boy with pearl necklace

11.

Yu Changan deposits money into a bank card regularly, and every time Luming tells him a story, he deposits 1000 yuan.Since Lu Ming refused to receive money on WeChat or Alipay, he didn't force him.When the novel is finished and published, he will give the card to Lu Ming.

Later, Lu Ming came more frequently, and the conversation between the two was not limited to sex.Lu Ming told Yu Changan about his hometown and his life.

Lu Ming said that his original home was not far from the Yangtze River, but a catastrophic flood destroyed his home more than ten years ago and swept away his grandparents.Lu Ming said that he was only four or five years old at that time. When he was waiting for rescue, he hugged a tree tightly, and his grandmother was holding him up underneath. When the rescue boat came, his grandmother no longer had the strength to hold him up. , and finally disappeared in the rolling flood.

When Lu Ming narrated this past event, his emotions were as calm as if he was telling someone else's story.But Yu Chang'an saw the moisture and great pain in his eyes.Lu Ming said that although his grandma was always indifferent to him because of his deformed body when he was a child, when the flood came, it was grandma who hugged him and ran away, and it was grandma who coaxed him not to cry and to live well.Lu Ming said that grandma had never received any education in her life, but that day she told Lu Ming, who was four or five years old, all the principles of life. Lu Ming couldn't understand, he only knew how to cry.Lu Ming said that those memories are actually very blurred, but he always remembered the two words his grandma said:

"You just need to hold the tree firmly, and Grandma White Rabbit will buy you as much as you want in the future."

"Don't let go, live well!"

Lu Ming said that he didn't dare to sleep for a long time afterwards.Because he would dream of grandma, in the dream grandma told him to live a good life over and over again, he cried and begged grandma to stay and not to leave, but grandma always patted his head to make him behave.

Speaking of this, Lu Ming shed a tear.Yu Changan knelt down in front of him, held his hand, and said, "It's all over." Then he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Lu Ming's face.This brief touch left a long-lasting warmth in Lu Ming's heart.

Later, Lu Ming told Yu Changan that their family moved to the Central Plains, a place far away from the Yangtze River.He went to school there, the teachers were very nice and responsible, and the classmates were friendly.He is very fond of reading.However, my older sister was going to college, my younger brother and younger sister were going to elementary school, and the family was in financial difficulties, so he was asked to work part-time.In fact, Lu Ming knew that the most fundamental reason for his parents to let him come out was his body. The sooner he earns money, the sooner he can have surgery.

He told Yu Changan almost everything about himself, and Yu Changan would light up a cigarette most of the time to be the listener.Lu Ming was not disgusted with Yu Changan's smoking. He even thanked the thin smoke, which put some distance between them and made him feel safe and comfortable.

This dimly lit study room, often with its curtains drawn, became a private safehouse for just the two of them.All the rich emotions or unspeakable secrets are stored here.The two of them tacitly agreed, consciously sticking to the rules, never taking these secrets half a step away from here, and never letting a third person know a word.

After leaving the study room and returning to the bright world, these secrets are like popping candies that melt in the mouth. They bounce and bounce, reminding how daring and transgressive things happened in that dark house just now. things.They were so irritating they made my mouth hurt.But it's very sweet, so sweet that people can't bear to spit it out.

Because of this, Yu Changan and Lu Ming did not look at each other for too long outside the study.They forgot how they got along when they first met, so they could only do their best to perform "get along naturally" for Qingqing and each other to see.Little do they know that this performance is too unqualified, and they often use too much force and are full of loopholes, which can only bluff themselves.

On Christmas Eve, Yu Changan slept again until almost noon before getting up.He went downstairs to look for food, and saw Lu Ming sitting on the sofa by the large French window in the living room, opposite him was Xiao Guo sitting in the baby chair.Lu Ming held up a small bowl and a small spoon, and said softly "Ah—" in his mouth, coaxing Xiaoguo to eat.This scene is not like a "mother" and a child, but rather like an older brother helping his parents to take care of his younger brother.

The kid didn't cooperate with Luming, he waved his hand and giggled, and threw the bowl in Luming's hand to the ground.Lu Ming said "Oops", and when he turned his head to reach for the paper on the coffee table, he saw Yu Changan who was watching him.

Lu Ming panicked for a moment, he still treats himself as a hostess until now, soiled the floor of others, the whole process was watched by the owner, his face turned red, and he wanted to say "I'm sorry".But before he could say anything, Yu Changan called Qingqing over.Yu Changan said to Qingqing: "You help him, I will make lunch."

There is only a simple cabbage left unfried, no technical content required.Yu Changan did well.Yu Changan asked Lu Ming, "Is it delicious?"

Lu Ming nodded: "It's delicious."

Yu Changan asked Lu Ming again: "Why didn't you go to work today?"

Lu Ming said that today is Christmas Eve, and it may be open until two o'clock in the morning, so the manager asked him to go later.

It's Christmas Eve.the time passes so fast.Yu Changan glanced at Lu Ming and thought, actually it's not too fast, it's only been more than two months since we first met.

Lu Ming went to work after dinner, and before he left, he asked Qingqing to leave him a light at the front door.After Qingqing agreed, she went to take care of the children, and Yu Changan sent Lu Ming to the gate of the community.Yu Chang'an said that Qingqing's cooking tonight was very good, and she performed exceptionally well, so she had to go for a walk after eating too much.Lu Ming failed to understand the deep meaning of this sentence, thinking that Mr. Yu was really full because of Qingqing's extraordinary skills.So he smiled slightly, laughing at Mr. Yu's pickiness about the taste of food, and also at Mr. Yu's lack of restraint, like a child.

Yu Changan walked beside Lu Ming, so he didn't see Lu Ming's smile, but he heard a soft breath representing a smile, which was Lu Ming's response.Yu Changan felt satisfied, even though Lu Ming didn't like to talk too much.

Unexpectedly, Lu Ming responded to him. Lu Ming said that Qingqing had been learning from the video on her mobile phone for a long time for tonight's dishes.Yu Changan said, really, she is quite good at tossing.

Both of them talked boring words, but neither of them felt bored.After a few words, he walked to the gate of the community. For the first time, Yu Changan felt that the road was a bit short.

Lu Ming said goodbye to Yu Changan, and Yu Changan told him to be careful on the road.

After returning home, Yu Changan suddenly had an inspiration. He turned on the computer and rewrote the outline, in order to overthrow almost all of his previous ideas.This time, the heroine named "Little Sheep" will no longer be abstract, no longer like a cloud floating in the sky, illusory.Xiao Yang will come to the hero's house to spend a summer vacation as a pure student, which will bring about earth-shaking changes in this house.Just like the changes that Luming brought to the Yu family father and son.

At one o'clock in the morning, Yu Changan's alarm clock rang.He took a nap on the desk for a while, and when he woke up, his whole body was stiff.Yu Changan went out of the study to have a look, the living room was still dark, and Lu Ming's slippers were still at the door, it seemed that Lu Ming didn't get off work early.Yu Changan washed his face, put on his coat and went out to meet Luming.

Yu Chang'an, who doesn't like any festival, never thought that there would be so many people outside on Christmas Eve, even after one o'clock in the morning, there were still many cars on the road.The parking lot at Canghu Scenic Area was full, so Yu Changan could only park his car in a nearby private parking lot, which was the last parking space he had grabbed.The toll collector told Yu Changan that most of the people who came here in the middle of the night were participating in the limited night tour of Canghu Lake launched by the scenic spot.The man raised his hand and pointed to the right, and Yu Changan saw the lights of the boats on the lake were brilliant, and the water surface reflecting the lights seemed to be sprinkled with a layer of gold leaf.

It was almost two o'clock when he reached the cafe.There are few customers in the store, and they all look tired.Yu Changan sat down on the empty seat, Lu Ming saw him at a glance, walked up to him quickly, and whispered, "Mr. Yu, why are you here?"

"I'm here to pick you up. It's too late and I'm worried." Yu Changan said, and then handed the beautifully packaged Ping An fruit to Luming, "Merry Christmas."

Lu Ming took it, thanked him in a low voice, and said, "But I didn't prepare a gift for you."

Yu Changan laughed and coaxed him: "It's nothing, it's nothing."

Lu Ming seemed apologetic, and wanted to say something to Yu Changan but was called away by his colleagues.The girl called him "Little Deer".

"Little Deer" is such a cute and kind name.If Yu Beilian had never called Lu Ming that way, Yu Changan would have been willing to call him "Little Lu".

The customers left one after another, and Yu Changan felt a little sleepy. He couldn't help but yawned just in time when Lu Ming saw him, and Lu Ming made a mouth shape to him, saying: Get off work right away.Yu Changan nodded, and whispered, "Go out and wait for you."

When Lu Ming came out, Yu Changan had just finished his last puff of cigarette.Lu Ming came out with the manager, but the manager didn't see Yu Changan and offered to take Lu Ming home, but Lu Ming waved his hands desperately and said no, he said his brother was here to pick him up.

The word "brother" knocked into Yu Changan's heart, and he felt a sense of satisfaction.

Walking towards the parking lot with them, there are many tourists who have just come out of Canghu Scenic Area.Lu Ming couldn't help sighing that there were so many people, and Yu Chang'an told him that all those people came to take a night boat tour of Canghu Lake.

Lu Ming sighed again, his voice muffled by the thick scarf, he looked innocent and cute, he said: "I haven't seen the scenery of Canghu Lake at night."

Then he added: "But I can't see clearly."

Yu Changan turned his head to look at Lu Ming, unconsciously wanting to smile.The boy in front of him made it difficult for him to connect with Luming at home—compared to him, this Luming is more extroverted and agile. Once he escaped from the 300-square-meter villa-shaped cage in Cang'anju, all his aura returned.

Yu Changan asked, "Are you sleepy?"

Lu Ming replied: "Fortunately, not very sleepy."

Yu Changan said, "Okay then, we won't go home."

Lu Ming was puzzled.Yu Changan led him back, "We're also going to take a night tour of Canghu Lake."

There are not many tourists on the small cruise ship, and only energetic young people can persist in visiting at this point in time.The young people were laughing loudly in the cabin. Yu Changan thought they were noisy, so he didn't even need the warm heater in the cabin for the sake of cleanliness. He stood on the deck to blow the cold wind, and Lu Ming accompanied him.

Canghu Lake at night is really not very ornamental, the lights on both sides are sparse, but the moon in the sky is very beautiful.Yu Changan actually liked the cold and quiet atmosphere a little bit.He glanced at Lu Ming beside him, who was also looking at the moon.Even in the dark, Yu Changan could still imagine Lu Ming's frozen red ears and nose.Yu Changan asked, "Is it cold?"

Lu Ming turned his face to look at Yu Changan, and shook his head: "It's not cold."

Yu Changan nodded, and touched his pockets with both hands: "By the way, I almost forgot to give this to you." He took out a big white rabbit toffee.

Seeing Toffee, Lu Ming's eyes lit up, the tails of his eyes were curved, and he smiled cutely.Yu Changan peeled off the candy wrapper and handed the candy to Lu Ming's mouth.Lu Ming opened his mouth, bit his teeth and rolled his tongue, and sucked the candy into his mouth.With candy wrapped around his mouth, like a little hamster, he said with a smile, "Thank you, Mr. Yu."

Yu Changan also smiled: "Thank you for what."

Both of them spoke softly, for fear of breaking the silence of the night.Under the moonlight, Lu Ming's face was soft to the extreme, and his eyes shone like the water of a lake. "Xiaolu..." Yu Changan called him in his heart, and he had wanted to call him that for a long time.Such a romantic and ambiguous night is perfect for something to happen, the hearts of Yu Changan and Lu Ming are beating faster than usual, an indescribable emotion is eager to break out of the ground deep in their hearts.At this time, both of them were distracted, and the scenery could no longer be seen.In this atmosphere, Yu Changan wanted to embrace Lu Ming with open arms.Then Yu Changan cursed himself - how could he have such an idea.

He didn't hug Luming, he just wished Luming a happy holiday.Even if the holiday doesn't matter to them.After Yu Chang'an said happy holidays, he turned his eyes back to the dark blue lake, so he missed Lu Ming's complicated eyes, so he didn't know that Lu Ming was also longing for a hug deep in his heart.

Night Breeze was more intoxicating than wine, and Yu Changan's last bit of sanity was blown away.He called Lu Ming, and Lu Ming looked at him again, and responded with a hmm from his throat. This time, Yu Changan saw clearly the moisture in Lu Ming's eyes, a moisture that would lead people to make mistakes.Yu Changan avoided Lu Ming's sight and said, "Go back, don't catch a cold."

Lu Ming said yes.The two walked into the cabin one after the other, and when Yu Changan looked at Lu Ming again, there was only peace in Lu Ming's eyes.

It will take more than ten minutes for the cruise ship to return to the pier. Seeing Luming's tired expression, Yu Changan told him to take a nap for a while if he was sleepy.Lu Ming shook his head and said he wasn't sleepy, but he closed his eyes and fell asleep within a few minutes, leaning on Yu Changan's shoulder with his head shaking, Yu Changan didn't dare to move for a moment.

It wasn't until all the tourists disembarked and the radio in the cabin sounded that Yu Changan patted Lu Ming's arm and spoke softly to wake him up.After Lu Ming woke up, he got up in a panic and apologized to Yu Changan.Yu Changan smiled and said it was okay, and in turn apologized to Lu Ming, saying that it was his own fault, and insisted on dragging Lu Ming to play.Lu Ming has never been able to handle Mr. Yu's kind words well. He hurriedly said that he likes it very much and is very happy, thank you Mr. Yu.

It was past four o'clock in the morning when I got into the car, and it was only a few minutes away from home, but Luming fell asleep again.Yu Changan parked the car and called him softly: "Lu Ming, go home and sleep, don't freeze."

Lu Ming was dizzy and opened the door to get out of the car, and entered the house next to Yu Changan.He was so sleepy that he didn't even have time to say "good night" to Yu Changan, so he went back to his room and fell asleep.After waking up from a heavy sleep, it was already noon, and Lu Ming was a little flustered—sleeping in under the fence, so unruly.He got up in a hurry, washed as fast as he could, and wanted to run downstairs but was afraid of impoliteness.After being in a hurry, he came to the first floor and turned around only to find that Mr. Yu didn't seem to be there. Lu Ming breathed a sigh of relief.

There was a note from Qingqing on the dining table, saying that she was taking the child out for a walk, Mr. Xiaolu would call her when he woke up, and she would come back to make lunch.

Lu Ming is not delicate, so rather than waiting for Qingqing to come back to cook, it is better to do it himself.When the freshly cooked dumplings were brought to the table, Qingqing came back with the child.

Lu Ming took Xiao Guo into his arms, and the child obediently nestled in his arms and slowly fell asleep.Lu Ming asked Qingqing softly why he didn't wake herself up earlier, Qingqing said that it was Mr. Yu who was considerate, and specially asked Mr. Xiaolu to sleep for a while.

The caring Yu Changan failed to have a restful sleep.The scene of Lu Ming leaning on his shoulder in the cabin reminded him over and over again with his sense of touch and smell, so that in his dreams he could smell the light milk smell of Lu Ming's body and feel Lu Ming's warm body.It was a chaotic dream, like a trip into a shredder. Yu Changan's sleep was disturbed by the scattered dreams, and he couldn't fall back asleep when he woke up at eight o'clock in the morning.Yu Changan realized in despair that he had not slept for four hours.

After he finished his breakfast, he told Qingqing that he was going out for a walk, and told Qingqing not to wake Luming: "We went to Canghu Lake for a night tour last night, and we came back very late, he must be very tired."

Qingqing nodded her head again and again, and said something romantic in a low voice.Yu Changan naturally heard it, and agreed with this sentence in his heart.

Yu Changan walked aimlessly along the lake, and saw a small cruise ship leaning against the pier.He thought of last night again, but after a few hours, the memory started to blur, and all the pictures seemed to be covered with the water vapor of Canghu Lake, making them hazy.The Lu Ming in the dream was also so vague, he was hugged tightly by Yu Changan, his naked body was so warm that it was a little hot, he murmured the words "Mr. Yu", with a strong sense of dependence, Yu Changan kissed His lips, and then pressed deeply.They made love in a dream.

It was this fragment of the dream that disturbed Yu Chang'an, and he ran out of the house early - he needed some time to convince himself that it was just a dream before he saw Lu Ming, and that he was still a person with good moral character.

Before returning home, he went to see Lao Wu.The busy editor, Old Wu, finished dealing with the affairs at hand and thought of Yu Chang'an who had been left in the corner by him.Yu Changan was caught by Lao Wu, so he could only invite Lao Wu to drink fruit tea at a Starbucks near the Normal University Publishing House. Lao Wu said that he was too nervous to drink coffee because he was too nervous.Old Wu also said that Yu Changan's novel still lacks something, and now people are still not interested, it is best to work hard on the characters and revise them.Yu Changan was a little listless, he appeared to be obedient, but in fact he was fast asleep.

The meeting with Lao Wu is not without any benefits, at least the anxiety of being urged to write overwhelmed the trouble of dreaming about having sex with Luming.

Yu Changan took an hour of sleep after returning home, and woke up just in time for dinner.When he sat down, he habitually glanced at Lu Ming opposite him, only to find that the boy was also looking at him. After making eye contact, Lu Ming immediately lowered his head and straightened his chopsticks. There was a hint of shyness deliberately concealed and a forced calm in his expression.Yu Changan's boredom suddenly dissipated, and he understood at this moment that Lu Ming felt more embarrassed about everything that happened last night than he did.Last night had indeed been too bold for them—there should never have been anything romantic or flirty between them.

Yu Chang'an drank a lot of wine, he didn't know whether he was using it to relieve his sorrow or to drink out of his sorrow, maybe it was neither, maybe he just wanted to drink.The TV was turned on in the living room, and Qingqing was feeding the children. There were only Yu Changan and Lu Ming at the dining table. Lu Ming said, "Mr. Yu, I will rest tomorrow too."

Yu Changan said: "Okay." Then he said: "Tonight, I'm going out tomorrow."

Lu Ming nodded in agreement.

Yu Chang'an said: "You put Xiao Guo to sleep before you come to the study."

Lu Ming nodded again.

It was past ten o'clock when he knocked on the door of Yu Changan's study room. He not only put Xiaoguo to sleep, but also took a bath by himself.Therefore, he entered the study room with the scent of milk body wash.

The aroma of the milk shower gel and the smell of alcohol in the study instantly merged together. Yu Changan didn't drink enough wine at dinner, so he opened another bottle and took it into the study.Yu Changan is a bit like a drunkard now, but luckily his face is still fair and not flushed, and his words and deeds are also normal, without chattering or wobbling.However, when he went to open the door to meet Lu Ming, he was very close to Lu Ming, and when he closed the door, he didn't care about the distance between him and Lu Ming, almost blocking Lu Ming on the door.Lu Ming's face was slightly flushed, and his heart was beating wildly.Yu Changan lowered his head slightly and sniffed in Lu Ming's ear, and said softly, "It smells so good."

Therefore, Lu Ming concluded that Mr. Yu was indeed drunk.Anything the drunk Mr. Yu can do can be forgiven.A bit of disappointment ensues: it turns out he was just drunk.

Lu Ming took the initiative to sit down on the small bed.The bed was a bit messy, Yu Changan seemed to have slept badly in the afternoon, and he didn't tidy up after getting up, so the bed ushered in the sound of deer.It stands to reason that this is a bit rude, but Lu Ming doesn't mind, he feels private pleasure instead, let's use this to make up for the disappointment and regret just now.

Lu Ming thought that he would be chatting as usual tonight, because he really didn't know what sex details to tell Mr. Yu.In Lu Ming's view, sex is almost the same, no matter how many tricks there are, it is just to insert that meat stick into his body.

Yu Changan dragged a chair and sat in front of Lu Ming as usual.The light in the room today seems to be darker, and Lu Ming's eyes are moist. Of course, this is just an abstract feeling, but it makes his eyes look at Yu Changan full of softness and longing.Yu Changan was holding a picture album in his hand, and he opened one of the pages to show Lu Ming.

In such dimness, it was difficult for Lu Ming to see the content of the picture clearly, but he vaguely felt that it was himself.Sure enough, Yu Changan told him that the figure in the painting was him.Lu Ming had been a model for Yu Beilian so many times, and he couldn't recall in time which time it was and what the situation was like.So Yu Changan slowly described the content of the painting to Lu Ming: "This is a sketch. In the picture you are wearing a skirt, which looks like a long skirt. I don't know what color it is. You are sitting on a chair with your head Turn slightly to the left, bend your right leg, and step on the edge of the chair. That’s why it’s exposed, your sexual organs..." Yu Changan stopped to look at Luming, but Luming didn’t meet Yu Changan’s eyes, he was like a child doing bad things With his head down, Yu Changan continued, "Your left hand is propped on the chair, and the fingers of your right hand are inserted."

After a long silence, Lu Ming replied: "Yes." Yes, he remembered this time.

Yu Changan took out another painting, which was a small oil painting, on which there was only a close-up of Lu Ming from the root of his thigh to his genitals.Yu Changan showed it to Lu Ming, and Lu Ming returned it to Yu Changan after only one glance.As soon as it was handed over to Yu Changan, Lu Ming regretted it—what's the difference between his act of stuffing Mr. Yu with a picture showing his private parts and stripping naked in front of Mr. Yu.

At the same time, he suddenly realized that Mr. Yu had seen his whole body clearly through these paintings, especially the place that Mr. Yu had enjoyed many times.

Yu Changan said, "Let's talk about this time."

Lu Ming said: "Okay." There was no hesitation or resistance, because Lu Ming realized that he had already been considered naked with Mr. Yu, and there was no need to cover up or be coy.