Unreasonable

, everything is silent.

Zhiling waved his hand: "Ah, well, I'll go with Younan first."

After speaking, he pulled Younan away quickly.

Everyone nodded, thinking that they finally understood why Zhiling could not live in a good hotel or in a Bashi house provided by friends, and insisted on sharing a single room with Younan.

Oh, when it comes to this point, you shouldn't add children after Younan, right?

Zhiling took Younan's wrist and walked along the sidewalk.

Although I knew in my heart that Younan was just joking, but somehow it felt a little unnatural.

This feeling is very strange, other people, regardless of boys or girls, will not feel anything when they say "I am Zhiling's wife". He felt unnatural.

In fact, this kind of joke is still a bit over the line, right?

He tilted his head to look at Younan, and found that it was as if he had never said those words, and when he saw him, he still looked back with a smile.

So it's just me being jumpy and thinking too much.

Zhiling told himself.

But......

He inexplicably recalled the moment when the two of them met for the first time after returning to China, the moment Younan threw himself at him.

It wasn't just excitement, it was mixed with the extreme surprise of the fulfillment of long-cherished wishes, tears of gratitude, and a fleeting but full of intense longing.

Is it an illusion...

32. No.30 The Second Unreasonable Trouble

◎If everyone has the right to choose their own way of death, then he wants to embrace pious romance and drown in Zhiling's words. ◎

"Zhiling, the school funds are not very rich, so the room I live in is not very spacious, so..."

Zhiling said "ah", "It's okay, I'll take you back first, and then I'll find a hotel."

Younan was stunned, and looked up at him: "What did you say?"

"I'll take you back first, and then..." Younan suddenly turned his head away, and left at a faster speed.

Looking at Younan's back, Zhiling opened his mouth, trying to follow, but couldn't move as if his feet were filled with lead.

He saw Younan hastily stopped a taxi and left, and suddenly felt a bit at a loss.

He lowered his head and walked along the road for a long time, almost colliding with a battery car ahead.

The man was swearing in a dialect, he was stunned when he saw Zhiling, and then he drove away from him, while Zhiling was still standing there, leaning on the tree, still bowing his head.

In the end, I found a hotel at random, and lay on the bed after washing up, thinking about life.

He carefully reviewed all the things he had been with Younan for so long, and finally came to the conclusion: Younan's trust in him is nothing more than his extreme trust in his brother.

what about me?

What about You Nan?

Or, what about me being gay?

No.

unacceptable.

I can not judge others, but I can't accept that I am with boys.

However, what if there is a south...

How could he think like that!

Younan trusted him like his own brother, how could he think like this again?

Don't even think about it!

That's right, Younan can be regarded as the one he grew up watching, and he joked that he was Zhiling... It would be strange if he officially certified his wife or something.

It's normal for friends who play well to say this, but watching my grown-up brother say this is a feeling of taboo, so I feel unnatural.

After all, he was too neurotic.

Yes, it is like that.

But, why is Younan angry?

How should I coax him?

In case he is still angry tomorrow, what should I do if I don't want to follow him?

Thinking of this, Zhiling hurriedly packed his things and went out overnight, took out his mobile phone and called Younan.

The other end was connected almost as soon as there was a ring, Zhiling smiled and said, "Younan, please send me your address."

He didn't ask where the other person was, or why he suddenly came over again, and didn't even say a word, just gave a soft "um", and then sent the location.

But Zhiling is still struggling with how to coax Younan.

buy sugar?

It's sugar every time, and I can't express the degree of importance at all.

buy flowers?

That's too vulgar, it's like coaxing a little girlfriend.Nan is different.

What to buy then.

Wandering around on the street, I suddenly saw a cozy little shop, walked in and saw many cute little animals in small wooden boxes.

He reached out to touch it, only to find that it was hard.

"Auntie, what is this?"

A proprietress in her forties smiled when she saw him, and said, "Felt."

Added another sentence: "If you want to coax your girlfriend, I suggest you do it yourself, so that no matter what hatred or grievance you have, a blanket will be wiped out!"

Zhi Ling quickly shook his head: "It's not for coaxing my girlfriend."

He walked around twice before the artistically placed finished products, and finally hesitated: "Auntie, I want to buy some materials... ah, let's have more, it's my first time doing it, I don't know what Effect......"

The proprietress smiled narrowly and said, "Okay, okay, I'll give you a picture tutorial!"

Zhiling went out with the bag, and was about to take a taxi to find Younan, when he caught a glimpse of the bakery opposite from the corner of his eye, paused, crossed the road and walked in.

The proprietress of the felt shop kept her head high, saw him walk into the bakery, brought out a small cake after a while, and laughed narrowly again, thinking to herself that she was not coaxing his girlfriend.

The young man is so cute now.

Holding the small cake, Zhiling was still feeling anxious, and after stopping the car, he sent a message to Younan saying he was leaving. After waiting for a long time, he didn't get a reply. After refreshing for a long time, he felt a little disappointed.

When I got out of the car, I was also in a low mood. I looked up and saw a thin young man with his hands in his trouser pockets and a thin coat on his shoulders. He was fiddled with something on the ground with his toes under the tree. .

It turned out that it wasn't that Younan didn't want to answer him.

He was already downstairs waiting for him.

The street lights were dim, and the area was very dim, and there were no passers-by, and there were even few vehicles.

The only light behind him was a small convenience store, and the rest were silver-gray rolling doors.

The dim yellow of the street lights reflected on the dark road is very vague, like a pool of light dying in the mud, giving people an unparalleled loneliness.

He looked at the figure under the tree again.

At this time, the young man changed his posture, closed his eyes and raised his head, completely motionless.

Although lonely, but also somewhat gentle and stubborn, as if no matter what happens, even if the world falls apart, he can be alone without any assistance.

It also seems that, looking up, everything in the world, no matter whether you like it or not, or whether you have ever dreamed about it, can be put down as soon as you say it, and it is a dispensable existence in life.

what about me.

Zhiling squeezed the bag tightly in his hand, just about to smile, suddenly remembered what Younan said before, and then stopped smiling, and just walked towards him gently.

"There is Nan."

He stood behind Younan and spoke softly.

Younan moved, turned around, and a box of small cakes was presented in front of him.

"Don't be unhappy."

Then Younan suddenly laughed.

In fact, You Nan's face was relatively plain, at least not amazing.But with that smile, Ling felt as if all the stars were shining brightly, making the flowers ashamed and the sun and the moon eclipsed.

Nanwen said in a voice: "Zhiling, you see, every time I am unhappy, I have a gift, and if this continues, I will fall in love with being unhappy."

Zhiling smiled slightly: "That means I haven't worked hard enough to make Younan feel deeply happy in every emotion."

Younan raised his head and looked up at Zhiling.

If everyone has the right to choose their own way of death, then he wants to embrace pious romance, drown in Zhiling's words, live forever, and does not want to be reborn.

But if not, please let him grow old together with Ling, and go to heaven hand in hand.

If that doesn't work, then he thinks...

"Zhiling, I like you."

Zhiling rubbed his hair, said with a smile, "I know."

This is the ninth year since he said "I like you" to Zhiling.

For the first time, he didn't answer "I like it too" with a full face of doting.

Younan couldn't hold back and cried.He hurriedly lowered his head.

"Well, Zhiling, tonight, I'm sorry, I'm just a habit of making trouble for no reason. You know it."

Zhiling shook his head and put his arms around his shoulders: "It's my fault."

What is wrong with me?After thinking about it, I really don't know if I said that sentence wrong, but somehow I feel that it is my fault.

Zhiling, who was originally very eager to explore, didn't want to delve into it this time, but yelled that he was really sleepy, so he dragged Younan into the room.

Su Yu was lying on Zhixun's lap watching TV, the hero and heroine looked at each other affectionately, and they were about to kiss each other, Su Yu suddenly frowned and pressed pause, this pressed just stopped at the moment when the two kissed .

Zhixun: "Do you want to take a closer look?"

Su Yu shook his head, sat up, and said seriously: "Brother Xun, I found a very serious problem."

Zhixun raised his voice and said "um", and asked, "What's the problem?"

Su Yu sat upright and said solemnly: "My family's Ling 24, I haven't talked about love yet!"

Zhixun raised his eyebrows: "Do you want to hug your grandson? You are still young, don't worry."

Su Yu yelled: "Why don't you rush! I'm already 41!"

Zhixun was helpless: "Miss Su, being angry makes people grow old, so calm your mind."

Su Yu lay on Zhixun's lap again, and muttered, "I don't think Zhiling ever had that kind of thought."

Zhixun shrugged: "It's not normal if you haven't done it. I'm afraid that I didn't figure out this and that."

Su Yu looked at him: "What do you mean?"

"It means, you know, Zhiling doesn't