but you never loved me

In the same hospital, on different floors, there are inextricably linked people.Since being rescued by Ning Yi last time, Xia Chengchen has given up on being an MB.

He himself is not gay, and he became MB just because he heard others say that he can get money quickly.Fortunately, the first guest I met was the gentle and rich Ning Yi.But he knew from the last time that not every guest was like Ning Yi.Because of fear, he gave up.

But his mother's illness was imminent, so instead of becoming an MB, he had to work part-time desperately, but the money still came too slowly.The cost of my mother's chemotherapy has been increasing, and even after selling the only house in the family, they are gradually unable to afford it.Not to mention the expensive surgery, even if there is no matching bone marrow at all.

Now the hospital sent him another text message, urging him to pay the medical expenses in arrears.Xia Chengchen didn't think money was so important before, and his family was not rich.But warm and happy, the love of his parents gave him all.

All the mutations started when he was 20 years old and his mother was diagnosed with leukemia.In order to treat my mother, my father worked from dawn to dusk, and even stayed up all night.But God did not take care of this family. His father had an accident while driving due to fatigue, and the car crashed and killed.

When I first heard the news, my mother didn't even get treatment for her illness, and she didn't take any medicine anymore. She just wanted to go with her father.It was Xia Chengchen who knelt on the ground and begged his mother not to give up the hope of living. He only had his mother as a relative, and if his mother went away, he would not live anymore.

Mother was frightened by his threats, and then began to take proper treatment and medicine.After dealing with his father's funeral, Xia Chengchen began to shoulder the burden of the family.He worked desperately to earn money, worked part-time and studied hard to maintain the family.

But he gradually had more than enough energy, and the hospital's treatment expenses were like a bottomless pit.No matter how hard he tried to fill the hole, he couldn't.

Two years later, his mother's illness became more and more serious, but he himself was helpless.At this moment, he was squatting in the lobby of the hospital with his mobile phone in his arms, crying hysterically.There are many people on the verge of collapse in the hospital where people come and go, so not many people pay attention to him.

He cried for a while, rushed to the bathroom, washed his face, and then got on the elevator to his mother's floor.Before entering the ward, he put on a smile and pushed open the door.

Fortunately, my mother didn't notice his abnormality, and just asked him gently about his work and life as usual.

Xia Chengchen comforted her mother that everything was fine.Open the lunch box in my hand, take out the meal and eat it with my mother.The food is clear and watery, because cancer patients can't eat too greasy.

His mother felt sorry for him and asked him to eat something good next time, and come back after eating.Otherwise, if you keep eating these dishes with yourself, your body will be destroyed sooner or later.He promised with all his mouth, but he had already made up his mind to accompany his mother through this hardship.It didn't make sense that my mother was lying on the hospital bed and suffering from illness, and she was eating and drinking spicy food alone outside.

I stayed with my mother until 08:30 in the evening, thinking that I would go to the bar to be a waiter at nine o'clock, so I hurriedly said goodbye to my mother.The mother's eyes were full of distress, and she took his arm: "Xiaochen, let's die, okay? Mom's illness can't be cured. Mom doesn't want you to work so hard."

Xia Chengchen, however, burst into tears immediately, sobbing with tears and said: "Mom, you can't do this, you can't give up. I only have you, you have to live well." His mother put him in her arms, and the two Cry together.

In the end, Xia Chengchen persuaded his mother to take good care of the illness, and hurried to work in the bar.