It's not easy to be a little heart of an abusive male protagonist

Everything in his stomach flowed out along the edge of his mouth.

"Mom! What's the matter with you? You can't die! My mother too! Wake up!"

The door was pushed open, and before Cheng Zixiao had time to see who was coming, he saw two figures throwing themselves beside Mrs. Jiang's bed, crying heartbroken and heartbroken.

Cheng Zixiao thought, if Mrs. Jiang still had strength at this time, she would have to get up from the bed and beat these two people up, cursing, "You two bastards, do you expect me to die? I am dead to you!" What's the benefit?"

However, before Cheng Zixiao could finish his thinking, the old lady suddenly opened her mouth. Her eyes were closed, and her mouth was making a "gurgling" sound.

Cheng Zixiao had never seen people die, and he never dared to look at them, so he didn't know why the old lady was like this at this time. He glanced at Xizhou, Xizhou frowned, and put the second wife and Mr. Jiang together. Pulling back, he looked at Mrs. Jiang nervously, and softly called out "Grandma!"

This grandmother took away his ginger grandmother.

Old Mrs. Jiang didn't even leave a word, and just left like this. No one knew whether she was in pain or uncomfortable when she left, and they couldn't empathize.

Cheng Zixiao stood where he was, looking at the old lady's hanging right hand, his heart went blank for a moment.

"What is the purpose of living in this world?"

"I can't answer this question, because the meaning of life is different for everyone. For example, I live for the safety and health of my children."

In Cheng Zixiao's memory, Mrs. Jiang's voice was very old. When she answered Cheng Zixiao's question, there was a lot of helplessness in her eyes. She had been worrying about her children all her life, but her children would never know.

For example, Jiang Yunyan, if she had not married Meng Chun at that time, she would have been directly stabbed to death by the emperor, including the entire Jiang family. Therefore, Mrs. Jiang did make one of the decisions she regretted most in her life, which was to force her daughter to marry Chang Wuhou Mengchun, and this incident was the pain of Mrs. Jiang's life.

Jiang Yunyan's request today is not that Mrs. Jiang will not help, but that she is really helpless, because once the eldest son intervenes in Meng Chun's treason, the entire Jiang family will be implicated. Don't let it go.

After all...Meng Chun really betrayed.

The southern country is about to usher in war and turmoil, and all this is because of Meng Chun.

However, Mrs. Jiang did not expect that Jiang Yunyan, her biological daughter who had experienced too many changes, would be willing to let the Jiang family be buried with her this time.

Years of heart disease and pain finally overwhelmed the old man. She couldn't stand her daughter's scolding, and she was so angry that she died for nine days.

Cheng Zixiao looked at Mrs. Jiang, who was no longer breathing, her hands and feet were cold, and the medicine bowl in her hand fell to the ground, making a crisp shattering sound.

"Cheng Zixiao! Cheng Zixiao!"

Xizhou shook Cheng Zixiao's shoulders a few times and shouted anxiously.

After a long time, Cheng Zixiao numbly raised his head to look at Xizhou, his eyes were filled with fear and disbelief.

It turns out that this is death.

Only at this moment did he clearly realize that this kind of life was about to be accepted when he returned to the original world.

That is, the despair of falling into an abyss, no longer hearing the cry, no longer seeing the person you love the most.

Cheng Zixiao couldn't remember how he spent that day. He only remembered that Mrs. Jiang's body lay in the mourning hall for three full days.On the last day, Mrs. Jiang was about to go to the funeral. Her eldest son brought his family to the funeral, crying like a mess.

However, Mrs. Jiang never saw her daughter again until before the burial.

Soon after, the Jiang family was ransacked and wiped out because of suspicion of collaborating with the enemy and treason, all because of Jiang Yunyan, who lied and confessed that the Jiang family also participated in Meng Chun's plan.

Jiang Yunyan and Meng Chun later died on the execution ground, and their child, who had just turned 15 when he died, went with them.

After the Jiang family was wiped out, Cheng Zixiao and Xizhou used various methods to escape from Yujing City.

A storm of extermination without warning really caught the two book walkers by surprise.

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In the north of the Southern Kingdom, there is a small remote village called Qizhuang Village.

Recently, two young people came to the village, one named Li Goudan and the other named Wang Erya, who were eating and waiting to die all day.

Wang Erya has nothing to do all day.

Sitting on the threshold of his house in a rough red padded jacket, he was talking to himself, just like a silly girl. The passing aunt saw her like this, shook her head, and thought:

"Hey, you are such a pretty girl, why are you so stupid? What a crime."

But what the aunt doesn't know is that this silly girl is not only not stupid, but also hooks up with men.

After an unknown number of times, Li Goudan, the husband of the silly aunt Wang Erya, finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Cheng Zixiao! Can you be a little more restrained and stop being so rambunctious? Every day you are either winking at the big brother of the Zhang family or giving the little brother of the Liu family a look. He is only 12 years old, and you are still a human being." Is it?"

Li Goudan came back from hunting hares in the mountains. He had just entered the courtyard when he saw the neighbor Liu Xiaodi running away from him blushing.When the two passed by, Li Goudan could clearly see the contempt in Liu Xiaodi's eyes, and when he thought of the contempt in his eyes, Xi Zhou angrily blamed Cheng Zixiao.

"You still have the nerve to say it? You caught a pheasant and a hare after you went out all day. Do you think you ate it, or did you ask Lao Yutou to sell it tomorrow? Is it not good enough at all? So, I have to feel wronged." Myself, sacrifice a little color, and exchange rice and eggs, here ~ look, this is what Liu Xiaodi just brought, there are many."

That's right, this silly aunt Wang Erya is Cheng Zixiao. At this moment, he is complaining to Li Goudan in front of him with a look of disgust.

Li Goudan looked at the basket of eggs, then at the rabbits and pheasants he had beaten back, and then kicked Cheng Zixiao.

"Xizhou, don't go too far!"

Cheng Zixiao jumped up and took two steps back, frowning, patted the trouser leg that had been kicked out of a shoe print, and pointed at Li Goudan, no, Comrade Xizhou warned.

"Afraid of you? Weak chicken! You are lazy and only know how to seduce men. Do you know that you are going to be immersed in a pig cage?"

Xizhou didn't like Cheng Zixiao's actions very much, because he always felt that he was being pointed at like a Hulk.

"You can also try to hook up with the little sister of the village chief's family. Maybe you will inherit their family's four acres of fertile land in the future. In that case, even if you don't want mine first, I don't need to soak the pig cage."

Cheng Zixiao retorted Xizhou angrily. While refuting, he took the food he got today into the kitchen.

Xizhou looked at him busy in the kitchen, and suddenly had the illusion that a man was farming and a woman was weaving. If it weren't for the extermination of the family, Xizhou might have joined the army. Now the situation in the south is tense, and he doesn't know when it will end. Thinking of this, Xizhou It's inexplicably sad.

The Jiang family was wiped out, and everyone died. Although Xizhou hadn't existed since Jiang Benyu was a child, after all, he had lived with those relatives for a while, and he still had feelings for him.

Therefore, whenever he thinks of these people, he feels particularly uncomfortable.Not to mention Cheng Zixiao, Xizhou didn't even dare to mention it to Cheng Zixiao. Thinking of Cheng Zixiao's expression when Mrs. Jiang passed away, he thought it would be better to just turn the matter over like this.

"Hey! Cheng Zixiao, didn't you say that the experiences in the book are all step-by-step? Then what's going on with us now?"

Xizhou suddenly remembered something, took a stone and sat down, tilted his head and looked at Cheng Zixiao and asked.

"I don't know either, but I can be sure that the plot has been changed."

Cheng Zixiao cracked the eggs and put them in a bowl, then stirred them quickly with chopsticks. While stirring, he answered Xizhou's words, and then continued after a pause:

"If I remember correctly, the Jiang family... the Jiang family was ransacked and beheaded in your second year in the army. Now it is so much earlier, probably because you don't want to take revenge on the Jiang family, but because of the needs of the plot, Someone is helping you decide events in advance."

Cheng Zixiao's guess is not unreasonable, because Xizhou really doesn't have a particularly great hatred for the Jiang family. Even the last time he hated Cheng Zixiao in his heart for a while, for this reason, Xizhou I once thought that I had a tendency to be abused, or that I was a tough guy, otherwise why would I not have the motivation to hate or revenge after suffering such a big crime?

Don't hate that accidents can happen, Xizhou's mind is confused by this strange setting.

"You wrote the book, aren't you the one who controls the power? Is there anyone else who can change the direction of the plot besides you?"

Xizhou thought for a while and asked Cheng Zixiao again.

"I'm a plot experiencer now, and I'm very confused about where I will go in the future. At first I thought I had the perspective of God, but now I'm fine, I was completely disrupted by you brother."

There was no oil in the house, so Cheng Zixiao had to put the eggs in the water and boil a pot of egg soup, then put some wild vegetables and salt.

There is no way to live this day, it is too poor.

Cheng Zixiao looked at the egg soup, which was so light that he doubted life, and fell into deep despair. The rabbits and pheasants they hunted had to be sold for their living needs, so they could only eat wild vegetables. If it is delivered, I probably won't be able to eat it.Thinking of the days when he used to eat steak in a western restaurant, he couldn't help swallowing.

However, if you compare it with egg soup in the real world, Cheng Zixiao is willing to live with egg soup for 20 years.

Xizhou didn't ask Cheng Zixiao any more questions, he turned his head and stared at the afterglow of the setting sun in a daze.

"I became like this because of you, you still blame me? A vexatious man!"

He thought in his heart, but he felt extremely peaceful because of the beautiful scenery in his heart.

The evening in the countryside is always full of pleasure, the sun gradually disappears, leaving half the sky