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Meng Yixing thought that he might just get drunk with Nan Yi.Until the day when Nan Yizui didn't want him.

In fact, he couldn't think of the scene of that day, maybe he resisted thinking about it.At first he hoped to keep going until he got tired of it.In fact, he felt that there was nothing wrong with it.He works hard enough, and the seniors who lead him are also very responsible and care about him.Parents don't need him to be too burdened.Life feels better and smoother.

Love is a mess, and I have some regrets.But life is full of regrets.

After all, according to what he had imagined before, with his sick body and deformed desires, he would die alone forever.He can have someone by his side now, the kind of person that only appears in his dreams, who can occasionally solve his personal needs together, and occasionally be alone together, with a feeling of being in love, he thinks it's not bad.

Later, he was thinking that it is not necessary to have love in one's life, only to have a lover can be happy.

And it feels good for him to have Nan Yizui once in a while like a dream.

That's how he comforted himself.

But he has felt the warmth of being hugged, so he knows that the coldness of a person at night will make him want to hide in Nan Yizui's arms even more.

People are always striving for what they can't get.Even if he told himself, be rational, and Nan Yizui should get what they need.Don't attach yourself physically and mentally to him.

But he still couldn't help wanting more.

It will also be sad because he doesn't care about himself that much, and because others have him as well.After that, like drinking poison to quench thirst, he wanted to drink Nan Yizui's glass of poisoned wine even more.

He thought the days passed peacefully like this.

But maintaining such an abnormal relationship with Nan Yizui, how could it be insipid.

About three years have passed.

One night, he came to Nan Yizui's house.

That time they hadn't seen each other for a week, and when they met, it was like dry wood and fire, and sparks were sparked after eye contact.

The two threw themselves on the carpet, took off each other's clothes, and eagerly wanted to exercise at a negative distance from each other.

Suddenly the door opened.

A young voice called out: "What are you doing?!"

The voice of the third person startled the two of them, and they all looked at him in shock.

Meng Yixing looked at the handsome young man in front of him with shocked and sad eyes.

Meng Yixing was stunned, and shrank into Nan Yizui's arms in embarrassment.

Nan Yizui hugged him, and said helplessly to the man, "Why didn't you tell me before you came?"

The man stared at him with red eyes: "I wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect you to give me a big surprise!"

Meng Yixing looked at their obvious relationship, and asked Nan Yizui in a panic, who was he?

Before Nan Yizui could speak, the man replied sharply.

"I'm his boyfriend! Who are you?"

Meng Yixing seemed to be struck by lightning, and seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, his whole body was shivering with cold.

He held Nan Yizui's hand tightly, and asked tremblingly, "Is it true? He is your boyfriend?"

Looking at him, Nan Yizui was also stunned, and when he realized it, he quickly comforted him: "It's nothing, it's the same as before."

Meng Yixing breathed a sigh of relief, but also felt that the situation was really embarrassing.

Hearing what Nan Yizui said, the man's eyes became even redder. He questioned, "What did you say? You're not my boyfriend, so why did you say you liked me and dragged me to sleep?"

Nan Yi got a headache when he was drunk, and there was a bit of charming atmosphere just now, but now he really doesn't feel anything.

Now that he thinks about it, he shouldn't have given him the door card. The main reason is that he gave it to him without holding back because of his entanglement and enthusiasm.

Nan Yizui hugged Meng Yixing and sat up, pulled a piece of clothing to cover Meng Yixing, and said to the man: "Calm down, let's talk about this tomorrow, you see, it's very inconvenient for me now , and it's so late now."

The man looked at his attitude and was furious: "You still want to continue to make things easier, my fucking boyfriend is having a hot fight with someone else, you still want me to calm down and talk about it tomorrow?"

Nan Yizui had a headache even more.

Meng Yixing silently turned his back on his clothes.

He suddenly remembered how familiar this scene was.

At the beginning, he also wanted to surprise Nan Yizui, so when he opened the door, he also saw Nan Yizui and others urgently doing business on the ground.

It was a different thing, he ran away because he was too shocked and unacceptable.

This person is different from him, he must ask clearly.

Meng Yixing thought in his heart, it's better to ask clearly, see clearly earlier, and don't get too involved.Whether to leave or stay is up to you.

Nan Yizui pushed the man out and said: "Calm down, think about it, we have never confirmed such a relationship, right? You take a taxi back now, I will reimburse you for the car, go home and calm down, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?" ?”

When that person was about to be pushed to the door by Nan Yizui, he burst into tears in a hurry. While crying, he shouted, "How could you treat me like this! I won't go back, and I won't go back even if I die!"

Meng Yixing looked back, the man looked young, and he was probably still in college by his clothes.

Crying very sadly, crying like a child afraid of being abandoned.

Seeing that he was crying, Nan Yizui quickly let go of the hand that pushed him away, and quickly coaxed him softly.

As a result, the more he coaxed the man, the more he cried.

Nan Yizui had no choice but to come over to see Meng Yixing.

"Hey, you go back first, I will reimburse the car money."

Meng Yixing looked at the boy's unstoppable tears. He didn't speak, took his bag and walked out the door.

When the door closed, Meng Yixing stood at the door and could still hear crying from inside the door.

He went to the street, and a gust of wind blew over him, and he flinched.

He was in a hurry and forgot to bring his coat.

It's fucking cold.

He walked to the bus stop and sat on the bench in front of the stop sign.

This is not the first time he was kicked out by Nan Yizui.

Once during the day, it was Saturday night, he suddenly said that his sister had come and told him to go back quickly.

Although he knew that they had an shady relationship, he was still sad by the expression that told him to leave quickly so that his sister could not see it.As far as Nan Yizui is concerned, he is an existence that cannot be discovered by his family, an existence that cannot be seen in the light, and an existence that cannot be made public.

At that time, he found that he was still asking for something he shouldn't have.

Meng Yixing recovered from his thoughts, and he looked around.

There is no one at this point.

Moreover, the people in this area seem to be rich people, and there are very few people who take cars.

He sat alone on the long chair, the cold wind kept blowing on him, he let out a breath and looked up at the sky.Not a single star can be seen in the night sky of the bustling city.

As dark as his heart at this moment.

He rubbed his arms and decided to call a car.

It's a long distance from Nan Yizui's place to the houses he rented, and the cost of a taxi makes ordinary migrant workers' feet soften.

But... He twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled wryly.

Can it be reimbursed?

So he took a taxi.

Sitting in the car, he felt much better.Money is really a good thing, at least it can keep him from being too embarrassed.

He spread out on the seat, with his forehead pressed against the car window, looking out at the ever-regressing street outside.

I remembered what happened just now.

He doesn't want to come to the place where Nan Yizui lives in the future.

I don't know how many people like him have come.And something like today won't be the last time.

It was a bad feeling to be kicked out.

When his family came, he was going to be kicked out, and when his little lover came, he had to be kicked out too.

On the left and right he was the one being chased.

When he saw that boy today, he actually wanted to understand a little bit. He is really easy to talk to.

Like the boy who expressed his anger and sadness in front of Nan Yizui today, he did not and would not.

He would just hide his sadness, grit his teeth obediently and desperately want to keep up with Nan Yizui's pace and learn to play this adult game.

Even if it's ridiculous.

He was afraid of losing Nan Yizui.

Just don't want to lose him.

So he played this adult game with his heart, and he also pretended to be just playing for fun like everyone else.

He figured it out, that's all.

He can no longer have the courage to open up to others, to accept others, to reveal his desires, to open up.

He could only hold on to Nan Yizui like a life-saving straw, and he was floating in the sea with him, ups and downs, unable to settle down.But once he let go, he was completely lost in the ocean.

He will be consumed by his own darkness.

Even though he really didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to, under his self-deception, he still attached himself physically and mentally to Nan Yizui.

How convenient it is to be attached to others, and he only needs to suffer when he can't see him.

He wants to get temporary happiness, temporary stability, and temporary warmth from him.Even if it's ridiculous.

When he arrived at the place he rented, he looked at his rented house.

Nan Yizui disliked this single room, and he only came here once to keep him, and he didn't even want to stay overnight.

He suddenly thought, change to a better place.Thank you for your hard work, and your savings can support your choices.

He didn't want to go to the place where Nan Yizui lived, and he didn't want to be kicked out again at night.

And so on for another year.

A year later, Nan Yizui was transferred back to the headquarters.And as his capable subordinate, he also went back with him.He changed to a strange metropolis and started a new job.

In the past five years, he has been promoted and raised his salary, and the salary he has received is quite considerable.

Once at headquarters, it's even better.

His efforts to keep up with Nan Yizui finally paid off.

He, Meng Yixing, is considered a young and promising young man compared to before.

Some loves are like poisons, once tasted, they will be corrupted and languid.

Meng Yixing thought to himself that when he met Nan Yizui, he was motivated like never before.No matter what happens to his heart, he can be regarded as doing well in the world.

When you arrive in a big city, you can calculate your new salary, pay a down payment yourself, and get a loan to buy a big house in a good location.

In the past two years, his parents have also urged him to buy a house quickly, so that he can have a place to stay and settle down quickly.Easy to find someone.

He flickered away.Continue to rent a house to live in.

It wasn't that he was short of money, he just thought that the young master Nan Yizui had practiced here, and he should go back to his place after the training was completed.

There is a house here, and there is a concern in this place, and I will not be able to leave in the future.

As he thought, it was very likely that their relationship was over by then, but he couldn't help saying many excuses to continue renting the house.

In this way, year after year passed.

Their relationship is still there, and he can be transferred to the headquarters together.

No matter what his original motivation was, judging from the result, it was good.

Although Meng Yixing sometimes feels very tired, it is indescribably tired.