Unreasonable

interest.

- Fuck, Zhiling, am I going to take my life here? ! !

-Help help help help help ah ah ah ah ah ah!

......

It's mostly useless nonsense, but his anxiety can also be seen from it.

- Yunan is not in a good mood right now.I had a little speculation before, and now it seems to be true.If I had known this earlier, I would have brought Younan with me when I went abroad.

- No, Zhiling, I'm dying. You told me that Younan was in a bad mood?

- Not bad in the ordinary sense.You can't die.I will come, but there is no flight now, do I have to wait at the airport to show my sincerity?By the way, do you have any impression of Xu Dan?

-Xu Dan?who?have no idea.Brother, stop gossiping, hurry up and coax you to go south and rescue me from the clutches of evil as soon as possible!

The door next to him opened, and Zhiling put away his phone to welcome him over.

"He..." Zhiling turned his head and looked into the door, "What's wrong?"

61. No.60 An Unreasonable Trouble

◎The eldest brother is not so easy to be. ◎

Bai Si's voice was very deep. He turned sideways to make way for Zhiling: "Severely borderline personality, mild paranoia."

Zhiling walked through the door, knelt down in front of Younan on the chair, looked up at him, and stroked his hair.

"Younan, what are you thinking about?"

Younan's gaze slowly fell into Zhiling's.

He was silent for a long time before opening his mouth slowly, his voice was slightly hoarse, but it penetrated into Zhiling's heart like a dull hammer.

He said, "You."

Add another sentence: "Zhi Ling."

Zhiling only felt a heavy and stuffy emotion welling up in his throat at that moment, which was blocked, blocked, and painful.

He opened his mouth with difficulty, spelling out every word clearly: "Then stop delusional."

You Nan took him into his arms again: "I'm right here. It's all yours."

Let Younan cry in his arms for a while, he let go of Younan, looked into his eyes: "But Younan, I have to save Li Ziyang. You know Li Ziyang, although he is really stupid sometimes , a bit machismo, but he is still very good, and he grew up with me... I still look forward to the day we get married, and he will take his share..."

"So there is Nan, I will go for a few days, you will wait for me here, and wait for me to come back, okay?"

Younan didn't reply.

Zhiling covered the back of his head and pressed against his forehead.

"Younan, I'm sorry."

Don't look away.

Younan stopped crying.

He crossed his knees and stared at the seam.

He suddenly thought, he still seems to be that child who can't keep anything.

Nothing can stay.Everything is extremely fragile.

But in fact, I'm not really unhappy.

He raised his head, puffed out his cheeks, and shrugged indifferently.

I actually deal with loneliness and sadness better than anyone.

It's just that as soon as you come, I can't help but want to use these to get some sweetness.

But also... that's all.

But Zhiling did not return as promised in the end.

He said a few days, but it has been half a month, and he still hasn't kept the appointment.

He would send Younan a message every day, telling him not to worry, but he didn't say anything back.

In fact, Younan felt that he, the person who was waiting, was not anxious by the person who was waiting.

But it is true.

He always feels that, no matter what, loneliness is always the normal state of life.Always learn to enjoy the flowers, the moon, the clouds, and the water alone, and enjoy it.Otherwise, longing for company all the time, normal loneliness becomes normal sadness.

Before, he often thought that if we are destined to be unable to have some things, it is better to be less persistent.We can also experience many beautiful things, such as summer rain, autumn leaves, winter sun, and spring snow.

Live your life calmly, so that even if one day you suddenly think of those buried in the past but can't ask for it, you can quietly find a sad weather, go to a small corner with no one, and be sad.

Look at the blue sky, the high-flying birds, the wet dirt road, and the blue and yellow reeds.Then the sadness in your heart will be connected with everything around you into a whole.

In the past and now, the current situation has changed, no matter how difficult the pain is, it is enough to taste, the harder it is, the more mellow it is.

This is what he has always believed in, the taste of life.

No matter how much despair and embarrassment you have experienced, life is the taste of this moment.

And at this moment, no matter the ups and downs, he was delighted by it.

More often, he feels pain and happiness at the same time.

Pain is encountered, happiness is still able to perceive joys and sorrows.

He has always believed that this is the love of life and the meaning of life.

So he doesn't hate waiting.

In other words, he does not dislike any mode of life.

He finished the rest of the carving work alone, and went to Xu Guoliang's birthday alone.

You Nan opened the wooden box and presented the ugliest Peng Zu in history, Xu Guoliang was as happy as a fool.

Xu Guoliang had a lot of students and his life was lively, many people traveled thousands of miles to come to meet their teacher.

Lin Xiuyin was busy receiving guests, Xu Guoliang approached Younan and whispered, "Go and pick up your mother for me!"

Although I saw Youyi and the others preparing gifts early in the morning, when I heard that they really came, Younan was still slightly surprised and walked out of the hotel.

There was a lot of noise along the way, for a while, "Brother Wang, I haven't seen you in ten years, have you hugged your baby?" for a while, "It's okay, okay, the annual salary is only tens of millions less."

Younan passed between one big round table after another, and just in time to see Youyi's car at the door.

He greeted him, but before the people left, another car stopped beside him.There was a glimpse of Nan, it was Xiao Yuechen.

Wishing was helped out of the car by Youyi, and Xiao Yuechen also got out of the car.

The two parties walked out of the car and just bumped into each other head-on, both of them stopped.

Younan saw with his own eyes that Wishing's eye sockets widened bit by bit, and then his whole body began to tremble, and it was best to let out a sharp, panic-quenching scream, piercing the eardrums with sharp pain.

Youyi was stunned, Xiao Yuechen was stunned, all the guests were stunned from near and far, Lin Xiuyin and Xu Guoliang who came with smiles on their faces also froze.

She covered her head and knelt down, screaming and screaming, and Youyi also knelt down, caressing her back, and kept saying, "It's okay...it's okay... ..."

At the same time, he took out his mobile phone and made a call.

The scene suddenly became a mess.The guests came with great interest and left with confusion on their faces.

Dishes were served on the round table in vain, the noisy excitement and joy were shattered by screams, and then dispersed, dispersed, disappeared...

You Nan took a few steps back, Xiao Yuechen stood motionless, Su Yuxia stood motionless, Lin Xiuyin Xu Guoliang also stood motionless.

There was a stalemate like this.

Xia Tian suddenly glanced at Su Yu, made two phone calls, and pulled Su Yu away again.

Su Yu stood stubbornly and didn't want to leave, his eyes were red, but he was finally dragged away by Xia Tian, ​​and Zhi Xun on the side didn't say a word for the first time.

So there were only a few people left until another car came.

Younan saw a man in a white coat get out of the car, carrying a box with his back to him, hurried towards the squatting and screaming wish, the hem of his clothes picked up the wind.

Younan suddenly moved forward step by step, turned his head away, but kept his gaze fixed on the man, and pushed his head back, as if he didn't want to confirm anything.

The man also squatted down and turned his head when putting the box down, revealing his face.He opened the box, flicking something with his fingers.

Younan was stunned.

He looked up and saw the thick clouds rolling in the sky, he felt that everything around him faded away, only the boundless unrest came to his heart in an instant.

Wishing was still screaming, Younan stared at the man in white with his fingertips flying.

— Bai Si.

Tell him that he is sick, know that he is Youyi's son, and have heard of all the humble Bai Si that he can't ask for, and Youyi is so familiar.

All the excuses, all the self-comfort, all the calmness of the heart gradually learned to behave, and at that moment they all shattered into powder.

He wiped away his tears fiercely, ran quickly and grabbed Youyi's sleeve, Youyi turned around in shock, before he could say anything, he heard Younan's tear-stained face collapse and yell: "You know?!!"

Wishing was still screaming, Bai Si frowned and injected a tranquilizer, Lin Xiuyin and Xu Guoliang took two steps forward, Xiao Yuechen suddenly knelt down and collapsed.

Only Younan's voice became hoarse, and the hand that was holding Youyi's sleeve was trembling, and he kept asking, "You know?"

You know how I get stuck changing clothes, how I pour water and burn myself, how hungry I am all the time, how I fall from stairs.

You know that I rushed into the woods alone in the dark, that I stepped barefoot on the ground in January, that I was waiting for you on the stone at the school gate, and that I made myself full of hostility for you.

you know.

you know.

You know that I am like a piece of nerve tissue that has peeled off the skin [1]. Anyone who touches it lightly will grin their teeth in pain, like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

A look, a movement, an unintentional act, or a casual mention can make me bury myself in the quilt in the middle of the night and die alone.

You know everything about my pain, but you...are indifferent.

Indifferent.

You watched my struggles, my despair, my begging, and you...didn't do anything.

Wishing was screaming, Younan was questioning, Baisi was talking fast and explaining his illness... Youyi suddenly felt that the world in front of him was shaking, and he was completely overwhelmed by boundless exhaustion in an instant.

Feeling weak, hands and feet are cold.

He tried his best to restrain his trembling voice and said to Younan: "Younan...don't make trouble... Ah Yuan is in a very bad state now..."

Younan let go of his hand suddenly, his fingertips rubbed against Youyi's arm and slipped down, and his absent-minded eyes fell to the ground.

he just wants