fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Qi Jia is probably in a state where no matter what he does, he is considered to have ulterior motives. The author will not explain much. I hope the comment area will be a little more friendly.

Lu Baifei led Qi Jia down the elevator, and when he reached the door of the clubhouse, there was already a black commercial vehicle parked under the steps.

There was a lingering rain outside, and the lamps erected on both sides of the steps reflected a hazy mist.

I don't know when the rain started, but it is getting bigger and bigger.Qi Jia was about to go out, but Lu Baifei held him back.

A person immediately ran down from the driver's seat of the commercial vehicle, who was Lu Baifei's assistant.He was holding an umbrella by himself and had another in his hand.

Lu Baifei took the umbrella from the assistant, leaned towards Qi Jia, walked down the steps with him, got into the back row of the car, and then told the assistant to drive to the neighborhood near the third ring road.

It was about half an hour's drive from the clubhouse to the community. Lu Baifei and Qi Jia were sitting on one side of the back row, not talking much.

Later, for a while, the rain became more severe, patting on the car windows majesticly, and the noisy sound of rain echoed in the car.Qi Jia stretched out her hand, and slowly held Lu Baifei's hand.

Qi Jia was nervous, her fingers were cold, as if she had hesitated for a long time for this touch.

Lu Baifei looked down at the hands held by the two of them, and this time he didn't pull away again, letting Qi Jia hold it.

The assistant sent them to the underground garage of the community, and the two took the elevator to the 12th floor together.

Qi Jia got out of the elevator first, then blocked the door for a while, and waited for Lu Baifei to come out, and asked him, "Would you like to sit at home?"

The building they live in is one of the few small high-rises in the community, from the 12th floor to the top, with two households per elevator.Although the two were still standing in the corridor, since they didn't have to worry about other neighbors passing by, they talked more relaxedly.

Lu Baifei said, "No."

Qi Jia looked at him, "Didn't I say to spend the night with you."——There was a kind of helpless banter in his tone.

Qi Jia knew that Lu Baifei was not that kind of person.He even hoped that if Lu Baifei wasn't so good, he would have some flaws and flaws, so that at least he could give Qi Jia a chance.

"Can't tell the truth or lies?" Lu Baifei said with a light smile.

It seemed that Qi Jia hadn't seen him smile at her for a long time, she was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "Then don't go to my house, just stay here...for a few words?"

It was pouring rain outside, and the world of adults was so sharp and complicated, but even if Lu Baifei only showed Qi Jia a little peace and gentleness, it still made Qi Jia feel satisfied.

It's not so much a chat, it's better to say that Qi Jia is talking to himself unilaterally.

After all these years, Qi Jia is still not a person who is good at finding topics.

He first talked about the soundtrack that Lu Baifei created for RPG games, and praised how visual the metallic sounds combined with the game settings of the cold weapon era are. The international film festival of the best original music, also bought a limited edition movie album...

In the end Lu Baifei stopped him and said, "Qi Jia, it's fine." He paused for a while, as if he was phrasing, and then said, "You don't have to do this, you don't have to try to please me."

Lu Baifei dressed more formally tonight because he was going to the meeting. The black shirt and trousers set off his tall and slender figure, which invisibly added to the sense of oppression of an adult male.Maybe it's because Hui Guang stood in front of Qi Jia, his eyes became darker, and the sense of distance that he used to treat Qi Jia was much less.

Qi Jia didn't let go of his cautiousness, he didn't dare to answer Lu Baifei's words, he was worried that he might make a mistake.

Lu Baifei pinched the center of his brows, as if he was also a little uncomfortable with this kind of topic.

"It's not that I haven't thought about the things between us, but six or seven years is a long time, and the age group from 20 to 30 is also a time when life is undergoing drastic changes. When you come back to me, it may be just some kind of complex, or Still in love with that 20-year-old ex."

Lu Baifei's expression was calm, exuding the temperament of a mature man.He comforted and explained to Qi Jia, when he continued, "Maybe I also had a reason when we broke up. I didn't stop you when you were tossing..."

Qi Jia interrupted him, "That's not the case, you don't have any problems!"

Lu Baifei laughed, "If it's all your problem, then how do you change, how do you reinvent yourself, so that I can be satisfied?"

Qi Jia was taken aback, froze for a moment, and looked at Lu Baifei.

"Every birthday after the breakup, I will receive a large box of out-of-print vinyl records from an anonymous sender. Is it from you?" Lu Baifei asked.

The gift for the first year was sent to the musical instrument store of Jin Peng, the owner of the recording studio, and Lu Baifei's name was written on the courier box.Every year in the future, Jin Peng will accept this gift for Lu Baifei, and Lu Baifei has always kept in touch with Brother Peng because of this.

Qi Jia didn't deny it, but nodded.

"Thank you, I like the record very much." Lu Baifei said again, Qi Jia's expression seemed to have finally relaxed a little at this moment.

"Qi Jia, actually I don't know why you can't let go of a relationship with your personality." Lu Baifei said, remembering the breakup letter, "Aren't you very chic when you left? The next letter, which is less than a hundred words, is to give me freedom. Why are you so obsessed with begging to come back now?"

Lu Baifei didn't ridicule anyone, what he said was the truth.People like Qi Jia are self-reliant on their talents, but their sympathy is often relatively weak, and they don't care much about other people's feelings.In terms of temperament alone, he and Lu Baifei are actually not compatible.

After hearing this, Qi Jia finally smiled and said, "Lu Baifei, to you, that relationship may be like "who didn't love a few scumbags when you were young", but to me, it's "The older you get, the more you realize that there is someone who is irreplaceable."

After a pause for a few seconds, Qi Jia gradually suppressed her smile, "There is not a single day that I don't regret, and I hope that time can turn back and I can redeem everything."