fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Qi Jia just brought people home and did nothing else.It's just that it's not so easy for Lulu to break up...

Qi Jia's torment gradually escalated.He specifically picked the softest part of Lu Baifei to attack.

The first time was when Lu Baifei returned to Qi Jia's apartment late at night after work. Qi Jia teased him first, kissing him from the porch all the way into the bedroom.Lu Baifei was also just at the time when he was young, so he couldn't stand this kind of teasing, and at first he gave up the idea of ​​hugging Qi Jia to sleep, instead he pushed Qi Jia to the bed and started to wrestling with him.

Lu Baifei has always been a very gentle person in terms of sex, no matter how eager he is, he will do a good job of foreplay and try his best to make Qi Jia feel comfortable.

But Qi Jia's reaction this night was a bit strange, he obviously catered to him on purpose, but when Lu Baifei tried to take off his clothes, he started to dodge.In the end, Lu Baifei clasped his two hands together and pressed them over the top of his head, and pushed forward slowly amidst Qi Jia's panting, suddenly felt that the piece of skin touched by his fingers was strange.

Lu Baifei turned on the bedside lamp at once, his eyes fell on Qi Jia's wrist, and a bloody sign "路" jumped into his eyes unsuspectingly.

Qi Jia scratched this word with a knife on the inside of his wrist at some point.He was born with fair skin, so the bloodstains became more and more clear and glaring. The strokes connected with each other seemed to be cut on Lu Baifei's body.

Lu Baifei was stunned when he saw the words, the blood all over his body instantly turned cold, and a strange nausea came up immediately.

Qi Jia lay under him, looked at him half-closed, knowingly asked, "...Brother, why did you stop?"

Lu Baifei pulled out all of a sudden, and just said, "Qi Jia..." Then he couldn't continue.

He grabbed a T-shirt and pulled it back on, getting out of bed to get the medicine cabinet.Qi Jia suddenly reached out and grabbed him, not letting him leave, pretending to be nonchalant and saying, "How could you just stop at the beginning?"

Lu Baifei stared down at him, and said slowly, "You did it on purpose, didn't you?"

Qi Jia smiled and said, "I'll be leaving in less than half a year, and I can't think of any way to bring you by my side." As he spoke, he raised the marked hand to Lu Baifei In front of him, asked him, "Does it look good?"

With the other hand, he took out a Swiss Army knife from under the pillow, which Lu Baifei bought for him not long ago when they were traveling together.

There was no need for Qi Jia to say anything more, of course Lu Baifei understood that he had scratched his wrist with the knife he gave him, and swung away Qi Jia's hand that was holding him, jumped out of the bed, and rushed into the room with him. The bathroom connected to the master bedroom was closed at the same time.

Qi Jia heard the sound of water dripping from across the wall, which seemed to be mixed with Lu Baifei's painful panting.So he unhurriedly got out of bed, picked up the silk nightgown thrown on the floor and put it on, walked outside the bathroom door, and waited by the door.

After a few minutes, Lu Baifei opened the door and came out.

The expression on his face at this moment seems to be unprecedented in Qi Jia's memory.

——With a kind of cold, almost desperate beauty, like a layer of ice formed on the glass window in the cold winter wind, it is crystal clear, but it will shatter when touched.

Qi Jia reached out to brush away the wet hair on his forehead, revealing Lu Baifei's slender and deep eyes, and said, "Brother, you're angry."

Lu Baifei looked down at him, remained silent for a while, and then said, "Qi Jia, I'll make an appointment with a psychiatrist, and I'll accompany you."

Qi Jia shook her head, her voice was very soft, "Those people are useless, I don't trust them, and they can't help me." As he spoke, he moved closer to Lu Baifei bit by bit, knocking his chin on his shoulder, angrily Said in a low voice, "But...brother, you can do it, and only you can do it."

Lu Baifei couldn't reason with him anymore, so he dragged him to the sofa in the living room to sit down, disinfected and debrided the scratched skin with alcohol, and went to the study alone.

But he slept very lightly all night and was constantly awakened by nightmares. He simply got up in the middle of the night and wrote songs on the computer for three hours with headphones on.When the assistant came to pick him up to attend the TV station's New Year's Eve rehearsal, seeing the obvious bruises under his eyes, he asked in surprise, "Brother Lu, didn't you sleep well?"

Lu Baifei didn't know what to say, but just asked the assistant, "Did you buy breakfast?"

The assistant immediately brought a package of porridge he specified to the table, and said, "It's still hot."

Lu Baifei didn't eat by himself, so he took the post-it note by the dining table and wrote a message to Qi Jia, asking him to eat obediently after getting up, and then went out with his assistant.

On the same day, he asked his manager, Liang Xiong, to find a way to make an appointment with a well-known psychologist at the affiliated medical university.Liang Xiong was nervous after hearing this, thinking that he was overloaded with work pressure.

Lu Baifei said lightly, she wanted to consult with Qi Jia.

Liang Xiong knew that there was some turmoil between them recently, so he sat in the back of the nanny's car and sat silent for a moment, put his hand on Lu Baifei's shoulder, and persuaded him, "A 24-year-old boyfriend like you, I guess that Young Master Qi digs the ground three times." I can't find a second one anymore. Why do you love so hard, do you want to consider breaking up?"

Lu Baifei was unmoved after hearing this, and said, "Brother Liang, please help me make an appointment, I have my own discretion."

But the psychiatrist's appointment time has not yet been finalized, and another incident happened a week before the new year.

On this day, Lu Baifei was invited by the Propaganda Department of the college to participate in a student activity, and represented the University of Science and Technology to go to the grassroots level to donate money. It took about seven or eight hours to drive back and forth to Tangcheng.

When he finished his performance, he suddenly received a message from his friend Min Hang.

——Are you still performing?I'll tell you something when I'm done.

Min Hang has a straightforward temper, and has never sent a message in such a devious way.Feeling puzzled, Lu Baifei dialed the phone directly.

Min Hang picked it up quite quickly, but there was a lot of noise on his side, like in a KTV or bar.

Lu Baifei asked him straight to the point what was going on?

Min Hang yelled loudly, "Hey, wait for me, I'll tell you another place!"

After a while, Min Hang seemed to hide in the bathroom, and the background finally quieted down.

He tentatively said to Lu Baifei, "Brother Lu, it's like this, a few of our friends went out to play tonight, and I didn't expect to meet Qi Jia."

This was not a big deal, as the campuses of HKUST and the University of Finance and Economics are not far away, so it was natural to bump into acquaintances.But as soon as Lu Baifei heard the beginning, he vaguely had a bad premonition.

Min Hang and him have been very close friends since junior high school. After Lu Baifei and Qi Jia got together, Min Hang gradually saw some clues.Lu Baifei simply didn't hide it, and came out with his friend.

Although Min Hang was extremely shocked at the time, he calmed down afterwards and expressed his understanding and blessing.

Lu Baifei held the phone tightly, and Min Hang said again, "...don't blame me for talking too much, I thought about it all night, and I still think I should tell you. After all, you are also in the entertainment circle now He is a star, so we must spend less time with him and leave more..."

"Get to the point." Lu Baifei interrupted him.

Min Hang paused for a moment, then said, "Okay, okay, the point is that I saw him and Li Songzhi together."

"It's the Li Songzhi we all know." Min Hang added.

Lu Baifei stopped talking.His brain was a little blank for a moment, as if he couldn't connect the two people immediately.

One is my beloved lover, and the other is my fellow student at HKUST who just graduated from school a year ago.

Min Hang probably also sensed that the atmosphere was not right, and started to talk to himself constantly under tension, "You know that kid Li Songzhi, because he has a little money at home, he often goes to bars and nightclubs."

"Some people said they saw him playing outside with his arms around boys... I didn't expect to see him outside the University of Finance and Economics today."

"He drove a BMW 5 Series. He got out of the car first, and then a person got out from the passenger side. It was dark at that time, and I didn't see it clearly. Later, they walked under the streetlight together, and I saw clearly that the person was Qi Jia..."

When Min Hang said this, a memory suddenly flashed back in Lu Baifei's mind. A year ago, he brought Qi Jia, who had just got off the plane, back to the apartment he rented. Several classmates came to look for him at home that night. The chatter and laughter woke up Qi Jia who was sleeping in the bedroom at that time.

Among those students, Li Songzhi was present.

Lu Baifei felt that his voice was a little erratic, and he didn't know if it was because he was too tired from work and studies recently, there seemed to be many phantoms floating in front of his eyes.

He says to Min-hang, “I see, thanks.”

Min Hang still wanted to persuade him, "Brother Lu, I'll just tell you what I saw, I don't know anything else, so don't get angry..."

Lu Baifei said thank you again, and then hung up the phone hastily.

He sat with his head bowed in the bumpy car for a few minutes, but finally couldn't hold back, and sent a message to Qi Jia, asking where he was.

After a while, Lu Baifei received a few short words from Qi Jia, saying that he was at home, and asked when Lu Baifei would return?

Lu Baifei suddenly smiled, and didn't know what he was laughing at. He pressed the Jiugongge keyboard under his hands, and replied that the traffic on the road was bad, and it would take two to three hours.

——In fact, he has already arrived at the campus of HKUST, and it is only a 10-minute drive from Qi Jia's high-end apartment.

After that, he never heard from Qi Jia again.Lu Baifei got off the school bus in a daze, shook hands and said goodbye to several leaders of the Propaganda Department who were on board, and then called a car to go to the hotel apartment.

He stood on the street outside the building for about half an hour, waiting for the cold December wind to blow through him thoroughly, and finally saw two familiar figures coming out of the automatic door of the building.

One of them was indeed Li Songzhi, and the other was Qi Jia.The two of them were talking and laughing to themselves, not paying attention to Lu Baifei who was standing across the street.

Lu Baifei watched steadily as Li Songzhi walked up to his BMW, and then offered to give Qi Jia a hug, but Qi Jia didn't refuse at all, and seemed to faintly smile at him.

In the end Li Songzhi drove away, Qi Jia also turned back to the apartment lobby, Lu Baifei was still standing there.

He slowly squatted down on the side of the street, gritting his teeth to hold back the trembling all over his body.Not cold, he knew, not because of cold.

That's it, Lu Baifei, he said to himself, you have done enough.Go break up with Qi Jia, stop thinking that he will change, no matter whether he does it on purpose or not, you don't have to continue to bear all this for him.