It's not easy to be a little heart of an abusive male protagonist

Body, and abused his heart, let him finally play as a general, and finally played with a dog belt, how miserable! 】

Not long after entering the bedroom, Cheng Zixiao heard the system popping up again, and this time it even brought book reviews, which really made him more and more excited.

This reader, as No.1 in the book review section of "Goudan's Counterattack", would you be surprised to know that the author has transmigrated?

Cheng Zixiao thought aimlessly, his eyelids became heavier, and he went to see Zhou Gong in a while.

This time, Cheng Zixiao fell asleep for a long time. After waking up, he was in a daze. He always felt that he had a dream, but he didn't seem to have a dream, but he felt vaguely that someone called his pen name.

Just when Cheng Zixiao was having a headache from thinking about it, the servant girl came to rush for lunch.After a hasty lunch, he went to the shop, picked out some gifts, and then drove to Jiang's house.

Mrs. Jiang had indeed lost weight. Cheng Zixiao looked at the nearly hundred-year-old man on the bed with mixed feelings in his heart.

Life is really weird sometimes.

Even if you do it all over again, you still can't accept life and death, even if that person has nothing to do with you.

In Mrs. Jiang's room, Cheng Zixiao served tea and medicine. Mrs. Jiang, who was still uncomfortable about his reputation, seemed to suddenly think about it, showing a long-lost smile.

However, when talking about Jiang Benyu's abduction, the old lady wiped her tears again.

"Don't worry, grandma, Young Master Jiang is auspicious, and he may come back in a few days."

Cheng Zixiao blew on the steaming soup in his hand, and his slender eyelashes covered his eyes. In the dense water vapor, everyone couldn't see his expression clearly at the moment.

But this is the first time, Cheng Zixiao sincerely hopes that Xizhou will come back soon.

Cheng Zixiao didn't know what kind of mentality he was in, he only knew that he was very uncomfortable.

Perhaps, he thought of his mother because he saw the old lady sick and anxious.

His mother, who was paralyzed, was unable to see herself sick.

On the other end of the wechat video, the woman who didn't know the specific situation covered her face as if she had guessed something, crying heartbreakingly. Cheng Zixiao will always remember that scene in his heart. From that day on, he laughed more and more He got up heartlessly, not for anything else, just to tell himself that his mother's life and death were insignificant to him, and he didn't need to care about it.

Mrs. Jiang didn't have the strength to talk too much, so she fell asleep after drinking the medicine.

Cheng Zixiao put down the bowl and exited the old lady's bedroom.

Standing at the door of the room, Cheng Zixiao licked the broken skin in his mouth, and the next second, he was in pain

"Hiss!"

Pain can occasionally bring clarity.

But the pain made another person feel unclear.

This person is Xizhou who came back from being tortured.

When Xizhou came back, he was not in a good condition.

He was carried back by the Yamen people.

Cheng Zixiao happened to be there at that time.

He saw Jiang Benyu lying there covered in blood, his clothes were almost soaked in blood, and the original color could no longer be seen.There was also a deep cut on that supposedly simple and honest face with a knife. At this time, the blood-red flesh was turning over, which was shocking.

When Mrs. Jiang heard that her grandson had been rescued, she yelled that even if she died, she should go out and have a look.

The servants couldn't hold back the sick old lady, fearing that it would be bad for her to be so angry, so they simply helped the old lady out.

Seeing such a grandson, the old lady fell down before she had time to cry.

When the servants and Mr. Jiang saw the situation, they became even more panicked. They hurriedly sent the old lady back to the room, and sent someone to ask a doctor to watch from both sides.

The entire Jiang family was busy jumping up and down, and some people even thought that not only would the Jiang family fail to get married this time, but they might have to leave the two masters at once.

According to Cheng Zixiao's state of mind when he was writing the book, seeing Xizhou like this at this moment, he should have looked up to the sky and laughed, but he didn't, and felt that he was a bit too much.

Because he has already felt the pain, this is no longer just a story, a book, or a description with thousands of words.

This is really happening.

People here will cry, suffer, suffer, and die...

Including himself.

They are living people, not the product of anyone's writing, nor are they dolls that anyone can manipulate. It is not a design that if you don't want him to be comfortable today, let him be tortured, and tomorrow, if you don't want him to live, let him die quickly. Certainly.

They have flesh and blood.

They hurt and hurt.

And the person who made them suffer so much, standing on the sidelines in this world, was him—Cheng Zixiao.

Cheng Zixiao stood aside, looking at the servant who was running around and jumping up and down, as if he had committed a crime and killed someone, and he regretted it very much. If he was given another chance, maybe all of this would be over. will not happen.

These mountains and seas of self-restraint made him think hard, and finally made a decision that made him regret even more.

"Master Jiang, I have a bad reputation, so I don't care what others say, so let me stay and take care of Young Master Jiang."

Cheng Zixiao still remembered how sincere what he said at that time, so that Mr. Jiang didn't even say "This..." and just replied "Okay!"

This sentence is good, and Cheng Zixiao has been busy for a month.

Every day, he either feeds Xizhou medicine and changes it, or feeds Xizhou water to wipe his sweat.

However, Cheng Zixiao can occasionally get oil from Xizhou's body.

"Small, the pectoral muscles are long and quite strong."

While wiping Xizhou's body, he touched his chest muscles. The feel made Cheng Zixiao speechless, and for a moment he forgot the pain he had suffered these days.

Once, when Cheng Zixiao was feeling vigorously, Xizhou suddenly opened his eyes.

The beautiful boy and the handsome boy met each other's eyes, and the atmosphere suddenly became delicate.

Cheng Zixiao's hand was touching Jiang Benyu's body, while Xizhou was wearing Jiang Benyu's body, and he could feel that he was being touched as soon as he woke up. Although he was separated by a layer of clothes, he still clearly felt it. So the moment he opened his eyes, he grabbed those restless little hands.

"Die! I'm going to scare the old lady!" Cheng Zixiao shook off Xizhou's hand without any trace, and continued to wipe Xizhou's body with a handkerchief as if nothing happened, as if the sneaky touch just now was just Xizhou's illusion.

He looked around to make sure that he was back in a safe range, and then looked at Cheng Zixiao intently, who was so guilty that he wished he could run away immediately.

"You're so pretty!" He suddenly said weakly.

After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and fell into a coma again. Before he fell into a coma, he thought, "Cheng Zixiao didn't object to marrying me, and he helped me wholeheartedly. Does it mean that she doesn't resist being with me?" "

His idea was not confirmed, but from that moment on, buried in his heart became a secret that he wanted to ask but dared not to ask.

"It's good to see you, second uncle!" Cheng Zixiao covered his heart and cursed in a low voice after confirming that Xizhou had passed out again.No one noticed that his face was as red as an overcooked shrimp.

After several days of recuperation, Xizhou slowly recovered.

From being unable to get out of bed to finally being able to go out and walk around, my mood gradually began to improve.Those nightmares that he had never experienced were also forgotten in the jokes that Cheng Zixiao racked his brains to make up.But Xizhou still lost the vitality he had before, he stopped pretending to be stupid all day long, and just propped his chin in a daze.

However, after getting along with Cheng Zixiao during this period of time, he found that Cheng Zixiao is really cute. In this strange and unknown world, only she can bring him something different and belong to the two of them. .

He couldn't see Cheng Zixiao's worries and remorse, he only saw Cheng Zixiao's silent concern for him, which made him forget his guard and doubts about Cheng Zixiao.

until one day……

Xizhou discovered Cheng Zixiao's shocking secret.

"Don't come out to bother me often, I know what to do! I am the creator of this book!"

Cheng Zixiao leaned against the back of the rockery, holding a withered yellow dog's tail flower in his mouth. The autumn sun was not glaring, but it shone brightly and gently on his body.

He looked very leisurely, with his hands folded behind his head, and he didn't notice Xizhou behind the rockery at all.

After Xizhou saw the rockery, Cheng Zixiao originally planned to go there to bask in the sun with his future daughter-in-law, and develop a relationship by the way, but just as he walked over, he heard Cheng Zixiao say this to the air.

So, he took back the foot he had stepped on.

'The... creator of the book? '

He frowned and looked around the rockery. There was no one else here, and he didn't know who Cheng Zixiao was talking to.He went through what Cheng Zixiao said in his mind and was very puzzled.

"You broken system, I found out how you have changed recently? Have you been possessed by someone? Why haven't I seen you so verbose before? The book "God's Counterattack" is only for the purpose of torturing the protagonist." Sheng, now you want me to use the favorability degree, use a hammer, okay?"

His words contained a lot of information. When Xizhou heard the title of "Goudan'er's Counterattack", it was as if a thunderbolt struck his sky.

""Goudan'er's Counterattack"? Isn't the creator a monkey spirit? Could Cheng Zixiao be a monkey spirit?"

He didn't feel well all over.

6. Get married!

◎Predicting that something bad was about to happen, Cheng Zixiao suddenly didn't want to marry so much. ◎

Xizhou felt that he was broken in love.

This matter made him angry for several days.

If Cheng Zixiao, a bastard, found out, he would probably be laughing so hard.

He can't let Cheng Zixiao know that he still treats him