but you never loved me

Ordinary children start remembering things from the age of three or four, but Yan Zimu basically has no image of things before the age of eight.

The memories after the age of eight started from the orphanage.And that memory is not a good one.There were no children his age at the orphanage, so he had no companions.And because he was loved by the dean, he was rejected by everyone.

His personality is cheerful and lively, but after two months in the orphanage, he became withdrawn.

Later, Yan's mother adopted him. If he stayed in the orphanage at that time, he was very likely to develop autism.

Yan's mother cooks delicious food for Yan Zimu in different ways every day.Tell him fairy tales before bed at night.There will also be a nice little gift for him.

She tried her best to treat Yan Zimu well. She once had a child, but she lost it due to an accident. Since then, she has lost the right to be a mother.

Zimu is almost the same as the child in her fantasy, as beautiful as an angel.And to Yan Zimu, she was like a ray of sunshine shining into his heart.The warmth made him want to hold it tightly.

Yan Zimu knew that only good children would be liked by everyone, which he learned in the orphanage.

So he was very good, he never asked for anything.He eats what Yan's mother does, even the celery he hates the most.Yan's mother once asked him what he liked, but he didn't answer.

But he would obediently finish all the meals made by Yan's mother, so Yan's mother thought that he was not picky at all.Until that day when Yan's mother was washing clothes, she took out the celery wrapped in paper in his pocket.

On the way to pick him up, Yan's mother asked him if he didn't like celery, and found the celery in his bag.He lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Yan's mother, he thought Yan's mother would hate him.

Unexpectedly, Yan's mother knelt down and hugged him tightly, "Good boy, tell mom if you don't like anything in the future. You have to remember, mom is the person who loves you the most in this world."

Children are always the simplest and most easily moved in this world.He curled up in Yan's mother's arms, resting his head on her shoulder, and called out "Mom" for the first time.

Yan Zimu's childhood was not as carefree as ordinary children.The precocity of him comforted Yan's mother, and made Yan's mother helpless.he

Every time he takes the exam, he has to take the first place, so he sacrificed the time to play and play with his friends.With a small body, he always sits at the desk and writes hard.

Yan's mother persuaded him to go out to play, but he just smiled and said to Yan's mother, "Mom, I like doing homework".Yan's mother could only touch his head and follow him.

In the fourth grade, Yan's mother sent him to learn violin on a whim.So for him, apart from studying, he has one more thing to work hard on.

Yan's mother regretted it at the beginning, but she didn't let it go until Yan Zimu really liked the violin.

From elementary school to high school, Yan Zimu's grades were always number one.Neighbors and friends always persuaded his mother that Yan Zimu was so smart that he should be skipped a grade.

She will decline every time, she knows that the child is not a genius in what others say, and she doesn't want to add burden to him.

Yan Zimu has almost never disappointed his mother, even at the age of 26, he is also the manager of a multinational company.

It's just that, almost not completely, there was only one time, but he lost the person who loved him the most.

The heavy rain and majestic summer night, the dazzling headlights, and the hands that pushed him away desperately.Then the scarlet blood and the rain slid to his feet...