but you never loved me

Fu Juexuan gradually came back to his senses, and turned his head to prevent him from touching her, with anger welling up in his eyes.When she looked up at him, her eyes were full of resentment.As soon as Chu Xiaoran met his gaze, Chu Xiaoran's hand stopped in mid-air, and the smile on her mouth froze.

His heart sank instantly, and a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth for a while.He took a few steps back, keeping a comfortable distance for Fu Juexuan. "Xiao Wu." He looked at Fu Juexuan, his tone as gentle as ever.

Fu Juexuan lowered his head and said nothing, his whole body was full of resistance to Chu Xiaoran.Chu Xiaoran's eyes dimmed for a moment, and after a long silence, his Adam's apple moved, and finally he said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

Fu Juexuan raised his head abruptly, looked at him fiercely, and clenched his palms unconsciously: "Chu Xiaoran, I don't need your apology, because I will never forgive you."

Chu Xiaoran's heart suddenly tightened because of his words, which made his heart ache unbearably.But even so, he still looked straight into Fu Juexuan's eyes, which were full of tenderness and bitterly suppressed affection.

The affection in his eyes made Fu Juexuan's heart twitch a few times. Looking into those eyes, he seemed unable to say any more decisive and hurtful words.In order not to soften his heart, he immediately turned around and wanted to close the door.

However, when the door was about to close, a hand suddenly stretched out and pulled him into a warm and gentle embrace.Then he heard a sentence coming from above his head: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but Xiao Wu, I really like you." The voice was as deep and pleasant as ever, but it was half sad and half sweet.

Because of this sentence, Fu Juexuan was absent-minded for a few seconds.When she reacted, she pushed him away without hesitation.His tone was still full of anger, even more excited than before: "How dare you say you like me? You like me and you mj me? You like me, and you don't even have an explanation for what you did to me Don't give it to me? You like me and leave quietly for half a year?"

There was a trace of pain hidden in Chu Xiaoran's expression, she reached out her hand to embrace him again, but Fu Juexuan opened his hand.

Standing in front of Fu Juexuan, Chu Xiaoran was originally half a head taller than Fu Juexuan, but he was a bit embarrassed when he got off the plane, and now he felt a sense of loss all over his body, and his aura was a little lower than Fu Juexuan's. cut.

Fu Juexuan kept holding his breath in his heart, and relying on his own reason, he didn't consider the consequences of what he said.He said with sarcasm: "Chu Xiaoran, let me tell you, even if you like me, I will never fall in love with you for the rest of my life. I only like women. And I hate homosexuals the most, especially perverts like you .”

Chu Xiaoran only saw bursts of pain in your eyes, and he put away the emotion in his eyes for a while.Looking at Fu Juexuan with a smile: "Xiao Wu, don't be angry. It's my brother's fault. I should have told you clearly about my feelings for you. Starting today, my brother will chase you hard, no matter whether you agree or not in the end. , give me a chance?"

Hearing that he said that he wanted to pursue him, Fu Juexuan was going to be mad with anger, a mocking smile curled up on his lips: "Chu Xiaoran, didn't you understand what I said? You, I hate you!"

Chu Xiaoran's face paled instantly, and the feeling of heartache almost overwhelmed him.But he still didn't give up: "Xiao Wu, do you really hate me that much?" Seeing him, his tone softened a little: "You told me last night that you missed me very much."

There was a bit of unnaturalness on Fu Juexuan's face. It turned out that he had said such a thing last night.While feeling embarrassed in his heart, he suddenly changed his attitude.Looking at Chu Xiaoran in the eyes, there was the attachment to him: "Yes, I miss you, the one who always protects me and loves me, and is never willing to hurt me."

Then the attachment in his eyes disappeared in an instant, leaving nothing but ice-coldness. He looked at Chu Xiaoran, and said every word: "Unfortunately, you are no longer the one who will not hurt me, and you are not worthy of being me anymore." Brother, Chu Xiaoran, get out, I never want to see you again."

Chu Xiaoran was numb from the pain at this moment, but when she was desperate to the extreme, she began to calm down.He looked at Fu Juexuan with a smile, and said in a gentle tone that couldn't be more gentle: "I thought that even if you don't like me, you at least have feelings for me. It seems that I am being affectionate. Since you don't want to see me again, I promise you that I will never appear in front of you again." Fu Juexuan suddenly felt a little panicked when he heard his words, but he was unwilling to show weakness and forced himself to keep a cold face.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Chu Xiaoran smiled, reached out and stroked his hair again: "Xiao Wu, take good care of yourself, don't let brother worry."

After speaking, he didn't stop for a moment, turned around and went downstairs.When he turned around, the mask on his face collapsed instantly, revealing a gray complexion and deep pain in his eyes.There was still a self-deprecating smile on his lips.

He didn't take the elevator, he took the stairs.He walked so lightly that even the voice-activated lights in the stairwell didn't come on.In the darkness, he walked forward based on his feeling.

Suddenly remembered how ecstatic she was when she received a call from Fu Juexuan last night.Thinking of him on the plane, all fears turned to reassurance.But compared with the situation at this time, I realized how ridiculous it is to be passionate.

As they walked, there seemed to be a sentence from behind: "Brother." Chu Xiaoran turned her head suddenly, and there was only darkness behind her, and there was no figure of that person.That's right, that person probably only avoided him.If I promised not to pester him again, he might not be happy in time, so how could I chase after him?It turns out that what is more ridiculous than Yizuo's affection is that even so, he still has not given up.

He leaned against the wall, and through the narrow window in the stairwell, he saw the snowflakes falling outside.Suddenly, I felt that my heart was colder than this weather.

After he left, Fu Juexuan stood at the door for a long time.He didn't expect that Chu Xiaoran would compromise so easily.The meaning of his last words was that he would never see himself again.

Didn't you say you like yourself very much?Why did he let go without hesitation after he just said one angry word.Could it be that he didn't even get angry when he did those things to himself?He was obviously the one who did the wrong thing, why is it as if he hurt him now?

After a while, he closed the door angrily.He ran to the bedroom, wrapped himself up in a quilt, and beat the pillow vigorously as if venting his anger: "Okay, then stay out of the way. Anyway, you are a bastard, and I feel upset when I see you." But he couldn't do it. I understand why the feeling of panic in my heart is stronger than before.