The Angel in White and the General

Jin Xiujie's appearance was too sad, and Gu Yan couldn't hold it back, so he untied the seat belts of the two of them, hugged Jin Xiujie, patted his back gently with one hand, and followed him gently with the other. s hair.

"nothing…"

Jin Xiujie's glasses had been taken off a long time ago, and Gu Yan put them in the glove box, so after Jin Xiujie was hugged by Gu Yan, tears soon wet Gu Yan's clothes.

"Cry as much as you want, I'm here."

"Ayan... I... was just a little bit... If I could have... a little earlier, I would definitely be able to save her... She is only 13 years old..."

"It's not your fault, I know that."

"It was my fault...sorry...sorry..."

Jin Xiujie was already in a drunk state. He was able to wake up for a while because Gu Yan accidentally touched him when he was moving. He cried for a while and then fell asleep. Gu Yan heard almost no crying. , put Jin Xiujie back in the seat, fastened his seat belt, wiped off Jin Xiujie's tears and snot, and then drove home.

When they got home, Jin Xiujie hadn't woken up yet, so Gu Yan took Jin Xiujie out of the car. When they went upstairs, they happened to meet an aunt who went upstairs with them. The aunt stared at Gu Yan for a while, but Gu Yan is the kind of character who doesn't look sideways, so he didn't care about the aunt who was staring at him at all, but hugged Jin Xiujie more carefully, for fear of accidentally waking him up again.

Because Gu Yan was very careful when he came back, Jin Xiujie didn't wake up until he put Jin Xiujie on the bed.

The smell of alcohol on Jin Xiujie's body was too heavy. Gu Yan felt that if he slept like this, he would definitely feel uncomfortable, so he could only take off his clothes for Jin Xiujie first, and then got a basin of warm water for Jin Xiujie to wipe his body.

After tossing and tossing was over, it was already midnight, Gu Yan tidied himself up a bit, and then went to bed.

Until the next morning, when Gu Yan finished cooking, Jin Xiujie didn't move. Gu Yan thought that he would have a headache when he woke up in the morning, so he prepared a glass of honey water, brought it to Jin Xiujie's room, and woke him up by the way.

Sure enough, Jin Xiujie was still asleep, because Gu Yan helped him rub his eyes when he wiped his body yesterday, so his eyes didn't look very swollen.

Gu Yan gently pushed Jin Xiujie, "Xiu Jie, wake up, it's time to eat."

Gu Yan yelled twice, and Jin Xiujie woke up. He opened his eyes suddenly. The moment he saw Gu Yan, he was stunned, and his head was accompanied by severe pain. As for the memory of drunkenness, he vaguely remembers one point, and it is also the most important point, that is, he seemed to hold Gu Yan and cry!He actually cried like that in front of Gu Yan!What will Gu Yan think of him in the future?How will he pursue Gu Yan in the future? !

"Drink some honey water, I heard it's good for headaches."

Jin Xiujie took the honey water from Gu Yan and drank it all in one gulp. Then he looked at Gu Yan with embarrassment, and Gu Yan continued, "I'll make you another cup, you should get up and wash up first."

"Ah."

So, taking advantage of Jin Xiujie's washing time, Gu Yan made another large glass of honey water.

After Jin Xiujie washed his face, his spirits improved a lot. Although his head still hurts, but this level of pain is already within the acceptable range. The most important problem for him now is not whether he has a headache or not, but that he is in Gu Yan. After such a gaffe in front of him, what would Gu Yan think of him...

However, judging from Gu Yan's carefulness and the situation in the morning, he probably didn't look down on him. After washing up, he went out with a particularly disturbed mood.

"Come and eat first."

"Ah."

During the meal, Gu Yan didn't ask anything, and Jin Xiujie was too embarrassed to ask Gu Yan, but just cursed Xiao Bo in his heart...

After eating, Gu Yan asked, "Can you tell me what happened yesterday?"

Jin Xiujie looked embarrassed, "This..."

"Inconvenient to say?"

"It's not inconvenient to say, it's just that, there was an operation yesterday, and I failed."

Gu Yan had actually heard this meaning from Jin Xiujie's words, but in his opinion, Jin Xiujie is obviously not the kind of person who can't experience failure, and it must not be because of failure that he would be so sad.

So Jin Xiujie went on to say: "Of course not only because of failure, but also because of self-blame. Ever since I made the decision to be this doctor, I was ready to compete with death. The little girl yesterday, she did nothing wrong. It's the drunk driver who doesn't obey the traffic rules, she's only 13 years old, she hasn't seen the world well..."

"Xiu Jie, it's not your fault..."

Jin Xiujie smiled wryly, and said, "You must be very curious. I have been a doctor for so long. It stands to reason that I should be used to seeing life and death long ago. Why do I lose my composure like this?"

"You didn't lose your composure." Hearing this, Gu Yan knew how much Jin Xiujie respected life. Although he was used to seeing life and death, he cared more about life and death than many people.

"Everyone says I have good medical skills, but they don't know how much effort I have put in. I don't care about that reputation at all. I only care about whether I can save people." Having said that, Jin Xiujie paused and looked at Gu Yan. He went on to say: "Actually, I don't do this often, but sometimes, when I can't bear the feeling, I go to Xiaobo's for a few drinks."

"I understand."

"I'm like this, do you think I'm too hypocritical?"

"No, I think you are more real like this."

"It's good that you don't dislike me."

Gu Yan thought to himself, if he disliked you, he would not care about you yesterday, but he was still very gentle to someone who was already hungover, so he just said, "Of course I won't dislike you."

"That would be great! Thank you for taking care of me yesterday!"

"You're welcome, but it's better to drink less alcohol in the future."

"Ah."

"By the way, can you still go to work today?"

"I asked for leave yesterday, so I won't go today."

"Then you have a good rest at home, and I'll go to school later."

Jin Xiujie felt that the fact that he was resting at home was a waste of time, so he said to Gu Yan, "Can I go to school with you?"

Gu Yan looked at Jin Xiujie's longing eyes, nodded, and said, "Okay, then you should hurry up and tidy up."

"Ok!"

While Gu Yan was cleaning up the dishes, Jin Xiujie went to clean himself up. In order not to embarrass Gu Yan, he deliberately dressed himself up as young and old, so that when he came out , Gu Yan was taken aback.

"Well, do I look good like this?"

"It looks good." Gu Yan still didn't understand why Jin Xiujie, a big man, always asked him this question.

"That's good." After receiving Gu Yan's praise, Jin Xiujie felt so happy in his heart, as if he didn't even have a headache anymore.