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Lao Wu said that there is no need for an erotic novel to have such a tragic ending, what readers want is to provoke sexual desire.Old Wu said, the previous writing is so exciting, does it have to be like this at the end?Old Wu said again, does Qiansheng have to die?

Yu Changan replied: "Qiansheng must die."

It is "must", stronger than "must".

Old Wu said: "Let's change it. You don't have to die. It's better to fly far away than to die."

Yu Changan put the cigarette out in the ashtray, switched the phone from the left ear to the right ear, and said to Old Wu on the receiver, "You must die."

Old Wu was helpless: "Then let's do this first, and then contact."

Qiansheng died on an ordinary night.He originally wanted to jump off the building, but he was afraid of hitting pedestrians, and he was afraid that his death would not look good.Later, he wanted to cut his wrists, but he was afraid that he would regret it while waiting for death.Finally he decided to jump into the river, jumping down from the bridge, it was useless to regret, plunged into the river, and everything was over.

Ten days before he committed suicide, he heard his father mention the lamb.My father said that his younger sister was really disturbing. She suddenly changed from a good student to a bad student with puppy love.What is even more unacceptable is that she is pregnant.The father sighed heavily at this point, and he told his mother that he was going home, and the family decided to hold a family meeting to discuss the future of the lamb.

During the few days when his father left, Qiansheng was restless and uncertain.He knew that he had harmed the lamb. He picked up the phone many times and wanted to confess to the third grandpa and third grandma, but his cowardice prevented him from dialing the number.

The news that the father brought back was that the lamb refused to tell them who the little beast was.They imposed various punishments on the lamb: no food, no room, beating, scolding, threats and temptations.

The punishment ended with the lamb fainting.The child in the lamb's belly died, and the elders breathed a sigh of relief.

During the meal, my father said to my mother: "Fortunately, I'm dead, and I don't need to go for an operation."

Mother just sighed slightly.

Qian Sheng wrote a suicide note that night.He said everything was his fault, that he raped the lamb, that he raped the lamb several times during the days when the parents were away from home.The lamb resisted fiercely, but he was still desperate and hurt the lamb.

Qian Sheng slipped out of the house on the pretext of buying a drink the next afternoon, and took a train to a neighboring city.He arrived at the station half an hour later, and then followed the navigation all the way to the most famous internet celebrity bridge in the city.

There were many concentric locks hanging on the bridge, but they were all removed last month due to safety issues.Qiansheng and Xiaoyang agreed to hang a lock here.

Qiansheng wandered around the red bridge until late at night. When there were no voices in the air, he climbed onto the bridge again and climbed up the railing.

Before he let go, he seemed to hear a strange man's voice behind him shouting: "Don't jump!".

Qiansheng left in silence, no one knew whether he regretted it before falling into the river.The kind-hearted man who tried to hold him back regretted it. Seeing a living person disappear in front of him greatly stimulated him, and he said regretfully, "I wish I could be faster."

No one blamed him, Qian Sheng's parents were reasonable and good people.The lamb won't blame him, the lamb won't blame anyone.

When Qiansheng's suicide note was handed to Xiaoyang's parents, their attitude towards Xiaoyang finally changed and turned into guilt.In their eyes, Lamb is the perfect victim. Even though he has been hurt like this, he still cares about his relatives and refuses to give Qiansheng's name.The lamb didn't justify, didn't hysterically tell everyone that they were in love.When Xiao Yang was staring out the window in a daze, he didn't even know if he held a trace of resentment towards Qian Sheng deep in his heart.

Later, Xiao Yang went to another city to go to school. No one here knew her past. She was admitted to a good university and would have a bright future.There is no such thing as Qiansheng in her life anymore.

Killing Qiansheng made Yu Chang'an heave a sigh of relief.Yu Changan thought that Qiansheng's death was like a sharp scalpel to him, gouging out the dirtiest and most rotten part of his body.

After sending the full text to Old Wu, Yu Changan sat there for a long time, his mind went blank, his body was completely powerless, as if he had collapsed.

He went to bed early that night and had no dreams.When I woke up, I felt a little dazed because of the exceptionally high-quality sleep quality, as if I had returned to my childhood, when there were not so many troubles.

He went to the cemetery after breakfast.

Yan Ruyu's cemetery is not in the same place as Yu Beilian's.This was Yu Changan's deliberate arrangement.

There were few people in the cemetery, and there was a bouquet of fresh lilies in front of Yan Ruyu's tomb, who put it here.Yu Changan put the chrysanthemum next to Lily.Yan Ruyu liked lilies before she was alive, and Yu Changan thought this bouquet of lilies might be a coincidence.

He looked at Yan Ruyu's photo on the tombstone and said, "Mom, I'm here to see you."

He told Yan Ruyu that he had finally finished writing another novel. Although the process was a bit difficult, it was a great event.

"The new novel is an erotic novel, so I won't burn it for you to read." Yu Changan smiled after finishing speaking, and then chatted with Yan Ruyu about recent trivial matters.

It didn't take long for the sky to become cloudy, and the leaves were ringing in gusts of cold wind.Yu Changan said goodbye to Yan Ruyu, and said, "Mom, I'll come see you when I have time."

When Yu Changan arrived home, Lu Ming was already at home, and he brought Yu Changan fish and soup made by Qingqing.Lu Ming said that Qingqing performed exceptionally again this time, and she asked Mr. Yu to taste the soup this time.

Yu Changan smiled obediently and sat down at the dinner table, tasting Qingqing's "extraordinary performance".

"It's really good, it's made great progress." Yu Changan said.

Lu Ming also laughed: "I will definitely bring your praise to her and let her continue to work hard."

At the end of lunch, snow began to fall in the sky. After Yu Changan and Lu Ming cleared the table, Yu Changan said to Lu Ming, "Qiansheng is dead."

Lu Ming looked at him and asked, "Why?"

The answer to this question made it difficult for Yu Changan to speak out, and he felt a little embarrassed.Qian Sheng died for him, Qian Sheng and him must disappear, and Yu Chang'an can only make Qian Sheng disappear.Only when Qiansheng died, could he continue to live in this world.Live a new life.

Yu Chang'an said: "The manuscript is in the study, go and read it."

Lu Ming went to the study, and Yu Changan smoked on the balcony.

The snow has turned into small snowflakes, falling down with a puff.When I smoked a cigarette on the balcony, my hands were already freezing cold.Yu Changan thought of his childhood.

Because there is only one snowfall in this city a year, he cherishes every snowy day. At that time, he is not afraid of the cold after playing outside for a long time, and he can continue to pinch snowballs after a few breaths of hot air with his hands frozen. Friends run and chase in the snow.One year when it snowed, he had a fever and couldn't go out, so he had to watch the children downstairs playing in the snow in front of the window.Yan Ruyu built a little snowman for him on the balcony. After a day, his fever subsided. Although the little snowman melted a little, he still felt happy.

It was this balcony, where he was standing.

He put out his cigarette and went back to the study.Lu Ming just finished reading the last sentence.Then Lu Ming hugged him.

Lu Ming's body was very warm and soft, Yu Changan hugged him back and said, "Finished?"

Lu Ming replied dully: "It's over."

Lu Ming said, "You wouldn't do what Qian Sheng did, would you?"

Yu Changan said, "No, don't worry."

Lu Ming nodded, paused and said, "Actually, I've seen "Dark Man Ren Jian."

Yu Changan looked at Lu Ming in a daze.

Lu Ming said: "I have watched it many times.

"When I was in high school, I picked up a copy of "Dark Man Ren Jian" that lacked the first half, so I didn't know the title or the author, but I still read it with great interest.

"Later, on the night of Teacher Yu's birthday, I picked up "Darkness in the World", hid it, and finished it while Teacher Yu was away, and found out that I had already read it. This book is called "Dark Man Renjian", and the writer who can write such an excellent work is called Yu Chang'an."

Lu Ming smiled at Yu Chang'an when he said this.Then he said: "No matter how many novels I read, "Dark Man Renren" has always been my favorite.

"In the beginning, I sympathized with Yanyan. I felt her distress, and I shed tears for her. One day, I suddenly realized that this whole book was actually made of the pain of you, the author, Yu Changan.

"Every time I open it after that, I feel that I can bear and share some pain for you. It seems that only by feeling your pain can I get closer to you."

There were already tears in Yu Changan's eyes.

Lu Ming looked at him and continued: "I went to see Teacher Yan yesterday and brought her favorite lilies. Please forgive my self-assertion, Mr. Yu.

"I told Teacher Yan that Mr. Yu has been very unhappy these years. I said that I want to accompany Mr. Yu so that he can be happy in the future.

"I said, Teacher Yan, if you don't object, let's blow a gust of wind. Then there was really a gust of wind, and the petals were blown."

Lu Ming held Yu Changan's hand: "Yanyan's story can no longer be changed, but Qiansheng's story is still in time. So... If possible, I hope Qiansheng can live well."

Yu Changan could see from Lu Ming's eyes that what Lu Ming really said was——

"I hope you live well."

Yu Changan's tears rolled down his face.

Lu Ming hugged him again.