but you never loved me

Yan Zimu was silent for a long time, Ning Yi suddenly said, "Forget it... I know she doesn't want to see me." Yan Zimu looked up and saw the self-deprecating expression on his face.He wanted to speak to comfort him, but he didn't know how to speak.

Ning Yi turned to go out, Yan Zimu inadvertently caught a glimpse of the sadness in the corner of his eyes and brows.Subconsciously said: "You arranged these?" Although it was a question, he knew the answer in his heart.This pink one looks like a straight male aesthetic.

Hearing his words, Ning Yi turned around and walked to him.When I raised my hand to touch the rows of clothes, I smiled and said: "I always think that I have to arrange for her one by one now if I didn't give it to her before. Otherwise, one day she will come back, and she will be angry again."

Yan Zimu looked at him silently, turned and walked out the door.He walked to the balcony and called Ning Yi's attending doctor.After hanging up the phone, his face was full of helplessness and compromise.Standing by the balcony for a moment, he called Jiang Cheng.

When Yan Zimu returned to the room, Ning Yi was still standing by the closet in a daze.He stood by the door and said to him: "Xiaoyan will be here in a while, don't you want to clean up?" Ning Yi turned to look at him, with uncontrollable surprise in his eyes.

Yan Zimu just said that, but Ning Yi actually went to take a shower and changed clothes.He changed into a set of home clothes and came out. Although he still looked a little out of spirits, he was much more refreshed.

When Yan Yan entered, Ning Yi was cooking in the kitchen.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he unconsciously looked towards the door, which happened to meet Yan Yan's gaze.

Ning Yi looked at her with a smile, and was about to speak, but immediately looked away before he could speak.He smiled again, lowered his head and cut vegetables seriously.

Yan Yan was actually a little unhappy in her heart, she didn't know why her father insisted on her coming here, she didn't want to come here at all.She was quite willful this time, and went straight into the room.

But the moment she opened the door, she was stunned by the strange yet familiar layout in the room.She walked slowly to her desk and sat down, opened a drawer full of presents.It says "Giftformylittleprincess".

She opened the box on the far left, a red velvet box containing a crystal clear Hetian jade safety buckle.There is a beautiful envelope under the box. When you open it, the snow-white letter paper inside reads: "Happy birthday, my Ruanrou. Although Daddy missed your first birthday, Daddy will never forget it. He knows that you are here." How happy I was that day. May my Ruanruan grow up happy and worry-free, and be safe and sound.”

There were ten large and small boxes in the drawer, and she looked through them one by one.In the end, she held a stack of letter papers in her hand, and her eyes were filled with tears.

She fought back, not to let the tears fall.But there was still a tear that rolled down on the letter paper disobediently.She quickly wiped off the water droplets with her hands.Seeing that the bully of the Niu Temple was stained with tears and stained with tears, she rubbed it vigorously, but she didn't expect it to get dirtier and dirtier. She felt anxious and sad.

Hearing someone push the door open, he quickly stuffed the letter into the drawer, and then wiped the corners of his eyes with his clothes.As soon as Yan Zimu came in, he saw her reddish eye sockets, but he just pretended not to see them.She opened the mouth and said, "Come out, lunch is ready." Yan Yan nodded to show that she understood, and when Yan Zimu went out, she closed the drawer before going out.

Yan Zimu looked at a table of dishes, all of which he and Yan Yan liked, and sighed a little.When he used to cook, he always liked to cook what Ning Yi and Yan Yan liked.The current Ning Yi is really similar to the previous self.

Ning Yi smiled and put a lot of her favorite dishes into Yanyan's bowl.Yan Yan repeatedly warned herself not to soften her heart.So she just thanked him politely, but didn't move a mouthful.Yan Zimu frowned, but didn't say much at the dinner table.

Ning Yi didn't show any particular emotion, nor did he show any sadness on his face.It's just that after eating, he went to wash the dishes, but he was distracted and broke a bowl.

Yan Zimu looked at Yan Yan who was quietly sitting on the sofa watching TV, hesitated for a long time and said, "Xiaoyan, come in with me."

After entering the room, Yan Zimu's expression became a little serious, and he said, "Yan Yan, tell Dad why you did this, do you know that it hurts?"

Yan Yan opened the mouth and said: "He hurt Dad like that before, do you still want me to be nice to him?" Yan Zimu sighed deeply: "Do you hate him from the bottom of your heart? Or is it just because he used to be nice to Dad? What did you do to make him angry? If you are because of me, then Dad tells you, I see you like this differently. He loves you very much, even if you don’t love him, you can’t hurt him because of me. If you are really If you hate him, then..."

He was silent for a while, and then said again: "Then dad told you that your dad is seriously ill. We need to take good care of him before he can recover. Are you still willing to be angry with him and hate him?"

Yan Yan was stunned for a moment, and then asked anxiously: "What's wrong with Daddy?" Yan Zimu stroked her head comfortingly: "It's a very serious illness, and we need to care about him and comfort him all the time. Dad knows you I don't want to stay here, but I brought you here for Daddy's health. Ruanruan promises Daddy, can you treat him better?" Yan Yan nodded with red eyes.

In the evening, Yan Yan sat on the sofa and watched TV after washing her hair.Seeing her wet hair draped over her shoulders like this, Ning Yi was a little worried that she would catch a cold if she continued like this.

He wanted Yan Zimu to blow-dry her hair, but Yan Zimu was taking a shower.But he was afraid that Yan Yan would reject him, so he didn't want to blow-dry her hair himself.

After hesitating for a long time, he tentatively opened his mouth: "Xiaoyan, father...can Uncle Ning dry your hair for you? It's easy to catch a cold if you wear your hair down."

Yan Yan turned around and looked at him with a smile, and said in a sweet voice: "Okay." Ning Yi looked at the corner of her smiling eyes, feeling a little surprised in her heart.

He went to the room to get the hair dryer, went to the living room to blow Yan Yan's hair carefully and gently.Ning Yi discovered that the little girl already had long flowing hair.Even if I was sitting, it was almost to my chest, and I sighed in my heart, "There is a girl in my family who is just growing up."

When Yan Zimu came out of the shower, he saw Ning Yi drying Yan Yan's hair.Not to mention blowing other people's hair before, even his own hair has never been blown.But such a scene doesn't look weird, but it has a warm atmosphere.

Yan Zimu didn't know how he felt anymore.Just when he was in a daze, the phone in his hand rang, and the caller ID was Jiang Cheng.