Unreasonable

phone number. "

"What kind of parent do you think would turn a blind eye to a child running madly towards them? What kind of prejudice and origin would make an adult feel indifferent, unmoved, indifferent to a child who might die ?”

"Ah...Zhi Ling...I don't know anything...Nobody told me...they should be the people who love me the most in the whole world. …”

"What kind of parents would turn a blind eye to the children who tried their best to please their children, what kind of parents would be like Youyi and make a wish, let me live for 14 years, and my whole body was hurt!!!"

Zhiling hugged Younan tightly, and said softly: "It's their fault. Don't be sad. If you don't know these things yourself, can I accompany you to ask them? It's just begging, forcing, and stalking. I don't even have to ask you."

"What if not?"

"If not, we will start 18 years ago, year by year, day by day, one by one, and check slowly. With Nan, we still have a lifetime. If we can do one thing together for a lifetime, it is also very romantic. Isn't it?"

Younan was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled lightly, and the sadness and anger just now were swept away.Zhiling's heart sank to the bottom.

Younan smiled and said: "Zhiling, after the winter vacation, after the Chinese New Year, I will take you to my house. Don't ask questions, don't fight with anyone. Just keep it simple and get along. They are all very good. They just ...I know, they're tough too. I just want to..."

He smiled: "It would be great if everyone could just ignore it. But I also feel that it's not bad to get through it every now and then."

Zhiling listened quietly, there seemed to be some emotional fluctuations in his light-colored eyes.

"How should I put it, Zhiling, I always think that if life can be less obsessive, it will be better. But if there is no obsession—I dare not talk about the meaning, at least life is tasteless. "

"Many times I will tell myself that I really don't care so much, but, but, I am afraid that if I really don't care, I will lose interest in life at all."

"Actually, for many years, I haven't thought about what's going on with Youyi. That's it. It's good. Let go of those sharp and mean unwillingness, let go of the muddy and boring thoughts, and only care about the present. taste."

"Also trying to accept things like—"

"I have also complained about others, and I have also looked hateful."

51, once

◎No one has ever walked into his loneliness, and no one has ever witnessed his loneliness. ◎

The end of the term is approaching, and the atmosphere of exam preparation is getting stronger.

At this time, it was less than six hours before the deadline for Younan to submit his thesis, and he had just taken a nap at this time, staring at the WPS document page in front of him with dazed eyes.

I wrote [-] characters in my dream, but I still didn't write it when I woke up.

Zhiling walked in with a fruit platter, "What's wrong? You're frowning?"

Younan pushed the notebook forward and laid it on the desk.

"I have to hand in a small paper before six o'clock, but I didn't write it, and I don't want to write it. Now I'm in a panic."

Zhiling put down the fruit plate and sat on the bed, "Why are you panicking?"

Younan felt that Zhiling's question was unreasonable, "It's 01:30, and the essay is due before [-]:[-] p.m., and I wrote a whole row. Can you not panic?"

"Then why didn't you write?"

"I just don't want to write."

"Why don't you want to write?"

Younan sat up and stared at the only line of words on the computer screen.

"The teacher asked us to write a short review of characters. I don't like to comment on characters."

"Then why don't you like comments."

Younan Weizhiling was a bit entangled in asking questions today, but he still replied: "Isn't it absurd to comment on the merits of each deceased person based on historical data?"

"Then why is it ridiculous?"

"Because I think that people are not judged when they live. People around them may not know what a person thinks. Why should it be judged by later generations? After a person is judged by critics, he is divided into A few dry words. For example, when we talk about Su Shi, people can think of boldness, optimism, disappointment in official career, and outstanding literary talent. This has almost become a stereotype, which is preserved in the hearts of the world instead of Su Shi himself. I think this is cruel."

Zhiling seemed to be thinking, nodded after a while, and continued to ask: "Then what do you think, what do you want?"

"I think to really know someone should be to try to see what they see, feel what they feel, think what they think, watch their life ups and downs, leisurely, read their poems and songs, chat with them, and walk the road they walked , Climb the mountains they have climbed, smell the flowers they have smelled, eat the bamboo they have eaten...this is good."

Zhiling said: "But Younan, for a person who has been dead for many years, thousands of years have passed, how do you know that what you see, feel, and think are what he sees, feels, and thinks? Maybe the road has already sunk At the bottom of the sea, flowers have long been extinct, and bamboo has undergone many mutations. From this point of view, isn’t your so-called true knowledge of a person more absurd than judging by historical data?”

"Can......"

"Besides, writing a small review of a character does not necessarily have to start with historical data. You read poems, what you read, and how you feel about this person from this point, that's all. Besides, such a small review is not a trial, it's just a one-off Dialogue with them. For example, now you chatted with me for a while, what kind of person do you think I am based on these words, you don’t have to cover everything, just talk about what you feel, how difficult is that?”

After thinking for a while, Zhiling said again: "Ah, I have never been in a liberal arts college, and I don't know the specific requirements, but I think there are many things that I don't want to do at first glance, but I can always find a way I like to complete them , instead of sticking to the existing format and template. Because many times in the world, you can’t just do what you want to do. That’s too unreasonable.”

"If you can't finish it within the stipulated time, explain the situation to the teacher. Don't lie about delays, just tell me what you just told me, and why you are willing to give it a try. The more frank the better. , he will understand."

Younan asked, "Then what if he doesn't understand?"

Zhi Ling said: "How could it be? I will definitely understand."

Younan said: "Because you are Zhiling, no matter what you do, you will always be understood. But I am not. I am just an ordinary student with no status and no achievements. Why should I be understood?"

Zhiling smiled: "Because you are my boyfriend."

Younan rubbed his face, feeling that he couldn't take it anymore.

Xia Jiu's wedding started right after the final exams here. There are many friends in Xia Tian, ​​and there is an endless stream of people who come to congratulate her.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Xia Jiu, the groom's official, was naturally surrounded so that no one could get out, and Nan He Zhiling was also very unkind as two of them, and even more unkindly asked for two red envelopes.

But Younan felt that he was already being soft-handed, and the red envelope in the leader's hand was no longer stable.

From time to time, a hand was stretched out from the door to hand out red envelopes, and one could tell from the color that it was concise.

What a good brother, it is estimated that the pocket money for several months has been scattered.

Turning his head to the south, he was surprised to find that Gao Cong was not staying with Xia Jiu, but was sitting in a corner in a daze.He thought for a while, then pulled Zhi Ling and walked over.

"Brother Cong."

Hearing this, Gao Cong raised his head and stood up quickly when he saw Zhiling.

"You Nan, Brother Ling."

Zhiling asked: "What's wrong with you? Do you feel that the people around you are out of order and you haven't found a place yet, so you feel sad here?"

Younan heard it and found out that this was the case.

Gao Cong forced a smile and shook his head.

"It's nothing. It just feels that the 20 years of the three of us are gradually fading, just like our father. I seem to see a road of reincarnation that I can't get rid of anyway. It always has to go to the wind and clouds, and let the next generation come back again. get together."

Younan wanted to say something, but finally fell silent.

It was quite late after Xia Jiu came out, and went to pick up the bride again, and then went to the hotel.

Nan has participated in such occasions and procedures countless times, and each time before, he was taken by the flipper trio, but this time Xia Jiu became one of them.

It stands to reason that Nanhe Zhiling should also be the best man, but when Xia Jiu came to ask, the two were really exhausted, so they didn't agree.

But to be honest, Xia Jiu's wedding banquet was nothing new.

As if life is indeed like this.No matter how brilliant and dazzling the beginning is, how many places you have traveled, how many customs and customs you have seen, how many top people you have met, and how many glory and glory you have, you will always return to the world.

Go back to the world and do things in the world.Get married like ordinary people, have children like ordinary people, quarrel about topics that ordinary people have to quarrel about, and experience the romance that ordinary people have to go through, and each is his own home.

Even Xia Jiu was no different.

If there is anything interesting, it is probably that the bouquet in Chen Wei's hand fell into Jian Ming's hand. Zhou Bi shouted "marriage from heaven" in excitement, picked up Jian Ming and rushed to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Shocked and bewildered, Jian Ming was almost forced to discuss the identity card with Zhou Bi. Jian Yang and his wife were in favor of this point. They even expressed their willingness to hand over the ID card when they received a call from Zhou Bi.However, at the last moment, Jian Ming's sudden burst of supernatural power clung to the pillar at the entrance of the Civil Affairs Bureau and Zhou Bi failed.

It wasn't until the wedding was over that Su Yu finally found Younan, and when he saw Younan, he passed by and held on tightly.

"Nannan, mom baked bread again, why don't you try it?"

Younan looks back at Zhiling in shock, and Zhiling spreads his hands innocently.

"I haven't been home for a long time, I'd better go back first