but you never loved me

The dark room was filled with the sweet smell of after-love.Yan Zimu was lying on a sticky sheet, his whole body was soaked, as if he had just been fished out of the water.

The love affair he had just experienced had exhausted almost all his strength.At this time, I was weak, sleepy and tired, and could hardly keep my eyes open.

But he still relied on perseverance to keep his eyelids from falling.Holding the back of the bed with both hands, trying to sit up.But his sore waist made him try a few times before he sat up slowly.

But as soon as he sat up, he felt something coming out of the back.He froze on the bed in an instant, it was obviously Ning Yi just now...

When he thought of this, his face was flushed, and he was too ashamed to get out of bed, what if the thing spilled on the ground?But I have to go to the bathroom to clean it, and I have to go to the hospital in a while.

Just when he was struggling, a familiar voice came from beside him, calm and clear without a trace of drunkenness: "Do you want me to help you?" At the same time, the light in the bedroom was turned on.

When he struggled to sit up from the bed, Ning Yi had already woken up.Before, she just kept watching him, but now she opened her mouth and startled Yan Zimu.

When Yan Zimu heard his words, he immediately refused: "No, I can do it myself." He was about to lift the quilt and get out of bed.But Ning Yi jumped out of bed before him, and picked him up by the waist.

And his elbow happened to be in a certain position, so he felt the sticky touch on his elbow.He wanted to lower his head to look, but Yan Zimu quickly covered his eyes: "Don't look!"

Ning Yi actually didn't know what happened to him after he got drunk, when Yan Zimu showed up, and how he got home.The fragmentary memory in his mind is that he and Yan Zimu were crazily entangled in bed.

Thinking of Yan Zimu's attitude towards him in the afternoon, and the fact that he was drunk, he had to wonder if he had forced him again.So when he just woke up, he didn't speak.

So when he felt the sticky touch and saw Yan Zimu react so strongly, he felt that he had hurt him again.

"I don't look, let go of your hands, so I can't carry you to the bathroom." Yan Zimu slowly lowered his hands, and seeing him walk into the bathroom without squinting, the shame in his heart finally eased.

But after entering the bathroom, when he was completely exposed to Ning Yi's sight, he realized that he was too happy.

Ning Yi didn't care about his embarrassment, put water in the bathtub, adjusted the water temperature, and stepped into the bathtub with him in his arms.Yan Zimu sat on his lap, felt his hand poking behind her, and immediately grabbed his hand in a panic: "What are you doing?"

Ning Yi easily broke away from his hand, and said in a flat tone: "Clean it up for you." Then he continued his interrupted behavior.

During the whole cleaning process, Yan Zimu wanted to die in shame.And Ning Yi saw that there was no blood on his fingertips or in the water, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

After cleaning up, Ning Yi carried him back to the bed.The two were silent for a while, and Ning Yi took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the bedside table and prepared to light it.

At this time, Yan Zimu said: "I misunderstood you today, I'm sorry. But what will you do in the future, can you inform me? This way I won't misunderstand you again. Of course, I will do whatever I want to do in the future." you say."

Ning Yi was puzzled by the change in Yan Zimu's attitude, but remembering that He Yue was with him before he passed out, he guessed that He Yue had said something to him.

Turning his head to ask carefully, he saw Yan Zimu's head bowed and docile under the light, carefully savoring what he just said, and suddenly his heart trembled.

Putting down the cigarette in his hand, he hugged him into his arms: "If I understand correctly, you mean you agreed to be with me?"

Yan Zimu didn't answer for a long time, Ning Yi waited a little impatiently, and was about to ask again.The man in his arms grabbed his shoulders, propped up his upper body, and kissed him on the lips.Looking at him with a smile, there was tenderness in his eyes: "Yeah."