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15.

Yu Changan's novel has reached a small climax.The male protagonist Qiansheng doesn't like to go out because of his health, and the female protagonist Xiaoyang is trapped in Qiansheng's small house all day long, bored.Qiansheng couldn't turn on the air conditioner, so the lamb had to follow him to suffer from the humidity and heat.Even if Xiao Yang is only wearing a suspender top and shorts, she will sweat all over. She often sits beside Qian Sheng with her body temperature watching him play games.Qian Sheng stared at the screen, but he was thinking in his heart, the girl's sweat is not smelly at all, and even smells a little bit fragrant.He really likes the smell of the lamb.

The bored lamb asked Qiansheng why he didn't go out and why he couldn't turn on the air conditioner, but Qiansheng changed the subject altogether.Until one day the lamb was so bored that he dug out his small box of medicine in Qiansheng's room.The lamb asked: Qiansheng, is this medicine?Why are they all in English?Qian Sheng snatched the box from Xiao Yang and yelled at her: Why did you touch my things!

The lamb was frightened silly by the furious Qian Sheng. Qian Sheng grabbed the lamb's arm, pushed her out of the room, and slammed the door in front of her, yelling: Get out!

A few seconds later, Qiansheng heard the lamb's trembling and pitiful voice: Qiansheng, I'm sorry.

In the room, Qian Sheng sat on the bed and packed up the medicine box, the lamb's voice echoed in his ears over and over again, and the tactile sensation of his fingers embedded in the flesh when he touched the lamb's arm was reminiscent over and over again in his mind.Qian Sheng knew that his rotten emotions had exploded again, and his current state was in a mess—— his head was blank, his hands were shaking, and his penis was erect.

Xiao Yang was still apologizing outside the door, she was about to cry, she said sorry, I shouldn't be looking through your things, don't be angry, okay... She is so innocent and hateful, Qian Sheng ignored her, so she continued to apologize , The lamb who got no response finally cried.She was only 17 years old, and she cried in a childlike voice, aggrieved and bewildered, and the tears fell to the ground through her tender tofu-like cheeks.Qian Sheng ejaculated amidst her cries, Qian Sheng thought, the floor in front of his door would leave the scent of lamb.

Yu Chang'an wrote this little climax in one night.He accepted such an unreasonable punishment with a lamb instead of Lu Ming.After closing the file, Yu Changan scolded himself shameless, coward, and bastard. It was obvious that he was afraid and escaped, but he had to rely on punishing Luming's substitute in the virtual world to seek psychological comfort.Yu Changan lit another cigarette and smoked. He knew that he was sick just like the hero Qian Sheng in the novel.

In the early morning of the first day of the New Year, he took his laptop and went to the old home of Normal University.I started planning to work there for a long time.

Before going out, he ran into Qingqing who had just come downstairs, Yu Changan asked casually why he didn't hug Xiaoguo, Qingqing said that Xiaoguo slept with Mr. Xiaolu last night.Yu Changan felt irritable again when he heard the words "Mr. Xiaolu". He said to Qingqing perfunctorily, "I'm going to the old home of the Normal University today, so you don't need to prepare my meal."

Qingqing asked if dinner is not ready?Yu Changan nodded.

As soon as he ran away, he was very familiar with being an ostrich, leaving Lu Ming restless in the huge house of Cang'anju.

Yu Changan's inspiration and ideas did not follow to the old home of Normal University.He sat in front of the computer screen for a whole afternoon at the desk, and the result of several hours of suffering was that he didn't write a single word, and he was hungry and sneezing again and again, maybe he had a cold.He felt terribly defeated.In the evening, he ordered takeaway for dinner, but it didn't taste right at all. He threw away most of the leftover food in the box. Yu Chang'an could be regarded as experiencing the feeling of being a sinner who wasted food.

He returned to Cang'an Residence in the middle of the night.Going back to his own home, he was so unreasonable and unreasonable, as if he couldn't see anyone.Yu Chang'an thought, it's not that he doesn't want to see people, it's just that he doesn't dare to see Luming.

Qian Sheng's attitude towards the lamb made Yu Chang'an realize that his indifference towards Lu Ming last night might have hurt Lu Ming.He felt annoyed and a little regretful, and he was always prone to regret the things he had done during this period of time.Yu Changan hated himself for being so capricious and indecisive.

He can't apologize to Lu Ming, because there is no reason to apologize - he can't say sorry to Lu Ming, I shouldn't be tempted by you, and he can't even be sure whether Lu Ming is aware of the distance he deliberately opened.

Yu Changan entered the house lightly, but still bumped into Luming when he passed the kitchen.The sudden appearance of Yu Changan startled Lu Ming, he called Mr. Yu reflexively, and then he reacted and said, "You are back." It seemed as if he had been waiting here for a long time.Lu Ming turned his head and continued to make milk for Xiaoguo, avoiding eye contact with Yu Changan.

Yu Chang'an responded and said, "It's milking the baby." It was a complete nonsense.

Lu Ming nodded: "Yes."

Then there's the cold.

Yu Changan took advantage of the silence to look at Lu Ming—it is rare to see Lu Ming in thin pajamas.He seemed to have come out of the bed, his hair was a bit disheveled, his clothes were disheveled, and now his whole body was tense from the cold, even Yu Changan could see this.Yu Chang'an developed a little pity for Lu Ming, making him look at Lu Ming as if he were his own child, and ran into the kitchen to suffer the cold just to save himself the trouble of putting on extra clothes, how silly.

Because of this level of affection, Yu Changan smiled quietly and found a new topic: "Are you going to work tomorrow?"

"Well, work the night shift."

"I'll pick you up."

After saying that, Yu Changan realized that his promise and apology should appear in this way.So no matter how Lu Ming refuses, he has to let Lu Ming accept it.I apologize, but he doesn't owe Lu Ming anything, and he won't let Lu Ming tell those eclectic stories anymore. Their relationship should return to the original point and return to normal.

As Yu Changan expected, Lu Ming quickly waved his hand and refused, he was so panicked that he was at a loss what to do, he said no, no, it is very convenient to ride a bicycle.

Yu Changan was very tough and didn't leave any room for negotiation: "It's settled, I'll pick you up."

Lu Ming was forced to agree.

Yu Chang'an continued: "I'm not around during the day these few days, so I plan to try a different writing environment."

Lu Ming said, "What can I do for you?"

"No need," Yu Changan smiled, "You helped me a lot."

This sentence sounds like a summary of the previous days, with thanks and farewell, no matter whether there is such a deep meaning in it, Lu Ming can hear the sense of alienation.He nodded, carefully hid the disappointment in his heart, and said goodnight to Yu Chang'an.

After that, Lu Ming would pick him up whenever Yu Chang'an was on the night shift.Yu Changan usually doesn't go into the store, he just waits quietly outside, sometimes smoking a cigarette, sometimes pacing around.During the waiting time, Yu Chang'an thought about the story of Xiao Yang and Qian Sheng.The story is becoming clearer and clearer, and the direction is becoming more and more obvious. Regarding the future of the two protagonists, Yu Chang'an has a vague premonition.

Every time Lu Ming came out of the store and walked towards him, he would call out his brother.Yu Changan knew that Lu Ming was calling out to gossip colleagues, so he took advantage of it, and felt at ease as Lu Ming's brother for a few minutes.

Yu Changan noticed that the manager of the coffee shop seemed to take special care of Lu Ming, and several times Lu Ming would come out with him after get off work.When he saw Yu Changan, he would stop and say a few words. Although he praised Lu Ming in his leadership and tone, the desire for Lu Ming in his eyes was naked and obvious, and there was some publicity that was inevitable.Yu Changan knew that Lu Ming had no interest in the manager for the time being, and he didn't seem to see what the manager meant for him, but Lu Ming's sensitivity would make him aware of something one day.

The thought of "someday" lingered in Yu Changan's heart, making him a little uneasy.If that day comes, and Lu Ming decides to respond to the manager's love, he has no reason to stop it.Then, Yu Changan thought, why should I stop him?

So, on an ordinary night, Yu Chang'an once again recognized himself weakly and desperately—he still couldn't get out of it.Previous efforts turned out to be self-deception.The hunter falls into his perfectly camouflaged trap, while his prey watches him from outside the trap.

Yu Changan was eager to escape from the trap, and Xiaolong emerged from his head.When he thought of Xiaolong, he felt contemptuous and distressed for himself, and he fell to the point where he needed a prostitute boy to save him.

On this day, he sent a message to Lu Ming, falsely claiming that he had something to do and couldn't get away from him, so he couldn't pick him up.Lu Ming was very understanding and said that Mr. Yu should not worry about him even though he was busy.

Yu Changan felt a little guilty, and stepped into that nameless alley again.Xiaolong is still there.

They went to Xiaolong's house.Xiaolong asked Yu Changan if he wanted to wear a skirt this time, and if he wanted to dress up as a "little deer".

Yu Changan said, "Okay."

Xiaolong also changed into the green dress from last time. Yu Changan took a look at him and then turned off the ceiling lamp. There was only one small heating sun shining faintly in the room.Xiao Long said, "Do you need me to keep silent?"

Yu Changan said, "Okay, I'm sorry."

Xiaolong masturbated like last time and showed Yu Changan, but Yu Changan still didn't make any further moves after shooting herself.Xiao Long said, "Do you want to fuck me?"

After a long time, Yu Changan's voice floated in the silent air: "Forget it, I'm sorry."

Xiaolong said that he didn't care about it, he directed Yu Changan to turn on the light, and then changed into his daily clothes, and the person who appeared in front of Yu Changan was Xiaolong with the appearance of a college boy, unexpectedly very pure and clean.Yu Changan asked Xiaolong if he still wanted to take customers, and Xiaolong sneered: "If you dress like this, you won't have any guests." He told Yu Changan that he was going to his friends in Canghu. Chang An offered to take him for a ride, which happened to be on the way.

So Xiaolong unceremoniously got into Yu Changan's car and got into the passenger seat.

When Xiaolong buckled the seat belt and made a click, Yu Changan had a faint anticipation, which made him feel a little excited.He looks forward to meeting Luming who is off work by accident, and letting the real Xiaolu meet the fake "Little Lu". He wants to let the real Xiaolu who has been disturbing his mind these days see that he can date a beautiful boy, no matter what the situation is. What does the pretty boy do for a living, as long as it is clear at the moment, then the clearness of a college student will definitely be able to compete with the purity of Luming.And the spare condoms that he, Yu Changan, bought while shopping with Lu Ming in the supermarket a few days ago can also fuel Lu Ming's speculation about the mysterious relationship between him and the beautiful boy. Feel free to guess boldly, if Lu Ming To be able to frown because of this, Yu Changan would feel relieved for himself.

He fantasized and took revenge in his heart.It didn't matter that Lu Ming shouldn't be responsible for his upset at all, his behavior like this was no different from punching in the air, and he vented his frustration.

Yu Changan slowed down when he passed the entrance of the coffee shop. He tried to see through the fog on the car glass to see if Luming was still there, but naturally he couldn't see clearly.He can only continue to drive forward.

However, he didn't go far when he saw Lu Ming walking by the side of the road. Yu Changan lowered Xiao Long's window and shouted, "Lu Ming!"

Lu Ming turned around, his small face was full of surprise, and then turned into doubt after seeing the boy in the passenger seat.The boy stared at him, making him flustered.

Yu Changan asked Lu Ming to get in the car, but Lu Ming refused, saying that he was not far from home, Mr. Yu should go and get busy.Yu Chang'an knew that Lu Ming thought he was going to "get busy" with Xiao Long in the co-driver, but the current situation coincided with his imagination just now, Yu Chang'an said: "I'm done with my work, I'll send him to the gate of the park That's it."

Xiaolong glanced at Yu Changan.

Lu Ming got into the car and sat quietly, not even daring to move, for fear that the friction of his clothes would make a noise, reminding the two people in front of him of his presence.He remembered that on the night of the New Year's Eve, he was also sitting in the passenger seat next to Mr. Yu, and Mr. Yu fastened his seat belt for him, and they were so close.Will Mr. Yu wear a seat belt for this boy?Lu Ming lowered his eyes.

During the few minutes until Xiaolong got off the car, it was enough for Lu Ming to think wildly.He guessed the relationship between Mr. Yu and the boy, guessed the boy's identity, guessed the boy's age, guessed which university he went to... After guessing, Lu Ming thought, so Mr. Yu was attracted by such a person, a clean, confident and cheerful college boy.

After getting out of the car, Xiaolong went around to Yu Changan's side and knocked on Yu Changan's car window. After Yu Changan lowered the car window, Xiaolong said softly, "He must be Xiaolu."

Yu Changan answered vaguely yes.

Xiaolong gave Yu Changan an inexplicable smile, and said, "Let's go, goodbye, Mr. Yu."

Lu Ming sat in the back and heard the words between them clearly.He was full of doubts and curiosity, wondering why the topic of the two of them would be about himself.However, he didn't ask any questions, kept silent and returned home.

Lu Ming told Yu Changan that he would not go to work the next day, but he still only said half of the words, and let Yu Changan take care of the rest.This time, Yu Chang'an pretended to only understand half of it, and said, "Then you have a good rest, I'm going to the Normal University tomorrow."

Lu Ming understood Mr. Yu's words meant that his story was unnecessary, so he nodded and stopped talking.

In the middle of the night, Yu Changan belatedly realized that all his actions just now were quite childish, similar to that of a high school boy.But high school boys are youthful and energetic, and cute even though they are childish, and Yu Changan has nothing, and he is stupid in his childishness. No wonder Xiaolong wants to smile at him like that. Xiaolong didn't even bother to expose this kind of trick.

He doesn't know if Lu Ming also sees through him; or maybe Lu Ming has no feelings for him at all, and doesn't pay attention to his interaction with Xiao Long at all.

Yu Changan's self-rescue actions were useless, he was still struggling hopelessly in the trap, but he was getting deeper and deeper.