, which made people think infinitely.

Lu Baifei's mind exploded.

The red light ahead was still counting down, he turned around, twisted Qi Jia's wrist, forced down the phone he raised, and immediately clasped Qi Jia's cheek with his other hand.

Qi Jia was pressed on the back of the chair by him, her small face was pinched in his palm, her eyes were fixed on him.

Lu Baifei's eyes were already faintly red, that selfie hurt his little self-esteem in this love, he said very slowly, "Qi Jia, today is my birthday, even if I provoke you You are angry, can you not treat me like this...?"

After he finished speaking, he turned his head slightly, as if trying to suppress his emotions.Several cars parked behind started honking to urge them to start.

Lu Baifei's emotions are almost reaching a critical point. The heavy pressure of this relationship and Qi Jia's repeated overstepping have made him feel unbearable.He was also afraid that he would do something irrational to Qi Jia in a fit of anger.

He suddenly let go of Qi Jia, stepped on the accelerator, put into gear and accelerated, rushed out, found a side alley at random, then slammed to a stop, pushed open the door, and closed the door heavily with his backhand, entering the vast night alone , leaving Qi Jia alone in the car.