Why can't the lead singer control himself

When Zheng Hao was a child, he was always regarded as a puppy love target by the whole school and even teachers from other schools.

He is not very gregarious, and he doesn't like to have crazy fun with boys of his second age. He only studies music, movies and novels by himself, and reads philosophy books that don't fit his age.From time to time, he makes performance art such as writing original poems on blackboard newspapers, skipping classes to watch the sunset on the rooftop, and smashing guitars during art festival performances.

Coupled with a good-looking face and a chatty mouth, he successfully attracted a large number of girls. He changed his so-called "girlfriend" from time to time, and was scolded by his "ex-girlfriend" from time to time. The beating of "brothers" with "ex-girlfriends"...

He has experienced too much at a young age. At the age of 17, he made up his mind to avoid the troublesome things of falling in love, and it is enough to enjoy the romance brought by the ambiguous relationship.

But there are too many love debts, and they must be repaid eventually.

So facing Wan Jingjing's questioning, even though he knew he was serious in his heart, he didn't know how to express his seriousness.

His flirting skills are top-notch, but his love confession skills will always stay before the age of 17, and they are all irresponsible.

Not to mention, even if he said [-]% of what he said seriously, how much could Wan Jingjing believe.

Wan Jingjing asked, "Have you figured it out?"

Zheng Hao hesitated for a while, and only choked out a sentence: "Thought, I figured it out."

The other party stared at him for a while, didn't wait for the next word, laughed mockingly, took his things from him, and was about to leave.

Zheng Hao jumped up anxiously, clutching the backpack in his hand and not letting go, he said incoherently: "I really don't know what it means to understand, I really like you, I want to be with you, and I don't want to provoke other people. Isn't that enough? What else do I have to do?"

Wan Jingjing's eyes were a little red, and he looked at him and said, "Do you think that in this world, as long as you say you don't want to be tempted, there will always be someone to play with you, and you suddenly want to say that you are serious, and I Should I catch you anytime?"

The airport radio was announcing Wan Jingjing's name, and it was time to go. Wan Jingjing pulled off his backpack forcefully, and Zheng Hao let go in a daze.

He stood in a daze for a while, then suddenly ran after him.

After walking quickly in silence for a few minutes, finally in the last few steps of entering the security check, Zheng Hao said word by word, without hesitation or teasing:

"It's not a whim, it's serious,

I used to be bad, you wait for me. "

Wan Jingjing didn't speak, and turned away from Zheng Hao's sight.

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The plane passed through the clouds, and the rumbling mechanical sound hit the eardrums.

Wan Jingjing is afraid of taking a car, hates flying, and doesn't like to get too close to strangers.I happened to meet an elderly tour group on the same plane, sitting next to a Beijing aunt, chatting with the old men and women around me, saying that the children in the family are in their 30s and not dating, and chatting about whether it is worth buying a house in Sanya. Will Hainan Pension be too far away from her daughter...

Wan Jingjing watched movies with headphones on, blocking out most of the sound.

But the voice that kept echoing in my heart was hard to extinguish.

When he was thinking wildly, a purple-red shawl with a butterfly pattern was placed on his lap.

Wan Jingjing took off his earphones, and the old lady next to him patted his knee and blamed him: "The air conditioner is too cold, you still have your ankles exposed, and you will find all your problems when you get old."

A little embarrassed to thank, Wan Jingjing squeezed the shawl, and finally took it away.

When it was time to distribute the airplane meals, the aunt praised the chocolate cake repeatedly, so he moved the one he hadn't touched.

"Ouch, no need, you eat yours."

"It's okay, auntie, I don't like sweets very much, you can eat."

Unexpectedly, this closeness opened up the old lady's chatterbox, and said with a smile: "Young man is really nice, are you from Beijing?"

Wan Jingjing can ignore his peers, but he has nothing to do with the enthusiastic old lady. He can only answer politely: "Well, I grew up in Beijing."

"Oh, he looks so energetic", the aunt's eyes were overflowing with love, and she asked him how old he was this year, what job he was doing, and where he went to school.

When asked whether he was going to Hainan for business or tourism, Wan Jingjing said, "I'm going to see the elderly."

"Oh oh oh", the aunt was already concerned about the issue of pensions in Hainan, "What do your parents do, and do they settle there?"

"My dad is a teacher, retired, and lives here for a long time."

"Oh, depending on your age, your father retired early enough, right? University teacher?"

Wan Jingjing nodded: "Yes", after thinking about it, he felt that it was impolite to say too little, and added: "From the Conservatory of Music."

The aunt was even happier when she heard it, and she looked at him more and more like she was looking at her son-in-law: "No wonder, you look like a young man with an artistic temperament. This is a family of artists. My daughter likes music very much. She goes to that concert every day." meeting……"

Wan Jingjing has a lot of experience in being chased by others, but he has zero experience in being introduced by his elders. Just as he was thinking about how to politely refuse, the aunt then asked, "Then your mother is also an artist?"

Wan Jingjing was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and said, "Well, she was the principal cello of the orchestra, and later also became a teacher."

The aunt praised again and again: "Oh, that must be very temperamental. Is your mother also retired? Do you live in Sanya?"

"She... is gone"

Wan Jingjing's expression darkened in an instant. The aunt knew she had asked too much, and she was too embarrassed to ask too much, but she insisted on asking Wan Jingjing to take the shawl when she landed.

"Hold it, Sanya is cold now, cover it up when you get cold, you young people definitely don't bring thick clothes when you go out."

So when Wan Jingjing left the airport, besides the two bags and suitcases in his hand, he also had an extra colorful shawl.

Zheng Hao's message came in time: "Has it landed yet?"

Wan Jingjing couldn't make a move, and the voice replied "um", and the call came.

"Is Sanya hot?" Zheng Hao asked

"It's okay, it's cooling down at night."

"Then the suit you're wearing is thick enough, can you change it at the airport?"

Wan Jingjing could only wear AirPods on the phone, holding things in both hands, surrounded by waves of tour groups jostling past, he was a little annoyed, but after hearing this sentence, he laughed again: "Why are you like an aunt? "

"Hey, it's right to be like an aunt, which means that my love is meticulous, so why don't I chase after you?" Zheng Hao regained his strength, and quickly found a role for himself after hesitating and haggling. , It's really like that.

Wan Jingjing looked at the shawl in his hand.

I have seen Zheng Hao's changes and repeated temptations for a while, and it is a lie to say that he has not wavered.

But he still had a bunch of unrelated questions scattered about in his mind—fairness, security, trust, honesty, and the like.

In the final analysis, there was no way for him to accept this belated pursuit without any grievances. Otherwise, what would the past three years be like?

The person at the other end also knew not to rush in, and before Wan Jingjing could say anything, he changed the subject again: "Uncle misses you a lot, doesn't he? Did he pick you up? Remember to take motion sickness medicine."

Wan Jingjing's smile faded a little, and he only answered "Got it", and walked towards the taxi with his luggage.

After hanging up the phone, Zheng Hao gave himself 8 points for this action.

Although considerate, but it is indeed a bit mother-in-law, did not find a good entry point, should make persistent efforts next time.

Lying on the sofa and drinking a mouthful of beer, I used my only love brain to think over and over again. Before the train of thought was formed, a video call came over——

【Dear mother】

Zheng Hao watched the phone ring for ten seconds, and managed to regain his thoughts before pressing the green button.

After connecting, I found out that the person who wanted to talk was a family of five with three generations living under the same roof.

The four-and-a-half-year-old nephew is holding his mobile phone and calling his uncle. Behind him are his parents, brother and sister-in-law. The whole family is happily sitting on the sofa.

After Zheng Hao finished coaxing the child, the right to call was transferred to her mother. Liang Suqin showed Zheng Hao the pearl necklace on her neck with her mobile phone, and said with a smile, "Son, I have received the necklace. Let me show you."

Of course, sister-in-law Yu Xiaofei chose the necklace. Zheng Hao saw that middle-aged women like almost the same things, but he still had to boast: "It looks good, my sister-in-law chose it for you, and it looks so temperamental."

The two women who were coaxed by one sentence were both happy, only his father Zheng Xinmin snorted: "He is 60 years old, and he still wears a necklace in a showy manner."

Liang Suqin turned her head and exchanged a few words with him, then turned around and continued talking to Zheng Hao, chatting in the same old way, telling him to stay up late, stop eating takeout, and drink less alcohol.

Zheng Hao was very courteous in agreeing, but Zheng Xinmin snorted coldly in the back: "Just say yes, how can you control what he wants? It's useless to talk about it."

Liang Suqin curled her lips and whispered to Zheng Hao, "Don't pay attention to him, he just misses you."

Zheng Hao laughed, thinking that this is unlikely.

He was brought up by his grandparents. When he was a child, he didn't see his parents for a year, and they didn't know how to get along with each other.

In high school, grandparents passed away one after another. Zheng Xinmin and Liang Suqin were out of town, so they couldn't meet each other for the last time. Only the two grandsons were with the old man. This incident became Zheng Hao's biggest knot.

Later, when the family went bankrupt, Zheng Hao ran away from home and became a well-known jerk in the neighborhood. His father's career and family both failed, so he told everyone that he didn't want this son.

In the next few years, Zheng Hao was impoverished, and apart from occasionally reporting his brother's safety, he had no confidence to contact his family.

It wasn't until Zheng Jing got married, Zheng Hao's band formed, and other aspects of the family got smoother, that the warmth of the whole family was gradually restored.

However, Zheng Xinmin and Zheng Hao are still in a state of tension, and they will fight when they meet.

So what Zheng Hao tried to make himself do was to pay more and talk less, to minimize the sense of presence, and not to cause trouble for them.

But Liang Suqin talked about finding a partner.

Zheng Hao felt that he might have to trouble them again.

"Mom, I actually have a serious person now," Zheng Hao confessed.

Before Liang Suqin was happy, he said, "But you may not be very satisfied with him."

No matter how deliberately concealed the things that Zheng Hao has been fooling around in the past few years, his parents can hear about them, and they have no high expectations for this.

Zheng Xinmin said from the back: "What kind of sweet potato are you? We have no right to be dissatisfied. It's good if the family doesn't dislike you."

Liang Suqin waved his hand to keep him from choking, and said kindly to Zheng Hao: "It's okay, just have a decent person who knows what's cold and what's hot, and we don't care about other conditions."

"The conditions are very good, he graduated from a particularly good university abroad, he is good-looking, his temper is a little bit bad, but he is still considered considerate, but I am still pursuing it, and no one has agreed to me." Zheng Hao said.

Liang Suqin pondered seriously: "Oh, the conditions are so good, it's normal for people to be a little arrogant, and it doesn't matter if they have a bad temper. What is this?"

It was Zheng Jing who understood his younger brother's peeing behavior. He listened and felt that it must be more than that simple, so he asked: "But what?"

"Hey," Zheng Hao laughed:

"But he's a man."

Zheng Jing quickly reached out to support Liang Suqin.

Zheng Xinmin was already holding his chest in anger.

Sister-in-law Yu Xiaofei dragged her little nephew out of the living room...

Liang Suqin slowed down a bit, opened her mouth and finally choked out a sentence: "Men, men... Didn't you have many girlfriends before? Ah, why do you suddenly like men?"

Zheng Hao: "It's not sudden, I used to like men..."

Zheng Jing hurriedly stopped: "Zheng Hao! Speak well!"

Zheng Hao then put it another way: "I just like him, regardless of whether he is a man or a woman."

Zheng Jing didn't even know how to scold him.

After the trouble was over, Zheng Hao hung up the phone with a sigh of relief.

It is certain that the parents will not be able to accept it for a while, but Zheng Xinmin and Liang Suqin are not unreasonable people, and have experienced countless times of stimulation from Zheng Hao. Although they were shocked, they did not say anything decisive.

The main reason is that they all know it, and it's useless to say it.

In fact, it is still a bit early to confess to my family now.

But Zheng Hao was determined to pursue Wan Jingjing seriously, planning to do something earth-shattering, thinking that this would be romantic enough to make him believe in himself.

So before these things are spread by others, he hopes that he will introduce them to his family first, and show respect to his parents and Wan Jingjing.

Of course, on the other hand, he originally thought that his parents knew about his affairs and were mentally prepared for him to like men.

I didn't expect that Zheng Jing couldn't do anything else, how could he hide this part so well?

On the other side, without knowing it, the person who became the center of "Zheng Family Situation" just got out of the car and followed the navigation to find the two-story building that he was not familiar with.

The sound of the piano came from the empty living room, and the music didn't stop until the sound of the luggage sliding into the door.

Wan Qing seemed to have a little more white hair on his cheeks, but his home clothes were clean and tidy. When he saw Wan Jingjing, he didn't show the joy of reuniting his father and son after a long absence, but said indifferently: "Here?"

"Well", Wan Jingjing put the schoolbag aside, and put the Daoxiangcun that he had carried all the way on the coffee table: "I bought it for you".

"Okay", Wan Qing nodded, got up and walked in front of Wan Jingjing. The old professor was not short, but he was still half a head short in front of his son.

He only glanced at Wan Jingjing, then turned his attention to the two heavy boxes of snacks, and said, "Pick a few pieces of shredded coconut, and go see your mother first."

The father and son went out from the small building and walked a few steps to the beach.

The night sea breeze blew on Wan Jingjing's body, and the damp water vapor adhered to his hair and skin. The air was soft and completely different from that in the north.

He watched the moonlight sprinkled on the silver-black sea surface, gentle like a silk scarf, being carried to endless distance by the waves.

"Everything is fine, don't worry about me."

Wan Jingjing said in his heart.