but you never loved me

Ning Yi's unspoken words were blocked like this, and he stood by the bed for a long time.Until Yan Zimu sat up from the bed, picked up the sweater on the ground and put it on his body.

He subconsciously grabbed Yan Zimu's hand, but he didn't know how to ask him to keep him.His face was a little pale, and Yan Zimu couldn't see his eyes when he lowered his head.

Yan Zimu waited for a long time, but he remained silent.So Yan Zimu shook off his hand and walked towards the door.Ning Yi's deep voice sounded from behind: "Okay, I promise you, but I have conditions."

Yan Zimu turned to look at him: "What are the conditions?" Ning Yi walked up to him and looked down at him.He was already taller than Yan Zimu, standing like this made Yan Zimu feel a little depressed, and he subconsciously wanted to back away.Ning Yi didn't give him a chance to retreat, he stretched out his hand to hold Yan Zimu tightly in his arms.

He moved carefully with tenderness in his heart, and the next moment he leaned over and bit Yan Zimu's ear and said, "My condition is that I want you to accompany me for the next month." His voice was sexy and hoarse, with a certain A dangerous aura that seduces people's hearts.

Yan Zimu naturally understood what he meant by "companion".He was dazed for a moment, but then he said calmly: "Okay, but I can only come over on weekends."

Ning Yi was kind, and replied with a smile: "Okay, then change it from one month to four months. Since it's a deal, it must be fair, right?" Yan Zimu nodded and said nothing.

Ning Yi lowered his head to kiss his lips, and he subconsciously turned his head.So he never saw the sadness and pain in Ning Yi's eyes.In the end, Ning Yi only touched the corner of his mouth lightly.

When Ning Yi hugged him to the bed, the expression on his face was finally no longer so calm.The restraint and forbearance in his eyes were obvious, and his hand that was tightly grabbing the bed sheet also revealed his reluctance.The corner of Ning Yi's mouth curled into a wry smile, but in the end he hid behind a calm mask.

He reached out and took the quilt to cover Yan Zimu's body, then turned over and lay down.When he hugged the person in his arms, he deliberately ignored the stiffness of the person in his arms.At this time, Ning Yi's cold heart was filled with warmth, and a smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of his mouth.After all, the person in his arms is his lifelong obsession.

But smiling, his smile gradually became bitter.Now I can only keep people by my side for a short time in this way.Because he clearly understood that Yan Zimu would not give him any more chances.But even if he knew, how could he give up.Even if it is despicable, as long as you can keep this person by your side, even one more day is fine.

This night was the best night Ning Yi slept in in three years.But this night, Yan Zimu suffered from insomnia.His body was stiff all the time, and he didn't relax until he felt the breathing of the people around him gradually stabilized.

Just lay there, letting thousands of thoughts flash through your mind.He had guessed countless things that would happen after seeing Ning Yi again, but he hadn't guessed that it would be this one.

With the moonlight outside the window, I looked at the person in front of me seriously for the first time tonight.His eyelashes are still so long, attached to his eyes, as if they can block the real emotions in his eyes.So all these years, have you been unable to understand this person?

Even now, I still can't see clearly.Can't see what he's doing.If it was to be redeemed, why would you say those words according to your own will?But from his eyes, there was no hint of giving up.What exactly does he want?

I want to wake him up and ask, but...it's rare to see him sleep so peacefully.In the past, even when he fell asleep, he liked to frown.People can't wait to iron his brows with an iron.

When this man was not frowning, he was less sharp and more handsome, even a little childish.But the dark shadows and a few fine lines under the eyes made the childish look nondescript.

This person is well-cultivated. In order to make a good impression on others, he would never let things like dark circles appear on his face, let alone fine lines.

Movement first and consciousness, Yan Zimu withdrew when his fingertips were about to touch Ning Yi's eyes.He silently turned his back to Ning Yi, and Ning Yi's hand on his waist was slightly loosened, but he didn't intend to let go at all.

Yan Zimu stared out the window with complicated emotions.Before coming here, he thought that no matter what Ning Yi did, he would never feel any more.But the moment I saw someone, my heart was touched.No matter what this feeling is, he can't lie to himself, he really let go of Ning Yi.

He didn't know what this man had done in the past three years to make himself like this.But he knew better that no matter what the touch was, it was meaningless.Because as long as he sees this person, he will think of the past, those unbearable and painful memories, those past that cannot pass.

He looked out of the window, from the bright moonlight to the rising sun.When the sunlight filtered in through the cracks in the curtains, he picked up his clothes and left the room.

When Ning Yi woke up, there was already nothing around her.He sat up abruptly from the bed, before he even had time to put on his clothes, he opened the door and ran downstairs.He ran into the living room, looking around the room in a panic.

Uncle Liu, who is in charge of cleaning and cooking at home, is preparing meals in the dining room.Ning Yi couldn't find anyone, so he grabbed Uncle Liu in front of him and asked, "Where are the others?"

Uncle Liu looked at Ning Yi in surprise. This was the first time he saw Ning Yi so flustered that he forgot to answer Ning Yi's question.Seeing that he didn't answer, Ning Yi suddenly had a look of sadness in his eyes.

At this time the doorbell rang suddenly, and Uncle Liu walked over to open the door.Ning An, who was standing outside the door, poked his head and looked in for a few moments before walking in.

He walked up to Ning Yi and handed him the medicine: "Brother, you left in a hurry last night and forgot to bring the medicine, I'll bring it for you." Ning Yi took the medicine, his face pale.

Seeing him holding the medicine in a daze, Ning An hesitated for a long time before asking: "Brother, is Brother Yan gone?" Ning Yi suddenly raised his head and looked at him: "What did you say?"

Ning An was a little puzzled: "Brother Yan called you last night, didn't you tell me that you came to see him?" Uncle Liu on the side realized the question Ning Yi had just asked him, and said, "That Mr. Leaving early in the morning."

After hearing his answer, Ning Yi sat down on the sofa as if exhausted.He closed his eyes and rubbed his face with his hand.It wasn't until this moment that he dared to be sure about what happened last night. What happened last night was not his own imagination. Yan Zimu really came to find him.

Ning An asked with some concern: "Brother, are you okay?" Ning Yi opened his eyes and looked at him, shaking his head reassuringly.Ning An breathed a sigh of relief, poured water and medicine and handed it to Ning Yi.

Ning Yi took the medicine, but made no move to take it.Ning An was about to speak to persuade him, but Ning Yi swallowed the medicine in his hand.