fall in love too early

The author has something to say: I was very touched when I saw many readers leaving messages.The next chapter begins with a reunion, and they will all become more mature and reliable.

Just staring at each other for two or three seconds, Qi Jia felt that Lu Baifei who was sitting in the car still loved her.

This kind of hallucination has no sweetness at all, it only makes people feel pain like a thorn in their backs, even Qi Jia doesn't want to think about it.

Lu Baifei leaned on the car window with one elbow and said to him, "Get in the car."

Qi Jia walked over, this time no one opened the door for him, and no one fastened his seat belt for him.When he was sitting in the co-pilot, he wondered in a daze, whether this seat with exclusive meaning would change hands after some time.

Lu Baifei didn't start the car immediately, but asked him, "Where are you going?"

Qi Jia thought about it, and in just half a minute when he took the elevator down to the garage, he used his mobile phone to search for a hotel near the airport. At that time, many related entries popped up, but he couldn't remember that clearly.

After a while, Qi Jia casually reported a five-star hotel in his impression.Lu Baifei was a little surprised when he heard this, but he didn't ask any further questions. He used the car navigation to find the location of the hotel, and then confirmed it with Qi Jia, "Is it here?"

Qi Jia said "yes".

This place is quite far from Qi Jia's apartment, but Lu Baifei still drives there.

The winter in Tangcheng is filled with a kind of dry cold, and with the heating in the car fully turned on, the moisture in the air seems to have been evaporated.Qi Jia sat in the passenger seat, feeling a faint sore throat.

During this time, he turned his head to look at Lu Baifei who was sitting on the side several times.Lu Baifei's expression was indifferent, without being disturbed by Qi Jia's sight, he held the steering wheel and drove the car smoothly.There seemed to be no trace of nostalgia on his face.

According to the navigation instructions, the off-road vehicle passed through the city and headed towards the airport expressway.At this moment, Lu Baifei also somewhat understood Qi Jia's intention for bringing him here.

The closer you are to the hotel, the more planes that take off and land late at night pass by.

The two of them met at Tangcheng Airport for the first time. Although it is not a revisit of the old place at this moment, after all, the hotel is still two or three kilometers away from the airport.

Lu Baifei parked the car, and went up to a revolving restaurant on the top floor of the hotel with Qi Jia.

Qi Jia asked for a booth by the window, the waiter led them there and left two menus.

They didn't look through it, and they planned to wait for the waiter to come back later, so they wanted a glass of lemonade to deal with it.

Qi Jia looked out the window first, the booth had a good view, and she could have a panoramic view of Tangcheng Airport not far away.

When he turned his gaze back, he realized that Lu Baifei was looking at him, so he held the corner of his mouth insincerely with a smile, and said, "Do you know what I was thinking when I first saw you?"

Lu Baifei uttered a single syllable expressing agreement, and waited for Qi Jia to continue.

"I had a photo of your student ID in my mobile phone at the time, and I always thought it was an overly photoshopped picture. I didn't realize until I saw you that it turned out to be prettier than the photo."

Lu Baifei couldn't answer these words, so he could only look at Qi Jia silently.

There are no customers in the restaurant at this time.Qi Jia didn't wear much when he went out, and now he took off his coat, leaving only a thin sweater with a low collar.Both of his hands were placed on the table, and the sleeves of his clothes were longer, covering his palms, revealing his thin white and slender fingers, which clasped the table one by one.

Lu Baifei didn't talk much tonight, and the surroundings were so quiet, Qi Jia finally smiled helplessly, and said to him, "It's only been a few days, and you have nothing to say to me?"

Lu Baifei's attitude was still gentle, "What do you want to talk about." He asked Qi Jia.

Qi Jia raised one hand, waved it slightly, and said, "Forget it, I know you're waiting for me to make an offer, so I'll just say it."

Qi Jia's smile didn't fade, but her eyes dimmed a bit.

He knew that he was doing a meaningless thing, and he also knew that if he continued like this, he would only consume all the little love left in Lu Baifei's heart.

But Qi Jia already had the mentality of breaking the pot, thinking that the worst was nothing more than that.He said to Lu Baifei, "I don't have many requirements, just two."

As he spoke, he paused and looked at the person across the table.

Lu Baifei couldn't guess Qi Jia's request, and his intuition would be tricky, but he didn't hesitate too much, "Okay, tell me."

"First, we're going on three more dates. I'll decide where to go and what to do." Qi Jia said as she looked at Lu Baifei and shook her head in disapproval.

Qi Jia seemed to know what he was worried about, immediately smiled, and added, "There will be no physical contact, you can rest assured."

"...What about the second one?" Lu Baifei didn't answer his words, but asked again.

This time Qi Jia was silent for a long time before continuing, "Second, you can't appear on the stage in the future, and you can't let many people see you."

When he said this, he turned his eyes away, as if he was not very able to face Lu Baifei, and his voice became softer, "If you agree to these two points, I agree to break up. I won't bother you in the future."

Qi Jia lowered her eyes and clasped her hands. In the palms that Lu Baifei couldn't see, the nails were digging bit by bit, but she didn't feel any pain.

At this moment, the waiter came over and asked them what they wanted to drink, but Qi Jia didn't look up.Lu Baifei ordered a cup of hot cocoa for him, and another cup of lemonade, and sent the waiter away.

"Qi Jia, is this what you want?" Lu Baifei still remained quite calm.

Qi Jia raised her eyes, looked directly at Lu Baifei, and said, "Yes."

Then there was half a minute of silence between them.

Of course Qi Jia knew that these two points required selfishness and willfulness.In fact, he never thought that Lu Baifei would agree, and he didn't really want to ruin Lu Baifei's future.It's just that Qi Jia has too many emotions to settle down. At the critical moment of the breakup, he has an urgent and childish impulse to leave something for Lu Baifei, even if it is resentment towards himself.

When Lu Baifei said, "Yes, I promise you", Qi Jia didn't recover for a moment.

"I still have a few work contracts to fulfill. After completing the contracts, I will do as we agreed." Lu Baifei added.

Qi Jia was clearly messing around, why would Lu Baifei want and ask for anything like this?Even Qi Jia couldn't figure it out for a while, so he was stunned.

The void in his heart continued to expand, like a once glorious building, because the foundation was damaged, it slowly collapsed until it became a ruin.

He even wanted to tell Lu Baifei that it doesn't matter if you don't agree to this unreasonable request, but he couldn't say it.He felt like a joke.

In fact, everything is already over.Maybe from Qi Jia letting Lu Baifei get wet in the rain in front of the library, maybe from Qi Jia deleting Lu Baifei's family text messages, maybe from earlier, even the side they met at the airport for the first time was destined to be a lover. mistake.

Lu Baifei has already recognized Qi Jia's true face, and Qi Jia would rather be hurt by the thorns of parting, and insist on Lu Baifei fulfilling the agreement of the last three dates.

He thought that Lu Baifei just dealt with himself with a mentality of dismissing troubles, but he didn't know that every time they met, Lu Baifei was enduring the same suffering as him.

How can a person who has truly loved sit and chat with his ex who just broke up as if nothing had happened.Lu Baifei's few words and responsiveness to requests are all a kind of pretense.

He loved Qi Jia so seriously, and gave up everything for him, and he was also afraid that if he said one more word, he would break down in front of Qi Jia, and even begged him to reconcile immediately without principle.

Qi Jia set the first date at a haunted house.It was already the winter vacation, and Lu Baifei's workload and training courses increased accordingly, but he still spent the only half-day off to accompany Qi Jia after finishing the filming of the show.

Qi Jia probably started to regret it before entering the door.

Lu Baifei wanted to persuade him that the playground is so big, it is not impossible to change it to another project.But Qi Jia stood up suddenly, like a strong man breaking his wrist, and said "Go now", Lu Baifei had no choice but to follow him into the arena.

They once got into a relationship because of similar situations in the escape room, and now they entered the haunted house together, but they couldn't even hold hands.

Qi Jia walked tremblingly, but Lu Baifei felt relieved in the dark, kept looking at him without any need to hide, and took care of the surrounding environment for him.

Several groups of guests were screaming frequently, but Lu Baifei and Qi Jia were the only two who were as quiet as if they were acting in a silent movie.Among them, there is a ghost ship with a small space, and two or three "ghosts" with broken arms and legs jump out one after another on the way.Before the opponent approaches Qi Jia, Lu Baifei always tries to block those skeleton-shaped prosthetic hands that are stretched towards Qi Jia, so as not to frighten him.

In the end, Qi Jia closed her eyes almost the whole time, walked out of the haunted house tremblingly, and walked to the outdoor sunlight with stilted steps.

There is no temperature in the winter sunshine, Qi Jia's face turned pale, and she pressed her chest, unable to tell what made her breathe so hard.

Later, Lu Baifei bought him a cup of hot milk tea and drove him home.

Before getting off the car, Qi Jia said to Lu Baifei, "Next time I want to go to the movies and then go to Wangjianglou for dinner."

It was a restaurant they had been to when they were still in an ambiguous relationship, and amidst the booing of their friends, they broke their wrists half-truthfully, and Lu Baifei lost ten yuan to Qi Jia on the spot.

Lu Baifei didn't explicitly refuse, but said, "Watching a movie plus eating will take at least half a day. I may not be able to find the time right away."

Qi Jia said, "It's okay, just contact me when you are free."

Lu Baifei looked at him helplessly, but finally agreed, and they had nothing to say.Qi Jia pushed the door and got out of the car, taking away the cup of milk tea that Lu Baifei bought for him.

About a week later, at noon on a weekday, Qi Jia received a message from Lu Baifei, asking if he was free that night, saying that he could have dinner before going to the cinema.

Ten days had passed since the last time we met, Qi Jia missed Lu Baifei very much, and immediately replied that she was free.

At this moment, he still didn't dare to think about what to do after the three appointments were exhausted, whether he could really stop bothering her.He has no time to think about the future, right now he only has a kind of day-to-day carelessness.

At around six o'clock in the evening, the doorbell of the apartment suddenly rang.

Qi Jia happened to be dressed properly, and was surprised that Lu Baifei was willing to come to meet her, she didn't think too much about it, and immediately went to open the door.

The moment he saw the person coming, he was terrified and tried to close the door in shock.

But the opponent's movements are faster than him, and his strength is also greater than him.Qi Jia couldn't resist, the visitor stepped one foot into the door, reached out and grabbed Qi Jia, and pulled him into the room without any explanation.

This is the result of Qi Jia playing with firecrackers.

When he was thrown onto the sofa by the man, a virtual ID on social software: IronMan flashed through his mind in despair.

--iron Man.

Since it happened to be Qi Jia's favorite Marvel character, when the man who called himself Iron Man sent a friend request, Qi Jia looked at the selfie profile picture with strong arms and did not refuse.

Some time before the breakup, due to various reasons, Qi Jia privately added several such ambiguous chat partners behind Lu Baifei's back, and this man was one of them.

Qi Jia seems to have sent one or two photos to the man. I remember that the other party said that his surname is Zhao. Later, because the man was too explicit in the communication and had too much voyeuristic desire for Qi Jia, Qi Jia felt disgusted. After that it was blocked.

As for how the other party found Qi Jia's residence by relying on the clues of a few photos, and sneaked into the building without telling the security guard of the sentry box, Qi Jia had no time to think about it.

The man looked at Qi Jia with a greedy and amazed gaze, which seemed to have some kind of entity, and wanted to strip Qi Jia naked.

In order to meet Lu Baifei tonight, Qi Jia tidied herself up very nicely, she didn't appear to be overdoing it, but she had a secret charm.

The man pressed him on the sofa and said to him, "Baby, so you are so young, are you an adult? Live by yourself? It's still a hardcover house, isn't it some rich second generation?"

Both of Qi Jia's hands were clasped by him, so tightly that Qi Jia couldn't break free at all.

The man got closer again, and said, "Do you still use perfume? You are so beautiful, do you want to go out and have sex?" As he spoke, his eyes suddenly became fierce and impatient, "You blackmail me It's too fast, it looks like you have a new love?"

Qi Jia felt extremely disgusted and couldn't bear it any longer. She raised her foot and kicked the man, but the man quickly pinned down his knee.Just when the man pretended to hug Qi Jia, the mobile phone on the table rang.

The bell came suddenly, the man let go of his hand, Qi Jia immediately jumped up, but was pulled back by the man vigorously.

The call was from Lu Baifei. He drove to the downstairs of the hotel apartment and called Qi Jia's number several times, but no one answered.

According to Qi Jia's usual methods, he probably did it on purpose, and the reason was nothing more than wanting Lu Baifei to go upstairs to find him.

Lu Baifei was somewhat resistant at first, but after waiting for a few minutes, he finally felt uneasy and had no choice but to get out of the car and enter the apartment.As soon as he walked to the door of Room 1006 and was about to make another call, he suddenly heard a crackling sound in the room, as if something like a wine bottle had been knocked over, followed by a similar scream that could not be heard clearly through the door panel vocals.

Lu Baifei didn't have time to think, and immediately entered the password to enter the door.The scene in front of him made blood rush to his head.

Qi Jia was being pinned to the ground by a man with a strong back, his collar had been torn off by him, exposing one shoulder.A wine bottle was also broken on the ground, and the scattered glass shards were only a few centimeters away from Qi Jia. If a man tried to push him down again, those glass shards might hurt Qi Jia.

Lu Baifei didn't hesitate at all, and didn't care about the ankle contusion caused by the accident at the recording site today, and immediately rushed up to wrestle with the man.

In fact, he was able to go to the appointment tonight, all because he encountered a failure of the stage equipment during the event rehearsal in the morning. His left foot was injured due to the sudden subsidence of the floor, and he was sent to the hospital for examination. The doctor suggested that he should rest for two days. Lu Baifei This is why I have to leave work early.

The agent told him to stay at home honestly, but Lu Baifei thought that eating and watching movies would be two things that he would not need to walk, so he contacted Qi Jia and said that he was free at night, and he never thought that he would encounter such a sudden situation. event.

Because of Lu Baifei's timely appearance, Qi Jia took advantage of the chaos and escaped from the man's control. He staggered up from the ground, ran to the entrance and pressed the emergency help button of the access control system.

The sharp sirens began to echo in the house, and Qi Jia quickly turned back to help Lu Baifei.Hearing the alarm go off suddenly, the man panicked, grabbed the half of the wine bottle that had been broken on the ground, and took advantage of Lu Baifei's moment of dodging, turned around and tried to escape.

Qi Jia was standing between the man and the porch at this time, seeing the man rushing towards him with a sharp-edged wine bottle, Qi Jia couldn't help but feel his legs go weak for a while.

Lu Baifei stood up a bit slowly due to his limited mobility, and yelled at Qi Jia, "Jia Jia get out of the way!"

But the man has quickly subdued Qi Jia, pressed him hard against the wall, and ordered him to call off the alarm immediately.Qi Jia just pressed a few keys with trembling hands when Lu Baifei grabbed the man's arm holding the wine bottle from behind.

The hallway with limited space exacerbates the chaos of the confrontation.Lu Baifei had taken painkillers before coming here, and he was already out of shape after working hard for many days. When the half wine bottle fell heavily, he had nowhere to go back, but he instinctively put Qi Jia protects.

The sharp bottle pierced through two layers of clothing and pierced his right shoulder.

The pain pierced through the bones, and it penetrated the whole body like an electric shock.Next to Lu Baifei's ear was Qi Jia's panicked cry. Enduring the severe pain, he turned sideways and twisted the man's arm. The man swung him away with all his strength, dropped the wine bottle in a haste, and finally ran away from the door.

When the ambulance arrived, the blood seeping from Lu Baifei's right shoulder had soaked his clothes.

Qi Jia took some emergency rescue courses when he was studying, and used the bandages at home to help him stop the bleeding, but the effect was minimal due to poor technique.

Lu Baifei was taken to a nearby hospital by the ambulance that arrived later.His agent Liang Xiong also rushed to hear the news.

After receiving the police, the two policemen who appeared on the scene left Qi Jia in the apartment, made a detailed record, and then went to the hospital to follow up on Lu Baifei's injury.

Now that things are getting so big, Qi Jia can't deal with it anymore.After the police left, facing the mess in the room, he had no choice but to call his family, asking them to find a way to suppress the case, and prevent the media from reporting the real identity of Bai Fei, who was involved in the incident.

Because his manager Liang Xiong tried his best to stop him, Qi Jia couldn't see Lu Baifei who was admitted to the hospital after the operation.His mother, Zhou Yixin, came with several staff and forcibly took Qi Jia away from the hospital.

This time, Qi Jia finally paid the most painful price for his youthful impulsiveness and recklessness.

His love didn't start well and end well. It started with painstaking efforts and ended with madness and out of control.

His lover also failed to escape unscathed.Because of Qi Jia's constant entanglement, Lu Baifei was involved in a crisis, and bid farewell to Qi Jia in an unbearable way.

Qi Jia knew she was wrong, but unfortunately it was too late.He didn't even have the chance to apologize to Lu Baifei in person.

He agreed to his family's arrangement and flew to North America three days after the incident, and was not allowed to return home until he finished his graduate studies.In exchange, the Qi family came forward to settle the incident.The perpetrator came to the case soon, but Lu Baifei's name was not seen in the media.

Before leaving, Qi Jia asked Liang Xiong to deliver a letter to Lu Baifei.

Liang Xiong was prudent, in order to let Lu Baifei recover from his injuries, he waited until he was discharged from the hospital before handing over the letter.

At that time, Lu Baifei had just finished recording the sideshow of the variety show that was absent due to injury, and went back to the downstairs of the apartment that the company rented for him by car. Liang Xiong stopped him who was about to get off the car, handed him an envelope, and said to him, " This is what Qi Jia gave you."

Lu Baifei was stunned for a moment, the envelope slipped from his hand, and he immediately bent over to pick it up again.

Liang Xiong patted his uninjured shoulder, and said softly, "Let's go home and see."

Lu Baifei returned home with this letter. As usual, he changed his shoes, washed his hands, went into the bedroom, and took off his heavy coat.

He sat down by the bed, slowly tore off the seal of the envelope, and took out a piece of light blue letter paper with good quality paper, and a few lines of familiar characters immediately came into view.

"I'm sorry, brother." This is the first sentence of Dingge.

"If possible, I would like to write you a letter long enough to make up for all mistakes." This is the second sentence.

"But I know that you don't need me to do anything. You just want to stop here and be free. Now that you have it, you won't be bothered by me in the future." This is the third sentence.

"All those ridiculous demands I made are null and void. Hope you're doing well from now on."

The letter is not long, so it is over.

Lu Baifei didn't take the time to watch it a second time either.

He sat on the edge of the bed for a few more minutes with the letter in his hands on his knees, then got up and went into the bathroom.

The surrounding area was obviously so quiet, but there were many voices in his head, every word and every sentence overlapped one after another, and when he thought about it, they were all Qi Jia's words.

"Brother, why don't you stay at my house tonight?"

"I'm sorry bro, I really like you."

"Your hair can be long, not short."

"Brother, will you go home with me?"

"If you don't show up on your birthday, we'll break up."

Lu Baifei looked at himself in the mirror, raised his hand to untie the bun, let the black hair hang down, then leaned over to find a pair of scissors from the locker under the sink, and began to cut himself slowly. hair.

At first he chose to wear long hair, perhaps because he also had a rebellious period that was not obvious, and wanted to make himself different; or he felt that long hair could bring more creative inspiration.

Later, it was only because Qi Jia liked it.

It took Lu Baifei a few minutes to cut off all the long hair in a disorderly manner, and the sink was soon covered with black broken hair.

He put down the scissors, lowered his head, and then slowly squatted down, his hands still on the edge of the sink, as if looking for a support.

He squatted for a long time, his shoulders trembling faintly.

Everything is over, no more mutual torture, no more mutual suspicion.His tired body and oppressed soul were finally free.

But the pain is still so real.Probably because Lu Baifei loved Qi Jia too seriously, to the point of permeating his flesh and blood.So parting is like scraping a bone, which makes him unbearably painful.

After squatting for an unknown amount of time, he finally read two very softly.

"Qi Jia."

The surrounding area was so empty, the voices disappeared, and no one answered.Then the tears fell suddenly and uncontrollably, smashing onto the marble tiles.

From then on, Lu Baifei was Lu Baifei, and Qi Jia was Qi Jia.

Those tender, cruel, tangled, and hot memories were all sealed up.They are no longer eligible to read each other's names.

They fell in love once, like a floating dream.At this moment, I woke up from the dream, and since then I have been like a passerby.